Heated political debate

Yeah.

I wish I could but I can't place

Being so selfish, yeah, I'm a needer for weakness.

You always tell me, yeah, never forget this.

I'll forget everything, I remember when I took this.

Check everything.

I don't know how the top is.

Sickness, being so selfish, yeah.

I'm a needer for weakness.

You always tell me, never forget this.

I forget everything.

I remember I took this.

I don't know how the toughest.

Face.

I wish I could, but I can't replace.

I think it's a sickness.

Being so selfish, yeah, I'm a leader of weakness.

You always tell me, yeah, never forget this.

I forget everything.

I don't remember why I took this.

Midwest Singh with the five.

What's going on, bro?

Comrade Kidd with the five.

What's up, bro?

Ed Gentry with the five.

I see you, brother.

Asunder.

What's going on, Asunder?

What's going on, Asunderer?

So guys, there's uh something I'd like to talk about actually.

And you know, I'm so humble all the time, you know, to a fault, actually.

I'm I'm humble to a fault, you know, 'cause at the end of the day, you know,

They don't call it the guerrilla army for nothing, you know what I mean?

No, I think I work so hard at the gym I don't ever utilize 'cause I gotta be professional and shit.

People understand when you watch infrared, when you follow this movement.

You following real warriors, you understand?

Anyway, guys, I'm just kidding.

Anyway, what's up, everybody?

Listen up.

Listen up.

You know, we're going to just be flexing the entire stream, you know, because I'm not.

You know, I'm going to be honest.

I'm going to be honest.

Can I be honest?

Can I be real?

Over the past few weeks

I mean it smell like bitch in here!

You know what I mean?

What the fuck is going on with the guerrilla army?

I'm noticing a lot of lazy people and a lot of people that just oh, I'm just on the couch and I'm depressed and shit.

The fuck are you talking about?

Three hundred Spartans.

And you know, let me talk about something.

All right.

I want to talk about something.

I want to talk about

Uh what separates this army?

What makes us unique, you know?

What makes us unique?

Is

I want every single one of you to understand a simple principle.

And when it comes to the party, we're trying to teach in the party separately, but it's very important you get it here as well.

Because it transfers over and it's related.

It's a simple principle.

I've always tried to make this community understand from day one, even when I had almost no viewers, even when almost nobody was tuning into this shit.

This is what separates us from others.

It's the one thing that separates us and sets us apart.

Okay, and I've always, always strongly emphasized it.

All right.

You know, this.

I'm not a big fan of this shirt, to be honest, you know?

But in any case, the brutal truth, you understand?

The brutal truth is that each and every one of y'all, you gotta act as a as a team, as a collective.

You have to have faith in your own power as a collective.

That means you're all sitting on your computer separated from each other.

I don't know you, you don't know me, you don't know each other.

But yeah, you have to understand, you do your part, you roll with this army, you put the fucking energy out there, you get pumped up, you believe in this collective principle.

That is how we fucking moved from day one.

What do I mean by that?

Most shit on the internet, you're sitting in your computer, you're like, oh, I ain't got nothing to do with me.

I mean, I could not possibly make a difference.

Every single one of you make the difference.

Everything this army is, everything this army is, rests on the basis of the enthusiasm, the conviction, the motivation, and the activity.

Of each and every one of you.

You know?

Each and every one of you.

Tip the scale in however it fucking goes.

All right?

When it comes to boosting shit, alright?

You guys have been improving big time.

I've noticed it.

We started doing the guerrilla drills 'cause we gotta boost the X shit.

And why?

Because my profile in particular.

Is the standard bearer, has been even before the party, of this infrared movement, this red hegemony, right?

And y'all tip, you guys are the ones that you need to understand that you guys are the ones that tip the scale.

This army is what tips the scale.

So that it gets boosted, and I've observed how y'all do it.

Y'all have that power, you understand.

You can't doubt yourself and think, Oh, I don't make a difference.

You absolutely make a fucking difference.

And we are infamous.

You need to understand something.

We are like five, we are one percent.

of Hassan's community.

And we strike fear in that man's eyes.

You understand?

They fear us a lot because they're all a bunch of individuals and this is an army.

And that makes all the difference in the world, even if you're not very numerous.

It makes all the difference in the world.

You understand?

And we are renowned.

We're not feared because we have hundreds of thousands of people.

We're feared because we act as an army, as a hive mind.

Ape together strong.

See look.

Ape, this is like week, week, week, week, week together.

Strong.

You understand?

Ape, together, strong.

This finger is nothing.

This finger is nothing.

This finger is nothing.

This is nothing.

Together.

Strong.

You understand?

That's what a fucking army is.

I don't give a fuck how many bitch made people tap out.

Even if there's only ten of you that are left, it's enough.

You need to understand that.

If it's three people left, it's enough.

You need to understand that.

We conquered BreadTube.

With a small fraction of what we have right now, right now at this moment, everyone who's tuning in.

10% of the people tuning in right now, that's all it took to conquer and bring down BreadTube and propel this shit to the stratosphere.

You understand?

Every time you guys feel like you are

You know, cause look, here's the thing.

Oh, zero, what's going on, brother?

Here, this is why I'm telling you guys this shit, right?

If y'all genuinely found your purpose in life individually and y'all are good, y'all are chill, you got a high-paying job somewhere, you got a yacht, and you don't need this purpose anymore, I'm not here to hold you back.

Go and fly off, you don't owe me shit.

Nobody owes me a fucking thing, by the way.

I want to be clear about that.

Nobody owes me a fucking thing.

I say this shit cause I know for a fact.

I know for a fact that when the morale of this army is low

Every single one of y'all are fucking depressed, aimless, purposeless, and you're fucking bed rotting and you're just feeling down, you're feeling whatever, you're black pilling.

And you see, that's what I'm going to be speaking out against.

I don't want people to feel like they have to sacrifice for this shit and they got something better to do.

You got something better to do.

Go fucking do that.

You know what I mean?

From day one, I'll always be all in.

I'll always be all in when it comes to spreading this message, doing what this shit is.

I'll always be all in, just like day one.

Nobody owes me a fucking thing, by the way.

You understand?

But this army is built different.

This army is built different, you understand?

And uh by now, I think everybody should have some pride.

Meaning you're not just followers, you're leaders in your own right.

You're treated you're you're the future Mongol aristocrats, you're gonna reign over the fucking stupid Hassan Pike reviewers one day.

And uh they will be giving us tribute.

You guys gotta start thinking of yourselves as lieutenants in your own right.

You know, because I'm loving the new vibe of the community.

You know, look, today I went in the Discord, we did something together, and it was so sick.

It was so in a good way.

We did.

Let me find it.

I commissioned a meme to the community.

I was like, y'all, this is what we have to make, right?

And then we, as a community, we came together.

Y'all came together.

We made something really cool.

We made something really cool, you know, came together.

Different.

And we made this shit.

You know what I mean?

Like, this is the type of energy we gotta be on.

We gotta start.

You gotta work to see how.

Look, this shit by itself, it's nothing.

By nothing.

Nothing.

Together, strong.

You understand?

We made this shit together.

You know?

That's what's always set us apart.

We're an army.

And part of the idea of the inspiration for the party.

Was to translate this shit from the internet to real life, right?

And by the way, incredible job, incredible work doing that.

But you know the guerrilla army's from all over the world.

It's from all over the planet, all over the world.

It's not even just Americans.

You know, the guerrilla army is on a higher plane in terms of information.

Than any kind of real life thing could possibly be.

It's not on a higher plane of priority and importance, but it's on a different plane of consciousness.

You understand?

And do not neglect that.

Do not neglect that shit, you know?

I mean, this is something we made together as a community.

You know, and it's beautiful.

It's absolutely beautiful.

It's breathtaking.

It's excellent.

This is a 10 out of 10 meme.

I wouldn't be surprised if this gets 1 million impressions.

It's just keep posting variations of this shit.

It will go viral.

Just like when Logo commissioned that meme and went viral, that's the type of shit we gotta be on, you know.

That's exactly the type of shit we have to be on.

And the final thing I want to say guys when it comes to the streams.

I know I stream late.

I stream late today.

I'm busy.

I got shit to do a lot of the time.

It's not 'cause I'm doing it.

'Cause I uh I'm lazy.

It's doing it 'cause I'm getting everything done when by the time I get it done

We on that shit, you know.

Tomorrow we're gonna be streaming again, by the way.

And hopefully, much earlier.

Last thing I'm gonna say when it comes to the teamwork shit, right?

You guys need to understand the intros are only as long as y'all want them to be.

They've been 30-minute intros consistently for a reason.

Because the collective hive mind consciousness of the community has decided they want 30-minute intros.

Why?

Because the way the distribution of it works is some of y'all skipping the line.

And when the shit starts, you go, I'm just going to wait until the end.

And then I'm going to hop.

Everybody got to click on that shit as soon as it go live.

Get the notification.

Hit it right away.

We're going to have a five-minute intro, not a 30-minute one.

You know what I mean?

Our intro can be three minutes.

If y'all just don't do this stupid ass shit of cutting the line, you know?

So I'm telling you, we're going to try that tomorrow, see how it works.

Just like we've been doing the guerrilla drills when it comes to the X stuff, we're going to be doing gorilla drills when it comes to response time, how many people can get in here the fastest for the streams.

We are going to set a culture in this community.

We're going to have five-minute intros.

We ain't doing this 30-minute intro shit.

You know what I mean?

It's not going to be smelling like bitch in here no more.

You know, we're going to do it.

We're going to pull through.

Just like the gorilla drills have been working.

I'm telling you, they have been working.

You guys have been improving every single day we've been doing them.

Now you might ask what's the importance of this?

Like why is this so important, right?

I'll tell you why it's important.

When we can coordinate as a community,

That strengthens the collective principle that this army operates under.

So that anytime we need to get a message out there, anytime we need to communicate something, anytime we need to have a tactical or even a strategic move in a certain direction, debating a certain stream or getting something done.

And this is going to be important for the party, actually, because when we inevitably get into PR battles with these companies and whatever, when we're engaging in labor organizing, we need rapid deployment of the community, of the InfoWarriors.

To basically dominate the information landscape.

Because we don't have the numbers and we don't have the money.

But what we do have is such a level of collective discipline and cohesion that we can take on people 10, 100 times our size.

And you look up in history, how did the Arab Bedouins conquer these big empires, the Romans, the Persians?

How did the Mongols conquer the entire world?

Because they were outnumbered tenfold, hundredfold a lot of the time.

Because they had cohesion.

They had strong cohesion in small numbers, and they could fucking take everybody on.

That's exactly what separates this community.

I want to set a new standard.

Anybody starts blackpilling in this community, you just respond.

Say, it smells like bitch in here.

It smells like bitch in here.

Anybody blackpills about anything.

It smells like bitch in here.

All right.

Anybody.

On some low energy shit.

Like somebody saying, Man, I'm losing hope, my life sucks, all this kind of shit.

It's not like in here, we don't.

We don't tolerate that.

You understand?

We don't tolerate that.

I mean

That's how it's gonna be, you know.

And this is history in the making, always has been.

History in the making.

History in the making, because they're gonna look back.

They're gonna look back on these chats.

Y'all are in chat right now.

They're gonna look back.

They're gonna say Minnesota ML.

They're gonna say Iron Rose.

They're gonna say Zapatismo.

You know, they're gonna say the minister.

They're gonna say Tipo.

They're gonna say 07 Monkey.

They're gonna say Sue is.

That's Sue is right there.

You know what I mean?

The OGs.

I guarantee you, this shit is going to be a trend.

This shit is going to be a trend in five years.

They're going to make it cringe.

By then.

You know, by then we're gonna be gorillas with sunglasses on a yacht shipping sipping champagne.

We're going to be opening the internet.

We're already going to be a massive trend.

But by that time, we already made it big.

No, I'm kidding.

That's the hustler culture.

Now, we're not going to be rich.

Now, the truth is.

Going to be a lot of pain.

There's going to be a lot of suffering.

There's going to be a lot of hardship.

I'm not even lying.

That's the truth.

I want to tell you guys something about.

I wanted to talk about AI the entire stream, right?

But, um,.

I want to talk about something else.

Right, I'm gonna be honest.

Um

I wanna tell you something about what I believe, right?

I don't believe we are going to be the generation that takes power.

That's fucked up, isn't it?

But I don't.

I'm not here to lie to you and tell you there's a big reward at the end of this.

'Cause I I don't I don't think there is one.

For myself, definitely not, you know?

And um

What I think is that we're going to be the generation

That does all the fucking hard work.

And then the generation after us is that's when it's really gonna take off.

But we are do we are what we have to do is we have to take something from the 20th century and bring it over into the 21st.

We have to smuggle it in.

Think of it that way.

We gotta smuggle it into the 21st.

The minute we light that spark, it's gonna fucking take care of itself.

It's gonna just go by itself.

And we will know that we have won, tragically.

Only after we are at the end of the line, I think.

For me personally, that's what I think.

It's gonna be the generation after, you know.

We're doing the crucial work.

Of restoring a message, you know, restoring a movement and restoring a history.

And we're not going to reap the fruits of it.

And I don't think so.

I could be wrong, but I

I don't think so.

Oh.

So I'm sure that's why I want all of you guys to think of yourselves as leaders for a new generation.

I don't want you guys to think of yourselves as the followers.

And that's the last thing a lot of y'all want to hear.

That's the truth.

A lot of y'all want to just be, yes, sir.

You know, there's going to be thousands and thousands and thousands of soldiers.

There's only going to be a few hundred leaders.

You guys got to shape up and learn how to be leaders, you know, because there's not a lot of us.

And that's the truth.

You gotta learn how to lead, you gotta learn how to read, you gotta enrich your mind, you gotta have confidence in this, you know.

That's it, it's the number it's just shit like that, it's like confidence that people lack or that people have trouble with.

It's just shit like that, you know?

Give me give me one one second.

Give me one sec

Got some chipotle stuck in my my nose or something in my sinuses.

It's been there all day.

I'm not optimistic.

I mean, I don't know how to get that shit out.

I could use some advice.

By the way, I wanted to talk about AI today.

I wanted to talk about AI.

And um

That's what we're going to talk about, you know?

Sit on my throne.

I ain't got no reason to be leaning forward.

You know.

We're going to talk about some AI today.

'Cause uh

You know guys, I've been thinking.

I've been thinking about some things.

Like, I used to have a lot of rage in me, a lot of anger.

And I'm I I think I want to turn a new leaf and turn a new chapter.

And get some King Baldwin energy, you know?

So hold on, give me a second.

We're going to have some King Baldwin energy, you know?

And the King Baldwin and I'm gonna explain.

I will.

Has some King Baldwin in it here.

We're gonna play that in an ambient way to back rock.

I've been seeing all these liberal leftists talking about AI.

Anger is my first response.

And then I think, and I'm a wise person, I've been doing this for years.

And then I realized something.

Ain't got no reason to be angry.

I've got the wisdom.

Grant, what's going on?

I got the wisdom to understand something.

I said it german.

You know, I'm gonna explain it.

In a in a way that is deserving of the

The status I have earned across the years of being the king of the Tankies, you know.

No, we you all are talking about how AI is bad and it hurts digital arts.

Ain't no such thing as digital workers, they ain't workers.

No, we ain't doing that, you know.

AIR is if you there's no avoiding it.

There's no stopping.

It's not a question of good or bad.

It's a question of what is and what isn't.

You'll be dragged along no matter what.

Gonna do that King Baldwin shit.

I'm not gonna be angry no more.

You're gonna come cry to me about AI.

I'm just gonna.

Can't do shit about it.

Enough.

You know, that's that's the type of shit I want that's why I let y'all know.

Just so we get we get a we get a a palate cleanser, we get the vibe clear about what what

What type of energy we're on today, you know?

Because uh

Take some deep breaths.

Take some deep breaths.

I saw a tweet.

I got uh ten thousand likes.

Let's look at it.

Clearly it's botted or I don't know what what's go who these people are, where it's coming from, but

Uh 8,000 likes and half a million views.

And it's this this person, by the way, used to be beefing with me back in the day.

And uh, they're like you know, part of the Hassan Piker DSA, you know, Chapo Trap House.

They're groupies with all those gatekeepers who are supposedly the experts on Marxism because they're in university.

By the way, we are the ones who apparently know nothing about Marxism and we don't know anything, right?

And this is.

So that this person, as if it's bizarre that there's communists who are pro-AI art, because according to them, because they're the gatekeepers who know everything about communism and communist history, communism is about whatever.

The professional petty bourgeoisie, whatever benefits them, that's oh, it's just like a vibe.

We're like totally against AI, we're totally against technology.

Are you kidding?

It's like, of course we're against AI.

And it's like it's implicit for them.

Like, it's a given.

It's like, it's like, they don't even, it's not even like mediated by theory or so.

It's like it's given.

It's like a natural reflex and instinct for them to oppose AI.

And for some reason, well, communism is about liberation.

Why you in the field?

Why you so real?

Tell me how you feel.

Why you make it feel the way I feel?

When you make it feel better, always place a head there when somebody say they know better.

Who the fuck is you?

Got better things to do.

You know what the problem is?

Is that there's a debate in the first place.

The fact that they there needs the fact that it has to be

If I need to teach you that it is a given and and without delay, Marxists enthusiastically are at the vanguard of all developments in the sphere

of technology

And the development of the productive forces, if I need to educate you about that, why did you identify as a Marxist to begin with?

You did not know enough about Marxism to identify with it.

Why did you identify with Marxism, Communism, and all these things?

You clearly have no fucking idea what any of them mean.

If I need to sit here and educate you about why Marxism

Is fundamentally pro-AI and it is reactionary to reject AI and it is reactionary to attempt to oppose AI art.

I've written about it, it's on my X.

If you want a summary of my argument, because the discourse has returned, I ended the discourse a year ago about AI art.

I don't know why people are talking about it.

They need to come pay tribute to the King of Tankies who ended this debate over a year ago.

But if you want the gist of it, okay.

AI does not by any means take the human element out of the generation and creation of images or video.

Rather,

It streamlines the meticulous process of the necessary skill of using your hand or just manually creating the lines and the shapes meticulously, which takes years and years and years of training.

Now, real art can actually flourish, unlike before, because the content of art lies in what I called curatorial discretion, which is our ability to actually by exercising our taste when we are going back and forth between the prompt and the output.

It's never immediately what we're looking for or what is in conformity with our taste.

It is a dialectic that takes multiple, multiple attempts.

It takes hours and hours and hours to actually effectively use AI in a way that makes high-quality stuff, right?

But that is no different than the meticulous process of training for 10 years how to draw.

And then, through the dialectic of the pen hitting the paper and you, you know, using your wrist and all the fucking right ways and knowing how to create forms.

Allowing that to conform to your taste and to the content of what you're trying to give expression to.

It's the same kind of dialectic between prompts and output.

It's just that it's profoundly being streamlined in ways that remove the need for technical skill that was needed before, right?

And therefore, it's making art more accessible to the masses.

Now, every single argument I've addressed, I've addressed every single argument in my post, okay?

So, the first one you just heard, which is this idea that AI art is not real art, that's not true.

It still depends on human curatorial discretion to actually align the prompts with what you're actually looking for when it comes to output.

Every artist.

Is using their imagination.

And art is a dialectic between the imagination and what is materially actually necessary to kind of approximate that or meet that.

You never one for one can just express your imagination.

But in the process of trying to realize something, an image you have in your head and failing, that is actually where the art comes from, right?

It's that tension, it's that struggle between those two things.

So that is still happening when it comes to the generation of AI art.

Okay.

And then some people, this is my favorite stupid argument people make.

Well, AI art will t if i if nobody is drawing or using digital art manual anymore, AI art will become recursive and it will just to feed into the machine learning, only AI art will be there.

So everything will lower in quality.

And these people profoundly misunderstand why we are in the stage of AI art that we are in the first place.

Because almost every possible permutation of visual images and video for that matter has already been accomplished.

That's going to be an incredibly bold statement of mine, but every possible permutation of style, of form, of color, of tone, of everything else that goes into an image or even a video or something, that has already been done in the 20th and then the 21st centuries with the rise of computer generated images and stuff.

But if you evaluate and look at the history of art, and more specifically the history of modern art, you're going to find that

very quickly, it becomes post modern or it becomes post art.

Because every single stage in the history of the development of art and modern art,

Was fulfilled.

The avant-garde, more specifically, the modern artistic avant-garde, they

basically reached the end of the line.

And looking back, they saw in the whole history of art every possible permutation.

It's there.

Okay?

People ask the question, how come quality art is gone?

Like a lot of trad people, they'll be like, um, when I go to this, like, ancient Roman, ancient Greek, uh, you know, museum or cathedral, there's all these beautiful statues and they're so matic.

What happened to that?

Nothing happened to it.

There are sculptors today who are doing that for a living.

All the time, they're making all that shit.

All that shit that you see is real trad culture and stuff.

It's like, but it is being produced on an industrial scale because what it lacks is novelty, it's old, there's nothing new.

So the artistic and cultural avant-garde was always about producing novelty in form, right?

And that's what made something interesting, that it was not just the same old tired thing that someone had already done before, but it's actually something new, right?

Well, the problem is that that came to a limit and an end.

And people debate about exactly where that is.

I am of the view that it ended with Malovich.

So I'm a partisan of Malovich, you know, because Malovich is the guy who did the black square.

He's famous for suprematism, the art style of suprematism, which was basically about attempting to isolate the purity of form itself, the pure distinction and difference at the heart of form, to isolate feeling, the way that forms are able to interface with feeling, right?

After Malovich, it's the end of the avant-garde, you know, just like Boris Groy said in The Total Art of Stalinism, then you have socialist realism, which is a fundamentally new type of art that is no longer reducible to the content of a given work of art.

Socialist realism integrates all works of art and expression within a bigger movement of history that itself is an integral totality of artistic expression that reflects a stage of history.

It's no longer like this painting is the art.

It's that this painting is art insofar as it is part of a specific moment of history and it is in conformity with this deeper movement of society and so on and so on.

And it's like AI art is in advance and it's the next stage.

Sleepercell with the 10.

What's going on, Sleeper Cell?

AIR

Is is same way that socialist realism was art, it's also art.

Because although in isolation it's not art, the ability for AI art to give expression to moods, generally on a collective level, AI art gives expression to moods, it gives it expression to sentiments, it gives expression to um

To political events and, you know, just things that are bigger than the work of art itself.

It very in a very distributed kind of like dynamic way, it can give expression to these things.

Where, if you look at, for example, let's say like something happens in the news where, like, I don't know, Trump fell down the staircase and like everybody's making AI art to like make fun of it or to kind of give expression to that.

It's like by itself, it's not a work of art, but within the this bigger context of people trying to give expression to this thing that happened, for example, there's something artistically significant about that, right?

And in a way, socialist realism was like that, but instead of like specific events in the news cycle, it was this, um, these these dynamic, you know, my theory of the revolutionary dynasty, these specific dynastic

Um

movements and developments in a given political epoch, right?

So the first five year plan, the second five year plan, the Great Patriotic War, and so on and so on.

Um

I in socialist realism, you never have a da Vinci or one artist who is like, you know, the the artist.

Society is producing art in a collective way.

That is the that is postmodern art, right?

Modern art is trying to get to the core of how individuals in general can create works of art.

And it's operating within a methodological individualism.

Both Soviet socialist realism and American capitalist realism, which is a word some historians of art like to use, both of these things represent a higher stage of art that goes from a methodological individualism of European modern art to art at a collective scale, art being produced by the masses, art that appeals to the masses, pop art, right?

And AI art is just accelerating that tendency.

And again, I'm not worried about the recursivity of AI art of lacking the human element because nobody's going to be drawing shit anymore.

Because it's well, look, when you think about it, there's only so much shit you can draw.

I know that sounds vulgar, but it's the fucking truth.

There's only so much shit you can draw, and every possible style, every possible permutation is there.

You go on a mid-journey, and they'll tell you, do you want to draw fucking a dragon taking a shit in the Impressionist style, in the realist style, in the Van Gogh style?

Like every possible way of doing it has already been done.

That could possibly be meaningful, right?

Like some people look one-sidedly at the development of art in a way that's just like it's going from cave paintings to ultra-realism that you see in like the early modern modern period where it's anatomically correct and all that kind of stuff.

After the Renaissance, that's not true.

Okay, the history of art has always been tied to collective and social contexts, and it will remain so even when it's AI art, or else the AI art itself will what will be the prompts that go into it?

What are people looking to actually generate as an image?

That is what's significant for the more significant for the process of generating art than the meticulous technical skill of knowing how to hold a fucking pencil the right way, which by the way, everyone is still allowed to do.

Oh, so's, what's going on?

Everyone is still allowed to do that.

You're still allowed to paint.

You're still allowed to draw.

And you want to know the beautiful thing about AI art, the beautiful thing about it, is that it's a challenge for artists now.

Anything that AI can make that you would have done by hand, AI just proved to you you never were making art.

Okay, if you're a digital artist who is making Sonic the Hedgehog porn with furries, I'm sorry.

That was never art.

It was never art.

If AI can do it, it's not art.

Okay, so if you want to actually.

As an individual, return art to individual mastery and stuff, you have a challenge.

Make something interesting and new.

Manually.

That we can't tell would have been made by AI.

And I'm sure there are artists who will take up the challenge and it will be very interesting, right?

But just remember: before AI art, high art was someone taping a banana to the wall or taking a piss in a jug and putting it in the corner of an art gallery and saying that this is very profound.

That's what was going on before AI art.

And the reason is because that beautiful, really high-effort painting of a dragon that all the retards on the internet think is comparatively so much cooler lacks novelty.

It's not unique.

It's not new.

It's been done before many, many times in the history of art.

There's no reason to do it again and pretend like you're making a new contribution.

At that point, you are just reproducing something that has already been done.

So AI is really just.

Exposing the fact that the history of art is over as we know it, and that everything you think you could do as a digital artist or as an artist probably has already been done before.

And if it's something AI cannot do, then you can contribute to the history of art.

But good luck.

Because most of the people who are complaining about AI art are people who are gonna lose their jobs or have less.

Of a benefit in the jobs they're doing or whatever, because AI is doing what they're doing, but wi with far cheaper costs, right?

And um

It makes you think, like, were you ever fucking actually like producing art then?

I know some people will make the argument, well, AI depends on the labor of those artists in the first place, that they were doing that boring, mundane shit.

I fucking beg to differ.

I beg to differ.

Stale, repetitive pop culture imagery, whether it's done by digital artists or others, and so on and so on.

Those were just, in some sense, they're just as quiche, if not more quiche, as AI.

You could have an AI program as long if you just feed it with what was produced in the 20th century, just the 20th century.

It could still

It could still um

Create infinitely many different permutations of form when it comes to form of imagery.

It would be able to do that just from the 20th century, you know?

You know, the thing is is that these these artists

Uh especially the independent digital ones because you know why I shit on independent artists a lot because these are the ones who don't know anything about the history of art.

So they'll make a drawing or they'll make a painting and put it on the internet and Reddit will update it.

But like they don't understand that this is not new historically.

Someone already fucking did that before.

It's nothing groundbreaking.

It's not contributing to the history of art in any kind of way.

And people really overlook that because just because it's your first time seeing something like that doesn't now that's fine.

I'm not saying it's wrong to expose people to these older to the history of art by making stuff today.

But I don't like this idea.

That represents the human element in art because ultimately, just like AI, it's a reproduction of something that has already been done before, right?

So AI gives us the ability to attach written prompts and our imagination in general, because I'm sure that in the future, you know, they'll have some way of like not just written prompts, but it can vocalize it.

It can fucking, they can attach the wires, you know, to your ball sack or something, and it'll fucking get the electrolodes and the neurological, physiological link, and it'll somehow fucking generate stuff with Elon Musk's Neuralink or something.

I don't know, right?

But in any case, this input between some kind of more direct form of input with a prompt, if you will, with an output, right?

That is saving everyone time.

It's just saving us time.

Well, it's recycling the labor of previous artists.

Only in as much as those previous artists were themselves just creating variations and permutations of shit that had already been done before.

Okay?

Um especially digital art.

Digital ar you know there were there were artists who did it by hand and were doing it by painting who were saying the same thing about the digital medium.

That's why this is so insulting.

As soon as people started making art with their fucking computer, you had a bunch of fucking like paintbrush people and and and drawers who were like this is an outrage You can use Adobe fucking uh illustration to just instead of meticulously draw it you could just have this um tool to just make the background like

What what is fundamentally different now?

I don't I don't fucking get this.

Now the digital artists are like pretending that they're like these these like we're the old school ones.

Look at my fucking furry porn I made on Adobe Illustration.

This is so like authentically vintage.

Ray I'm gonna read Julius Evola Revolt against the modern world return to tradition Adobe Illustration furry porn

Why are these people acting like

We can't remember like 10 years ago, like, or we can't remember 15 years ago when people who did it by hand were complaining about digital art in the same fucking way.

Why are you, why are like we being gaslighted in this way?

Why are we being gaslit?

Like, as if Theodore Adorno, the cancer of Marxism in the West, by the way.

Didn't bitch and whine and complain about the uh this was Benjamin.

I don't know if Benjamin was complaining, though, that's the thing.

But Benjamin wrote about it, Adorno bitched about it.

The uh mass culture, the industrial scale production of art, you know, they complained about that as well.

You know, who who else complained?

Is it uh Duchamp and the um the German or this he was French?

The German uh who were those German people that just made a bunch of like shitty fucking collages?

And what were they called again?

They were called the collage ones in the Weimar era.

The Dada is exactly.

Yeah.

Yeah, it's been there, done that, okay?

They did that already, all right?

Before there was even a computer, they were doing it.

So why are we being gaslit as if this is like a new thing?

It's not, okay?

So get your shit sorted when it comes to that before you could like, don't do this.

Don't open Julius Evola because furry porn from Adobe Illustration is now being undercut by these more advanced tools.

Okay, go make your peace with the Dadaists and with these people from a hundred years ago who were bitching and whining about fucking you know industrial scale manufacturing of art for consumption.

Okay.

Um, because that's what they were doing then, and and you clearly don't take issue with that, you just take issue.

No, I promise, I promise, AI is the problem, I promise.

The problem, one last, one last reactionary revolt of art, please, one last reactionary return to the modern world.

I no, no, no, no, no, no, you see, I promise, I promise, no, no, no, we weren't, we weren't complaining about industrial culture, we're we've made peace with industrial culture.

One more thing, just one more thing, please.

Um, don't you dare make the transition to uh digital art, please.

Don't do CGI, don't do computer-generated.

I promise, okay, 10 years later, no, no, no, just one last return to one last return to tradition, please.

One last return, one last reactionary revolt of art.

We've made peace with the computer stuff.

Uh, you know, we're making furry porn with Adobe Illustrator now.

We've made we've already made peace with it.

Please, one last, we're just, I promise, we're just gonna, it's like a fucking crackhead, it's like a fucking addict.

You know?

Amila.

No, no, this time we're just against AI art.

Please, one last, one last, one last reactionary revolt of fucking artisanal, fucking outmoded artists.

I promise, AI art is the problem.

It's like we have a hundred fucking years of this same pattern and we're being gaslit like it's something new because AI.

Shut the fuck up!

And stop trying to resist history and waste our time, 'cause that's what I hate.

Amilo, what's up?

The thing that pisses me off

Is that at the end of the day, all of this just amounts to wasting our time.

And

It just amounts to wasting our time.

And

Taking away energy that could otherwise be expended productively on focusing on what matters on an issue that actually, on a fundamental level, has already been resolved.

Okay.

Um

And that's what bothers me on a profound level.

It really profoundly bothers me.

All this time we could be spent spending, you know, actually trying to reach the workers, producing agitprop, promoting the ideas of Marxism, using new tools, and just getting in there, you know, instead of what are we doing here?

What are we fucking doing here debating about nothing?

What is there to debate about?

It's over.

But this is the issue because we have a Kulak problem.

There's these digital Kulaks and these PMCs, and in a very self-serving way, they materially stand a lot to lose.

They like they're they have a lot to lose from this shit, right?

And they're upset.

Okay, that's not my fucking problem.

Look, I'm a Marxist.

Aren't we all Marxists here?

Aren't we supposed to be like universal and shit?

Isn't it about the universal, just like you say?

Like your fucking salaried art job is not what we're going to sacrifice historical necessity for.

Okay, I'm sorry.

We're not going to sacrifice our keen, objective, sober, impersonal reverence and respect for historical necessity to produce your specific comfortable living situation.

That's not our fucking problem as Marxists who are supposed to be.

the the ones who have a scientific grasp of history, not a grasp of history that revolves around the reproduction of specific lifestyles and form parasitic IP based forms of revenue.

Okay?

And um

Yeah, Renaissance workshops had teams of apprentices doing the painting and the artist would sign it.

There you go.

Like, what is fucking different between that and AI?

Literally nothing.

Literally nothing.

Because art has always stemmed from the curatorial discretion of the artist.

And curatorial discretion is when an artist says, That's good versus that's bad.

That's shit, that's good.

This looks good.

This reflects my vision.

This reflects my taste.

It reflects the image I'm trying to create.

Or verse, it doesn't.

And that discretion is a type of intelligence.

And that's fundamentally.

That is fundamentally the decisive thing for an individual when it comes to the content of art.

It's not the only thing, there's the social element, of course, but I'm saying for the individual, the most fundamental thing is discretion.

It is not the meticulous technical skill of knowing how to hold a fucking pencil, okay?

or a pen or something.

Um I could not be any more clear about that.

And again, I already wrote about all this, I've already been there, done that, but like, I am so baffled at why this is even a debate.

And it's something so interesting that we should continue to press and really stress because I think it's revealing all the fundamental and important class divisions.

I mean, look, I get like for a lot of people, they're like, I'm so vogue, I'm against AI.

And it's like, it's almost like people do this to feel like that, like they're special or that they're somehow like independent enough to think for themselves or that they're exercising a degree of like authority or sovereignty in the midst of like these, oh, the society is this, but I'm going to distinguish myself.

And it's like, what is this if not like this tired old millennial hipsterism?

Just shut the fuck up, put the fries in the fucking bag.

Shut the fuck up, put the fucking fries in the bag, for God's sake.

You know, I'm on several layers of TikTok brain rot, right?

And I from the brain rot is much more profound than anything millennial hipsters have ever.

It's just you get it or you don't get it, right?

Like I'm on such a level of TikTok brain rot.

You know?

That I know about Tim Cheese.

I don't want to know about it.

I spent 30 minutes.

While I was constipated, going down this rabbit hole, I know about that shit.

I know about Marvin Beek, I know about all that shit.

All right.

Um

And I'm like, oh, that's that's not this is something we have to like reverse.

There's no reversing it.

How?

I'm sorry.

This is there's no going back.

Like this shit.

What the fuck are you talking about?

Listen man.

You don't have to know about this shit.

All I'm saying is, like.

I can't even explain it to you.

That's the thing.

Like, I can't even explain it to you.

But I understand what it is.

It's just like, I can't explain it to you.

But

There's no s all I can tell you is there's no stopping it.

There's no stopping it, you know?

Like, there's really no stopping it.

There's the idea that we're going to go from that to like people making animations manually for what?

Why?

You could create these really funny stories.

With AI and it's like why would we why would we take the time to just like do that manually?

Why?

Well it's the principle shut the fuck up put the fries in the fucking bag for real Because no I'm sick of the gaslighting because it's been a hundred years we've been going through this shit and these people will kick and scream and why and whine and bitch and then ten years from now they're gonna make a living being AI artists and then there's gonna be some new technology that makes it even fucking easier and they're gonna bitch about that.

All right.

Stop, just stop wasting.

Put the fries in the bag.

Just fucking shut the fuck up and move on.

All right?

It's here.

There's no escaping it.

My girlfriend is an artist.

Is she cooked?

Dude, I don't know what to tell you, but no one in the world is entitled to being an artist.

For God's sake, nobody in the world is entitled to being an artist.

Artists are people who get paid because people find value and meaning in what they do.

If you can't force people to find value and meaning in what you do as an artist, you can't.

On the other hand,

An electrician gets paid because if there are no electricians, there are no lights.

Okay?

So yeah, we could have for we could force society.

to uh pay blue collar workers that are actually essential for our fucking survival.

Because it doesn't matter how you feel about it.

It's a indispensable fact of how we survive.

But that's not the same when it comes to art, okay?

Art is based on taste.

I don't know what to tell you, all right.

Everyone get the bag however you can.

Get the bag however you can.

Look at this fucking retard in my chat who's upset that I used value in a colloquial way.

Like they find value.

Like you find value in your grandma and your grandma's cookies or some shit.

And he's like, technically, that's not what Mark's who the fuck was, who was talking about that?

I was using it in a colloquial sense, you fucking retard.

Literally, shut the fuck up.

You know, these people, you realize if I was giving a lecture in a public forum and it's like a coliseum and somebody yelled that shit, I'd go up to you and bitch slap you onto the fucking pavement, you fucking retard.

Shut the fuck up.

In my chat say stupid shit.

And you would feel the slap, it wouldn't just be a physical slap.

Like you would feel smacked down.

Like, damn, I really should have never said shit.

I'm a fucking idiot.

That's how you'd feel.

Like, you'd feel ashamed for saying something so stupid.

'Kay.

A lot of people, they need that big time.

They've never in their life they've never been humbled in their life.

Now if I if this was like ancient times, I'm a philosopher, I'm talking.

Somebody shouts in the crowd some stupid ass shit.

Yeah.

I will go up to you and bitch slap you onto the fucking marble floor the marble floor.

Anyway.

I don't I don't like this whole thing where there's these stupid people that are aggressive.

Be stupid by all means.

I could just ignore you, but why are you aggressively stupid?

It's like it's like you're an aggressive pigeon or some kind of bird like animal that is just pecking and pecking and pecking like a fucking bird brain retard.

With no awareness that you just need to be put down metaphorically.

Like, you need to stop this shit.

You don't.

It needs to end.

It needs to end, whatever it is.

It's an aggressive stupid repetitive stupidity.

It's an aggressive, repetitive stupidity.

And it needs to end.

Somebody's gotta fucking stop it from happening.

You know, let me let me I'm gonna give you guys some wisdom, all right.

Stupid beings should not allow to engage in repetitive activity.

You know, gorillas are super humble.

They're not very smart.

Like, they're not as smart as humans.

But you notice something about gorillas: 99% of their life is just chilling.

They're chilling.

And it's not really repetitive.

Like, they'll beat their chest for about like five seconds and then stop.

Like, they know when to stop, you know?

They're like, they're like, damn, I'm not that smart.

I'm done.

Like, they don't do it like.

They don't do it for that long, you know?

The only animal

That persistently does stupid ass shit repetitively with repetitive vigor is human beings.

When there's dumb people, they just do it over.

And birds.

I think birds are like that too.

Chickens

Yeah.

But a stupid being has no right to engage in any kind of repetitive activity at all.

Not all almost all animals are very humble.

They don't do shit like that repetitively.

Somebody's calling me a fake Marxist.

Again, it's like I can't be m Why are you trying to turn me against AI when you are an NPC?

You're not AI.

You are a GTA 3 NPC.

That's not made with algorithms.

It's done by hand.

You have a specific.

You're like, you know what you are?

You're like a fucking.

You're like that slot.

You're like that coin machine, which is like that.

That that fortune teller with a pre-recorded that's what you're on that level.

Of sapiens.

You have these pre-recorded dialogue loops.

And

That's what you are.

You can't you can't articulate anything.

If you got in my VC right now, you'd embarrass yourself in front of the world.

And to yourself.

But will this dude get in VC?

No, you won't get in VC because you've probably been in VC before.

You see, these are usually repeat offenders.

They're repeat offenders.

They got in VC once.

They got bitch-slapped into the floor.

So they rebranded themselves.

They re-changed everything.

They come back.

Let me try again.

Let me try.

Let me regain what I lost.

What you need to accept is that you'll never regain what you lost.

Think of me as a teacher.

You don't know me in real life.

I taught you some shit remotely.

Remotely I taught you this shit.

Go fucking turn around, go back to your life with the wisdom I gave you.

Haz was so brutal.

Thank God we're not in ancient Greece who had bitch slap you into the fucking floor.

This is just how the internet you got humiliated 'cause you sound stupid in front of all these anonymous people.

Go take this wisdom, turn around to your real life.

and learn from it.

You can teach your way out of a paper bag.

It's like here we go with the fucking Fallout 3 NPC dialogue.

ambient dialogue from a fucking aggressive hostile NPC.

All right.

And um

No arguments, no nothing.

But you're providing us entertainment.

that we might not have had.

L let's ask this dude one question.

What's your problem with AI art?

Okay, labor aristocracy is about your institutional it's about your proximity to the institutions of imperialism.

It is not about whether you make a living wage or not.

And by the way, there is almost no one in the world who is a barista as a as their full-time form of subsistence.

That's not a living job.

See, the working class people who are baristas are the people who probably have like three different jobs, including working at Starbucks, which is an abomination.

One job should be enough, right?

But so we don't, we're not against baristas who want to make a living.

We just understand that nobody should have to make a living working at a coffee shop.

That coffee shops are things people should do in their free time.

And, you know, that's really where we're coming from.

We're not actually against baristas.

Coffee should not just be a hobby.

Yes, it should.

If you're committed to serving coffee to people, that should be on the basis that it's something you want to do.

Not something that is institutionally fucking enforced.

To where you have to.

It should just s be something people have to do on their free time.

But um

Anyway, guys, um, no, let's basically this is what I wanted to talk about though, today, you know, at least, with the whole topic of AI art.

And AI in general.

Um

But um

Future AI that can replace almost all jobs?

Listen, my friend, there is no such thing.

Especially not blue collar jobs, and I'll tell you the exact reason.

When there is more risk, there is more of a need for that type of employment and that type of work.

Because all digital technology and all technology in general.

Can fail.

It all has the ability to have glitches, to be shut down, to have problems.

And we are not anywhere close to having AI replace real labor.

Again, because you're always going to need someone behind the wheel.

And um

In the event somehow that this is not the case, we're not against that either.

Not for over a decade, I think never.

But let's say you're right and it it it can somehow happen, right?

Um

We're not we're not going to oppose that.

We're not going to oppose that by any means.

At that point, the future will be like um countries that have warlords with declassed, you know, lumpenized populations, like Haiti, for example.

That was one case in which we got in a lot of trouble.

But if people have no employment at all and nobody needs to actually work anymore,

which I don't think will ever happen.

If that happens, we are it's just going to be a political war, you know, for power.

It's g everyone's gonna be a soldier.

The will to fight is not something you could replace with AI.

You know, they say, Well, what if they replace all the soldiers with robots?

And I'm just thinking, but the will to fight is what's decisive, you know.

And you know, a lot of people overestimate it big time.

You know, I see the humanoid robot shit, and China seems very promising in that sphere for some things.

But, um, as long as there's a will to fight, the class struggle isn't over, you know?

I very much am skeptical of it, though, for a lot of reasons.

You have to understand, guys, a lot of things.

That are sold is like this new groundbreaking technology.

It's a speculative hype of tool to get investment.

And you know, I don't you know what I don't understand?

I don't understand how people go from

AI, chat GBT, software stuff to being like, oh, this is totally going to translate directly to the hardware without any problems, and it's going to people are going to lose jobs.

No, the people that are going to lose jobs are the people who just pencil push and work in offices.

Real labor.

That being replaced by robots is not a problem.

Only of AI.

It is fundamentally a problem of the development of robotics, okay?

First of all.

It's a problem of robotics and um

Anyone who works blue collar jobs will also attest to the fact that

There's always a profound dialectic between w how you're supposed to do it in the manual and how you actually fucking do it to get it done.

And how actually creative you need to be.

And how much it's almost it's almost like everything always seems like it's on the verge of not working, but it somehow does, and everyone's chill.

They just pretend like it's not.

But there are so many things you have to like account for.

And I don't even know if that can be quantified in most of the cases.

There are so many contingencies and extraneous things that happen in blue-collar work that nothing could have predicted for.

That people

Improvise to deal with all the time.

I'm very skeptical of it.

Talk to me about it.

Talk to me about it when it happens.

I don't think it's gonna happen.

I think it's science fiction.

JB, what's going on?

Cloud compute in 6G will make it possible.

Again, I

I don't think so.

I highly doubt it.

Um

Again, robotics and you see, it's like

The human body is.

I don't think a machine can attain the level of.

dynamism of a human body ever, you know?

At this point you have to kind of start studying biology and you have to start understanding just how interesting.

The mechanics of a biological organism are

Compared to what can be made with uh

Mm-hmm.

with uh these metals and stuff.

The more we can automate, I'm not I I in principle, I don't oppose it.

That's my view.

I mean, it's the basic Marxist view.

I am just skeptical about it.

But I'm not saying like I would be opposed.

I'm just saying I'm skeptical.

Can streaming be automated?

Probably not, because one of the point of streaming is that it needs human receptivity.

People want real human receptivity for streaming.

Can friendship be automated?

Well, the same it's the same thing, you know.

Um

That's the thing.

I don't think AI will ever, ever be able to automate this movement.

Like, it can't.

How could it have predicted uh

The various steps and evolution and and stages of this movement.

It couldn't have.

No fucking way.

The fact we're aware of a limitation is proof we are beyond it.

No, I mean uh no, I disagree with that.

I I really disagree with that thing Hegel said.

AI will never comprehend dialectics.

Everyone needs to understand that.

AI will never understand dialectics.

Ever.

Why shouldn't Marxists encourage cloning, gen augmentation, and posthumanism?

Uh because one of the biggest myths of modern science is that the things that are holding those back are ethics uh standards rather than the limitations of the knowledge and the abilities of scientists.

Don't overestimate their abilities.

They're not as

Great as you think.

That peop the modern scientists do not really understand.

um the things they claim to uh you know or

People tend to overestimate how much they understand.

is the problem.

Hmm.

You wanna know what's so funny about this room, guys?

If you saw the full room.

you would realize it's an illusion.

Like this room is actually profoundly empty.

It's just that everything that's within the camera view is filled.

Everything else is empty.

And as a matter of fact, my house is mainly an empty house.

I have

It's mainly empty.

I don't even know what to do with it, and haven't since I got it.

Um

But

I have my bedroom.

I have a living room.

And not much else.

It's like, yeah, it's a loading screen.

There's really nothing in my house.

I don't know I have a lot of space, I don't know what to do with it.

Um really I don't.

I don't know what to do with it.

I should live in a pod probably because I'm very efficient with the use of space.

House?

Well, it's a small house.

And it's mine.

Um

But I have a very large T V.

I'm actually th I've been thinking about something though.

I have a really big empty room.

And I was thinking like should I have a streaming setup where I stand and like

I LARP like I'm in a bunker or some shit.

I don't know.

Like I have a big map and I stand.

I think about that.

I don't have a seventy five inch, I have a fucking eighty five inch T V.

And I have a sur I have a surround sound system and I have a great couch.

I didn't sleep on that T V man, I'm gonna tell you that.

Make a war room.

There's so many things I could do with my house.

I don't even know.

Um

I could make like a meeting room if the Michigan chapter ever grows for the party.

I could turn it into like a thing.

I have a space.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I was thinking about it today.

You know, it's really fucking weird that Danny Shaw made up the claim that I live with my parents.

I don't fucking know why he said that.

He's never been to my house.

I don't know where he got that from.

I don't know what that is.

Um

It's so mysterious.

You know, it's so mysterious.

I was running guns to Haiti.

I live with.

What's the fucking goal here?

If not, uh.

Threaten my parents?

I don't know.

So he was just projecting he lived with his mom, okay.

I'm still not convinced by your pro-AI arguments, I can respectfully disagree.

Okay, you haven't even said shit, dude.

I don't even know who you are.

You haven't said a fucking thing.

You are listening.

Well why are you telling me you disagree and not giving reasons?

What am I supposed to do with that information?

Being pro or anti-AI art implies you have agency to oppose it or support it, or you don't.

It's here.

So either.

Accept it or deny reality.

William with the ten, what's up?

Uh what's up, man?

Man.

I'll never feel bad for the ops.

See, shit, man.

Look how humble I am.

It's all natty.

Look at that.

How fucking crazy is that?

1000% natural.

I'm just built like that.

You understand?

And you know what's so fucked up about me?

I never show off.

Never like post photos or nothing because I just assume everybody's like me.

I assume everybody works as hard, trains as hard as me.

It's not true.

I'm not trying, but then I show people get fucking jealous and they start hating me a lot, and then I'm like, all right, my bad.

I didn't mean to um

Give you a fucking excuse to blame someone for being a fucking fat retard.

But then I become people like people can blame me for their fucking problems.

I don't wanna deal with it.

I'm I'm honestly so glad I got nerfed because when you think about it, people

that are considered too powerful of a threat at that level

People expense people don't attack me that often because they really do think like.

Oh, you know, he's like uh

What is some shit?

Oh, he's like uh he's five one.

He's not big.

He's skinny.

He's got he you know, he ain't

This dude's not about it.

You know, I feel, I feel, I'm better than him.

I feel bad for him.

That's exactly where I want people.

'Cause this way

They don't feel threatened by me.

You know what I mean?

Is what it is.

But um

I did discuss this with the Twitter space before they said man, what the hell you talking about?

I wasn't there.

I wasn't there.

Wasn't there.

Y'all, can I talk about something, guys?

I watched some Severance.

I watched the white people show.

I watched a few episodes of it.

And um no, it's an interesting show.

I think there's some MK Ultra

Subliminal shit going on in it.

It's an interesting show.

And um

You know, I'm gonna say some shit, you know.

I'm gonna be real.

I'm very inspired.

I'm very fascinated, you know.

I'm very, um, intrigued, you know, by uh

What's her name?

Let me look it up.

Helly

Helly from Severance, you know.

I don't know what it I don't know what it is.

But I DM'd her, you know, so let's see.

Let's see, man.

It's gonna open a whole rabbit hole.

She's gonna, she's gonna open her DM.

She's gonna see this dude on IG.

She's gonna click my shit.

I'm shooting RPG.

I'm at fucking the Srala's funeral.

She's gonna get scared.

But you can't say I didn't try, you know.

Very interesting.

Very interesting.

I don't know what it is, I I I I don't know.

She's very it's like as I've gotten older, you know,

When I was like, when I first started streaming, right, I was very superficial.

And in a way, I still am.

It's just like, you know.

Typical womanly features, if you know what I mean, I'm like, shit, nothing to think about.

But I have such a refined taste now.

Like everything to me is like personality plus looks and how they work together.

And I have very exceptional taste.

As I've gotten older, you know.

Um very very dialectical maturity.

And um

'Cause I you know, I you think about it from Lysenko, from a Lysenkoist perspective.

But um

I like that show because I can't watch shows.

Look, I'll be real.

I can't watch a show if it's all ugly people.

I just can't.

If there's, there's got to be something to pull me in.

To because not, you know, most of the show, I'm not I'm zoning out thinking about something else, you know.

I'm thinking about what I'm currently writing at that moment, and I'm taking an hour to just take a break, right?

So, most of the time, I'm not even like paying attention, and it's just like visual background, you know.

And like if everyone just like is so like disgusting, I'm just like what the fuck is this?

you know.

Um

But yeah, uh you know, all the white people show Severance and White Lotus and shit, you know

There's too much to watch and too much to catch up on, which I don't have time to.

It will take me a year to catch up with everything, but

Starting to understand the appeal for these shows and

Logo is the one who put me onto White Lotus.

And I don't, you know, severance is something everyone's been talking about.

Everyone's been talking about severance.

And um

I didn't understand it till I started watching a little bit and I'm like, Oh, okay, you know, I but I I had to uh lower my expectations 'cause really fucking annoying people talk about it who work those type of jobs and they're like, Oh, it's my innie and outie and I'm like, Fuck.

Please shut the fuck up, right?

But you know, severance got me thinking a lot of interesting thoughts.

I I barely I don't know everything, but I wanna I wanna talk about this actually because um

There's a there's this sculpture of Egan in the first floor.

Uh, when you enter the building, and it's like this, it's like looks like a Lenin carving of Lenin's head, but it's Egan, right?

And when you think about it, this is the most interesting thing is the Soviet unconscious, the phenomena of a Soviet unconscious, which is like the USSR dissolved, but there were aspects of Soviet socialist civilization that became unconscious realities that were repeated in obscured and obscene and strange ways, but which parallel a lot of the um

aspects in in in in obscured and distorted ways, you know?

So why that show kind of caught my attention, to be serious, is that the whole material fact of like a great thinker at the foundation of a society and that level of um

That level of um

How should I put it?

of interface between th theory, thinking, um

This kind of patriarchal chronology of founders and thinkers with a society or a community.

You can kind of abstract that from.

Soviet social civilization, it's like there can be different permutations and strange variations of that.

Like in this case, it's some guy named Egan, and it's like this completely

Strange, um

Gold, but it's it's an obscured

Uh expression of the Soviet unconscious.

And that is something I find very interesting.

I find that phenomena interesting.

Silicon Valley is

Actually, it's a joke in Silicon Valley often, but the idea is that Silicon Valley companies are like miniature versions of Soviet socialism.

Like Tesla employees would joke about this and stuff and say just like then, it took long to get a car, you had to order it, they are planned.

Um

But it makes so much sense when you think about that.

That Silicon Valley is really a kind of obscene, obscured.

Structure of socialism.

And there there there have to be these things that fill in the gap that would otherwise be occupied by Soviet ideology.

So for Tesla, it's Elon Musk and his ideology.

Apple has their own kind of um

Their own um

Foundational ideology.

Amazon does.

And they overcode the motivations and the philosophies and all this kind of things that structure the communities and the work environment and the company.

And that is a kind of obscure, distorted Soviet uh unconscious, you know.

Because one of the things that is overlooked when it comes to Silicon Valley is a lot of these a lot of the money and a lot of the people and the talent comes from the former Soviet Union.

Because they had the best mathematicians in the world.

So, for example, Intel was founded by some guy from former Soviet Union.

Sergey Brin from Google.

There's many, many others.

And then the money as well.

You know, the Soviet Union was looted.

It was funneled into these offshore banks.

That money from those offshore banks, sometimes it was used as money for startups, angel investors.

So there's some really it's a really interesting connection, it's oftentimes not explored.

But anyway, that's what Apple's severance uh reminds me of.

And maybe this is fucked up about me.

But I haven't watched enough, so maybe I'm wrong.

But I actually.

Support Lumen, the company.

Like I'm on the side of the company.

What are the what's so wrong with what they're doing?

For example, one of the things that's also scary is that they take the innies when they do bad, they take them to the break room and they sit down and they have to say sorry, they have to recite like a a sorry thing.

And until they get it right, and because there's a lie detector that they're sincerely sorry, they're not allowed to leave.

So sometimes they have to recite it for like a thousand times.

And it looks so scary and they're crying and it's so disturbing.

But you know what?

I don't fucking get.

I don't see any like coercion that's forcing them to do that.

Like, if I was told, oh, go into the break room, I would just say, no, make me, bitch.

Like, I've never seen anybody be like, no, I'm not gonna do it.

They alwi there's never any like physical

Manhandling or force involved.

They just freely and voluntarily will sit there.

Like, they'll sit there and be like, I am truly sorry.

I am so sorry.

And that is all I am.

And it's like this thing they're doing for 500 times.

And the guy will be like, nope, do it again.

You weren't sincere.

I am.

I would just get up and leave.

No, who's going to stop me?

They're not using physical force.

They're not.

I haven't seen any evidence of that.

I see no evidence of physical force.

So, like, they're just doing that voluntarily.

I wouldn't do that.

I would simply not do it.

I would simply get up and walk out.

And they're like, well, you'll be fired if you do that.

And it's like, well, I want to be fired.

I don't want to be here because they're trying to make it seem like these innies are trapped and can't leave.

So, what's the coercive mechanism?

I don't understand that.

When the innie leaves, the Audi will go back.

I get that.

But let's say the innie is just sitting down and not even working.

Like, I'm just going to sit on the couch and chill, right?

He goes, if you don't work, you're not getting paid.

All right.

I go out and my Audi sees that I'm not getting paid.

My Audi's not going to go back or he's getting fired.

But what is the coercive mechanism to make the any comply and work?

That's what that whole fucking show makes no sense.

No, Heli is retarded.

She's fine as hell.

I'm not gonna lie.

She's got such a thing about her.

It's it's it's very she's got me sold.

Like, I like, you know, how just how she speaks, how she walks, everything.

It's like she's a work of art, but the thing about Helly makes her retarded.

Is that

She was like, I quit.

I'm gonna chop my fingers off unless you record this man.

All Helly has to do is just sit down and do nothing.

All she has to do is sit on the couch and do nothing.

That's all she has to do.

See, Rev is on to some shit.

Rev just says, You don't like whatever, just stop going to work.

But at least in the real world,

It's like if I don't go to work, you know, I don't get paid and I'm starving.

So it's understandable how people don't leave work, but severance is like a gift to lazy people.

It's an the the any could be living the free time life.

Because what's the coercive mechanism, right?

What is the coercive mechanism?

I should have written the show.

They basically die if they're fired, but Helly wanted to leave very desperately.

She was willing to kill herself.

Okay?

Right?

That's Helly.

She.

Was like super like whatever.

She wanted to leave.

All she would have had to do was get fired by not doing anything.

You know?

She wanted her Audi to experience death as that.

Fuck her.

I mean, what right does she have to do that?

At that point, I don't sympathize with that.

Because who gave you the right?

You have to keep watching, man.

All right, just spoil it for me.

Does the company, Lumen,

Do they straight up just start whipping people and like they got them in chains and shit?

'Cause unless they're doing that, I don't understand the coercive mechanism to keep the innies in line.

No, they don't do that.

All right.

That's why you know that show?

Is made for Apple employees, and you could tell it's made for office workers, Apple employees, and like PMCs.

Because the way PMCs are kept in line is like all emotional bullshit.

It's like, well, if you don't do this, I'm going to be really disappointed.

And there's so, like, they lack so much confrontationalness.

They're like, I don't want to be confrontational.

I'm socially awkward.

I have to.

I feel coerced because my boss said that if I don't get this done by the end of the week, he's going to be disappointed.

And that's that, you know, I don't have the ability to be confrontational.

Whereas actual blue-collar workers or actual workers, or just people who are barbaric in general, such as myself.

You know, I'm not gonna I am confrontational and I will

Like, if they tell me to go to the break room and you have to say sorry like 20,000 times, I'm just straight up not going to do it.

I'm going to say I'm not sorry.

You say, recite that you're sorry.

I'm going to say.

Fuck you, bitch.

I don't give a fuck.

I was in the right.

I don't, I don't, I ain't got to do this shit.

You have a problem.

I'll beat the brakes off of you.

I'll walk up, get out, and leave.

Turn around, open the door, go my merry way.

Who's gonna stop me?

Who's gonna stop me?

See, but they don't have that ability because they're not confrontational.

That's not my fault.

That's no one's fault but themselves.

Peter escaped.

Yeah, look, you know, can we be clear that this there's nothing wrong with what Lumen is doing?

And that these are just ungrateful people.

Because you don't have to work.

You can just not work.

That's what I would do.

I would just not work.

I would simply not work.

Lumen is a proletarian dictatorship where the PMC are oppressed and kept.

Yes!

See, someone gets it.

See, let me ask you guys something, right?

I could be wrong.

At Lumen, is there a single person employed who does manual labor?

Is there a single manual laborer who's like a construction worker or like a miner or like

A manufacturer, is there anyone working at Lumen who actually fucking does real work?

Lumen is literally like designed by P if Paul Pott was like a futurist, that's what Lumen would be.

That's what people don't get.

Mm-hmm.

See, people think Lumen is like the ultimate capitalist.

No, Luhman is here to keep.

the pet the professional petty bourgeoisie down and it's like a a proletarian dictatorship.

You see the Egan sculpture, it it looks like it it's such like a communistic vibe to it, right?

It's like a proletarian dictatorship.

They're keeping these people in line under the boot of the proletarian dictatorship.

And that's a good thing, you know.

And that's a good thing.

Anyway, this is just some shit everybody's been talking about, but uh something on my mind.

Anyway guys, I'm starving.

I just heard some shit.

See, that's the thing about living alone.

You always hear shit.

Maybe it's a ghost.

Anyway.

Oh, it's just my laundry.

Never mind.

This is my laundry.

One day you guys are gonna get a tour of my house.

One day you'll get a tour.

You guys, ones if you want a tour.

I promise you it's so boring.

It's the most boring ass thing in the world.

It'll be so boring.

But but I could give you a tour, but I'm just telling you it'd be boring.

Um

And my shit is not decorated, you know?

My shit is not decorated.

I have the home of a single man.

I'm not decorated.

Ain't got nothing, no posters hung up.

It's a empty it's an empty place with white walls, just like Severance.

Make sure mom and dad aren't home.

Yeah, you know what though?

I I should just live with my parents.

Instead of fucking paying mortgage.

Every month.

I mean, I would save money.

It's just I would be one, I would be loud.

And that's a problem.

That's you know, that's really it.

That's why I don't live with my parents.

The reason I don't live with my parents is that

Um

Is that I'm loud.

You should get some bitches low key.

But with with my type of job, man, with what I do, I ain't got time for nothing except work.

That's it.

I don't have time.

I ain't got the time.

You got timed out five minutes.

There you go.

I'm got time.

But uh

I had not been watching the speed streams.

Um

Uh

Where he went to China, but it's funny that nobody's calling him CIA.

How does Speed go to China?

Shut the fuck up, man.

streaming in a tank.

Yeah.

Try to say he was being paid.

Um

I I was so I'm so shocked 'cause I saw some of it on TikTok and I'm so shocked how many Americans are like, wow, I didn't know China was chill like that.

Like they straight up thought China was like.

Like a totalitarian society or something.

I don't know.

It's pretty crazy.

There's a huge information gap.

The only things you ever hear about China in the West is that it's supposedly on the brink of collapse and everything is just not real.

So don't believe your lying eyes.

You see all these brilliant, beautiful cities and all of this infrastructure and don't believe your lying eyes.

It's not real.

Yeah.

I may visit China.

Alright, I'm gonna spoil something.

I'm not gonna spoil it.

I don't have any trips this month.

But I will tell you guys that trips going forward I will not pay for.

So if I get invited somewhere and it's being uh covered, I'll just go.

I just get on a plane at that point.

But, you know, I'm not wasting money travelling the world and shit.

Um

But uh this month I was supposed to go somewhere, but it's gotten postponed to the summer.

I was gonna make it a surprise, but it's uh it's chill.

Twitter space with Jackson.

Is he uh doing one right now?

'Cause I'm pretty tired and I'm gonna wrap this up pretty soon.

Because I need a uh something to eat, you know, I need something to eat.

Voltonic chips, I don't know what that is.

No idea what that is.

Um

You know, I I've been thinking about some shit.

With like because at this point the people that claim Jackson is like CIA or some shit

It's gotten so big and so widespread.

That

I'm almost becoming misanthropic, you know?

Just hypothetically, put yourself in my shoes.

Like, you know, the truth.

You know, Jackson is genuine.

You know, this whole movement is authentic and genuine.

And yet there's all these people who are either outright claiming it or saying, Oh, you know, I don't know and it's like you know what the most fucked up thing I could do at as as a revenge

Literally, just say nothing and do nothing.

Like, silence is the best revenge because at this point,

You have such a fundamental lack of a grasp of what reality actually is.

That I know, and empirically, I know myself.

If you are this much out of joint with reality, I know you're not.

It's gonna, there's probably other shit you're delusional about too.

You're done, you're cooked.

But

It's not fun.

It's not fun knowing the truth and then seeing a bunch of fucking people lie all the time about your best friend and your comrade.

I don't like it.

And maybe I'm projecting because this is what people do to me all the time, but I've learned to kinda just be numb to it and not give a fuck.

But for some reason, when they lie about Jackson, I'm like, nah, you crossed the fucking line.

You know?

Not Jackson.

Jackson's was supposed to be the chosen one.

You know, I'm supposed to absorb all this negativity and lies and bullshit they say.

But then they say about him, and I'm like, fuck.

I don't want to see that done to to another person.

What they do to me, you know.

Do you know the thing about Jackson is that he can handle it.

I can too, but I uh

I'm a fighter.

I go nuclear, you know.

Chris, what's up?

Thank you, Chris.

Yeah, it's true.

They weren't lying about me.

It wouldn't be real.

But the paradox is: how do people know how do you know who's telling the truth?

Is the fucking crazy thing?

How do you know about who's telling the truth, who's real?

Like, people straight up see Jackson and they think he's like a Fed.

Wow.

Like I've had to tell people in real life who like Jackson a lot, but like who have heard the rumors and and five percent of them thinks that maybe it's true and like I have t and only because they know me they know the truth, you know?

Which is fucked up.

It's an unjust world, man.

The actual active feds

Who, by the way, we're gonna be releasing information about soon.

But the actual active feds are getting away with it and Jackson is being crucified.

Danny Shaw is a sick, disgusting fuck.

Sick, disgusting fuck, you know, really a sick, disgusting piece of shit, that guy.

Yeah man.

At a certain point when you know the truth and society doesn't

You've it feels like

revenge.

Like you don't know what I know, you stupid bitch.

You are a f you're fucking cooked.

You are fucking cooked.

You think Jackson's this and that?

You really?

You actually think that?

You have no fucking idea how wrong you are.

You know.

Oh, by the way, guys, Halali got.

We're going to be posting this soon, announcing it with some of the footage.

But Halali.

Oh my god, man.

Let me tell you guys about this 'cause it's late and there's not a lot of people here.

So, like, I get I think some of the most dedicated people will be here.

Halali got held up at the border.

Oh boy.

He didn't have any devices, nothing.

Um but they like

They like really

Like, handled him in a really tough way.

I mean, they searched him really aggressively.

There was like a whole like a whole fucking like army of not a whole army, but it was like fucking like a whole squad was basically like grabbing him and was searching him and you know, like uh they they were putting on the tough guy show, the whole thing.

Border fr uh from Canada.

And um they interrogated the shit out of him about our party.

Our party wasn't related to nothing.

They just went themselves.

But like they

Yeah, fucking crazy, right?

But he didn't do anything illegal.

That's the thing.

He did nothing illegal at all.

Everything he did was totally legal.

But here's what people don't understand.

The DHS is only going to arrest you if you are an immediate threat to the US, like and they have proof of some kind, right?

But if you violated the law with respect to F uh f uh material support for FTOs, they're gonna build up a case it's gonna be the FBI that will build up a case against you, and then they're gonna just uh take you to court and they're gonna prosecute you.

You'll go through the legal system still, but it's not you're not gonna be arrested upon arrival if you've just violated that, you know.

Um, that's why I say, like, well, how do they get away with it?

And it's like, well, don't hold your breath.

I've only been back for like two months.

No, not two months, one month.

Pretty much.

And and uh this with Hilali, he just came back.

We we don't know what the future will bring, you know?

But Jackson

Will not be coming back any time soon.

Uh, well, how will leftists cope when the news hits?

Well, what they're gonna do is celebrate, and that's what the whole thing is designed for.

The reason they badjacked us is so that when we actually do get arrested, uh, there won't be a public showing of support and solidarity for us, and that's what they fear.

They don't want there to be widespread protest and a shitstorm over, right?

So, they want to assassinate our character first so that when they do try to throw us in jail, we're not going to have the support we need to actually have our rights be fought for and defended.

That's the whole point of it, you know.

Yeah.

When y'all gonna do what you say, what the fuck are you talking about?

Yeah, like, what is that?

It's like, is this?

Go ahead, elaborate what you mean.

Jimmy, what's up?

Revolutionary LARPing in my favor.

Yeah, you're a fed, dude.

Fucking glowjack.

Literal fucking Lowy.

When are y'all gonna take some real action?

You know what I mean?

When are you guys gonna really heat it up?

You know?

Let me tell you what.

I've got this truck back in my compound.

A lot of interesting tools to really get things done.

Oh, you're just larpin' and taking money from your idiot viewers.

Come back to my van and I've got a lot of special supplies and we could really get the fire started.

You know I'm your hell how you doing, fellow commies.

Let's start the revolution, fellow commies.

Come back to my truck.

And I've got some uh I just want to put some things in your ch in your Yeah, that sounds weird.

Hey, fellow commies.

I've got some things to put in your your passenger vehicle.

Let me just plant some things in your car, please.

Please?

Hey, uh I've got a package uh to really get the ball rolling, you know, with the whole tear down the system revolution.

Can I just uh drop this nuclear warhead in your basement?

Can I just drop this nuclear warhead uh in your front door?

I've got it in my uh truck.

Yeah, yeah, I got it.

I've just, you know, I've got a pickup truck.

Bro, there'll be feds.

They'll be like.

Hey uh I'm um Fedman Glowyfuck.

I'm Fedman Glowster.

And I was just calling 'cause I have a pickup truck and I have a uh a a forty two kiloton um nuclear bomb in my uh pickup truck in my b in my truck's bed and uh you know I could just drop it off at your house and you could you know, 'cause the revolution's gonna need it one day, just for safekeeping, you know.

It's like there, those people exist.

I'm not even kidding.

Like, we'll find those people.

And we won't even respond.

We'll just be like, alright, write it down.

That guy's fed.

None of y'all have the sand to do anything, y'all just all talk.

We'll be like feds this is how feds are feds will be like feds will be like um

It'll be like

I've got a lot of uranium and a lot of bombs.

You think you could hold on to em for me for safe keeping?

We've got a lot of big plans for the Revolution.

Like they'll just do some shit like that.

Like Wah What the fuck?

Yeah.

I've got some uranium bombs, some poison gas and some biological weapons in my trunk.

What do you say you hold on to for me?

What do you say you hold on to him for me?

You know, for the good of the Revolution, of course.

Mm-hmm.

Imagine someone calls, Yeah, I wanted to meet about a community service event.

Like, this is what feds with this hasn't happened, but like one day, you know, they'll be like, I want to meet for a community service event.

You know, I've got some supplies to do some community service.

Let's meet here.

So, you're like, you meet, they come out.

I've got bombs in my truck.

You want to hold on to them for me for the revolution?

Whoa, what the fuck?

They're like that.

They're weird.

There's just something glows.

Like something fucking way over the top.

Crazy stuff.

Let's kill some pigs, you know what I mean?

Amila, what's up?

No, you there you we've we've gotten some crazy messages, like fuck, really crazy shit.

Really low effort Fed Feds

Like like really low effort shit.

You know.

Hey fellow comrades!

It to be like the most fucking like crazy glowy like sketchy

over the top shit ever and it's like what the fuck is this?

And it's like, you know what's sad is the whole point is they just want to throw you in jail.

You could be a law abiding citizen who has no intention of breaking any laws.

But just because they don't like, you know, your specific exercise of constitutional rights and liberties, they want a pretext to just lock you up and silence you.

So they try to invent one by manipulating you.

Uh

ATF is selling shit on Facebook more.

It's like, you know

Stop creating crime.

Supposed to fight crime, not create the crime, right?

But they have to create the crime 'cause they're well, we're gonna create the crime 'cause anyone who would actually fall for this meticulous plot to manipulate them is clearly a criminal.

And that's like the ATF and the FBI and shit.

They create these, they try to create these extremists and cultivate these extremist groups that came out of nowhere.

You're the one who created it.

Well, you know.

If it wasn't for the innate and essential criminality of our victims, they would not have uh been brainwashed into our you know Nazi cult.

No, it's it's well, you wi you expended huge effort to like manipulate mentally ill people into becoming terrorists.

That's not you didn't tap into some you didn't defuse a bomb before it happened.

You built the bomb, you know?

Yeah.

Anyway guys.

I'm like, I don't even, I don't even, I'm too old.

I can't even brag, you know.

I'm I'm like big as hell.

I'm wide as hell.

I can't brag.

I don't give a fuck.

Does anyone give a fuck?

Because I don't.

Like, who gives a shit?

I just see it as like uh normal.

Uh yo, how do I get into ACP?

Just

Just

Won't even talk to me.

I'm lonely over here, family.

The bot.

Uh just um d uh message uh the website.

There should be contact stuff, right?

If you need help.

Join through the website if it's not working, contact support.

We have contingencies for that.

I saw the stuff Bullet is going through.

I saw that.

I actually did see some of that.

I didn't I didn't uh investigate it, um, but it was on my timeline and I I I do want to take some time to go look at whatever that is 'cause it seems really spooky, you know.

Uh I haven't talked to her in a long time.

It's been a long time, but she's an old friend, I think.

I remember her from Twitch.

A's

Um

You know, uh Bullet is one of the oldest streamers that we came into contact with.

And initially she had a very poor impression of us.

But as time went on, she started to come around.

Uh and sh you know, she started to l uh be more to like us more.

But in the beginning it was not only OGs know about this is like such old lore, like really old, but um

Uh it's so interesting what a small world it is, you know.

Yeah.

Anyway, um

No, this was like a year before that.

This was like when I was like at fifty viewers, you know.

He debated destiny at her place.

No, that wasn't her place.

That was a different place.

You know, you know what's interesting is like as a low-level streamer, like I have so many connections with high stream high-level streamers.

Like at any moment, if I want to contact these big streamers, I can.

I just don't want to.

Like, what good does it serve me?

Like, put it this way: imagine XQC brings me on stream.

What am I gonna say?

Like what what could I possibly

Take from his audience.

How could I possibly sell anything political to that audience?

You know, like I have connections with big streamers.

I just don't use them because I'm like, what am I going to do with this?

Um

I'm also not a people person at all.

I'm not a very sociable people person at all.

Like sometimes people come try to talk to me and I'm just like this.

I don't got nothing to say.

I'm just like, all right.

Um

Yeah.

I remember in Danny Shaw's leaked uh recording, like, you know, he's not charismatic.

He doesn't he's not a people person.

He's he's just not talking to anyone.

It's like

Um

What is ch what is charisma?

What is that?

What does that mean?

Because I don't see it in others.

I don't have it myself.

I don't see it in others.

All right.

Think that's something different.

You know, like it'll be like a dinner table with a Yo Haas.

What do you think about this food?

I'd just be like

Pretty good.

It's pretty good.

Like, what what do you want me to say?

This food is delectable.

Oh my, oh my.

This chicken is ripped.

For what?

For what?

For what?

Oh golly genie, the mashed potatoes are just excellent!

The thing is, is that it's all about what attributes you want to s your it's all like a point distribution system.

Like I could see how if like a retard spent all of their points in that, that would be me if I wasn't thinking about anything ever.

If there wasn't always some shit on my mind that's separate from my given situation, I could absolutely just max out a charisma stat and in the moment be like, uh, you know, oh, golly gee, what an excellent chicken tenders.

I could like do that, you know.

I just don't have the energy for it because my shit is elsewhere, you know?

But being a people person is important.

But if you don't have a strategy, what's the point?

What are you gonna do with that?

Everyone likes me and I get along with everyone and who gives a fuck?

Everyone is always inviting me to the dinner party.

Okay.

Were you emulating?

I don't know.

I don't even know why I'm still streaming.

Every charismatic figure you can think of is a guy.

I'm autistic.

I don't know what it means.

I'm not even kidding.

Like, I don't know what it is.

I don't know what charisma.

You're right.

I don't know what that is.

I don't 'cause I don't ever know examples of it.

And I don't I don't ever see examples of it.

Force of character

Oh, I absolutely have that.

If I'm in a setting where I can be myself, absolutely.

If I'm in a very formal setting where I'm a guest and I'm not.

There to dominate the room.

That, you know, that's another thing about me that I need to be clear about.

I.

and very reserved because

Which will sound funny because, like, uh, you know, apparently my reputation.

Hassan recently, you know what Hassan just called me recently on his stream?

He goes, That's the Albanian manlet.

So everyone has this idea I'm very small, right?

But in real life I'm actually quite wide and uh big.

There's a bigness to me, right?

Maybe you guys feel feel free to contradict me.

This is just how I perceive myself in relation to others, right?

So whenever I'm in a um um whenever I'm in territory that's like not my territory necessarily, or I don't know the people that well, or I'm a guest and I don't want to um overstep my bound my uh boundaries, um, I am very reserved because I don't want to uh be too domineering and too dominant because it makes people on and makes uh people threatened.

I'm not fucking kidding.

Like, I've had things where I could be at a somewhere and I'm like totally dominating everything and it s it can rub people the wrong way 'cause they're like, you know, who the fuck does this guy think he is?

you know.

And I try to be very respectful.

Um

So, I think that's what that is.

Like, uh, I try very hard not to be the biggest in the room.

If this is a room that I'm not, uh, if I know everyone and everyone knows me, then I'm fine with it because people can match my energy.

If nobody's matching my energy, it makes me uncomfortable because I'm like, smells like bitch in here.

Like, I feel like I'm making everyone feel like shit because they're like a bunch of bitches basically, right?

But if everyone is matching my energy and is being as loud as me or is like being as vulgar and funny as me and ridiculous, then I'm chill with it because it's like this is I'm a barbarian.

Put it this way, I'm a barbarian.

If I'm with my barbaric people, like I'm at home.

But if I'm a barbarian and I'm in a setting, I'm in some civilized company, I'm very careful not to overstep my bounds.

So I'm very reserved.

Yeah, I'm not charismatic at all because I'm not being myself.

Absolutely not.

When I'm being myself, it's like, put it this way.

Me being myself is like infrared 2021 streams, right?

Like, I don't give a fuck, right?

But me being reserved is like.

My Daniel Tutt interview, you know?

Like the two dichotomies are there, you know?

Like polar opposites.

I can do both, you know, because a big critic oh, even now it's so strange 'cause I get this criticism of, oh, Hawes is always too uh

He's too barbaric, he's like a caveman and shit.

And uh it's 'cause I'm unrestrained.

But I I even when I restrain myself a lot.

People just

But uh

Still too much.

try to have Xi Jinping energy, but I'm not Xi Jinping, you know.

I'm so damn hungry.

It's like 2 AM.

I gotta fucking wrap this up.

Alright guys, bye.

We're ending the stream.

I am very tired as you can see.

Now it's on a waste, I didn't need my space.

It's a couple things that I can't feel, but I can't feel my face.

It's a couple things that I wish I could, but I can't replace.

I think it's the sickness, being so selfish.

I'm in need of a witness.

They always tell me, never forgetness.

I forget everything.

I don't even know myself.