MERRY CHRISTMAS [2021-12-24]

2021-12-27

Tags: "Communism"

yes

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foreign

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thank you stranger danger appreciate you

thank you man appreciate you

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yeah guys i'm pretty much 100 recovered

from co-wood

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but i do myself dirty

by taking really hot showers

i took a huge really hot shower

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so it's like i'm a little tired tomorrow

i'm going to take a cold shower and i'll

have my energy back

i have like a slightly ticklish throat

so i'm going to keep i'm it's coughing

and stuff but i'm not like

it's it's gone i think i don't want to

jinx it but yeah

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the cobit's gone i s the the mental

thing is still there uh hopefully that's

just a placebo but

i'm ready to actually uh

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get on with this trip

thank god it wasn't worse

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yeah

definitely has long-term mental effects

probably

permanent uh i i get you know i don't

know

so far my brain does not work in the

same way

like i feel like i had a psychotic break

you know it's really scary actually

it's actually pretty terrifying

well i'm gonna give you an example of

this it's actually so [ __ ] scary

i was sleeping the other night

and uh

i woke up and someone was like hey come

here and i followed them to the bathroom

and they told me to use the bathroom

and i used the bathroom

and then i went back to bed

and i realized

there was no one there actually was no

one

and that [ __ ] had me shook that

actually terrified the [ __ ] out of me i

was like

what the [ __ ]

no no it was not

but he's [ __ ] sleeping all the time

it's like weird [ __ ] like that you know

i just have these moments of

derealization now

i don't know

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or maybe it's just the craziness of the

situation you know

starting to like slowly realize

i'm in a [ __ ] crazy situation right

now

i didn't do drugs i only drank so it's

it's not because of drugs or whatever

that's what you think

like i party too hard i did not take any

drugs

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you guys still have two weeks in l.a uh

i don't know

um i don't know what i'm doing

i don't know what i'm doing

it's like i've it's been cold with the

the past few days

past week has been completely dominated

by clover

for me it's all been covered based

and now that i'm like recovering i'm

like oh [ __ ] what do i actually do

you know

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but

i wish i could tell you guys it's been

good

but i think it because of kovid it's

this trip sucked honestly

i'm still holding out for the new year's

thing

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but

and guys you know hopefully you guys at

least have the chance

uh to be with your families right now

but for those of you who aren't able to

or who don't celebrate christmas

whatever

for whatever reason

you're in my situation

welcome

this is where it's at you know what i

mean

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i wasn't gonna stream today because of

that but then i realized like you know

there's so many people out there like me

that just have nothing to [ __ ] do

tonight

you know

they have nothing to do on christmas eve

so yeah may as well go live

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i actually think this is an evil city

i'm not gonna [ __ ] lie this is an

evil city

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there's something so wrong with la it's

just something so wrong with it it's

i went to austin

i went to texas and i looked around and

so many people everybody looks so

healthy and beautiful

and you know happy

and this is such a disgusting place

you know it's such a disgusting and

cursed place

and it gets me thinking thoughts like

i don't know

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does la deserve to exist like should

this city

change

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the people be given free opportunities

to leave

and the city can just be peacefully

dismantled

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think about it like

i don't even know what keeps this city

going i don't even know what makes this

city

what does the city even run on you know

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it's like a megalopolis like new york

where basically

the thing that makes the city run is

people people's way of life people's way

of living

but it's like a failed experiment you

know because it can't do that this

this this is a city that failed to

[ __ ] do what it was made for which is

be a city that runs off of people's way

of life

diddy's not running and people are not

able to live their lives you know so

many homeless here

so many people living in poverty is so

[ __ ] crazy you know

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and it's not just that it's like a

marginal thing like oh there's so many

homeless people there's so many people

living in poverty thank you so much

baseball

it's it's like

everyone here is you know it's almost

like everyone here is just

living in rags

and

it's not that they're especially poor

it's just that the cost of living is so

expensive and for

whatever reason it's worth it to them

right

for a lot of people it's worth it

i even go to nice areas

and people are like they look like

they're in rags they haven't showered in

50 days

and everything's breaking there's you

know

it's

i've never seen this i'm from detroit

and in detroit it's not like that right

in detroit the well-off areas are well

off

um the middle class areas yeah kind of

middle class

but it's nothing like this where it's

just like everyone seems to be

rotting away

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i don't know

but it's like the only thing is that

michigan's cold but am i being a [ __ ]

for running away from it

shouldn't i just endure the cold

like i do every year

because what i'm trying to do is i'm

trying to cheat you know i've just been

like that since i started streaming i

want the easy way out

right

and it's like i want michigan spring and

summer but i don't want to suffer

through michigan winter you know

i feel like that's some [ __ ] [ __ ]

though

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yeah i shaved my beard

actually

and i did it because i uh it just felt

like it was dirty right and it made me

kind of look

too old

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i would love to go back to michigan just

not my apartment

what if i went back to michigan and just

got an airbnb in michigan

just to get the [ __ ] away from my i hate

that [ __ ] apartment so much

yeah i just hate it so [ __ ] much i

don't hate michigan that much i just

hate the apartment a lot

yeah it has bad energy it just has bad

energy

especially like with the barging in [ __ ]

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i had a lease

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i think i'm gonna spend some time

traveling i don't know i haven't really

decided everything yet

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i haven't decided everything yet

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how does them barging in not violate the

lease

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nothing [ __ ] matters man

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doesn't matter they do whatever they

want man you know how it works

they do whatever the [ __ ] they want

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the next big debate

uh it might be the third i might be

going on the kill stream

we'll see

you're a dead streamer capitalism wins

in the end

okay get in my vc if you want to debate

joe biden

i love how people call me a dead

streamer and

then they turn out to be wrong

i don't know

i came from nothing i mean i didn't

crash to zero yet

but even if i did

i have no doubt i'd be able to climb my

way back up

because i'm not finished with this

message

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you feel sick in your soul

yeah i do

i really do yeah

thank you so much board salon

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him

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where's joker i don't know man i don't

[ __ ] know

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debate me on odyssey my youtube and

discord is censored banned

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how about you suck my [ __ ]

wanna do that

go ahead suck my cops

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dj k thank you so much man appreciate

you

thank you so much djk appreciate you so

much man

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holy [ __ ] i'm like i said i have this

brain fog

i it didn't even really register what

just happened holy [ __ ] the 25 djk thank

you so much man

wow

thank you so much

i really appreciate it man thank you

thank you so much man

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plans to debate destiny and dylan in

person still a thing yes it is it's

happening the 15th so it is still a

thing yeah

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100 still things

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yeah i saw the gray zone article jackson

sent it to me

it sucks i can't be on top of these

things

but we're gonna go ahead and cover that

together so don't worry about that

we're covering that article together

chill with vi

uh vi

last time i messaged him said he was

really sick

i don't think he's in a state to chill

he's very very sick

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did you sleep with a girl she had

covered and no

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no call negroes i don't feel like this

i just don't feel like it

you know

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there's nothing that ruins your appetite

more than this city

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signs of

logic it doesn't matter what order you

read those books you're not gonna

understand them

diving right into them just fyi

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honestly

i'm really starting to wonder if this

trip was a mistake

i'm so sorry guys i did not know

it was gonna be this bad

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for like the channel you know

i i haven't been streaming i didn't know

what like the plan was i thought

we were gonna be streaming a lot and

irls and [ __ ] but

that's just not what

i guess that wasn't the plan

i did this [ __ ] for collabs

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now i know in kovit especially made it a

lot worse

yeah you're right

do an ira nah bro he doesn't like

streaming he doesn't like streaming he

doesn't like doing collabs

like why do you think i'm streaming just

myself right now

thank you lava i appreciate you

yeah bro i don't know

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just thinking about it

think uh

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i probably should have came here earlier

in december

and for a lot less

like probably like five days maybe

at most

random street debate you did was great

content

listen if it was up to me there would be

[ __ ] like that happening every single

day this whole trip

trust me

thank you sigma marxist appreciate you

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live and learn you're right bro you're

right

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yeah this was a big lesson

yeah

this was for real a big lesson

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what went wrong

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just [ __ ] uh

what went wrong was just like

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i don't know

expectations

i'm not talking about in terms of fun

like yeah there's been fun offline

but

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i wanted to make more content

damn

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was it really la that did this to you

yeah i don't know

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i don't know

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austin is way better than this place

i'll tell you that austin's way better

just as a as a place it's way better

in two weeks you're back to the

depressing life in michigan

i might just keep traveling [ __ ] it you

know

something out

i just hate my [ __ ] apartment i hate

that apartment so [ __ ] much

go to mexico

yeah i gotta go get my passport

and i have to see how much it is

but possibly i'll go to mexico

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when does the lease on your apartment

end

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in july

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holy [ __ ]

dictator with the nine holy [ __ ] bro

thank you so much

appreciate you so much man

appreciate you a ton man thank you

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maybe it's just i've been away from the

gym for a week it has me feeling like

this i don't know

i don't know

sounds like you hate

i i kind of do

well i don't i don't know if i hate la i

just

it's like i hate the situation you know

i don't know but la does seem like it

sucks

maybe i just came at the wrong time you

know bad weather

wrong social

situation thank you randy shot first

appreciate you

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you guys don't have the synergy iron

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guys stop asking me about zirco like ask

him yourself i don't [ __ ] know

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really

interesting

thing with me i don't know how much more

of this like

not streaming thing i can

uh afford

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mr i miss i miss them too you know but

i don't know that

i isolation was killing me you know and

it's like i'm back to that because of it

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buy sick too i think

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you could usually stream in l.a every

day if you wanted what's stopping you

from sweating up a debate with some guy

right now

um but why do that in la why don't i why

didn't i just [ __ ] go somewhere else

like florida or something

good weather

you know i i didn't come here for i came

here for collabs you know i didn't come

here to [ __ ] be by myself

it may as well stay home you know or if

i just wanted different weather i would

have gone to florida matter of fact i

might be going to florida next i think

i'm going to do that thing with jackson

on new year's still

and then after that depending on how

long we stay in vegas

i might just go to florida and just stay

there for a very long time

uh i do have a place to stay in florida

cuba that might be in the summer

i don't think i'll ever go to nyc

i will never ever go to nyc

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foreign

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thank you so much brother appreciate you

thank you so much man

go to rural america and find peace

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still sick not really i just took a

really hot

shower a few hours ago merry christmas

jennifer

uh so it's it makes me sluggish and

depressed and [ __ ]

plus i haven't worked out in a long time

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i want to debate eugenics and how things

like communism destroy the gene pool

what a cope

still coping about genes

let me tell you guys you know the saying

it's from jurassic park it's called

life finds a way

you know what that means

don't worry about [ __ ] genetics [ __ ]

finds a way

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the reason you have human beings

the reason you have anything the reason

you have hazes

the reason you have

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the reason you have any type of person

is because there's a deeper will for

that thing to be

the deeper reason for it

if paz want to be

the genes will follow

that's why eugenics is a [ __ ] call

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[ __ ] goes extinct all the time

why

is it 100 arbitrary

no i don't buy it

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i don't buy that

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crispr doesn't work generationally

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doesn't work across several generations

after genetic engineering

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several generations later things

returned to their original state

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who can really live in this place huh

i feel like everybody here is buying

time

nobody really wants to live here

you want to make it here

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much

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fl that's not true

that's really not true

trust me

i know

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thank you huey appreciate you

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much

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when i was in high school i always

wanted to join the military

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i feel like that would be a life i could

be cut out for you know

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make it look cool no not because it's

cool just because it's like

there's always a purpose you know

even when you forget about it there's

always a purpose

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there's no purpose yeah there is there

there's always a purpose so it's always

to to fight you know

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it [ __ ] with your mind the military

would [ __ ] with my mind what do you

think is happening to my mind right now

anyway i'm just talking about high

school

talking about when i was in high school

and what you guys got to realize

is that from people who come from ethnic

backgrounds

in the us

they don't give a [ __ ]

what the military is

hey like me

we're not thinking about ideologies and

whatever the [ __ ] you're talking about

we're thinking about the military

so it's like when you sign up for the us

army or the marines or whatever you're

not thinking about like all this

ideological [ __ ] thinking about

being a soldier

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guys here's something i highly suspect

all of y'all living your normal lives

you're fine

i don't i don't know why anyone would

want to dream of life

you know

you're fine where you are

you'll find where you are

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you know what i think

think god has a plan for mankind

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simple

have a family whatever

raise kids

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live a simple life normal life

and that's it

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everything else everything else

everything else comes with a price

everything you add on top of that

there's a price for it

everything you add on top of that

it's not like

it's all derivative from that good right

having a family is the only good thing

and then everything else is just the

derivative of that you know

but it's it's corrupt it's a corrupt

derivative

you know

like having fun and partying

what does that even mean

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that corruption is part of the plan too

doesn't need to be

escape

that's exactly what it [ __ ] is

you know why people [ __ ] party to

escape their nine to five

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[ __ ] stupid jobs

all this dumb repetitive music people

like of like this [ __ ] house music

you know why people like that [ __ ]

because their [ __ ] nine to five work

schedule is don't don't don't

don't don't don't endlessly you know

what i mean

we create the solution to the problem

create the problem first then the

solution

good girls want a long-term relationship

and don't do hookups

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but you know what the truth is

even those good girls are fake too

that's the things

no one is free from the corruption

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there's just no way to be free from the

corruption

man or woman you just can't be free from

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the fool on the hill is free

what is the source of the corruption if

there is it's like

a misalignment

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consumerism

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sit up straight don't [ __ ] tell me

what to do

the misalignment

it's it's just a general misalignment

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misalignment with what

humanity

the misalignment with our humanity we're

like we're misaligned you know

it's like we aim

there's no shortcuts in life guys

i hope you guys know that

there's no shortcuts in life

everything always returns to its

original place

woman

i've seen that like once in my life

talking beautiful right like not hot or

whatever but beautiful i've seen it once

in my life

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why no one would understand it

of all the ugly things people say about

see how that works

this is not beautiful

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i don't

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know you want to think things are real

and if it's just in your head it's not

real so other people prove to you it's

really

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honestly i think the last beautiful

thing i saw was a movie

actually like a month ago it was fire

walk with me

that was actually a beautiful movie

especially the ending

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