MERRY CHRISTMAS [2021-12-24]

2021-12-27
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thank you stranger danger appreciate you
thank you man appreciate you
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yeah guys i'm pretty much 100 recovered
from co-wood
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but i do myself dirty
by taking really hot showers
i took a huge really hot shower
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so it's like i'm a little tired tomorrow
i'm going to take a cold shower and i'll
have my energy back
i have like a slightly ticklish throat
so i'm going to keep i'm it's coughing
and stuff but i'm not like
it's it's gone i think i don't want to
jinx it but yeah
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the cobit's gone i s the the mental
thing is still there uh hopefully that's
just a placebo but
i'm ready to actually uh
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get on with this trip
thank god it wasn't worse
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yeah
definitely has long-term mental effects
probably
permanent uh i i get you know i don't
know
so far my brain does not work in the
same way
like i feel like i had a psychotic break
you know it's really scary actually
it's actually pretty terrifying
well i'm gonna give you an example of
this it's actually so [Β __Β ] scary
like
i was sleeping the other night
and uh
i woke up and someone was like hey come
here and i followed them to the bathroom
and they told me to use the bathroom
and i used the bathroom
and then i went back to bed
and i realized
there was no one there actually was no
one
and that [Β __Β ] had me shook that
actually terrified the [Β __Β ] out of me i
was like
what the [Β __Β ]
no no it was not
but he's [Β __Β ] sleeping all the time
it's like weird [Β __Β ] like that you know
i just have these moments of
derealization now
i don't know
um
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or maybe it's just the craziness of the
situation you know
starting to like slowly realize
i'm in a [Β __Β ] crazy situation right
now
i didn't do drugs i only drank so it's
like
it's not because of drugs or whatever
that's what you think
like i party too hard i did not take any
drugs
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so
you guys still have two weeks in l.a uh
i don't know
um i don't know what i'm doing
i don't know what i'm doing
it's like i've it's been cold with the
the past few days
past week has been completely dominated
by clover
for me it's all been covered based
um
and now that i'm like recovering i'm
like oh [Β __Β ] what do i actually do
you know
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but
i wish i could tell you guys it's been
good
but i think it because of kovid it's
like
this trip sucked honestly
i'm still holding out for the new year's
thing
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but
and guys you know hopefully you guys at
least have the chance
uh to be with your families right now
but for those of you who aren't able to
or who don't celebrate christmas
whatever
for whatever reason
you're in my situation
welcome
this is where it's at you know what i
mean
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i wasn't gonna stream today because of
that but then i realized like you know
there's so many people out there like me
that just have nothing to [Β __Β ] do
tonight
you know
they have nothing to do on christmas eve
so yeah may as well go live
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i actually think this is an evil city
i'm not gonna [Β __Β ] lie this is an
evil city
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there's something so wrong with la it's
just something so wrong with it it's
like
i went to austin
i went to texas and i looked around and
so many people everybody looks so
healthy and beautiful
and you know happy
and this is such a disgusting place
you know it's such a disgusting and
cursed place
and it gets me thinking thoughts like
i don't know
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does la deserve to exist like should
this city
change
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the people be given free opportunities
to leave
and the city can just be peacefully
dismantled
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think about it like
i don't even know what keeps this city
going i don't even know what makes this
city
what does the city even run on you know
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it's like a megalopolis like new york
where basically
the thing that makes the city run is
people people's way of life people's way
of living
but it's like a failed experiment you
know because it can't do that this
this this is a city that failed to
[Β __Β ] do what it was made for which is
be a city that runs off of people's way
of life
diddy's not running and people are not
able to live their lives you know so
many homeless here
so many people living in poverty is so
[Β __Β ] crazy you know
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and it's not just that it's like a
marginal thing like oh there's so many
homeless people there's so many people
living in poverty thank you so much
baseball
it's it's like
everyone here is you know it's almost
like everyone here is just
living in rags
and
it's not that they're especially poor
it's just that the cost of living is so
expensive and for
whatever reason it's worth it to them
right
for a lot of people it's worth it
i even go to nice areas
and people are like they look like
they're in rags they haven't showered in
50 days
and everything's breaking there's you
know
it's
i've never seen this i'm from detroit
and in detroit it's not like that right
in detroit the well-off areas are well
off
um the middle class areas yeah kind of
middle class
but it's nothing like this where it's
just like everyone seems to be
uh
rotting away
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i don't know
but it's like the only thing is that
michigan's cold but am i being a [Β __Β ]
for running away from it
shouldn't i just endure the cold
like i do every year
because what i'm trying to do is i'm
trying to cheat you know i've just been
like that since i started streaming i
want the easy way out
right
and it's like i want michigan spring and
summer but i don't want to suffer
through michigan winter you know
i feel like that's some [Β __Β ] [Β __Β ]
though
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yeah i shaved my beard
actually
um
and i did it because i uh it just felt
like it was dirty right and it made me
kind of look
too old
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i would love to go back to michigan just
not my apartment
what if i went back to michigan and just
got an airbnb in michigan
just to get the [Β __Β ] away from my i hate
that [Β __Β ] apartment so much
um
yeah i just hate it so [Β __Β ] much i
don't hate michigan that much i just
hate the apartment a lot
yeah it has bad energy it just has bad
energy
especially like with the barging in [Β __Β ]
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i had a lease
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i think i'm gonna spend some time
traveling i don't know i haven't really
decided everything yet
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i haven't decided everything yet
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how does them barging in not violate the
lease
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nothing [Β __Β ] matters man
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doesn't matter they do whatever they
want man you know how it works
they do whatever the [Β __Β ] they want
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the next big debate
uh it might be the third i might be
going on the kill stream
we'll see
you're a dead streamer capitalism wins
in the end
okay get in my vc if you want to debate
joe biden
i love how people call me a dead
streamer and
then they turn out to be wrong
i don't know
i came from nothing i mean i didn't
crash to zero yet
but even if i did
i have no doubt i'd be able to climb my
way back up
because i'm not finished with this
message
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you feel sick in your soul
yeah i do
i really do yeah
so
thank you so much board salon
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him
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where's joker i don't know man i don't
[Β __Β ] know
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debate me on odyssey my youtube and
discord is censored banned
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how about you suck my [Β __Β ]
wanna do that
go ahead suck my cops
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dj k thank you so much man appreciate
you
thank you so much djk appreciate you so
much man
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holy [Β __Β ] i'm like i said i have this
brain fog
i it didn't even really register what
just happened holy [Β __Β ] the 25 djk thank
you so much man
wow
thank you so much
i really appreciate it man thank you
thank you so much man
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plans to debate destiny and dylan in
person still a thing yes it is it's
happening the 15th so it is still a
thing yeah
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100 still things
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yeah i saw the gray zone article jackson
sent it to me
it sucks i can't be on top of these
things
but we're gonna go ahead and cover that
together so don't worry about that
we're covering that article together
chill with vi
uh vi
last time i messaged him said he was
really sick
i don't think he's in a state to chill
he's very very sick
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did you sleep with a girl she had
covered and no
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no call negroes i don't feel like this
i just don't feel like it
you know
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there's nothing that ruins your appetite
more than this city
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signs of
logic it doesn't matter what order you
read those books you're not gonna
understand them
diving right into them just fyi
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honestly
i'm really starting to wonder if this
trip was a mistake
like
i'm so sorry guys i did not know
it was gonna be this bad
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for like the channel you know
i i haven't been streaming i didn't know
what like the plan was i thought
we were gonna be streaming a lot and
irls and [Β __Β ] but
that's just not what
i guess that wasn't the plan
i did this [Β __Β ] for collabs
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now i know in kovit especially made it a
lot worse
yeah you're right
do an ira nah bro he doesn't like
streaming he doesn't like streaming he
doesn't like doing collabs
like why do you think i'm streaming just
myself right now
thank you lava i appreciate you
yeah bro i don't know
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just thinking about it
i
think uh
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i probably should have came here earlier
in december
and for a lot less
like probably like five days maybe
at most
random street debate you did was great
content
listen if it was up to me there would be
[Β __Β ] like that happening every single
day this whole trip
trust me
thank you sigma marxist appreciate you
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live and learn you're right bro you're
right
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yeah this was a big lesson
yeah
this was for real a big lesson
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what went wrong
um
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just [Β __Β ] uh
what went wrong was just like
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i don't know
expectations
i'm not talking about in terms of fun
like yeah there's been fun offline
but
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i wanted to make more content
damn
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was it really la that did this to you
ah
yeah i don't know
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i don't know
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austin is way better than this place
i'll tell you that austin's way better
just as a as a place it's way better
in two weeks you're back to the
depressing life in michigan
i might just keep traveling [Β __Β ] it you
know
something out
i just hate my [Β __Β ] apartment i hate
that apartment so [Β __Β ] much
go to mexico
yeah i gotta go get my passport
and i have to see how much it is
but possibly i'll go to mexico
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when does the lease on your apartment
end
um
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in july
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holy [Β __Β ]
dictator with the nine holy [Β __Β ] bro
thank you so much
appreciate you so much man
appreciate you a ton man thank you
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maybe it's just i've been away from the
gym for a week it has me feeling like
this i don't know
i don't know
sounds like you hate
i i kind of do
well i don't i don't know if i hate la i
just
it's like i hate the situation you know
i don't know but la does seem like it
sucks
maybe i just came at the wrong time you
know bad weather
wrong social
situation thank you randy shot first
appreciate you
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you guys don't have the synergy iron
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guys stop asking me about zirco like ask
him yourself i don't [Β __Β ] know
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really
um
interesting
thing with me i don't know how much more
of this like
not streaming thing i can
uh afford
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mr i miss i miss them too you know but
i don't know that
i isolation was killing me you know and
it's like i'm back to that because of it
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buy sick too i think
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you could usually stream in l.a every
day if you wanted what's stopping you
from sweating up a debate with some guy
right now
um but why do that in la why don't i why
didn't i just [Β __Β ] go somewhere else
like florida or something
good weather
you know i i didn't come here for i came
here for collabs you know i didn't come
here to [Β __Β ] be by myself
it may as well stay home you know or if
i just wanted different weather i would
have gone to florida matter of fact i
might be going to florida next i think
i'm going to do that thing with jackson
on new year's still
and then after that depending on how
long we stay in vegas
i might just go to florida and just stay
there for a very long time
uh i do have a place to stay in florida
cuba that might be in the summer
i don't think i'll ever go to nyc
i will never ever go to nyc
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thank you so much brother appreciate you
thank you so much man
go to rural america and find peace
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still sick not really i just took a
really hot
shower a few hours ago merry christmas
jennifer
uh so it's it makes me sluggish and
depressed and [Β __Β ]
plus i haven't worked out in a long time
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i want to debate eugenics and how things
like communism destroy the gene pool
what a cope
still coping about genes
let me tell you guys you know the saying
it's from jurassic park it's called
life finds a way
you know what that means
don't worry about [Β __Β ] genetics [Β __Β ]
finds a way
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the reason you have human beings
the reason you have anything the reason
you have hazes
the reason you have
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the reason you have any type of person
is because there's a deeper will for
that thing to be
the deeper reason for it
if paz want to be
the genes will follow
that's why eugenics is a [Β __Β ] call
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[Β __Β ] goes extinct all the time
why
is it 100 arbitrary
no i don't buy it
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i don't buy that
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crispr doesn't work generationally
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doesn't work across several generations
after genetic engineering
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several generations later things
returned to their original state
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who can really live in this place huh
i feel like everybody here is buying
time
nobody really wants to live here
you want to make it here
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uh
fl that's not true
that's really not true
trust me
i know
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thank you huey appreciate you
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when i was in high school i always
wanted to join the military
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i feel like that would be a life i could
be cut out for you know
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make it look cool no not because it's
cool just because it's like
there's always a purpose you know
even when you forget about it there's
always a purpose
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there's no purpose yeah there is there
is
there's always a purpose so it's always
to to fight you know
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it [Β __Β ] with your mind the military
would [Β __Β ] with my mind what do you
think is happening to my mind right now
anyway i'm just talking about high
school
talking about when i was in high school
and what you guys got to realize
is that from people who come from ethnic
backgrounds
in the us
they don't give a [Β __Β ]
what the military is
hey like me
we're not thinking about ideologies and
whatever the [Β __Β ] you're talking about
we're thinking about the military
so it's like when you sign up for the us
army or the marines or whatever you're
not thinking about like all this
ideological [Β __Β ] thinking about
being a soldier
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guys here's something i highly suspect
all of y'all living your normal lives
you're fine
i don't i don't know why anyone would
want to dream of life
you know
you're fine where you are
you'll find where you are
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you know what i think
i
think god has a plan for mankind
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simple
have a family whatever
raise kids
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live a simple life normal life
and that's it
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everything else everything else
everything else comes with a price
everything you add on top of that
there's a price for it
everything you add on top of that
it's not like
it's all derivative from that good right
having a family is the only good thing
and then everything else is just the
derivative of that you know
but it's it's corrupt it's a corrupt
derivative
you know
like having fun and partying
what does that even mean
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that corruption is part of the plan too
doesn't need to be
escape
that's exactly what it [Β __Β ] is
you know why people [Β __Β ] party to
escape their nine to five
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[Β __Β ] stupid jobs
all this dumb repetitive music people
like of like this [Β __Β ] house music
you know why people like that [Β __Β ]
because their [Β __Β ] nine to five work
schedule is don't don't don't
don't don't don't endlessly you know
what i mean
we create the solution to the problem
create the problem first then the
solution
good girls want a long-term relationship
and don't do hookups
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but you know what the truth is
even those good girls are fake too
that's the things
no one is free from the corruption
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there's just no way to be free from the
corruption
man or woman you just can't be free from
it
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the fool on the hill is free
what is the source of the corruption if
there is it's like
a misalignment
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consumerism
no
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sit up straight don't [Β __Β ] tell me
what to do
the misalignment
it's it's just a general misalignment
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misalignment with what
humanity
the misalignment with our humanity we're
like we're misaligned you know
it's like we aim
there's no shortcuts in life guys
i hope you guys know that
there's no shortcuts in life
everything always returns to its
original place
woman
uh
i've seen that like once in my life
talking beautiful right like not hot or
whatever but beautiful i've seen it once
in my life
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why no one would understand it
of all the ugly things people say about
it
see how that works
this is not beautiful
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i don't
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know you want to think things are real
and if it's just in your head it's not
real so other people prove to you it's
really
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honestly i think the last beautiful
thing i saw was a movie
actually like a month ago it was fire
walk with me
that was actually a beautiful movie
especially the ending
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