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um

I have had the privilege of doing a

little bit of thinking today just a

little bit right I've been caught and so

caught up and still am but today I had

about an hour or two words to spare to

think

and

I want to share my thoughts with you

I want to share my thoughts with you

because I've had a lot to think about

today

and

it's Dawning upon me that I don't ever

really think I've had this conversation

so we're gonna have it like now right

today

um

first of all

I have a question right it's a

rhetorical question uh which I already

know the answer to

I'm gonna ask it anyway

why are you guys here

it's a question

a streamer should never ask Their

audience but I'm gonna ask it to you

guys why are you here

why are you here why more broadly do you

even care about politics is a better

question

again this is a career suicide question

to pill you on this right because you

don't want to pill

your audience and the people who support

you with this hard introspection why

would you want to do that it'll

complicate things right well I'm going

to do it anyway

because I think the community will be

better off for it if you could just sit

for a moment and reflect on exactly what

brought you from being a person

who cares about sports and

um Doritos to someone who cares about

politics why do you give a fuck

now I'm gonna give you answers that I

find unacceptable at priori

thank you so much Dimitri on shout out

demetrion who's actually a giga chat in

real life you guys didn't know that

so now let it be known

but as I was saying what makes you

someone who goes from eating Doritos and

playing video games to someone who gives

a shit about politics and quit the

answer that I'll find uh unacceptable

is well I just care about my society and

it's my civic responsibility so when you

tell me things like that

you're telling me you were a teacher's

pet in school the reason I always bring

up high school so fucking much is

because it tells you everything you need

to fucking know about a person's

character even into adulthood so when

you tell me some shit like well it's my

responsibility you are a fucking narc

you're a teacher's pet

and I immediately dismiss you I don't

take you fucking seriously I think

you're an ugly retard if you give me

that kind of answer

and you're also wrong your teacher's pet

who is in your student council in high

school and you just cared about see

you're you're telling me that you were

the type of person that liked to Snoop

in other people's fucking business

because you were so narcissistic you

could not draw the distinction between

the way the world should be and your own

fucking personal sense of self that's

the type of person you're telling me you

are so I find that answer fucking

unacceptable if you're someone who's

calling themselves a communist

I find it unlikely that's your origin

story I just do

I find it profoundly unlikely

today I was a little bit depressed and

I'm gonna tell you why

I was a little bit depressed because I

was thinking about the fact

um well I was thinking about

people who I Revere almost on a

religious level like Lenin and Stalin

and I was thinking of them and thinking

about them

and I was kind of telling myself

something that I found pretty sad which

is that I can't really look

at

art in dedication to them in the same

way anymore I can't look at paintings of

Lenin I can't listen to songs about

Stalin and Lenin I can't you know

appreciate Soviet Aesthetics I can't do

these things anymore it's like every

time I do it

somehow I can't help but think about the

way in which these figures and communism

as a whole in general is understood and

made sensible

to the majority of people on a social

level and that's what ruins it for me

I can't help but think about these

vicious cunts on Twitter and these IRL

leftists and the type of psychological

disposition that these people have in

America and it's very black pilling

and it starts to make me think

you know I always have to pose this

question because I am a person who

doubts themselves a lot

am I just a fucking crazy guy

why am I the only fucking person

why I know I'm not the only person but

why does it feel like I'm the only

fucking person in the west who feels

this way about the entire history of

Communism and it's the significance of

Marxism why am I the only one who senses

it in this way and understands it in

this way why am I the only fucking

person who does that I mean so much so

to the point where self-proclaimed

Communists and marxists literally go to

bed telling themselves that I'm faking

it and I'm secretly a larusite or I'm

secretly some kind of Nazi or something

else no believe it or not

I am actually a I mean I I've always

believed in communism I've always

believed in this history all of the

stories of the October I mean that I

believe all of that right

but the way these things are understood

today right when I see the tweet on

Twitter that gets the most likes

anniversary of the October Revolution

you know it gets 10 000 likes and it's

sharing photos I cringe

I cringe really fucking hard

I hate the majority of self-proclaimed

Communists I really not just ones in

America not even just ones in Europe

even on an international level I'm

starting to fucking hate them the only

exception I can think of

like unequivocally is the Communist

Party of the Russian Federation

and the Communist Party of China which

is I mean that's too broad of a

statement anyway the Communist Party of

China's got like 90 million people but

besides them I I can very clearly see

that the Indian left and the Indian

Communists left dominates the

international Communists left

and I fucking hate them

I actually fucking hate them I hate

Indian leftist communists

I can't fucking stand them

and maybe I'm putting too much blame on

them

maybe I'm looking for a scapegoat

but who has made communism so ugly and

so despicable

and so sickening to my stock to your

stomach who has made it this way who has

made it

so that

there's just this profound nihilism

behind the imagery of Communism where

nobody even believes it anymore it's

just the kind of fucking meme right they

see people they see the figures they see

the image of Lenin and Stalin and even

Mao as a utility as a thing to use

with which to express their resentments

and with which to kind of achieve some

other goal

I just feel like no one appreciates the

beauty of what Lenin did nobody

appreciates the beauty of what Stalin

did and its World historical

and even ontological significance that

is very much something sacred right

at the highest level of religiosity it

is something sacred the history of

Communism to me

but the self-proclaimed communism I mean

it's just that's not the case right they

know they don't really believe in it in

the sense of

like they don't believe in the story

they don't believe this is a real story

like in the real right

they have this disgusting and Despicable

aesthetic and view that I am someone

who's resentful against the world I hate

my mom in particular I'm more on that

later and my dad and Lenin

Avenged me in the past and I I you know

he he was my outlet of my personal my

own personal rage you know that

disgusting fat bitch whale

chair lady on Twitter for example always

like talks about how she loves the idea

of killing children and and she sees the

Bolsheviks when they killed the Romanoff

family like for her that's like her

revenge she just looks at children and

she just wants them dead she's like oh

the Bolsheviks did it for me and they

don't there's no love there's no

appreciation for the beauty of what

happened

just at the level of the story of

Communism there's no understanding right

it becomes very clear what people like

Lenin meant by philistinism right

philistinism for Lenin

means an inability to perceive the

deeper Harmony and beauty of the world

well I'll tell you what these Communists

that you have I'm not even just talking

about the American Western ones but even

on an international level have a butt

ugly view of reality and the world an

incomplete one knowingly and in all

their corruption and filth

they have no fucking problem with that

they know that when they talk about

Marxism they don't actually believe in

it as an all-encompassing and like

omniscient

view of the world that is real and it's

true right for them it's just the kind

of signifier of social status

and your place and what social groups

you are and then moreover it's a it's a

utility with which to express and

economize personal resentments and

personal forms of suffering oh I'm in

debt and I have to work at Starbucks I

suffer more than you oh I'm a trans

black person I suffer more than you oh I

suffer more than you and then they use

Theory as a kind of Encyclopedia with

which they kind of

create this economy of like oh are you a

bad morally bad person are you a morally

bad person are you suffering enough are

you privileged enough how do we relate

to each other and all of these extremely

like pathological personal psychological

problems they're using this political

language as an outlet for it and it just

sickens to me it sickens me to my

fucking stomach

I just kind of feel like I'm the only

person

in America who actually believes in

communism

and that begs the question to me is this

like am I just a fucking crazy person

right

is it just Insanity am I just fucking

crazy or something right

and I know there's you guys and there's

the infrared Community you guys seem to

understand

but the truth the sad truth is that

look you're already starting to see it

on Twitter

the infrared Community needs a leader

and I am that leader or the showrunners

are that leader right

but as soon as things I mean

there's I always see so much potentials

for splinters and so much potentials for

factionalism and people just not fucking

understanding it

and deciding to be content with their

inability to understand

a lot of people are in infrared not

because they actually understand what

I'm saying but because they're

superimposing their own you know world

view and their own shit on it in their

own way and then like there's so much

potential for like factionalism and

splits to happen when people realize you

were wrong about this whole thing right

this is not what you thought it was

and I'm not necessarily trying to blame

people for that maybe it's Human Nature

but I'm trying to give expression to a

feeling that I have which is one of

profound loneliness

I mean no in all seriousness

um

I don't really think there's anyone I

could say like you fully understand this

you know what I mean besides other

showrunners

in terms of

when I say the aesthetic I mean the

sense like

you don't see the the whole exactly

right

there's always a lack of understanding

somewhere

and to me that makes me you know always

makes me try and kind of doubt myself

like am I just fucking crazy because the

biggest disappointment to me is that

like

nobody all of the people who are repping

communism as an ideology and they're

repping the hammer and sickle and the

imagery Soviet imagery and the image of

Lenin and Stalin in the name of Lenin

and Stalin and the way they do it

sickens me to my fucking stomach

and it's like nobody else appreciates

this history nobody else does in the way

that I do right for everyone everyone

else just seems cynical about it right

they just see it as a a bludgeoning tool

to get over their own personal

resentments they don't actually believe

that this speaks to Something About You

Know The Human Condition and spirit and

their sense of meaning in the world they

don't see it as something sacred

look at Hakeem look at these fucking

people right

now you can kind of isolate that there's

a network of these people like cold

sorry uh swamp communist is one of the

big ones he's got like one of the

biggest followers on Twitter who's up

this alley you go pink and Hakeem and

these kinds of people who have defamed

and just like

absolutely defiled the image of Marxism

leninism in the West

but the truth is is that like you find

the views of those people very widely

held and reflected among Indian

Communists now why am I picking on

Indian Communists well because India has

probably the largest communist movement

in the world that's not in power right

now correct me if I'm wrong about that

because it's the second most populous

country in the world and it has somewhat

of a history of this thing India

probably has the largest

non-governing Communists left besides

Russia maybe it might be a tie but India

has over a billion people

and to me I see

I just feel like the center of Filth and

degeneracy and Corruption more

importantly Corruption of international

communism isn't even in the West

could please correct me if I'm wrong I

feel like it's in India right I really

have a strong feeling that the

corruption of international communism is

centered in India not even in the West

but please correct me if I'm wrong it's

just such a strong feeling that I have

based on my experience thanks so much

Alexander Magik communism is the only

way traditional communism is the only

real communism absolutely thank you so

much Alexander I think there's a few

reasons why I might have this impression

and one of them lies in the fact

that the Communists left in India is

probably the largest institutionally

maybe besides the Communist Party of the

Russian Federation

the second reason is because the Indian

Communists left is English speaking so

it participates internationally and in

the international communist discourse to

a far greater degree than the Russian or

even the Latin American which which

itself is a horrific left

does Western leftism trickle into India

yeah it's a very like it seems like they

interface very well it's not just Vijay

prashad you guys would be surprised how

much people like Hakeem and Hugo pink

have currency in India

in my experience you'd be surprised how

many fucking Indian Communists literally

living in India

are like my like my one of some of my

biggest Ops and biggest fucking enemies

so you explain that to me

right it's something I just fucking

notice

it's the legacy of Soviet revisionism

right because outside the Soviet Union

in the Communist Bloc I think India had

the strongest one any thoughts on the

Knox Elite thank you Lionel I probably

sympathize with them the most if I'm

being honest

The Mao is I simply sympathize with the

most in India

it's the Soviet revisionist Social

Democratic Communist party they have

that I think is the center of a lot of

corruption and evil International

communism

but maybe I'm wrong maybe I'm wrong it's

just am I just schizophrenic this

intuition that I have and this like

relative experience that I have

I could be wrong I'm just saying

there's a big difference between the

different communist groups in India I

know but I'm talking about the one that

is most friendly with the Western left

which does exist

there are great Communists in corella

I don't know anything about Corella

right I just know about

I just know about what I've seen

anyway

I don't

aren't Arab countries bad too and Iran

they're like non-existent the reason I'm

not mentioning other countries is

because India has a very strong

communist movement and socialist

Movement Like an extremely strong one

probably the biggest in the entire world

that's not in power

that's why I'm I'm picking on India not

for any other reason

it's literally just for that reason

and I'm not picking on India just the

communist movement there

which is I am isn't it aligned with the

uh

the demo the liberal Democrats over

there I'm not sure

yeah Paul moron that's another one Paul

moron

so you see it's like there's this

network of people

who have an extremely hideous

understanding of Communism and Marxism

which I quite honestly depresses me not

just because they exist but because I

just it just seems like they're all like

that

like they have hegemony over what

communism means right now on an

international level

and it's very easy for me to understand

why so many different types of people

hate communism right now because of it

right

thank you so much our will sounds like

some transatlantic deep State stuff stay

strong

yeah yes being born in a non-western

country does not make you based look at

Luna oi and look at fucking Hakeem look

at Hugo pink they don't even live in

America at all

a lot of this filth and sickness

is international let's just own up to

the fucking truth stop fucking

pretending it's just an American problem

it's not

it's part it's an American Empire

problem sure but a lot of these colonies

of the American Empire it's produced a

lot of cocksuckers who have gotten used

to being the bitches of America's Empire

and

the bitches of America's establishment

like Hakeem and Hugo pink

you know there's there's the saying it's

always the viceroys in the colony who

are the most vicious cunts when you have

a colonial Empire the native population

is not that bad

but the colonial the the elites of the

colonial system abroad are always the

most vicious disgusting cunts that's why

in our stomach we Americans cannot stand

Europe's intellectual Elite we fucking

hate them we hate the European ruling

class because they are

the beneficiaries of the American

International Empire

and they're the most vicious Defenders

of it

right they're the avant-garde of the

American Empire on a cultural level on a

political level on an ideological level

and this holds true for a lot of third

world countries as well these are

vicious vicious cunts they're the enemy

of mankind or the vicious enemies of

their own people

but they're also enemies of us

and the American people just like our

Empire is

to continue what I was talking about

though

I

think there's something extremely

perverse about mainstream Marxism

leninism even on an international level

where for them

it is this kind of like

mascot of social democracy Lenin's image

his face

everything you think of in your brain

neurologically on a physical

neurological level every unconscious

Association that comes to your head when

it comes to Communism

is just right now a mascot of

international social democracy

and so how to actually appreciate

communism on a like an existential level

on that fucking level

nobody seems interested in that

right

and that's why it's very frustrating for

me

I don't have comrades on an

international level I don't and then the

worst part is that people who can

perceive that problem end up just

becoming dogmatic about different

ideologies throwing the baby out with

the bath water that's how a lot of

people become ex-communists and start to

adopt these other syncretic ideologies

and you know alternatives

which are a Road to Nowhere right

I just think it's a big problem

there are no comrades

we don't have comrades we don't I mean

the Communist Party of the Russian

Federation that's an obvious one right

but there is an international struggle

for the soul of Communism going on right

now it's a struggle for the soul of

communism

and these Social Democratic cocksuckers

are winning they're winning in terms of

hegemony

how about Chinese Communists thankfully

because the Communist Party of China is

in power they are isolated from this

problem they have nothing to do with it

because they're already in power they

have their own institutions and their

own reality

like their own movement they they're

fine that

they're they're completely disconnected

from this

it's pretty it's pretty um disheartening

and depressing

like I know this is a superficial way of

looking at things like when I go on

Twitter and I see this post of like

Communists in

Communists in um some random third world

country are protesting right now and

they're like sharing the pictures of

them and it gets like 5 000 likes I'm

cringing out so fucking hard

I'm cringing out at this specific

aestheticization that's going on

which

just it just feels like it's just this

kind of

it's experienced and sensed by these

people it's like a triumphant and

orgasmic reveling in liberalism and

social democracy but to even a more

extreme way right

I just I can't get the image out of my

fucking head of some and this is deep

misogyny I have

for in relation to International

communism some fucking bitch from

Brooklyn wearing glasses who's just like

marching right this is what I think of I

just when they when they when they try

to connote the militancy of Communism I

just think of some stupid bitch living

in Brooklyn who's wearing glasses like

militantly Marching for our rights

you are just an angry bitch you're not a

communist you're an angry bitch because

you're ugly and you're you got rejected

in your life

and you're a fucking resentful bitch who

was raised as a princess and you didn't

get what you wanted in life so you

decided to become a communism as an

outlet for your own fucking personal

psychological Grievances and this is the

actual conversation I wanted to get to

and have today which I think is probably

going to be the toughest one of all and

it's going to require a lot of

introspection even on your guys's part I

mean I've spent my life doing this right

I just feel like other people haven't

let's settle something okay

politics and ideology as it stands

is just an outlet for your psychological

problems it has nothing to do with any

movement

I need I need to strongly strongly

emphasize this because a lot of people

seem to not understand this I need to

strongly emphasize the fact that

whatever ideology you think you have

whatever politics you think you have

adopted

that is just a

way in which you are trying to resolve

deep psychological

psychopersonal problems

and it has nothing to do with any

movement there's no communist movement

so don't worry about that it has nothing

to do with any movement it has nothing

to do with any social cause it has

nothing to do with anything going on in

reality you are using this symbolism and

this ideology

and and this um history and these

stories as a way to resolve your own

personal psychological problems there is

no discourse there is no hey what should

we be doing right now Hayes

hey Hayes what's the plan

what should we do

how should we go forward

how should we

um continue doing what we're doing oh

how are we going to overthrow the the

the state what's how do we do the

revolution Haze what's square one square

one is the fact that you don't give a

fuck about any of this

I promise you you don't

for some reason and I actually we're

going to explore the various reasons

this is going to be a very

psychologically heavy stream

but you have adopted this idea of

Communism as a way to cope

with very personal problems in your life

now let's just be honest about something

how many of you guys

can correlate the time in which you

became interested in communist ideas

with problems going with sorry with

problems happening at the family level

at your household when you were raised

in your household

and you went through some kind of

problem

let's start with that

how many of you

became interested in communist ideology

because of problems you experienced

at the household level

there are two types of people I've ever

seen who are calling themselves

Communists running around calling

themselves Communists only two and if

you're an exception to this I want you

to tell your story because I'm actually

just interested

one is someone who had problems with

their family somehow along the way

and the other

is someone who was born in like a family

a communist family

now you guys

are probably different because this is

my community after all okay

I can guarantee you you're gonna look at

90 of Communists outside of this

community it's because of

family problems

Dugan said something which was pretty

um interesting

and I've I've actually observed this and

noticed this although it doesn't apply

to me and I'll for reasons I'll explain

it doesn't apply to me

um but I have observed it in others

that communism results from having a

missing mother

whereas fascism is about the absence of

the father so Communists are trying to

fill

the vacuum of the mother

and fascists are trying to fill the

vacuum of the father Dugan made that

observation

which I said that is so true

at least in terms of the ones that

existed that is so so fucking true there

is somehow a relationship between mommy

problems and communism

somehow a very strong one

thank you so much emila appreciate it I

wanted to find a way to cope and analyze

911

interesting

um

where I I don't think it's accurate for

Soviet communism because Soviet

communism

filled the mother void

and the father void was Stalin

and the reason is because communism is

inherently for Orphans right it's for

people who don't have any parents at all

on some level

that's why in dystopian totalitarian uh

uh you know

fiction and in some anecdotal cases in

actual reality

to be at committed communist which is

only supposed to ever be like five to

ten five maybe five percent of the

population a very it's like it's like

the mat the mom looks or the janissaries

of the Ottoman Empire right to be a

committed communist activist

you have to put it before your family

in history in the Soviet Union for

example the story of Pavel morozov was

like the exemplary story told to come

some old youth which was something like

his father or his grandfather or

something was stealing

from he was stealing grain at a time of

a famine and he ratted him out to the

authorities

after which case he was killed by his

own father and family and he became a

martyr because of that

and the story of that was not to produce

a distrust or animosity between children

and their parents in the Soviet Union

but the exact opposite effect what it

was supposed to what it was supposed to

do is basically say

listen to your parents obey your parents

stay at home because when you start to

get involved in the business of the

state as like a full-time committed

activist

which means you can actually enter the

ranks of power

you have to realize this is beyond

family this is beyond everything you

know when you're familiar with

that was more the effect it more kind of

had this effect of psychologically

speaking like

communism is for Orphans in some sense

right

which is why it's not for the majority

of people who are just supposed to live

their life as normal people but people

are supposed to

be brought to understanding and um

learning about that exceptional event

just so a very clear understanding of

the relation between the communist state

and the local parochial family

two they have to be completely separate

right otherwise you're dealing with a

kind of feudalistic nepotistic and

tribalistic Society thank you so much

mayakovsky NATO bombed Serbia when I was

a kid and so for people of my generation

anti-imperialism comes instinctively and

communism comes naturally from that

that's interesting I don't think you

guys are psychologically fucked up

for the most part

I just I'm trying to explore the reasons

why leftists have such a hideous ugly

view of communism

and I have concluded it is a result of

household problems

and problems with the mother in

particular

is what I observed

but in any case

um

I was watching a podcast today of

Hillary Clinton and Condoleezza Rice

and they were explaining and justifying

U.S interventionism

and the basic

uh point of their argument was kind of

something along the lines of oh if

Gaddafi starts killing his people are we

just supposed to take a step back and

watch if Putin invades his Nader

neighbor are we just supposed to take a

step back and watch

and I was for for a second I

was no longer a conspiracy theorist and

I started to entertain the idea

that the way the state works is that

it's just filled with people

who like genuinely do reason that way

and have convinced themselves of that

that line of reasoning because it

immediately makes sense to them

now when you introduce history to the

mix

see my impression

is that Hillary Clinton is just a very

stupid uneducated woman

for for the first time I no longer saw

her as the epitome of a conspirator

who's behind the scenes and worshiping

moloch and all that kind of stuff I

genuinely saw her as just like a stupid

superficial woman who can't think past

you know maybe a decade or two of

History

because

the immediate level and by the way

modern is another word for immediate so

at this immediate modern level

you're right

oh yeah Gaddafi is doing this to his

people we have to do something about it

she said imagine we're in The Situation

Room

and you're being told oh North Korea's

flying missiles over our Ally Japan

China's bolstering its blue Nate it's uh

its um Navy in the Blue Waters we have

to do something about it what do you

want us to do just sit back with our

hands tied behind our back and I found

this perspective

so

um

I found it so uh disturbing right

because to me the way I was looking at

it is that this is actually how they see

things This Is How They experience it

insight into history

is not there

who cares about the past who cares about

history who cares about the conditions

of these things and their context it's

happening now we have to respond

and this is the perspective of the

people running the American Empire right

we can't step back and just let it

happen

well why were you stepping there in the

first place why do you have to step back

why were you even there in the first

place

oh of course we're there

because our new sphere

the projection of our mind

spans the entire globe

all the time and always as an extension

even of just our knowledge

of anything we are always

and already in a position of uniting our

knowledge and consciousness of the world

with the means with which to practically

intervene within it so when these people

see Putin invading Ukraine they say we

have what are we just going to sit back

and do nothing well you ex you think of

yourself having to stand back in the

first place because

you're already too close

you're already too close because you

have projected with your mind the new

sphere right

the entire Globe is your concern it's

your Affair you are already involved in

it it's already your business

not even because you have military bases

around the world and because

systemically you're already involved in

there

but because you have made no distinction

between your knowledge of the world

and the world itself

and that is the real secret of the

American Empire it's the discourse of

the University as lacan put it the

knowledge our institutions have of

reality and reality itself have to be

United as the same thing

and then I thought

see we have a retard in the chat and I

um on Iran I mean unsurprisingly their

name is Hakeem and he says that's not

what the new sphere is

Hakeem I just talked about the discourse

of the University which is also

coincidentally related to being unable

to synthesize ideas in a new context and

think about them in new ways and you've

just decided the new sphere has to only

mean the threshold of the relationship

between Mankind and nature as the

original Russian Cosmos said it couldn't

possibly be the case that there's a

geopolitical

and even metaphysical

aspect of new sphere

that goes far beyond

um the relationship between Mankind and

nature you said that's not what the new

sphere is well maybe you should have

reflected and thought about the sense in

which I'm using that word

in any case

in any case

it made me um think about like why I

have always been I guess a communist and

I think to me it's always been very

simple

because I've I've heard every

perspective I've I've listened to every

perspective even growing up

when I was someone who was just so

anti-us intervention in U.S Empire

I listen to their arguments because I

used to argue with them in school the

George Bush Defenders and those kinds of

people the neo-conservatives and I

listened to the perspective of people

like Condoleezza Rice and Hillary

Clinton why because my teachers were

giving me that perspective when I would

argue with them in class

and it made me think about at the core

at a very core core level

and it's it's something so interesting

right

because there was a time when I hated

Islam and I hated my own culture and you

know I was just a full atheist and yada

yada yada and I thought America was more

advanced and Superior

but what's so

beautiful to me I'm just gonna say it it

is beautiful

in my view is that looking back this

entire time

the real core of every

thing I've ever cared about

has been

standing up to the American Empire

that's always what it's been about it's

always been about

there's just this war of partisans of of

global partisans Rogue States

different groups

um

different people different forms of

resistance Che Guevara you know some

funny guys in Lebanon

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and what have they been fighting for I

mean they're they're so diverse

ideologically and they're so diverse

geographically and culturally and

religiously but what are they fighting

for

they're the bad guys I've I was raised

believe it or not

I was raised in public school and I

consumed American Media growing up so I

was raised with the idea that these are

the bad guys if you play Call of Duty

Modern Warfare 2 right now those are the

bad guys those are the bad guys oh what

are the Chinese doing what are the

Russians doing those bad guys are up to

something

and to me thinking about the fact

that not only are the bad guys fighting

for a reason that contains the secret

and the truth of our entire reality

but also

that there's a history of the of the bad

guys a forgotten history

of the bad guys

like

that Lenin unlocked the key for example

to overthrowing the Empire

and that this is a lost tradition

even an ancient tradition I would argue

but specifically the way in which see

it's it's a very

subtle Beauty you have to appreciate

about the history of communism

America represents

a

what is the word

an absolute threshold

of being Beyond which lies apocalypse

so we are here in the situation room and

North Korea's firing missiles over our

Ally Japan China is building up its Navy

Russia's invading Ukraine what do we do

right

beyond the threshold of our new sphere

of our unipolar world

is chaos and meaninglessness and nothing

we have to do something to stop this

and then learning about how in history

there were people

who did cross that line

and Despite All Odds made something of

it and build something of it when the

ruling class condemned them

and said and predicted you will fail you

will not succeed you will go nowhere

they built something new beautiful

things

incredible things things mankind has

never seen before

and more importantly they remembered

things

that were forgotten

because of this modernity This Here and

Now of we must do something now of

modernity

for me Lenin has this significance

Lenin already

walked the path

a path that's been forgotten by the way

but he walked it

and Stalin

who is the most faithful student of

Lenin

I mean led the Soviet Union a completely

different civilization

and he led it Faithfully he walked the

narrow and straight path like a saint

building this alternative world and this

alternative civilization knowing

precisely in all his infinite wisdom how

to act and how to intervene

not to be too one-sided to be balanced

to be dialectical to have this wisdom

and insight

and succeed when the west and the world

was saying you can't have a

proletarian dictatorship you can't have

a dictatorship of the people you'll fail

you'll fail

they didn't fail

they built up

one of the strongest civilizations and

empires in the history of the world

this is a completely different history

to me Lenin people like Lenin people

like Mao crossed the threshold

of what it means to be a human being

and explored what lies beyond that

they participated in a truly

mythological violence

out of which Rises

um

the stuff of civilization

so for me it is something sacred it's

not it's not a meme it's not I'm not a

benthamite utilitarian who says oh Lenin

was just a guy like me and I can be

relatable to him and he just wanted this

to happen

because he thought this policy would be

best and all he cared about people and

that's why he did it no for me we are

looking at the very Origins it's a it's

a with Walter Benjamin would call Divine

violence it's an encounter with the

sublime

that crosses the threshold of Extinction

right beyond the limit

of death life and death literally as a

matter of life and death I want to put

this in perspective guys

communism

is something people who were atheists

who had no

expectation of a reward

who had no expectation of um an

afterlife

so there is nothing pragmatic or

utilitarian about what they were doing

they died for this they took bullets for

it

and please forgive me for sounding crazy

but I I just don't think

that today's contemporary Communists are

made of the same stuff as those guys

I don't think they are I don't I think

for them this is just a

a matter of utility and I just think

it's a social

um

more on that I just it's a social

signifier but like I don't think they

actually believe in it

to the point where they would dedicate

their lives to it

unconditionally

to live and die for it I just don't feel

like that's the case for contemporary

so-called communists

now why is that is the question we have

to ask and we have to try and reflect on

and the only thing I can think of is

that

they have forgotten the origins of the

party

and when I say the party I mean the

institution that binds together

communism itself

the party the the the organization the

collective the socius

of Communism the discourse of Communism

they take it for granted and they allow

it to be reflected in the image

and so a lot of the time I feel like I'm

in the same

perspective as Martin Luther was at the

time of the Reformation all the things

he was saying about the Catholic church

I just maybe I'm wrong

not to offend Catholics I just strongly

feel

that this applies to the state of world

communism today I feel like every one to

one

all of the critiques of

the church that Luther was engaged in

have a one-to-one application to the

state of international communism

the kind of idolatry

where

No One Believes In it from their heart

they dwell

in the ready-made premises of communist

Association which they simply take for

granted

and don't actually from scratch derive

the essence of

an approximate individual level

and this leads to what finality it leads

to corruption it leads to indulgences

being sold and what are the modern day

indulgences well in the past they would

sell indulgences so in return for a

certain sum of gold you can go to heaven

and be absorbed and today of course the

Indulgence is clout it's social validity

and recognition which psychologically

probably activates more dopamine

receptors than gold ever did

it's clouds in return for getting

attention

I you know I will virtue signal as a

communist I will sell

I will sell

the sacred truth of Communism so one-up

my opponent

my adversary in the career climbing game

oh I'm a black Trans woman I'm suffering

more

I want to make more money than you so

I'm gonna fucking invoke the scripture

to fucking rise above my peers these

fucking people don't fucking believe in

it they're using it for selfish fucking

reasons

and they're using it for reasons

that are related to their fucking

careers

they don't at Social Capital they don't

fucking believe in it

they use it as a justification for their

own fucking corruption

and their career climbing bullshit

spencing the career climbing bullshit

look at that fucking retard keffels as

soon as they got legitimated after being

a communist as soon as they got

legitimated what did they fucking do by

the mainstream media they became a lib

and everyone was supposed to be happy

for them

you began as this hardcore revolutionary

communist and now what you're on the

cover of mainstream media and the

Democratic party and these you know the

liberal establishment and it's just a

seamless transition oh you Rose the you

climbed the career I'm so glad for you

I'm so happy for you you made it out of

this hell

that is communist

culture which none of us believe in but

which are only dwelling within because

we're so fucking resentful and we hate

our lives and we hate everything you

finally made it to the big screen

congratulations you're part of the

mainstream in essence Western Communists

are all revisionists they view communism

as something to be molded for their

therapy absolutely it's like am I the

only fucking person yeah that fucking

disgusting disgusting disgusting

degenerate Juniper that piece of shit

scum of scum scum of humanity

on Twitter Juniper the New York Times

but to speak more on them I get banned

on YouTube

these are disgusting spiritually

deficient and depleted people these are

the most disgusting immoral scumbags you

can think of

they are devoid of humanity they are

devoid of belief they are devoid of

Honor

their entire aesthetic they're Sublime

their their Event Horizon Beyond which

lies Sublime meaning

is when they remember how their feelings

got hurt

oh

I'm so compassionate for others heart

emoji I'm gonna help others

Bixby it's AOC right I'm gonna help

others

that's my fucking Event Horizon

this narcissistic fantasy

that I have

of compassion and empathy which actually

just reflects my own narcissism and

nothing else

let me let me announce something very

clearly because a lot of people think

and I'm not here to insult women but I

am a misogynist so I'm going to do it

anyway

this is not some women bullshit

what do I mean by this is not some women

bullshit communism it's not some women

bullshit

it's not something for you having mommy

issues and wanting a woman it's not some

women bullshit

what do I mean by that let me qualify

exactly what I mean by that

I think women bullshit is when you say

the truth and the object be damned this

is how I feel in my heart

or this is how I feel this is my

sentiment

I don't care about objective truth I

just have empathy for others so I'll do

anything for my baby

that's women bullshit

but

communism is about the object it's about

out there something being real out there

something being true

not about how you feel

not about how you uh have empathy for

others

not because you have a broken heart

but because the heart

of being is already

Cuban communism because she saw a nurse

take a cigarette break at the hospital

actually serious Keck I heard about that

thank you so much emila

communism means

something there out there not I'm so

empathetic and I want to help others no

no it's not about that it's not about

helping others

in the sense in which you're trying to

say

it's not what it's about

it's about the object

it's about objectivity

I don't mean this in an impersonal

scientific sense of fucking scientists

I'm saying this in the sense of this is

about the sacral heart of being

this is about the thing that gives

meaning to humanity and all of history

that's what it's about

it's and most people most Communists are

not Communists they are social Democrats

who are using communism as a mascot to

make a point

let me put it this way

you know when

um you know how most

again this sounds super misogynistic but

for some reason as a heuristic it just

works

I feel like all women believe they're

Priceless right

for some reason

and that when you when they take you to

court because you you know um insulted

them or something let's just say they're

like okay and I want you to pay me

whenever a woman judge like gives the

sentence like for example this is the

perfect one The Alex Jones one

they're like and I hereby demand you pay

one trillion dollars

to the families because it was so bad

when you did it it breaks my heart so

much one trillion dollars

thank you Janar so much appreciate it

thank you so much Jenna thank you so

holy fuck Jenna thank you so much

thank you so much man

when you're in court

when women are the judge in court they

have their what now are they doing this

because they're engaged in kind of an

objective

um

appreciation for how much money that is

and the extent to which it is possible

to pay that amount of money no they're

basically saying

your

Act of um

of immorality is priceless there is no

amount of money that could compensate

the Heartbreak that these parents went

through therefore I'll just fucking make

it one gazillion dollars

because there is no amount of money that

can fill the void

of an aching heart

right by the way I'm not saying I hate

women because of this I'm just saying

it's a very womanly thing to do

and it's human nature there's nothing

wrong with that right if if they weren't

like this we probably wouldn't you know

have gone this far anyway but I'm just

saying we should understand these

differences

but here's the problem when it comes to

things that are the domain of

things that are not just personal right

the problem is that there is a price

because you're taking someone to court

so there is a price and it has to be a

reasonable price it has to be one that's

based in reality not based in the extent

to which it's impossible

now what does this have to do with

Communism well when you think about it

most American leftists who call

themselves communists

are just like that judge although

instead of demanding a trillion dollars

they're demanding full communism and

it's not because they have adopted this

objective communist stance it's because

their basic point is there's so much

Injustice in our society and there's so

much wrong it's so unfair I should say

that we may as well have full communism

just like the judge said you may as well

owe a trillion dollars they're saying we

may as well have communism

But ultimately the concrete demand

behind the woman which is what I'm

trying to say The Man Behind the woman

see okay when the judge says I want a

trillion dollars The Man Behind the

woman is just dead it's I want you to be

bankrupt and I want you to be out of a

job and I want you to lose everything

that's the man behind the woman okay The

Man Behind the woman

when it comes to

American communism or International

communism even Hakeem and Hugo pink it's

just social democracy none of them

actually expect a communist program to

succeed none of them expect any kind of

Revolution to happen they don't expect

anything like that happen but what they

do is that they feel this gives stronger

Credence and emphasis on the concrete

and realistic pragmatical Social

Democratic politics that is like

reflected in actual reality so it's like

a mascot for social democracy

oh you're lucky we don't have full

communism because Bernie was the

Compromise

Bernie is the Compromise

remember that slogan they used to say

Bernie is the compromise no he's not

no he's not he's not even your truth

your truth is Biden your truth is the

Democratic Party

that's where you are that's what you

objectively are

you will never admit it either to

yourself or others

but in reality and in the objective

sense of the word not in terms of how

you feel objectively speaking that is

where you are and that is with whom you

are aligned you want to know proof

every time there is a contradiction

every single time

that pits red versus blue you take blue

side

on everything

Elon Musk Elon Musk says I'm gonna unban

everyone

wow it just so happens that you're on

the side of the Democrats on that one

even though he's saying hypothetic like

yeah I'm gonna allow Communists to

freely say whatever they want without

getting banned you're you're just

instinctually against him why is that

because you're a whore you're a whore

and your pimp is the Democratic Party

your man is the Democratic Party

you're a whore and a prostitute

and the Democratic party is your man

that is your phallus

and you are just some whore nothing more

I am sick of dealing

with

I'm sick of having to deal with whores

let's fight the man we're not gonna

fight his whores we're gonna fight the

man

We're not gonna get caught up fighting

his fucking prostitutes we're fighting

the man not his bitch

that's our fucking enemy

we will not entertain

some other man's bitch anymore that's

not politics that's not fucking

discourse

this is what communism is about

this is what it's about

a class war it's a class war

it's a real class war by the way not the

idea of one but a real one

where you fight the power that be you

fight the man in power that's what

communism is about it's about men

raising their arms fighting the man in

power

but Communists in the west are too

caught up

talking to and arguing with the man's

whore and the man's prostitutes those

bitches are not where power is they're

just taught this this this that's not

that's nothing that's a cockroach it's

nothing thank you so much Tom Smith I

was alone thank you so much for three

years creating my own way like G.K

Chesterton found Orthodoxy after trying

to found his own heresy I found the

golden path in sultanas following you to

the ends of the Earth thank you so much

Thomas thank you so much salsa American

leftists become Communists so they can

call themselves former Communists and

it's that's the biggest insult of all is

you were never a communist right thank

you so much amila appreciate you so much

holy paste and freckles rise gorilla Sun

gorilla Sun

oh my God holy fuck amirio thank you so

much for the 20. thank you so much

but people have lost sight of this truth

they've lost sight of the fucking fact

communism

it's like I want to say

it's the concern of men

it's just that I don't mean it literally

obviously women have played a very

strong role in the history of Communism

I just mean it in just this more

abstract psychological sense

this is not a fucking

this is not gossip between bitches

well we're gonna argue who's more moral

who's that it doesn't fucking matter who

has power

who's holding a gun who has the gun

that's what fucking matters

right what did Mao say all political

power comes out of the barrel of a gun

he didn't say who fucking is more

crawlier and more suffering than the

other fucking person

he said it's it comes out of here

there is no communist movement in

America there's a bunch of people who

are psychologically fucked up and

they're using politics and they're using

ideology because they're fucking lonely

and they want to just find people they

can be friends with because they fucking

abandon their families for whatever

fucking reason

it's got nothing at all to fucking do

with any movement out there nothing at

all it's an internal psychological

problem thank you so much EJ appreciate

you

appreciate you so much

I reflected and I always I'm very I'm a

very introspective person

the thing that has guided me

consistently throughout my entire

journey ideologically and politically is

and I never I didn't even always realize

this right

I will never take a breath living

without fighting this Empire

that's what I'm fucking here for now why

do I want to fight the empire

because I don't believe it's lies

I don't believe them

I don't believe the lies they say I

choose to remember something

when I was a Shia islamist I chose to

remember the martyrdom of Imam Hussein

and when I was a communist I chose to

remember

the sacred history of Communism and

martyrs like Che Guevara

and the Chinese Communists who fought

and the Russian Communists who fought

the Nazis and who fought in the Civil

War

and who fought in the revolution

but it's always been about memory it's

always been about

the American modernity which says here

and now we must do something we must do

something no

no we must not do something

we cannot do anything

because we are not here

Our Truth is in the past

Hillary Clinton said

I want to overthrow Gaddafi because what

am I going to supposed to step back and

let him kill his own people

who are you who the fuck are you

to be there in the first place how did

you get there how did you get there how

did you get there what is your history

what is your past what is your tradition

bitch you have none

you have no tradition

so you think you're here you're always

always here you have no past and no

tradition you are pure contemporaneity

and pure modernity Putin invaded Ukraine

are we supposed to sit back and do

nothing

what were you doing before Putin invaded

Ukraine why were you there

why were you there in the first place

you forgot that you want to make earth

forget I refuse to forget I choose to

remember

that's the meaning of memory

it's one continuous gaslighting

it's one continuous gaslighting

we are supposed to pretend we are here

and now we are not here and now

now is not here

now is somewhere else

that is the beginning of tradition that

is the flame of tradition

tradition

many people have this confused tradition

doesn't mean I'm gonna jack off to

neoclassical Aesthetics on Twitter

prediction memes I will form a chain of

memory I will cohere

they hear and now with what was then I

will make not only now meaningful but

where I came from where I am going and

where I am here now part of one

indivisible absolute that's what

tradition means tradition means I

remember where I came from

how I got here in the first place and

only upon remembering how I got here in

the first place can I have the right to

answer the question what now must I do

what now must I do is because I remember

how I got here in the first place I do

not have an unconditional modernity I do

not have an unconditional

contemporaneity

my modernity modern modernity meaning

here right here and now

contemporaneity

this delivers me to my Origins

I refuse to continue to take flight from

them

this is why I am a communist and nothing

else

many of you thank you so much GL

many of you think

that you can simply live in this world

and you wouldn't have to care right for

me it's like I notice how much mental

energy and Faith even the most passive

of people give to this this can this

this Continuum that somehow never

remembers itself of American modernity

and of modernity where they don't

remember

they take for granted

what we're fed what we're being told

when I played Call of Duty when I was a

kid

I couldn't just blindly enjoy it I

couldn't

I had Arab cousins and friends and I was

like how can you play this fucking game

and kill your fellow Arabs

and they're like oh who cares man it's

just fun

and it's like I understand that now I'm

not Autistic or whatever maybe I was

it's like it didn't make sense to me

what do you mean it's just blind fun

right

I want somehow the world to reflect

the truth

based maybe that is autistic history

before he answered the question what is

to be done

precisely

I'm gonna be honest

I can play video games

I could probably play the new Call of

Duty now

but I won't do it I won't play a fucking

game

where I'm gonna be shooting Iranians and

shooting Russians

I wish I could just look past all that

shit and fucking do it

is that autistic that I can't fucking do

it I can't do it there's something it

just feels wrong

it feels fucking wrong right

am I paranoid for like thinking this

site this has a psychological effect on

you where it numbs you and desensitizes

you to getting used to lies

to getting used to the stories they I

mean maybe the smartest of people can

just look past all of it the most

brilliant people I could kind of see

where you're coming from if you can do

that I just but for me it's just like I

feel like I don't want to get used to

this

and I know it's just a video game

but I think it's ugly is my problem and

it to me everything's about art and I

don't like doing ugly things because it

makes me feel sick in my stomach

actually it's it's like a funny story

when I was when I was in Middle School

which is when this shit came out

I was the kid that kept playing Halo is

it because my parents couldn't afford

the new Call of Duty they could afford

it if I asked them I didn't want it

I didn't fucking want it

I wanted to play Halo

wanna know why because in Halo I didn't

have to kill my fellow away rabs

that's why I could just killed

space things and he and then I was too

stupid to understand that even Halo

was technically about the the war on

terror like you know the neoconservative

atheist Empire versus the religious

fanatics but you know that's just like

that's like a metaphor right it's not

Direct

I kept playing Halo 3. all I was on Xbox

360. all my friends were playing Call of

Duty 4. Call of Duty 4 Call of Duty 4. I

said no I'm still playing Halo and you

want to play Halo nobody did there's

some guy

in Australia who played Halo with me

and he was like on my friends list it

was my only friend one of my only

friends and I would just play custom

games with 16 other random people in

lobbies and that would be the people I I

could meet my own friends not playing

thank you again when you already know

the contents of the Apple

exactly that's exactly it

did you guys hear what Jay Grimes just

said they insult you by telling you to

eat the fucking Apple when you already

know what's inside we have to do it

again I don't want to do it again

I don't want to do it again

that's a pretty brilliant way of putting

it

actually

it's a quite brilliant way of putting it

bring you so much sitter right

appreciate it blind fun is a hedonistic

cope might as well engage in orgies or

watch prawn all day to Max your youth I

think that's the reason and I think this

is that a bit sad and tragic I hated

Sports I couldn't get into sports maybe

this is autism but I the way I saw it is

like what's the point

of sports why should I care why should I

get involved

why should I care about this right now I

I'm not going to raise my kids if I have

them to think this way because I'm going

to explain to them how you can't take

for granted your skill it's fun to put

your skill to the test

because you can never take it for

granted but I decided to take it for

granted and just say I don't care if I

win or lose this dumb game what am I

fighting for thank you so much Johnny

Halo 3 odsd was actually kind of based

they built new Mombasa which is an

African super City

it is that game is cool as a whole Halo

3 is a great game

but the way the way I thought about it

was just like what is the purpose am I

is this a war I'm fighting in I'll do

that I'll fight for a war I'll Fight For

a Cause

give me a reason to do this right

why should I do it

that's why I didn't understand it

nope I I mean I I like sports now even

though I don't play them I'm obviously a

very athletic person

but I didn't understand competitive

Sports when I was growing up I did not

fucking understand them but thank you so

much tug try skateboarding if you don't

like sports

foreign

the thing that makes me angry though the

most fucking angry

I can't look

at communist imagery anymore without

being reminded

of the people who aestheticize it today

and that's what makes me fucking sad

there's something so fundamentally

corrupt

about 21st century communism

it is spiritually empty

it is devoid of meaning

it's the communism of minions a bunch of

minions coming together

and it's this

modernity of Here and Now

forget where you came from don't

remember anything

let's go get more Health Care

let's get that health care right

we have to people are dying

vote for Joe Biden people are dying harm

reduction

arm reduction

you can get on your fucking knees

and suck my and choke on my fucking dick

I don't live in your situation room

here is not now is not here now is not

here

it's arm reduction no you suck my cock

now is not here

you act like Hillary did in The

Situation Room when she felt like she

had to make the choice of whether to

step back and do nothing when Gaddafi

was killing his own people

what if it was never your fucking place

to do anything bitch

it's not my place to vote

do you understand where I'm coming from

now The Angst of activism of acting now

that is the LIE of American modernity

and to me communism has always meant the

opposite of that

it's not a Praxis

with which to act

at all

communist Praxis

is the beginning of a tradition thank

you so much

what you're talking about tonight is

what intuitively set infrared apart for

me the rest of these Communists just

seemed cringe unprincipled and weak even

when I didn't understand anything about

communism

and they are they are

they are so filthy and corrupt

you you would not fucking believe how

disgusting these Communists are you

would not fucking believe it these are

such sickening fucking people they are

so corrupt to their fucking core it

would make you sick

because you have to

you have to think of it this way right

how does someone go about base thank you

so much Jake Ryan I should clarify I

mean Apple in a biblical sense

I know

I know

guys thank you so much Jay Grimes guys

how does someone go about

today

uh calling themselves a Marxist

leninister a communist in America like

for example that fat disgusting fuck

chair lady

or cold empanadas

or swamp communist

what led them to start identifying with

um the imagery of Mao

whose image actually you can see

right there

can't see it now because Jake Grimes is

don't know

um but it's like right behind it

um what led them to start identifying

with this imagery how did they start

telling themselves

Lenin was good Stalin was good communism

was good what does that mean for them

what does that mean to them and when you

realize that for them

for them it's like

it's it's not that they see any beauty

in it they don't see anything beautiful

about it or Sublime I should say really

the correct word here is Sublime right

they don't appreciate anything Sublime

about this history

rather for them these are vulgar mascots

that bear Testament to some unresolved

resentment and bitterness and

viciousness they Harbor toward the world

Lenin for them is an avatar of personal

resentment

that is how they have

blasphemed the sacred history of

communism

they have blasphemed it

we need to be honest about something

there is nothing personal

about communism

if you are here because you want health

care if you are here because you want

anything you are corrupt

I'm a communist because

I

feel more entitled to have things that I

don't have now

in a country like America you are trying

to initiate yourself into this dead

ideology that has no mass movement

that has no program

so you're not a mass worker you're a

person

who is indulging in this ideology

I mean what leads you to care about

Community why do you care about politics

why do you care about ideology at all

what leads you to give a fuck about any

of that

don't tell me it's because you're a good

person because I don't believe you

because I'm so exhausted I'm in Brooklyn

and I work in Starbucks all day and I'm

so exhausted

go fuck yourself

go fuck yourself

you fucking bitch

you're exhausted I don't give a fuck and

it's not society's fucking problem that

you're exhausted you're just a dumb

incompetent retard

Lennon doesn't give a fuck about the

fact you're exhausted Stalin doesn't

either and no one in the history of

Communism has ever related to your

origin story none of them you'd have you

have nothing to do with them

I'm so exhausted and tired of all the

Injustice in the world

so leave this world I mean that

sincerely and I mean by that I mean go

to Mars with Elon Musk

I'm so exhausted

communism is not for people

who are looking for release

communism is for people who have already

found that

that's why Lenin called people

Philistines because he already found his

meaning he already found his

reconciliation he found his purpose in

life for him he was at

he was reconciled with his his story and

his he knew his mission and he did it

well

these people

are like ah

I didn't get to like live in a Manhattan

high-rise apartment I guess I'll just be

like a communist and until like I can be

like until like some billionaire marries

me

until I can become like kefles and just

like

like enter the mainstream and I won't

have to be a communist anymore

it's a purgatory

it's a Purgatory that's what it is

see

I believe in the Asiatic principle

of

Heavenly Bliss

I think people like Lenin and Stalin and

Mao were in a state of Nirvana always

right by the way you should see what

people said about Paul Pott how calm he

was

always in a state of Nirvana we're not

going to talk about him

but the main figures in communist

history they're in a state of bliss

mentally in in terms of their inner

spiritual world

they are so reconciled and so at peace

Stalin

he was like an orthodox monk he was a

monk

look at paintings of Stalin this is

actually how he was he was extremely

calm extremely chill right

he understands his place in the world

same with Lenin

they they are in

Nirvana right

Mao same way

these are not people who are using

politics

as a way to solve their story and solve

their personal problems they are Beyond

any personal problem

in terms of their inner and their outer

life yeah they're still involved in all

this different shit but in their inner

internal spiritual life

they're far beyond it yeah she president

XI in China is this way

this is and and Saints in the history of

religions they're also like this right

now I happen to be an angry fucking guy

because I'm on camera all the time

but in person

I am fatally calm

unless I have to fight someone but other

than that

I am in a state of

well now that I'm moving I am in this

fucking anxiety whatever state

admittedly but usually

this is what I Aspire toward right

foreign

you have to be at to be a communist

you need to be at ease you need to be

you need to have forgiven your father

you need to have forgiven your mother

you need to you need to be okay with

your such you can't be oh I'm exhaust no

you need to be fine you need to be okay

if you're using communism as your ticket

out of your problem

you're abusing this sacred tradition

and I am risking Madness by doing this

at the risk of sounding

like a schizophrenic crazy crackhead

I think

that everyone else who's a communist in

America

is wrong

and there that I think there is a

tradition of communist history I think

it wasn't always like this

I think in the times of the Bolsheviks

and in the times

of legendary Communists throughout

history that they were not like this

that's a bold thing to say

but that's what I'm saying they were not

like the Communists you have today

there's a complete disconnect and

there's something that was completely

forgotten

which is there's no trace of it

in today's Communists none at all

I believe in a lost mythical communist

past

that is nowhere present in the world

today in the form of any mass movement

even in the Communist Party the Russian

Federation where is the avant-garde

movement where is the new

orientation that responds to the calling

of the era I don't see it

and so we are in a desert right now

we are in a desert a spiritual and

existential desert

all I have ever been trying to do is get

out of this desert and Maga communism

was that because my view was that

by harnessing the

temp the

uh what would you call this

the

templexity or the kind of

way in which Maga was disturbing the

timeline right

we could hitch a ride onto the Maga

movement

to actually revive the mythological and

lost origins of communism

I think paleolinist is a beautiful word

and I'm gonna steal that

yes paleo leninism

archae or RKO stalinism RKO leninism

no no RKO Marxism is the word

the word is RKO Marxism we need to very

much very much get used to that word RKO

Marxism

archao Marxism yes

to me Maga communism like the basic idea

of Maga communism is that

uniting the ideas of Communism with the

Maga movement will somehow revive this

lost past

Maga very Ambiguously was supposed to be

about the Lost past of America

but it can also become the last past of

communism because it's it is in the

direction it's like a vector in the

direction of lost past in general so all

manner of lost Traditions have an

opportunity to see their day in the Sun

including communism and for me this is

what Maga communism was about

the Lost past of communism

being revived

make communism great again

I don't fucking know

and we can figure out some better name

out

Mikka

that's what it was always about for me

modernity is like this endless

refresh button refresh refresh refresh

refresh I want you to think of what

modernity really means instead of

thinking of modernity

as a era modernity is always ever see

for example modernity is not okay

beginning in 1700 that's the modern era

no modernity is a refresh button

constant constant constant refresh

constantly refreshing right constant

liquidation constantly constantly trying

to reset the slate and reset the

timeline

to me the significance of Marxism at

least at the level of time at the level

of modernity

is that while this refreshing thank you

so much

reminds me of the old streams where you

repeatedly made the case that in the

past MLS were cutting edge able to have

great foresight just as there is an

acceleration into the future so too does

the past deepen precisely

precisely thank you so much voidberg

appreciate you so much

yeah modernity is every Monday that's a

good way of putting it actually believe

it or not

constant refresh

but the significance of Marxism

is that

even while you're refreshing

you're still seeing the same thing

so Marxism is this red pill that allows

you to remember

we're trying to get back to my

grandfather on the shores of Normandy

was fighting for a communist America I

have to go back in time and bring it to

him thank you so much soapbox that's

precisely that it's a real timeline yes

not a hypothetical one it's precisely it

so the significance of Marxism as far as

this constant refreshing is concerned

is actually quite simple

Marxism wants us to remember all of the

things that show up

when the page appears

and some content starts to show up on

the page we refreshed it

and then it shows up again and we

refreshed it

and then Marxism stopped and it said

wait a second there's something on this

page

there's something here

you know the movie Groundhog Day where

someone relives the same day over and

over again all Marxism is is the red

pill that says you were already here

's why this day keeps repeating because

this is what matters

about this day

there's a symptom there's a problem that

results in this day constantly getting

refreshed

and by being able to remember that

problem

you can actually see tomorrow

come to pass

thank you so much malty what is your

opinion of rising neocon parties like

Roger ptb slash pvda in the socially

right turn that Nordic silk Dems party

have been making recently

I have no uh insight into any of that I

don't I have not I don't know anything

about any of that I've never heard of

socially right turn that Nordic Social

Democratic

surely not the establishment ones

those have to be like Splinter parties

okay

now

there's something we're gonna watch

together that I haven't seen yet it's

from that at the

Russian communist

animation Channel and they have like a

new video they uh released today which I

want to watch

so let's watch it together

I I I can't really tell you anything

about the content

of this video I just want to see it

foreign

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yeah today

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foreign

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myself

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together

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um

well I mean uh it's better than

it's obviously better than Western uh

communistic Aesthetics

not horrible but

watch the highlights no no hold on give

me a second

foreign but I have to make a small

criticism or at least an observation

did you notice they had those glasses

how come you don't have those glasses in

uh classical Marxism

the glass is a false consciousness which

in this animation go far beyond the

bounds of traditional Marxist conception

of false consciousness like a completely

agnostic view that you're being

brainwashed about reality entirely

because of your lack of investment

and this specific political ideology

this reflects probably the most clearly

the problem of Western communism

it cannot

it pretends to unders have a class

analysis and traditional Marxist

application of class analysis to reality

but it cannot really coherently make

sense of

this question of Consciousness with the

glasses like

what are the things

that make reality intelligible coherent

and meaningful to people

what does it mean to engage in a

critique of ideology

do you just take the glasses off and

you're in reality

unfortunately it's not that simple

is correct

truth has the structure of a fiction

so you're always wearing glasses you

can't just take them off

because it's the

it's not just confidence transcendental

Horizon

uh that makes reality intelligible

because that's just belonging to the

realm of conceptual reason this

transcendental screen must be applied to

the libidinal

and psychosocial level

which

Western Communists are the Communists in

general across the world are completely

deficient in being able to do I'm gonna

actually make

an observation a friendly and comradly

criticism even of many Chinese

Communists youth the youth wing of the

Communist Party in China which I am

following somewhat marginally but I will

make to them a comradly criticism I will

also do this to the Russian communists

my comradly criticism

is that

speaking in terms of the critique of

ideology

there is a deficiency in the ability to

possess a Marxist understanding

of

the

psychosocial and libidinal forces

that

people invest thank you so much Donovan

appreciate you holy fuck thank you so

much for the 50.

there's a strong deficiency in the

ability

to understand

um the question of how can there be an

objective reality in the age of social

media

and in the age of the internet in the

age of mass popular culture more

importantly how can you reconcile the

difference between ideological Duty and

the enjoyment of mass culture now not to

critique the Chinese Communists for this

they have a different culture

but in the youth wing of the Communist

Party of China one of their mascots is

like an anime

girl

and maybe in their cultural context

this somehow fits

but to me this is a kind of awkward

um like uh

inability to distinguish

the things that people enjoy

psychologically and

the impersonal political Duty that is

established at an Institutional level

or even an ethical level for a communist

but the problem is where does one begin

and where does one end

communism has to somehow be made sexy

but it can't be

because it's not sexy

you know

so my advice to the Russian and Chinese

Communist comrades

take I'm just speaking as someone who

has

you can say I'm a scholar right my

scholarly advice

is to try and search for the meaning of

communism

in the sublime what are the sublime

Origins

of the Communist Party

because the encounter with it at the

phenomenal level is also Sublime

it's not a partial object like Gillis de

los

delos how do you pronounce his name was

a theorist of partial objects that's

like what an anime

character is it's a partial object it's

a partial enjoyment

like the you know the worst Defender is

the Japanese Communist party where they

have the anime girl singing the song

I'll show it to you if you want to uh

if anyone has um

unwell feelings

these see a therapist and log out of the

stream right now

because this may strongly aggravate

your feelings of self

dissatisfaction I don't know how much I

could say on YouTube but

if you're if you're near any harmful or

dangerous objects please step away and

then exit the Stream

okay but I know you guys are familiar

with this

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IST and got taken over by Trotsky as

senso stem types many such cases

thank you so much voidberg I didn't know

that

but in any case

so

what's the problem

this is a partial object

figure and then you move on

there needs to be a reset a re-encounter

with the sublime origins of communist

belief and communist ideology

and only after that Sublime

um

that's revelatory Sublime encounter

which may have to be nuclear war who

fuck knows

uh I'm just kidding but at this point

who fucking knows

um

only then will it be possible

to have a correct aesthetic

what does it mean to have a correct

aesthetic it means to

depict things and produce things that

are worthy

of communist ideas

and the history of Communism and the

meaning of this history

why why did the Socialist realists

understand this

how why did they produce

I'll give you an example okay

I'll give you an example

so what overall aesthetic and view of

the world

leads people

to produce the following differences

okay I just want to uh ask this question

and pose this question

um so this

you have to think about the

understanding of being and the world to

produce this kind of work of art

or this one is kind of famous One the

steel workers it's a common theme in

Social serialism

okay and then versus this

do these reflect

different

um

radically different

relationships to the sublime

how are these part of the same history

is my question

how is this

part of the same history as this

where in this

do you find anything like this

you see where in any of this do you find

even the smallest Trace

of this aesthetic and this world view

from tone to the emotions it evokes and

it's supposed to evoke

the way it makes you feel

the kind of response it elicits from you

is and I understand times change but

is the 2022 version of this really this

does this succeed

in eliciting the same feeling

that this does are there things in this

that are missing in this let's let's

actually do a little analysis

uh art criticism a mediocre one this one

you can already see there's a strong

sense of Radiance

the color grading the tone it's a strong

sense of Radiance and although there's

kind of a sense of optimism there's also

a sense of groundedness this person's

wearing a traditional hat she's wearing

something traditional he's wearing

something traditional

is our ordinary men and women but

there's a this is masculine dominated in

terms of its

um the people in it

and then the feminine elements because

it always has to be a combination of

both in every work of art is relegated

to this kind of collectivity this kind

of uh

working for the motherland right or some

some kind of socialist community

um

there's something very rugged about this

there's something about this that looks

like these are people who have gone in

the dirt and through the dirt right

um

these are people who have resigned

themselves and committed themselves

fully to a cause these are people

fighting for something right

there's a strong sense of solidity

now what does this evoke oh my God

first of all this woman has her mouth

open

so this depicts a what is this

it depicts some fucking squealing bitch

in Brooklyn

um squealing about something and look

he's also soy facing over here

and this guy just is kind of smiling

this depicts a kind of strong sense of

like meekness right their Meek they're

just like extremely

um harmless oh come join us we're

harmless We're Not Gonna actually do

anything we just vote for Democrats come

on just join us

um it just this kind of just gives me

the impression that people are just

standing around

um

satisfied with what they're doing

like this guy in the back

and this person it's kind of she's like

she's walking aimlessly just

yelling right

yeah I mean of course it's very juvenile

um but what feeling does this evoke does

this evoke the same like this for

example

this is the strong

coherence right like this encompasses

probably almost every aspect of human

sensibility this speaks to the adult in

you not the child in you this speaks to

the adult in you right something very

serious about this

but does this speak to the adult in you

at all

this leaves our adult sensibilities

wanting for something right

this does not exhaust

Sublimity it doesn't exhaust the sublime

in the way that this does this looks

like a definite incarnation

of

the sublime right

as a whole right

this does not this this just seems

unserious fundamentally unserious

this reminds me of Rosanna sitting

behind her desk

answering emails

there you have it

they there is definitely something

missing this is just a random photo I

just chose from Google but you can look

at any photo from the Socialist realist

era of any communist country I promise

you you will not find this anywhere to

be found you will not there is no

there is no aesthetic

um

commensurability

they don't belong to the same lineage it

doesn't seem like they belong to the

same tradition at all I'm not just

saying because they're different styles

and different formats obviously that

evolves and changes

but

in terms of the message they're sending

they don't look related at all at least

these are supposed to both be Communists

right but how this

what is this does not seem like

it is exhausting the meaning of

Communism on a historical level

right

even even the shit infrared Community

makes

kind of feels like it's more evocative

of socialist realism

right

even if they're just memes and they're

just like for shits and giggles

someone wants to debate me in VC about

what

um I don't I think Haas is lying about

how much he lives he probably does

CrossFit in secret

uh yeah I'm just okay I don't really

feel like debating about that

so there's someone on telegram

impersonating me this is also something

that's being brought to my attention

um

I'm gonna make an announcements

I want to make an I'm putting it on

Discord

I'm also going to share this in a

telegram as well

and I'm going to share this in the

telegram

okay

all right

so I'm gonna make an announcement I do

not message people on telegram I don't

do that I've never done that so if

someone's messaging you about crypto or

something I have never messaged anyone

on Telegram

now some like one or two people have

messaged me on telegram about stuff and

added me to the group chats I barely

there's barely any like I barely respond

right

but I will never ever message anyone on

Telegram

I will never initiate any kind of um

talk with anyone on Telegram and before

you think you're speaking to me on

telegram make sure to verify it by

pinging me in the Discord or messaging

me on Discord or sending me an email

to confirm that it's me because if you

don't get a confirmation that it's me

um you know

it's not me right

yeah they're trying to sell crypto

okay so this is apparently uh some shit

going on in the telegram

hello greetings I would like to extend a

very warm appreciation for being part of

my CH and how long you been in my

Channel Do You Believe jeans are real

this person's an idiot they just said

yes

okay I clearly don't think they're real

so this is a really bad impersonator at

least they don't know shit about me and

it's not personal

standing up for your rights lawfully and

peacefully trust you're aware of the

banks and stock market was going to

crash soon and how prepared you are

we are going to have a crash in our

economic system

many people lose money

have you invested into digital currency

yet Johnny do you Johnny you really

thought this was me first of all the

dead giveaway should have been I don't

you know what I mean like how how could

this have been me wow how did you even

fall for this okay

so yeah this is a telegram uh crypto bot

it's not me okay

definitely not me

that is definitely not me and has

nothing to do with me

just to be clear

I feel as though there were other things

I wanted to attend to today

overall I will summarize the problem

like this

the international crisis gripping in the

crisis gripping International communism

appears to relate to the question of the

sublime origins of the party Institution

insofar as this institution has taken

for granted and is not mediated

in the form of a Sublime encounter

between the individual

and it thank you so much Mr Magic I want

to talk to you bro how would I go about

making that happen

just tell me what you want to talk about

and the Discord and the show requests

but

the thank you so much for the five the

question is

sorry that corruption leads to a

forgetting of the Sacred history of

communism

it leads to the D sublimation and the

desacralization of communism

to the point where

it just becomes an extension of American

modernity of here always always already

refreshing Here and Now liquidating and

forgetting the sacred tradition and past

of communism

the point is not so much to establish a

sacred history of Communism through a

singular institution like a equivalent

to the Catholic church but rather to

recall

and remember the way in which Communism

participated in the story of

civilizations

Russian and Chinese

Reviving their past and their Traditions

by way of their positive content

the tradition of Communism has only has

meaning in relation

to

the way in which it has Unleashed and

tapped into

these substantive traditions of various

different peoples civilizations and

histories

is there a way to talk to me without

Discord

um no

there really isn't actually

in any case

I streamed earlier than usual today

which was at 10.

so tomorrow I'm gonna kind of drip feed

it maybe tomorrow will be at eight

hopefully six possibly eight

um everything I want to talk as a normie

uneducated about everything getting some

tips

do you

I don't know if you do

anyway guys I'm going to continue to

struggle to go live earlier

we had a great stream today

and uh

I will see you

tomorrow

earlier one last thing

there's one thing I really appreciate

from that Japanese Communist party video

now that I think of it there's one thing

I really love and appreciate about it

and that is