INTO THE NEW ERA [2021-10-23]

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all right guys um

where do i begin

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i guess we got some stuff to talk about

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i don't know how much of a new direction

you know whatever this is going to take

but

just to be clear with you guys

yeah let me just turn the music off to

be clear with you guys uh

i am not going on the royale's ever

again so that's

just letting you know no royales ever

again

um that's not happening

um

and

i can pretty much say with confidence

that

the bridge betw for us and zerka me and

zurka has been completely burned like

yeah there's no

yeah i'm i'm just not dealing with that

[ __ ] you know

so

so what does that mean right does that

mean i want you guys to go

you know uh bother zurk or whatever no

because as long as he doesn't

bother me or cover me then whatever

right we're gonna go our own way

and we're gonna leave it at that

okay

um

i don't know what his issue is i don't

know what what kind of problem he has

maybe he's going through something but

uh

the dude is very unhinged

and

i

there's a lot of [ __ ] i wanted to say

but i kind of want to keep it short and

sweet because i don't want to focus too

much on this you know

but

let me just tell you what briefly

happened i don't know if you guys

remember this

but there was a dude who came in vc his

name was derek and i brought him in vc

because he was he was saying [ __ ] in the

discord he was like

annoying me whatever and i you know i

brought him in i was pissed at him and

then we talked to him for like hours and

then through the course of our

conversation

this dude was using a voice changer

right

i was like wait a second what if this is

zerka pulling a prank i don't know if

some someone in the chat said that or i

thought that or whatever but

i was like huh that's weird and the

reason i thought that i think was

because he was mentioning schopenhauer

or something

and

it's like

you know is that something i took really

seriously

no

because

and i can't believe i have to say this

but

like that would be funny right it's like

i got mad at this guy and it turns out

it was a prank

zerka in a voice changer even if it's

not zerkin a voice changer the idea of

him doing that is still funny

right

um

my chat was laughing at it and thinking

it was hilarious a bunch of people from

circus chat were in my chat thinking

it's hilarious we're all having a good

time making a meme making memes you know

it's completely lighthearted there's

absolutely nothing serious about it

okay

um

and apparently this was the most

highness evil thing

you know but it was not him why would

you say that

i mean

i i don't know

i don't understand

like

what do you mean it's a joke or it's

just a light-hearted thing like it's a

funny idea

it would just be funny right

but i don't know if this dude's got an

issue with chipmunks or whatever

you know some chipmunk type issue i

don't know i have no [ __ ] idea but

you know

um

then

let me tell you what happened then on

the royale

zerka late late in the night jericho

mentioned schopenhauer or something and

it made me like oh [ __ ] remember that

guy who the voice i was like and then i

was like yeah circa came with a voice

changer and and pranked me or something

you know just it was banter it's

something to bring up in the royale

because it's funny and it's a way to

tell a funny story about something that

happened and also you know like at this

point i'm gonna be honest with you i

didn't know i i mean i didn't think it

was by this time but

i just you know i

really didn't know if it was him or not

you know what i mean

like uh

but

i wouldn't have cared if it was him

that's funny it's it's a funny prank you

know i wouldn't have cared if it was him

um it would be you know but i didn't

it's not like this is the hill i gotta

die on that oh this is

i don't care if it's

it's probably not

but admittedly the way he's responding

to it is weird

but

i actually this is the conclusion i come

to so

in case everyone has to hear this i

don't think zorko was the chipmunk guy

but here's what i think happened right

i'm gonna just give context to what's

going on

um now first of all

let me tell you something where as far

as i stand where i'm concerned right

um

anybody who makes me explain a joke is

not my [ __ ] friend if you if i have

to sit if you have to turn

something light-hearted and a meme and

something funny into something serious

i cannot [ __ ] with you i just can't [ __ ]

with you right

and that's just you saying you're not my

people that's just you telling me you're

not my [ __ ] people right if you if i

have to explain a joke and if you have

to turn something light-hearted into

something serious i can't interact with

you or be around you because

i don't take

this banter that seriously

and if you're gonna turn it into that i

just

you're just it's like you're you know in

real life that's how it is it's like

people put barriers

that don't allow you to like be friends

with them because

they are too sensitive and they're gonna

make you explain a joke right explaining

a joke it sounds stupid but

making me explain a joke

um

making me explain a joke is the worst

thing you could it's one of the worst

[ __ ] things you can make me do and

it's one of the things you can make me

do that's going to make me lose the most

respect for you i can and just you're

just telling me you're an outsider

you're not my tribe you're not my people

i can't [ __ ] with you you're one of

those people who are like oh you don't

get it right and it's hard to explain

why that is but

having light-heartedness is one of the

ways i bond with people and it's one of

the ways

i have a sense of community and

belonging with people right and if you

if you take it too seriously

you know i can't if you if you make me

explain it i can't [ __ ] with you right

he should have known that it's just a

joke right

and

let's say

that i didn't know zerka had some

chipmunk trauma when he was a kid and

when he was a kid he was walking down

the street and a chipmunk came and you

know karate kicked him in the [ __ ]

face and took his nuts or something

right

look

that's fine he could have dmd and been

like dude that chipmunk stuff really

gets to me and it really hits home i

would appreciate it if you

you know tell everyone publicly zurich

is not the chipmunk guy and it's really

bothering me but he didn't [ __ ] do

that what circa did

was he went on stream

and

he was just constantly like

crying and bitching and whining and

attacking me and my whole community even

though my community loves circle most of

my community likes zurich there's some

people who are ambivalent towards him

but most people just like in his

community there's some people that

really don't like me but for the most

part both of our communities for the

most part like each other right

i would say

i think my community likes circa even

more than his likes me right

um

but he was trying to spin the so this is

what happened

circa

whenever circa makes a stupid arbitrary

decision he lets it snowball because he

has too much of an ego to [ __ ] like

admit he was originally wrong so he

snowballs it and he takes it far and

doubles down and he got to the point

where he was like yeah haas

you have to ban everyone in your chat

who was saying

that or who was entertaining the idea

that this chipmunk guy could have been

me

and

first of all

i never ever asked zerka to ban anyone

from his [ __ ] chat ever zerka offered

to me he's like hey you want me to ban

all the people who are hating on you in

my chat and i was like no that's okay

that's whatever

but the idea of me banning like a bunch

of people from my chat

because they're participating in a meme

and a lighthearted humor that i [ __ ]

with myself and i gotta ban all these

og's and all these people that i [ __ ]

with [ __ ] that dude i'm not gonna

[ __ ] do that and he he kept focusing

on class two three two who's gifted a

lot to this community like oh you're

just you're just scared of uh you know

losing your source of income or losing

your money it's like no

not no but it's like i'm grateful to

people like class 232

and he didn't even do anything wrong

right

like nobody here was hating on zurka at

all nobody was hating on zurka he called

it slander he said you're slandering me

he said we're slandering him what

you know what i mean it's like i can't

[ __ ] with that energy right i can't [ __ ]

with that

um

what

else

uh

what else

you know um

but i don't want to speculate too hard

right

but i was really he i think he felt that

when you called him out on the royal you

were dead serious

and yeah but if you if you hear the

things i say on the royale i'm never

dead serious on that royale except when

i'm talking about ideology stuff or like

china even then i'm not that serious

like when i'm insulting that that china

guy and i was actually getting pissed

and [ __ ] it's like i still was

introducing jokes and stuff like so it

wasn't really that serious you know

um

he said he was mad that she didn't take

his word for it

that it wasn't him

why does he have to be a vibe killer

right why can't he either roll with the

me if he blew it out of proportion right

after the royale and i confronted him

and he like was he got mad and he was

like dude it's like okay whatever it's

just a joke circle whatever i don't care

and at that point it's like

yeah okay fine it wasn't you at all

whatever right but then the night after

he pulls up my vod

and he's just

look this is what happens dude zerka's

bored and he needs content

so he watches these vods

and he just randomly just attacks people

in a way that i don't think is

originally serious but then he keeps

doubling down on it

and he turns it into something serious

and then something that originally was

just for content he takes it too far

right

so in the he goes you ambushed me with

three people this is what happened i

joined the claw with him and he called

my mods virgins right

i don't know what my mods are women

right

i got 50 female mods and he goes okay

bring him in the call so i brought one

of them in the call

and then he said okay bring someone else

and i brought

uh another mod

right he said okay bring someone else so

i brought another person

he's the one who kept telling me to

[ __ ] bring me

he he told you to bring the mods from

the stream

but the mods from the stream are not the

same as the infrared community mods i

mod a bunch of people for our chat

that are not like

community guardians and mods right

based

what do you think of the gta look at

that that's not the right time but thank

you for the sub

um yo let me tell you guys something

it's really sad because he banned a lot

of people

that were loyal members of his community

right people who liked him

and actually [ __ ] with him and watched

him and for you for like a year you know

and he [ __ ] banned them for something

so stupid

dude that's

i'm sorry that's just like i don't i

still don't know if he's joking i really

don't even know if it's a [ __ ] joke

or not but he takes [ __ ] too far dude he

look

as far as i know about zerka

things like friendship things like

loyalty things like honor don't mean

anything to him right

and

one of the reasons i'm actually pissed

in a way is because uh

he i feel like i was gaslighted into

thinking like oh yeah

when you get upset that you're getting

hate from a chat that's just you being a

[ __ ] and i was like you know what maybe

i was being a [ __ ] and that's just you

know kind of growth thick skin

so i mean to this day you got people in

the royals and you got people every time

in zurich chatter i'm talking to zurka i

do see the haters in the chat spamming

hate

and doing that [ __ ] i just learned to

ignore it right because i was like okay

this is the internet you gotta look past

these things and whatever just you know

just ignore it

even in my chat dude i get people in my

chat who are like hating on me and i

just ignore it i don't always make an

example of the haters

sometimes i just let it fly right

but

what's [ __ ] crazy

is that

this dude start this dude was crying and

getting mad over a chipmunk meme

you know what i mean

i can't [ __ ] with that man

i i'm pissed dude i was gasl like with

me i was actually

the people i was upset about actually

did hate me like i did have real haters

in his chat

who were really hating on me

and that's why i got upset right

but

the people in my chat who were engaging

in this light-hearted humor that zerka's

the chipmunk guy

they actually like circa that's the

thing that's what people don't get the

people in my chat who were participating

in the meme the most and who were

entertaining the idea that it's him and

a voice changer the most

were exactly the people in my community

who liked zerka the most they're trying

to make a meme that's based it's a

community meme it's like it's funny the

idea would be funny if it was zerk on a

voice changer and it's like it's like

the infrared zerka alliance and there's

antics and there's you know pranks and

there's funny things i can't really have

to say this [ __ ] but

you know what i mean it's it's not

haters who were saying that [ __ ] in my

chat it's people who like the fact that

we have an alliance and that our

communities are interacting and being

close with each other right

um he's a good friend he just trolls too

much for content

but i think here it's different because

he wasn't trolling he was actually mad

he was actually upset

and he actually took it far to the point

of making it serious

like he actually made it serious you

know

do many people even find it funny

yeah

my whole chat found it [ __ ] funny

they still find it funny guess what dude

i still [ __ ] find it funny i actually

still find it funny i'm gonna double

down and go ahead and say

it's still

the idea that this chipmunk dude in my

vc is just circa playing a prank comedy

with a voice changer

is still [ __ ] hilarious i will never

not find that funny i will never not

find that funny

it's [ __ ] hilarious okay

that's [ __ ] hilarious that's

something a friend would do by the way

friends prank each other you know that

right friends actually prank each other

and

that's you know that's just some

light-hearted [ __ ] i do that dude i'm

even worse than that you know when

[ __ ] star wars came out

the day of the premiere i woke up at 7

00 am in the morning and i called my

friends and just spoiled it hung up

you know what i mean like that's what

happens

that's what happens you know

you know like uh that's the person i am

if you can't [ __ ] with that you're gonna

take it seriously i can't [ __ ] with you

you know you're sensitive

and you you don't have my sense of humor

my sense of humor is

you know i don't i don't like having to

having to look if you really have

chipmunk ptsd or something you could dm

me that you because normal people don't

have that issue right

if you really got this chipmunk ptsd and

it gets to you so much that people are

entertaining the idea that you might be

uh a guy who who pranks people within

voice changers

you could dm me but guess hey guys guess

what

let me let me ask you a question what's

worse for someone's like characters like

to be known as is it worse to be like

known as a guy who prank calls

or is it worse to be known as a virgin

because you know there's people

who

and

like there's people on twitch and in his

community that unironically do think i'm

a virgin and it's not even a meme like

they unironically actually do believe

that and i don't even give it any

attention

i don't tell zerka to ban people who say

that i don't dm zerka to tell him it

bothers me and i have a problem with

that

and i just ignore it right

is that

like if i can overlook that why can't he

overlook this stupid joke you know what

i mean

um

it doesn't make any sense to me

it don't make any sense to me you know

and

look i could entertain so i've thought

about this a lot i don't want to

speculate too much about what's really

going on

maybe this dude really does have issues

in his head he's got some kind of issue

right

um

in his head

but

i also um maybe this is too much

speculation

but i'm really thinking about

another possibility right

which is there's a few right me and

zurka we roasted each other for like 75

minutes both going hard at each other

super hard

maybe i actually got to him or something

right because he was being kind of weird

after that

and i don't know what that was up what

was up with that but

you know like maybe he actually took it

personally and it got to him right the

[ __ ] i was talking about like the rest

of the raj show

grew big and you still left behind

talking to a guy like me like yeah i

mean i could see how that [ __ ] could get

to him

so maybe that's what started it um

maybe it was uh me giving him a hard

time about canceling the austin thing

which actually that did suck on the

austin

the austin thing the irl content being

cancelled genuinely actually pissed me

off in a way but not to the point where

i'm gonna like take it personally and

start bitching about it but

it

that that [ __ ] sucked man that we missed

out on a lot of good content for that

[ __ ] and i personally

you know what i mean missed out on you

know it's just

that [ __ ] sucked the austin the texas

irl content right

but

so i guess there there's some cracks in

the edifice

but what i am what i what i think is

that regardless of the cause

i don't actually know if zerka even

gives a [ __ ] about this chipmunk stuff

um

i don't know if he actually cares

about it at all i think it's also

possible that

he was looking for an excuse to cut ties

with infrared and cut ties with me and

one of the reasons i suspect that is

because uh

circle

probably gonna get partnered i'm not

gonna lie i mean not gonna say too much

but there's a high chance he's gonna get

partnered right and i think he thinks

he's also gonna get partnered too

um and

to it

i guess it hurts his chances being

associated with me

for partnership right so this could be a

way for him to just try to increase his

odds of getting partnered you know

maybe he was talking to somebody who's

talking to train they were giving advice

and he was just looking for any excuse

to cut ties right

and that's why he like blew this out of

proportion because

you know

and it could also be that

he uh

he was kind of not wanting me on the

royales anymore but his chat really

loved me on the royales right i mean his

there was a high demand from his chat

for me to be on the royales but maybe he

himself

was thinking that i scare other people

off from the royals maybe i don't know

and he wants you know

he basically sees me as like a

obstacle to grow the royals maybe you

know

um so that's a possibility

all of those things don't bother me

right but the reason why

zirco was not a friend to me and is just

not a friend

is because a friend would have dm'd me

that [ __ ] look dude i'm a businessman

i gotta do what's good for the business

so i can't have you on the royals any i

can't be associating with you too much

whatever that would be the honorable

thing to do right but doing this [ __ ]

and

you know

cami going on a stream and attacking me

and attacking my whole community that's

some real big [ __ ] especially when you

put it into context

that we are being

attacked from all sides right now right

my

infrared we're being attacked we've

always been being attacked from all

sides so it's so easy to attack us

and our whole [ __ ] community

it's like it's the most [ __ ] [ __ ] you

could [ __ ] do right

but

um yeah we've been we're being attacked

from all sides all over twitch all our

political twitch

another possibility and again i don't

know this but it's i'm just shoot these

are just speculations i don't want to do

it too much but

it's so like unbelievable to me

that this dude is going to blow that out

of proportion right

so

one of the things that it could also be

a possibility is that maybe he wants to

re-kindle ties with dgg

and the political twitch normies and

that like i'm getting in the way of that

right so that's also a possibility

um

we need

well and yeah he it seems like he's got

an issue with

infrared being its own thing in a way

right but we've always been our own

thing

and i was really glad to you know

have an alliance with zurich but before

i knew he was like this right i had a

different view of this guy

um i was glad that our communities were

allied

and you know i think we

mix together really well and we're cut

from the same cloth in a way just in the

sense of like you know we're not

politically correct and whatever

and we are mostly based

um

no the train wrecks money got nothing to

do with it

but

you know

the

yeah

it's like the issue is that

at the end of the day like

i still have my own community i still

have my own history i have my own

discord i have my own chat i got my own

mods um

and yeah i i i guess that was an issue

right because

you know

yeah i'm still my own man you know what

i mean like i'm still my own streamer

and i got my own brand i got my own

thing going and

you know i didn't have an issue with

being allied to zurich

i didn't even have an issue with zerka

being the leader of the alliance right

because he is the bigger streamer so he

could lead that alliance whatever i

don't have an issue with that but for

him to make an issue of the fact that i

have my own thing at all and that i

should just drop

like er i should drop my own [ __ ] uh

brand and just only be on his show or

whatever

like

that's [ __ ] uh sorry man that's

look i i if you wanted to be like that i

would just say

where were you when we started infrared

because you weren't involved with that i

started infrared in late january and

february i didn't contact you at all i

didn't bother you i didn't ask you for

help i didn't ask you to collab i didn't

go near you right and by the time you

found out about me i was already

averaging 100 150 views

if not even more

right when i went on destiny's pretty

much when you found out about me is when

i debated destiny

by that time i was already

i had already cultivated something you

know 150 views but even after then

i never went into his chat as infrared

i never contacted him to collab i never

his community didn't really know about

me

and i didn't really

get anything from him right so

and then he was banned for

a long time like what it was like three

months or something

and within that interval of three months

i was growing my [ __ ]

to the point where

by the time he gets unbanned

i'm

you know i'm sitting at 200 250 average

views and it's just growing

past then

now if i benefited from collabing with

zurich which i'm sure i did a lot of

circus people got exposed to me a lot of

circles chatters you know got exposed to

the community and i got viewers and

stuff i'm not gonna deny that

um

yeah i i was never ungrateful and never

uh you know

bad but the reason why i wasn't always

like you know like uh bowing down to him

over it is because i was also bringing

stuff to the table right i don't like to

use people and just leech off people if

i'm not i don't like being a charity

case i don't want anyone to give me

charity right i was

i was also contributing to his [ __ ]

right and i told him if i'm not

contributing don't have me on right

the dude even admitted hey you think i

have you on because i like you i have

you on because uh

you know

it's good content

or whatever right

so

you know i uh

i think it was a mutual thing

but still you know uh

i was never like ungrateful or whatever

that you know uh

he was collabing but i i saw it as a

mutual thing i'm not the type who

is comfortable with with being dependent

on people and and and getting charity

from people right

so at the end of the day like this is

still infrared you know

um

dgg is my ally zerka stabbed me in the

back yeah that's just not true the truth

is

and this is my genuine view i know a lot

of people love zerka i was a circle

watcher too right

here's what i genuinely believe right

and i've always thought this and this is

not a personal attack

but

these names

destiny

hassan

circa

yeah zircon ii

all these people i see them from the

2010s

and i want to be part of the 2020s

i am not

bogged down by that era i'm my own thing

i'm not appealing to destiny i'm not

appealing to dgg i'm not appealing to

hassan's people i'm not appealing even

to zerka's people i'm not appealing to

nobody

i actually believe in infrared as a

future

as befitting of this new era that is

coming to be that is the 2020s

and we had a vision

when we started this out an aesthetic

vision

uh

you know

a spiritual vision

that was for the 2020s specifically we

started it in 2020 for a reason said

this is a new era the 2020s will not be

like the 2010s we are leaving it behind

i don't hate those people

i don't hate the 2010s people in the

2010s figures

but i have left it behind and my heart

is in the future and it is in the 2020s

and i want to be worthy of that future i

don't even know if twitch is going to be

part of this internet 3.0 of this future

my head is always focused on the future

and on the future horizon right

and i was glad to collaborate with zurka

as a friend and that's the truth i did

see him as a friend i would have never

admitted it publicly because it's cringe

but i did genuinely see this dude as a

friend not gonna lie i saw him maybe as

the only actual online friend and i have

political allies that aren't personal

friends of mine right

so this dude to me i thought was a

personal friend

okay

said he was never your friend he proved

he was never actually my friend that's

the thing i thought he was

i thought he was a friend and i turned

out to be wrong

um

yeah

look and i did say you know everything

you see on twitch is fake twitches

everyone on twitch is fake all the

streamers are fake even i'm in a way a

lot of the times even i'm kind of fake

in the sense that i'm not taking myself

too seriously and i'm always joking and

i'm always being sarcastic

but

these people are unironically fake is

the difference like these people are

just fake with no layers of irony right

he betrayed destiny no i i look

i defended zurka

with the whole destiny thing and i still

stand by that i still think zerko was in

the right

uh in that whole affair

um

that's where i stood that's where i

still stand

but

you know i look

unlike these twitch people i'm not

actually a [ __ ] snake

who

after cutting ties with someone i wanna

oh now i'm gonna ally with dgg and and

and join in on their hatred of zerka or

whatever no that's not me right i'm in

the 2020s

as a matter of fact if anything i see

zerka as part of them i see zerka and

destiny and hassan i see them having the

same mentality even if circles more

based

they still have the same backwards

mentality

and and

i think this could have been inevitable

right this could have been inevitable

this split

because the truth is is that me and

zurka have radically different visions

circa is a backwards looking person

circle looks at what's popular and he

tries to emulate he goes kim kardashian

um you know the pewdiepie or [ __ ]

ninja or fortnite or whatever he just

looks at

what's already proven successful and he

just he's his his head is in the past

his head is toward the past

my head is toward the future is the

difference

we have a radically different

understanding

of

media and a radically different

understanding of our visions

i i'm a future oriented person i'm i

take risks

and

i

bet on things that haven't been proven

yet

that haven't been demonstrated yet i try

to see a trend before it becomes popular

and sees it right that's my that's where

i'm coming from i'm not a backwards

looking person

you know

um

i want you guys to really i want to hit

this home right because

unless he keeps hating on me right

we're just talking about where it stands

now right if it's finished after tonight

it's finished right

where things stand now

we don't hate zurich

we're not going to hate on zurich we're

not going to have anti-zirco circle

jerks we're not going to do that

we're just going to do and focus on our

vision we're going to focus on infrared

and we're going to focus on this

vision into the 2020s right

um

so mods i also want mods yeah i want for

now mods

we're not going to have an anti-zirca

circle jerk in this chat

where we're going to be attacking him

and all this kind of [ __ ]

um

he's not a political enemy

he's circumvents listen i was

associating with zurka not because of

politics or anything like that but

because personally i considered him a

friend

i considered zerka my personal friend

and i liked him personally

not politically and all that kind of

stuff i actually liked to do it

personally right i liked him personally

so

this whole thing was between me and him

it's not about communities

the infrared community has nothing

against the zirca community

and i hope the feeling's mutual right

but

it's not about the communities this is

entirely personal this is me

and my issue with circa

in terms of his personal conduct okay

so it's not between communities

we're not declaring war against them

like how we're declaring war against

vaush and even destiny and even uh you

know all these other kinds of people

we're just gonna do our own thing and

i'm not gonna be going on his royales

and me and zurka purse we're not gonna

be collaborating it's as simple as that

we're just not gonna be collaborating

probably ever right

um

you know so i don't want you guys to get

involved

i do appreciate when you guys defend me

because that's your job is to defend me

supposed to defend me against haters

but

we're not gonna go on the offensive and

i don't need you guys to be doing that

now if i start getting attacked

you know

maybe it's a different story but for now

as far as i can see

we're just gonna go our boat separate

ways

and we're gonna leave it at that

you know

thank you uh the hidden being i

appreciate you

now

again was this whole thing stupid

was this whole thing stupid

this whole uh

you know

yeah on paper it was really stupid

bizarre

like

it's just not even you can't even

understand why it happened doesn't even

make any sense

it's the most stupid it's almost funny

he's getting mad about being a chipmunk

don't make no sense

but i it is my belief that there's

something i'm missing here that

i don't know about maybe it's about the

partnership maybe he's trying to

rekindle something with destiny's

community maybe uh you know it could be

a million different things maybe you

know when we roasted each other i went

too far apparently although that would

be hypocritical

but

whatever the reason is

it happened right do i think the

official reason is stupid of course i'm

gonna let you decide if it's stupid or

not that

we have to [ __ ] uh

burn bridges because he was called the

chipmunk right i'ma let you decide if

that's stupid or not right

he was getting along with destiny pretty

well on scuffed

yeah again

that

like

you know

these are things

these are things like

i don't know i i i'm not in the loop

with all that kind of [ __ ]

but

you know

holy [ __ ]

no [ __ ] way

holy [ __ ]

what the [ __ ] holy [ __ ]

anonymous man thank you so much

appreciate you so much man

thank you so much man

appreciate you a ton

damn

damn

i don't know what to say man thank you

so much appreciate you a ton

appreciate you a ton

y'all chill with that uh cute stuff

chill with the mods chill with the cues

we can't do that [ __ ] but anyway um

yeah i uh

to be honest with you i'ma be real with

you guys you know why this stream was so

late and [ __ ] i woke up today and

i woke up the you felt the alliance

weakening

yeah but that that was still kind of

like meme mode you know what i mean

and

the main thing to me was the the austin

[ __ ] like the cancellation of the irl

collabs

that was a huge [ __ ] bum i just

wanted to

i don't know i just wanted to complain

about it i guess

but

it's still in meme mode it's still a

meme you know

um

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but now it got it took a turn for the

worse and it became serious you know

it became serious you know

the thing with zurka is he's trying to

spin a lot of [ __ ] like for example

zurka said

after the whole

when his chat was hating on me he

cracked down on them and he cleaned

house

and

that's just not true

and even if it was true it's not even

comparable right because in one case

it's a joke and in the other case

there's haters

but it's not true because um

it's not true because uh

to this day i still get those same

haters in the chat in circus chat right

then he was also saying [ __ ] like uh

oh yeah and the private call we had has

admitted it was serious no i didn't i

was literally explaining to him

that i can't believe i have to thank you

ben appreciate you that i can't believe

i have to [ __ ] you know

tell you it's a joke

that i couldn't even [ __ ] believe

that you know

you called him worse things when you

started roasting him

why chipmunk gets him i don't know

um

maybe

maybe the roast was the cause of

everything

why did he have a head i don't know dude

don't make assumptions we don't make

assumptions here

we're not gonna

you know i don't i don't have no [ __ ]

idea i really have no [ __ ] idea maybe

he's got an issue i've speculated

multiple possibilities

and

you know

whatever it is it is you know this was

the hill

that was enough for him to uh

break our alliance and just end the

collabs and end everything whatever the

intention is whatever the reason is

i don't really matter right

but all i can say is um

look if i was like him and if i was like

other people on twitch i would just be

attacking him right now right i would

just be going you know like i would just

be talking about how oh circus so

insecure circa is so sensitive zerka is

so manic

but i'm not that type of human being

you know what i mean i'm just not that

type of human being like i'll tell that

to him to his face

but i don't care what the reason is

i don't give a [ __ ] what the reason is

right um

it's about wild latino

yeah he also that's also what he was

saying even in our private dms in our

private [ __ ] chat he was like yeah

dude it was just an e girl and i feel

like he was like gaslighting me in real

time like dude

you know that was not serious you know

for a fact that was just memes that was

not serious

you know

what what did he think latina had to do

with anything i think he was just

looking for a narrative to spin he was

trying to spin it like oh has was

attached to an ego and has liked this

eagle a ton

you guys know i've never dm we me and

leotina have never even talked in dms

we've never even talked in private i

don't know like

we've never even talked to like i talked

to people in private you know like we've

never talked in private it's all been on

stream it's all literally been a meme

it's literally all a joke

and i did i banned her from the chat

yeah but the reason for that is to

because i wanted to end the meme

right

and i wanted to end the meme because the

meme shifted the meme became that i got

cucked

right

and

you gotta roll with it

you gotta roll with it what can i what

else can i do

like i got cheated on you know what i

mean oh i got cheated on is that's what

it is what it is it's not gonna be a

community meme no more

you know what i mean

you know what i'm

saying 90s and 2000s if you called a gym

brat a chipmunk it meant they were

steroid

hormone users

what

is that why

thank you show biz

is that why

no that's not why because he invented

the no he's the one who called it a

chipmunk not us

we didn't call him a chipmunk at first

he was he did that

yeah there's no [ __ ] way that's why

there's no [ __ ] way in hell that's

why thank you brandon appreciate you man

appreciate you a ton

that's how he perceived it i don't think

so man no way

there's no way no way in hell

i just don't believe that

i just do not believe that

you know [ __ ] there's so much twitter

[ __ ] i wanted to talk about today

because there's so much [ __ ] that

was going on on twitter

what was even going on today

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i used to

um

yeah on twitter i'm talking about uh you

guys know like 95 of my quote tweets are

behind the block

people literally block me on twitter and

then interact with me still because

they're too scared for me to see what

they say

that's actually [ __ ] pathetic that's

literally pathetic

you're just admitting you're a [ __ ]

[ __ ] then you know

bro you're actually growing

look for now i actually don't know how

much of my growth was tied to zurka i

don't know if a ton of it was

but

you know um

yeah i don't know if a ton of it was but

i i don't know

how much we're gonna grow now and mostly

because

we don't have any connection to any

community on twitch right now you know

we don't have any like allies we don't

have any connection to any community so

i think i'm just going to continue on

track with focusing on building my own

[ __ ]

and not worry about others you know

i've twit pissed off twitter leftists

why

i don't give a [ __ ] dude [ __ ] twitter

what

why did i stop caring about twitter

i guess i just stopped caring about the

haters you know

you know what it was i think a lot of it

was that that that conversation i had

last night about islam

i've deviated far from

my kind of islamic spirituality when in

the course of streaming and i mean that

in the sense of like the way i approach

things

i don't know i just kind of feel like

i've deviated from that mentality i

always used to have

like

i focus too much on haters when i should

be focusing on

what's motivating me to do this you know

which is why i think i'm gonna write

another sub stack actually i think i'm

gonna get to work writing another sub

stack

and i can't promise about that um

about the worker about class about

workers and netflix and i'm gonna go

back to capital volume three and

actually uh

do something about that because at the

end of the day dude and this is what i

really wanna hammer home for you guys

i have more love in my heart than hate

that's the truth i do have more love in

my heart than hate which means look is

everyone on twitch fake yeah do i have

no

ira austin in the future

jackson maybe i'll go to la or something

i don't know one of the reasons i'm

hesitant to go to austin is um

i don't know any of those people

they're all circa mutuals right so i

don't know if that's gonna happen still

um

but

yeah i'll probably i'll probably irl

with

collab with jackson and irl

in the future in the near future

probably definitely this year is gonna

happen right

but um

you know

yeah the thing i care about

i care more about what i believe in then

like yeah is everyone on twitch a fake

yes

but i'm not gonna just be bitter i'm

just not gonna be bitter about it like

who [ __ ] cares yeah they're all fake

but let's focus on what's real then you

know what i mean

let's just focus on what's real

minnie had your back in chat yeah

minnie's bass good i like minnie there's

a lot of people i like from the royals

you know i like

there's people i you know i got no ill

will against them

but

i just refuse to be bitter you know what

i mean i'm not gonna be bitter i'm gonna

focus on what i believe in i'm gonna

focus on what's real i'm gonna focus on

the original vision of infrared you know

um

i can't let the haters win you know

i pity the haters that's the truth

whenever i'm in my whenever i really

think about islam right or my my

religious inner core

it brings me to a mental state that

makes me pity the haters i will destroy

the fake

the the mighty i will bring them to

their knees to make no mistake

these people vouch testing i will humble

them i will

defeat them

but i'm not going to be bitter about it

that's just going that's like a force of

nature that's not me

being mad that's just the force of

nature acting through me right it will

happen yes

but i ain't gonna be bitter about it

you know

it is what it is

so i hope you guys understand where

things stand right

everyone who does wicked things hates

the light yeah

i hope you guys understand where things

stand okay things stand

um

recap right

we're not hating on zorko

and i don't know if i'm doing a bad move

right because i'm doing something right

now which is basically

maybe i should do a pre-emptive strike

and start talking [ __ ] about him you

know and uh

start roasting him and [ __ ] but i'm not

gonna it's not in my nature

so as things stand

we're not at war with zurka

for now unless he does some [ __ ]

um

we're not going to focus or pay

attention on zirco you know these are

people who are belong in the 2010s we're

living in the 2020s that's where our

head is where head is forward

our heads are forward our vision is

forward you understand it's not in the

past we're not focusing on raj and the

raj show people and we're not gonna ever

ever ever grovel before these big people

on twitch uh

you know soda poppin and and nick and

molena and xqc and and mischief and we

will never ever grovel before these

people ever

we believe in the future they are the

past you understand

we're trying to build our own thing

we're trying to build up our own thing

you understand

we're going forward

we're going forward we're not facing the

past

you know um

but yeah guys you know i don't know

i don't know who's

doing this

but when the royale come because this is

what y'all were doing last time i don't

know who was doing it

don't expect me don't be spamming in the

chat bring has bring has i'm not going

to be on those royales anymore okay it's

not going to happen

um

maybe in the future

there's going to be a different

a different uh

royale someone else will do and i i'll

go on that one maybe i don't know but as

far as the circle royale is concerned

i'm never gonna be going on that [ __ ]

again

you know

so i need you guys to have that

expectation moving forward

um create your own royale yeah

it's it's

it's tough for me to handle the fake you

know it's tough for me to handle the

fake

but

and the boring the fake and the boring

right and i don't

you have to find

good people you know

but

i could do collabs with streamers

because there are streamers i like i

recognize twitch is fake there's still

streamers i like you know

i like certain streamers

um let me think

let me see who's live right now

i like you know

i like uh

i don't know i don't know who we would

collab with but there's people i like

okay

there's people i like

i got no bitterness got nothing against

them

you know

yeah mini school i like minnie

hassan and the g3 g3 podcast [ __ ] no

dude that ain't never gonna happen

that ain't never gonna [ __ ] happen

that ain't never gonna happen that ain't

never gonna [ __ ] happen

hassan has always been our political and

ideological enemy that's not because we

were allied with zirca that

i didn't like hassan and all these

people hassan's not our friend hassan

not our friend

you understand

we didn't change any of our positions

because i was friends with zurka

why do you no longer like zerka he

himself burned the bridge he himself did

that

um

i think he has an ulterior reason

to cut ties and he just used some random

dumb [ __ ] as an excuse

let me tell y'all something

when it comes to our strategy infrared

strategy

circa is not on the game of thrones

this was true before he was banned this

was true after he got banned we never

saw zurka as someone we have to address

and deal with and have a stance toward

we were collaborating because i

personally liked zurka i actually liked

him

right me personally

no one else on the infrared crew knew

knows who zurka is or knew him i knew

him i used to watch him i liked him

right

um

so it's it you don't have to have a

stance

you don't have to be like oh

i hate zerka now or zerker's our enemy

no it's between me and zurka

it's not between our community and his

community

okay

it's between us two

do you really think

i'm gonna declare war over

chipmunk

jokes

you really think i go to war over

someone being sensitive about chipmunks

i go to war

for people who defend war criminals

like vaush i go to war

for

people who are smearing and slandering

and bis

besmirching i don't that's a word the

name of socialism the name of communism

the name of oxford i go to war

with people who are spreading lies

politically

right i don't go to war for this dumb

[ __ ]

i don't go to war for this dumb type of

[ __ ]

i'm gonna tell you i'm not gonna tell

you guys who to watch watch whoever the

[ __ ] you want on twitch right

watch who you want

support who you want

um

support who you want

but let me tell you what

let me tell you what

in this chat in this community as

unfortunate i know it's gonna let y'all

a lot of y'all down the memes were great

the collabs were great whatever

this is how it's going to be from now on

we say here

in our chat zurka who

just forget about him

just forget he ever existed

here in this streams in this chat

just forget we ever collect it's like

that that's how that's

how things stand that's how things went

just forget we ever collabed in the

first place right

we just say who who

right

and again we're not gonna tolerate

uh

circle jerk hate we're not gonna talk

tolerate

anti-zirca circle jerking and hate both

here and on the discord right so guys

you in the discord we're not gonna be

doing this circle jerk [ __ ] we're gonna

move on i need you guys to understand

something i need you guys to really

understand something right

and the only thing that pisses me off is

how much time this has taken up

i i'm not doing an irl today

maybe i still can

but i doubt it it's a le it's like

11 p.m and i was planning on doing an

irl today right maybe we'll have to save

it for this week

um

yeah i know it sucks it sucks

but i had to address this i didn't even

shower yet

maybe

maybe i could i could go out and do so i

don't know i see it's really late right

we'll see

but

you know uh guys i need you to

understand don't let this be a

distraction

don't let this be a distraction we have

we're we are under assault from all

sides right now

we got enemies from all sides right now

don't let this be a distraction don't

let this distract you

this is not part of the plan you

understand so don't let this [ __ ]

distract you

and they're trying to ratio with me with

this [ __ ] so

you know what here's something i'm gonna

do

everybody go like this tweet

everybody go like this tweet

i said i made this tweet i was in the

gym i went by far the most people

interact with me behind the block

any tweeter people are scared shitless

of me for good reason high cowards you

know that feeling of being pathetic and

small you have inside it's the source of

my power so everybody go ahead and just

like the [ __ ] out of this you know what

i mean go like this just go like this

just go like it

go like it

go show some love to this tweet

beautiful tweet

beautiful tweet go show some love

go show some love to this beautiful

tweet

i'm saying go show some love

don't be [ __ ] interacting with me

behind a [ __ ] quote tweet

like a little [ __ ] don't be interacting

with me behind a [ __ ] quote tweet

that's some big [ __ ] that's some real

big [ __ ] for real that's big [ __ ]

you know i mean

that means you're scared of me okay let

me let me ask a question

let me ask the question

if you interact with me behind a quote

tweet what does why are you why

i mean uh behind the block

what does that say why do you have me

blocked why are you interacting me

while you're blocking me

it's because you're scared

that i'm gonna see it and interact back

right

it's scary you're scared you are scared

you are [ __ ] scared

you are one thousand percent definitely

scared no way you're not scared on what

planet are you not scared

like on what planet are you not scared

doing that [ __ ] you know

did mel block me let me see

now

i don't know who mel is

oh mel who's mal actually i don't know

who mel is are you talking about

oh i thought you meant merrick

who's mel again

i think she did block me

yeah she does have an issue with me i'm

pretty sure

most american uh tankies do have an

issue with me

oh she didn't block me she didn't block

me

you know most americans have an issue

with me in general most american

leftists i mean have an issue with me

they just got an issue

they got an issue as a result i'm

offering a tissue right i'm not even

offering a tissue actually it's dirty

toilet paper that i'll wipe my ass with

and you can blow your nose into that

matter of fact you can crumple it in a

ball and eat it and stuff it down your

throat

you understand that's what i got to say

that's what i got to say

if you got an issue that's exactly what

you can do

you can wipe those tears and have dinner

at the same time

you understand

it's as simple as that it don't get more

deep than that

it don't get more deep than that

it don't got to be more deep than that

it's a simple arithmetic

it's simple as mathematicals mathematics

american mls seem like liberals unless

they're caleb and that crowd yeah that's

true that's true

guys

you know i always told you

all beauty in life is about tragedy all

beauty in life is about tragedy

there's a re you think i haven't thought

about the paradox that oh you sound so

much like a a right winger how could you

be a leftist it's dialectics

it's dialectics

everything beautiful in this world

is contradiction and tragedy

i feel bad for human beings

who have not exhausted

the range of human feeling

i feel bad

like for example let me ask you a

question how many of you guys are

religious in my chat i want to ask this

question how many of y'all are religious

in my chat

answer how many

damn

so many of you aren't

what the [ __ ] i thought everyone was

religious here

let's do a poll let's do a poll come on

oh

what the [ __ ]

hole maker

straw poll let's just do straw poll dot

com

create a poll

are you religious

yes no

create pool

let's check it out

okay

let's check it out everyone go go i want

to see

i want to see

everybody go

everybody google

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you didn't do a religion full

no

59 no

40 yes

still pretty big for like a marxist

leninist leftist community still pretty

big

um

yeah i'm not really religious actually

what the [ __ ]

okay

all right

so

for those of you who are religious right

have you ever cried about your religion

have it have you ever read something or

have you ever thought about

your religious texts and the stories

and it brought you to tears

because i'm going to be honest with you

if you haven't you're not religious

if you haven't you're not religious

you're not you you are just

adopting like an identity

or you're just like uh

you don't have any religious feeling you

know what i mean

you don't have the religious feeling

which is more important than the

religious dogma the religious text and

dogma is not really that important the

thing that matters is the feeling if you

don't have a feeling

then

you don't even know what you know what i

mean

yeah

what if you never cried

by cry i don't mean like you have to

actually be crying and bawling in tears

but like

it's you just have the feeling you know

i mean i don't cry

what do people mean by cry most of the

time people say i cried like like i

always hear girls be like i cried but

she didn't actually cry like there was

actually no like

actual crying

so i don't even know what crying means

anymore you know

but

um

you see compound drama his enemy

hegelbot posted some stuff about him

that he will never have what

whatever is going on

i trust my friend kantbot

is the one who's correct that's all i

can say

look what all i can say

whatever is going on khan's bot is right

okay

whatever's going on kandabot's probably

right okay

i've never seen a dude beef with someone

who and he was in the wrong

so that's all i gotta say on that

um

i'm gonna be real about something

no no you know what i say i yo

i don't know if kantbot's a friend

but he kind of is you know and the dude

is one of the most authentic sincere

genuine people on the internet that's

all i could say

conbox real you understand this dude's

real

dude's real as [ __ ] you know

um

dude's real as [ __ ]

and

that's a real intellectual by the way

that's what a real intellectual is

that's a real intellectual

but anyway we were talking about the

zurka thing

has your back on their stream today

i appreciate that i like peter coffin

and uh those people

those people are cool

but um

yeah all i gotta say is uh

can you please explain dialectics when

you say

uh i can't explain it right now

the only thing that stands now is like

what the [ __ ] is gonna happen to the

minecraft server

so i you might i was not in the mood to

play minecraft today i've been playing

it like every day for the past week

and today i wasn't in the mood you know

today i was reflecting a lot a lot now

i'll be real guys i don't have friends i

just don't have friends

you know it's tough

it's tough

when your friends betray you or your

friends let you down

and you gotta burn the bridge and cut

ties

you know it's

yeah it's it's pretty dark you know

but

i persevere

you know what i mean i persevere

i keep going forward because at the end

of the day

at the end of the day it ain't that deep

like my heart my soul and my mind and my

vision

is in the future i don't care about this

present

so much i'm not focused on it i don't i

it's like i always used to say

i walk through the present i walk

through the present

i walk through the present

but i dwell in the future

i walk through the present but i dwell

in the future

what happens here is not really

important

and that's why i love terminator 2 so

much

that movie was the same thing

what happens here don't matter that much

this is time travel okay

we got a goal an objective you fulfill

it in and out don't get too attached to

the present and focused on this present

you gotta go you know there's a quote on

a uh i i don't know if it's a mosque or

a temp it was like some syncretic

religion

in india and one of the i forget what it

was [ __ ] called it's a it's a quote

it was like a combination of islam

christianity hinduism and sufism and

some something like that

and they had this inscription on it

and it said the prophet isa right jesus

he said

this world is a bridge

do not build your home on it

no it's not seek it's not seek not

sikhism it was like a mosque

let me see if i can find the exact one

pass over it

but do not build

this is what it says

the world is a bridge

pass over it but build no houses upon it

he who hopes for a day

may hope for eternity

but the world endures but an hour spend

it in prayer for the rest is unseen

and that's what sticks with me you know

thank you johnny vakami appreciate you

have you ever had a severe trauma in

life that um

sticks with you

um my way of dealing with all my

problems is withdrawing when i withdraw

and have time to myself

i can reflect thank you so much john of

the con man i appreciate you a lot i can

reflect and um

sort through my issue right i just need

to be left alone

um

when i i can get really irritated and

really irritable when i want to withdraw

and be left alone and people are coming

at me right and i'm not getting room to

[ __ ] breathe

that's kind of what happened the last

time

you know

that's kind of what happened last time

it's like i just wanted room to withdraw

and just people still were bothering me

you know when i uh

left the royale or whatever

but

you know i've learned to deal with it

now and

you know deal with that whole thing

can i ask a serious question yeah sure

my stoic uh not really no

not really

i'm a very like passionate virgin i'm

not stoic i don't believe in her

you're not religious uh

it's complicated that's all i can say

it's complicated

but i don't i don't i don't want to

claim any religion uh

i don't want to claim any religion

stolen valor you know what i mean

sorry if i could ask you to okay ask

whatever you want dude

i don't want to take any stolen valor

you know what i mean

so

if you just want to call me an atheist

call me one you know

you just want to call me an atheist just

call me an atheist

i'm not trying to steal you know steel

cred

that

you know if that's how you see it then

okay i'm an atheist i don't give a [ __ ]

about that

what's your opinion on sikhism i don't

know anything about it

you have spiritual beliefs regardless of

religion yeah definitely

definitely not i don't know about

supernatural but

atheists or agnostic atheists but

i i don't know

i think the meaning of religion has been

lost

and religion turned into something else

in like the um

18 after the reformation after the

protestant reformation

and the rise of secularism the meaning

of religion just took on a different

meaning and people forgot what religion

actually was

you support the bath

there's two of them isn't it

um

what up queen you know the truth is

it's not just a fight like this [ __ ] is

for real

i think this is the dumbest drama ever

manufactured i'm not letting you back in

the discord or on the royale

okay

first of all i left the [ __ ] royale

dude i don't give a [ __ ]

and that's not a question first of all i

left that disclaimer i'm not going back

on that [ __ ] royale and uh claw do

whatever i mean do whatever you want

dude i don't give a [ __ ]

and the second thing is uh if you think

the drama is dumb why don't you take it

up with zerka instead of talking to me

about it

why don't you take it up with him

instead of talking to me

okay

zerka's banging chicks right now he

doesn't even know what's happening

uh all right so here's my recommendation

why don't you help your buddy out and go

just suck his dick too right

because i'm sure he could use the uh i

can sure he could use a giant hamster to

help him out

so you can go do that too

[ __ ] do i care

thank you svett appreciate you man

what do you think about the american

forum i don't know anything about it

so [ __ ] hungry man

i don't uh

i didn't have time to plan anything i

didn't even think the stream was going

to be live at all so the plan was

i was going to just come back home talk

about this for a little bit and then

shower and go irl

but

i don't have any

irl

ideas right now right i was

i was gonna go to a haunted house like

the [ __ ] that happened last night

completely uh

i woke up at like 4 p.m today because

it's [ __ ] dragged on to like 6 7 a.m

so

yeah it sucks

but it was a curveball you know no one

could have expected it and i'm not

really in the mood to do irl either i'm

not really in the mood to like go out or

do anything

but

your heart is hurting

um

no

not really

not really i mean uh i'm hungry but

it is what it is you know

it is i just want to address it all now

so that we don't have to deal with it in

the future

alvin and the chipmunks night anymore um

i look

i i don't think

queen if you know what's best for you i

wouldn't even be mentioning anything

about chipmunks because apparently

that's a sensitive uh

you know that

just as a word of advice like you you

could probably be in big trouble so i

would keep the chipmunk stuff to

yourself

i gotta be honest like that's seems like

a trigger word or some kind of i don't

know but

you should probably just keep that to

yourself

okay i think we said everything we got

to say on this topic right did we say

everything we got to say

i think we said everything right

um is there something i'm missing

something i'm missing

i think i'm gonna stay live

but i gotta go pee but i'm trying to

think if i'm missing anything anything i

forgot to say

to address

okay i'm just gonna do a tldr

the dude blew something out of

proportion that was not serious and got

really mad about it and decided this is

the thing that's gotta burn the bridge

and i'm fine with that because i can't

[ __ ] with people that can't take jokes

i i i can't talk to people who make me

explain jokes if you if you make me

explain a joke

let me let me go psa right if you make

me have to be serious about a joke and

explain it to you i'm gonna ban you and

i don't wanna i don't want you in my

life i want nothing to do with you i

don't care who you are

right i never

i will never explain my jokes excuse me

it's the most disrespectful thing

but um

that reminds me of like so many of these

lefties that come in my [ __ ] stream

no this is one of those tweets it's like

has remember when he said you hate women

guys let me let me tell you a funny

story so i was

so people were starting hate threads

about me and they were like oh haas is a

massage this was like six months ago has

hates women right

so dude comes to my chat randomly he's

like

what do you think about women in general

and i was like you know what i hate

women [ __ ] them

who needs them

i'm a total misogynist right

everyone knew it was sarcastic but the

this little rat went back to their pedal

website

and so like look you got card in 4k he

admitted it he admitted it he got caught

in 4k and then i'm just looking at you

like

i'm just looking at you like this

the fact that you put me in a position

where i even have to think about

explaining a sarcastic joke makes me

actually hate you and makes me actually

wish

how can i word this in a way that i'm

allowed to it makes me wish you

disappeared

permanently

that's how much it's the worst thing you

could [ __ ] do

right

and that process that actually crosses

the line for me you know being like that

crosses the line if i have to explain a

joke

or do anything like that and make it

serious and you ruin it like that

you know why you know why i can't handle

it because life is the contradiction

life is a paradox life is internally

inconsistent and life is contradictory

and that is the object of my speech and

that is the object of my behavior when

i'm telling jokes and joking around i'm

just giving form to the absurdities the

paradoxes the inconsistencies and the

contradictions of life and reality

itself so for you to sit here and make

like

make me try to put a stick up my butt

and be like oh actually the joke was

that i was like shut the [ __ ] up [ __ ]

you man that's that's so dishonest oh

now i'm serious the joke shut the [ __ ]

up dude

you know you don't joke at a funeral i

get that you don't joke at a business

meeting i get that you don't joke in a

professional setting i get that you read

the room but

from what institution from what object

from what form am i going to draw

being this stiff serious person

explaining a joke

from where where where are you an

authority are you some kind of like ceo

of my company and i gotta explain myself

to you oh boss i'm sorry what i really

meant [ __ ] you [ __ ]

this is the wild west out here this is a

wild contradictory reality i'm not gonna

explain [ __ ] to you

you know what i mean

bruh if you keep mentioning in period

i'm gonna ban you i'm not playing that

[ __ ] game

i'm almost gonna get a headache from you

[ __ ] constantly spamming you were

doing that yesterday too

i thought hazel's an intellectual

but this is an absurd setting as an

intellectual i'm by myself and i don't

have to think about you this is an

absurd setting in and of itself this is

a contradictory inconsistent setting

that's inherently

like you can only deal with it with

comedy right

you can't i'm on [ __ ] twitch dude

this is a joke

are you joking

what

if i

am i joking am i joking [ __ ] you is my

[ __ ] response to you wait are you

joking right now or are you saying [ __ ]

you is my [ __ ] response

[ __ ] you

that's the worst thing you could do uh

is that a joke or are you serious it's

always

both at the same time [ __ ]

i'm serious about being joe i'm serious

about jokes how about that i'm serious

about joking i'm i take i'm serious that

jokes are the only way you could tell

the truth

in this medium

i'm serious about that

wait wait wait are you joking right now

you know why i hate that question

because

i consider the people asking the

question is like your sense of

seriousness

is a farce and a fraudulent

your feeling of being a serious person

is the biggest [ __ ] joke of them all

you're like pretends to being this

serious person

is the biggest [ __ ] joke of them all

you're not you're a [ __ ] clown

gonna ask me if i'm [ __ ] joking you

want up this those people from that

petal website you're gonna ask me if i'm

joking you're not [ __ ] what i mean

are you talking i don't what is serious

between us

what's what serious relationship do i

have to you

a random person i don't [ __ ] know

shut the [ __ ] up

these people stiffly pretending to be

serious are the

they're [ __ ] full of [ __ ]

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i gotta peek

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if i want to like

continue

tonight

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or go irl

i don't know

i really don't have anything better to

do besides read and write

i have nothing better to do tonight

though

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but i think i can use a break you know

squirrel

it's like 12 dude it's 12 a.m

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i don't know should i check the reddit

[ __ ] it

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all right this is the last thing

maybe this is too far

it's just too far

this is the last thing we're going to

cover about this because i just saw this

on the reddit i just randomly saw this

[ __ ] on the reddit okay i didn't make

this

someone's just posted this on the reddit

this is the last thing we're gonna cover

about this someone just put this on the

reddit i didn't you know

that's what it is is what it is okay it

is what it is

it is what it is

that is what it is no explanation i'm

gonna say [ __ ]

but that is what it is you know what i

mean i got nothing else to say

we're not going to be doing any more of

these guys no more of these

this is going to be the last meme

but this will be the last meme

so we ain't done doing no more of these

um

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so yeah we're not don't approve any of

this [ __ ] on the other reddit mods

that would be the last thing

right

that's just about the last thing

and

that's it that's how it stands

it's just about the last thing

what is this

oh [ __ ]

i have hatred for no

humanity

except leftists

i do hate you i know personally i hate

you ideologically

i hate you as a matter of principle i

hate you religiously i hate you

spiritually i hate you psychologically

and i even hate you sexually

because you're [ __ ] ugly

every facet of [ __ ] hatred i have for

you in my heart i genuinely hate you

i hate the fabric that a snake wears to

disguise itself as anything else but a

[ __ ] snake and that's what left and

the leftists are they are the disguise

of snakes they are all snakes who

disguise themselves with politically

correct language virtual signaling

gatekeeping dumb [ __ ] signaling

[ __ ]

and disguise her own reptilian

cold-blooded calculated snake-like

[ __ ] desire to [ __ ] up the

mediocre middle-class beers in the game

of the attention economy

but i've never been a [ __ ] leech i've

never reached off of any community i've

never virtually signaled any community

absolutely based

i'm gonna upload that

sings the pmc guys this is this is the

this is the people getting behind the

netflix train

solidarity forever

solidarity forever

netflix employees are the working class

we are true workers and we're larping we

are the working class when union

movements and songs 100 years ago words

commenced thank you josh they were all

talking about us

when marks and angles wrote the

communist manifest

that was a seven minute song

what is this

hymn of the netflix republic

what is this [ __ ]

we're not gonna stop at netflix we're

gonna create the netflix hill autonomous

zone work first unite indigenous people

b-i-p-o-c

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solidarity forever

solidarity forever

netflix employees are the working class

we are true workers and we're larping we

are the working class when union

movement 100 years ago words commenced

they were all talking about us

when marks and angles wrote the

communist manifesto they were actually

talking about graduate students and they

were referring to people like me

who are a bunch of guys these are the

working class the working class look at

them look at the working class

this is the definition of the working

class look at him

when we get hired by a lousy boss we

complain and [ __ ] even though we can't

i'm a worker

yeah i'm personally a working class

worker i'm a proletariat

i'm a worker

nothing more nothing less

i'm a worker

i'm what it looks like to be a worker

do not we're not workers ourselves but

we have to get hired still because we

have to work for robust

we

are mediocre

we

are soyboy baters

we

have to work for a boss because we can't

do anything ourselves

on

like america's working class we

elevate ourselves with our minds

creative labor and mental labor is the

true working class

thank you red rising i appreciate you

listen

the great guys

battles

of a hundred years ago

they were actually talking about pink

hair blue-haired cuddled parasites

let's go for everyone hipsters are the

real

workers

hipsters are the real workers

you wanna know about the working class

go to a google hq

i

work for facebook

i

work for facebook

i

am a real

worker we are the working class

solidarity

solidarity

all right guys i have another song ready

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the activist behind the netflix walkout

has made

bigoted tweaks against asians and gay

people okay interesting

uh

from vlogs i don't want to read this

[ __ ]

debunk this article no

i want to see more memes that's what i

like i like memes okay i like seeing

memes

um

patriots shout out the people oh white

russia logo nice

uh any memes

let's do is

hey i heard grimes wants to collab with

hassan or something grimes no

do not betray infrared

this is the true grimes okay

let me let me actually see what's going

on

um

here it is

this is sickening

this better not be true

this better not be true okay because uh

you know

this can't be true is it true

uh

uh

is this true

rhymes followed me last night and dm'd

me last night while i was sleeping

because i went to bed at like [ __ ]

that's not the real grimes it's a fake

grimes god knows

there's a fake grimes that a lot of

people get confused for the real one and

that's the one who was dming him and i

went to bed at like 10 30 or some [ __ ]

yeah um

reached out

and i'm gonna try to see if i can have

her on the show no no

because i think that could be very cool

nah she's not gonna come on she's not

not gonna

it's not gonna happen okay uh it's just

not gonna happen

hello

what is this

i captioned

average art enjoyer i don't know

that looks really cool what is that

i'm just scared there's like a hidden

penis

in the background

so i gotta vet it more

check it out a little more

solidarity forever

you know all of the american union songs

were based on the civil war

you know all the american union songs

are based on the uh civil war you know

like the song

what is the song

there is power in a union

based off

uh it's actually based off of

it's set to the tune of the yeah the

battle cry of freedom that's it the

civil war song

yeah

there you go

literally the american labor movement is

based off of patriotism it's actually

based off of [ __ ] patriotism

oh god i gotta clean my [ __ ] desk

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you guys want some quesadillas

come on guys

i got some quesadillas

there you go open wide

got a quesadilla right here for you

huh

kind of look like [ __ ]

what happened tonight bot

what's up with nightbot

what is everyone talking about nightbot

why is nightbot dead

no it's not why is it dead

it's right there

ankles day two in their day

what's going on

give me a sec

um

they're not live

the patriotism video got delayed i don't

know what's going on with that

but it got delayed

uh

so i'm gonna tell you guys what i'm

gonna tell you guys what

i'm gonna shower

and see what i can do about going

iron about that

i'm gonna shower see what i could do

about irling you know

uh

[ __ ]

okay

i don't know who the [ __ ] this person is

but

they showed up on my recommended so i'm

gonna raid them

i'm gonna go shower

and uh go out maybe i'll take a walk

and i'll do irl maybe i'm gonna see what

i could do okay i'm gonna see what i

could do

huh

can't raid them what the [ __ ]

who else can i read

i'll just rate this guy

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