OPTICAL WARFARE [2022-01-20]

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infrared rising forever

i would deb nicholas right fucking now i would debate him right now like this instant i would debate him right now

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aesthetic vision half of it was our unique aesthetic vision we're going to get new we're going to get new stuff for the stream and the channel and we're going to overhaul these aesthetics because it's about time you just have to understand something

thank you puppy the reason why dylan was able to upload that fucking debate first is because our shit is not organized still we do it all manually you understand so we're going to get our shit in order and we don't have the cia back in us so we've got to do it ourselves you guys are probably also heard

if you're in the discord that infd is now on billy billy the chinese social media billy billy and that's being led by asra and a few others infrareds going to chat tap into the chinese social media sphere is the people who've been building bridges have bad intentions toward china their american

bys all jenz a dong pieces a shit want to infect china's youth with the american poison of the american left we're going to have our own inroads

now you may be asking has why the stream start so late tonight i've been on twitter why you waste the time on

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should i do nothing

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and my motto for twitter has always been what my model for twitter is jesus wept for the know not what they do i've learned to accept that n p cs like bradonic in my chat are n p c s they don't have a brain they are not human individuals they are just n p c they are automta

it's the law of uh hold on one second

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my motto is jesus wept where they know not what they do i can not balking believe how fucking stupid people are on the internet and it is so shocking

i don't know what to say a lot i am just left aghast not knowing what to say and then i look at the twitter and it's the dudes like and with with you know legitimately just stupid people i don't know what to say i don't know

what to say i can't believe how much they just don't get it i legitimately i am at a fucking loss for how much these people don't get it like i tt you know the five seven five eight thing and i tweeted that and they all reacted to it like what

hell

oh my god

the best on slam funday night

i tweeted the thing about how five eight is the height of dragon energy all true all one hundred percent facts but then the quot i literally got a bunch of quote tweets of people going like oh my god i can't believe he just said that

every single day i log on to twitter and i'm just flooded with stupid fucking people and i don't know what i sd i should laugh or cry but these are legitimately fucking stupid people they are legitimately fucking stupid people the same shit was going on with the holes it's literally the same it's literally i cant

at fucking believe people are this stupid i never knew people were this dumb but they're n p cs they're literally this fucking stupid you know reminds me of you know

high school i was the biggest troll ever and there was always these kids who would argue with me when i was trolling i'd be in class and i'd be like no i know one time i was like i do shoitd like i got the new i phone but i don't know the latest i phone was like the i phone for or something right so i was like i got the i phone five and it was an android phone and i'd

hold it behind my back and i'd be like yah everybody i got the i phone five argue that that is not the i phone five that is not the i this is an example i always would do that shit i can't believe people are so fucking stupid man it's just beyond me it's beyond me how fucking stupid people are in life i just can't fuck and believe

ave it and it's like every single time they fall for it i literally go viral i can't believe i go viral over this shit and they actually thousands of people i go viral and they don't realize how stupid it makes them look they legitimately don't realize it

they literally don't understand but i have grown men in my quote weeds s puzzled face i can let me tell you why i'm going to explain to you the science of optical warfare or optical science right i'm a force

of alienation i'm alienating people from twitter as a medium that represents the authentic expression of human emotion and interaction ok so when people qote me and shit they're trying to reinforce twitter as like a serious and authentic sphere within which authentic human interaction and emotion is ex

bress and it's like literally the only thing i just been repeatedly saying is that there is no real human interaction on this fucking website it is literally all just fucking

complete bullshit there is no human interaction

there is no human interaction on this website at all and i keep testing it and i try so falcking hard for them to get it like you know that soal soal like smile she's like tes youre five fo i literally reply to her saying some shit like five four is fine you don't understand numerology if you understand numerology

you would get it and they literally took the bait it's like i'm like five thirds wa better than five seven according to nemerological science which all science takes serious but i try so hard i choice it's like i li legitimately giving them three hints about what's going on here and i literally bad one went viral that

saido o my life is like a video game and i just can't stop winning i cannot stop winning

i canot fuck and believe this and it's like i'm i'm i'm constantly just responding and pushing back

and they don't get it they lially do not get it they lially do not get it and the only thing that continues to actually sincerely piss me off is how they keep reing you keep doing it and it's pissing me off you literally keep giving me notifications i can not fucking believe how stupid you are i literally cannot fucking believe

how stupid you are i legitimately cannot fuck and believe how stupid people are

are you saying you weren't serious what if i'm saying there's no such thing as serious on twitter how about that what if i'm literally just trying to make the point that you canln not be serious in these fucking mediums you can't there's no serious it's literally all a fucking joke it's not that i'm pretending and it's just i'm not being sits no

serious i'm just being honest i'm using it as it's intended i'm using it for what it's really made for when fucking see people actually teet on titter like their real emotion you fucking idiot i don't know what i look at you i don't even think you woman the way i look at you

i'm getting fucking annoyed on twitter every single day literally fuck off you sire throwing negative energy on me throwing bad energy on me literally balk off with your fucking negative energy you fuking idiot

you know it's aesk loser nothing better to do literally loser nothing better do con santly tweeting at me literallyk off i win you suck my nnuts i fuck and when you suck my nnuts i fuck and when you suck my nott in fucking meet all you fuck and want tun into my fucking stream right now

and your fucking girl wants me to hit up from the buck and back wants me to give a buck and backshots and there's nothing you can say ok you lost the debate you lost the debate lost the mother fking debate yeah it turns out i looked like this turns out i look like this

twitter twitter witter titter guys go sh with twitter twitter wter you know turns out i actually look like this this is how i look bch yeah yeah your fucking gl beg for some of the buking backshots in my bucking d bucking begging me but the only problem is i've long respected the fact that

that was srek swamp i'm not going to the swamp you understand that's the thing for the buck is you guys got to understand i'm just better than you even'm better than you in every cucking way admitted

i'm better than every single one of my s in every single way even when you put looks aside p looks aside even when you put physicality aside i am just have better happy energy than you do i am literally have better more vital energy than you do youre fucking depressed you guys are fucking depressed

rest on twitter i'm actually high energy liv in life that's the fucking difference between me and you legitimmently i am fucking better than all of my haters there's no falcking ball spot on my bucketds i cover it up with hair i cover it you can't bucking see it

to show you shit fucking coleman over it i cover it up bitch and you know i can do that i just can and i get away with it too and by the time they know this bss what that's already pull talk you understand by the time they notice that shit

already noted so guess what i get away with the to you understand i get away with the to

i get away with it to

let me tell you why i'm going to tell you why

because

i don't know if people would have a problem with the ballsow maybe maybe not the only time they' ever going to notice it is after i ready know nodded so she's like oh my god is you have a bad spot and i'm like you literally just let a guy who has a bad spot not inside of you so apparently you like bad men and she's like well you have a point and there you go but i relady won you understand

there you go anderstand there you go and here's the thing like we tell you guys something we tell you something i don't give a buck about society

super soldiers are ready for deployment you understand superserdons in this bitch twenty twentyes twenty thirty super soldiers in this bitch understand infrared mother fuckin ex skeleton

consult futuristic soldier mother parkard wonderstand

you want to know why they spit so much venom against me on twitter beuse they tuned into my stream and yeah bitch it's like thats for all the shit you talk about has why does he have such a big a loyal following why is he doing so successful why

he so beautiful why is he so handsome why is he so b why you so jack why you got so much swag why you got so much confidence at the end of the rins at the end of theins at the end of the uins at the end of the b rins i do bitch you don't think i got someoning to back it up

you don't think i got the ship that i talk on twitter you don't think i got someone to back it up with turns out which i look like this tns out i look like this you don't think i had someoning to back it up with did you and i'm looking bronze as well i

look a bronz as well understand rons warrior you understand look a browzs well and what of the haters got to say absolutely palking nothing about it let me tell you guys something everyone' just begging to souck my nuts every moification i buk and get at these

people talking shit is energy basically saying hos let me suck your nuts i'm saying no i got standards

i got the aggressivity of a five eight man right is i woke up to the riight is i'm right isver just another thursday bell riight is understand and you wn't you know i you mother fuckus coen in shit about height whde is bitch im wide is i gozoo wide energy bitch when i walk into a mother buckt the room everybody boy before me bitch i'm

wde a is ll i'm righte isll is bitch you understand you keep cping about my hed and should all you mother fuck and want i'm whde as thell've been wide a is ll i'm right in every respect i'm rde in every respect you understand i'm whdes you know i mean

i don't got time for people who don't understand the twenty twenty if you're stuck in twenty ten you' going to be a but bitch for the rest

st fuckan interaction with me i'll g p do gve fucking got the patience for you mother foker you were in twoentusyd and ten and you still buck and living in the anglo box and you still believe in genes and you still believe in adams and you still fucking believe in empiricism and shit

i'm i e like lah

n p c in the chat shorter than destiny

you know what chat stop you every time you see that show you guys are like who cares wo cares you guys better defend the truth i am five eight never fuk and slander me my call me five seven not fk and slander me by calling me five seven i'm taller than falck and destiny

i always been tall and destiny the camera tilted it the camera tilted it the camera tilted it they camera tilted it don't ever call me five six five five five four is fine i'm going to talck about that that's a fine height five plus

four equals nine the number of chaos five fos a fine high that's a ig the verin by fours a great five seven seven plus five tlve three the trinitarian ok jesus christ i'm not a holy man don't be call me f five seven because i'm not a buck

monk i'm not a fualking monk i'm not a monk don't call me a fucking monk i'm five eight the number of completion for the number of completion five plus eight equals thirteen one plus four die one plus three equals four for the number of completion

that's what i bucking im bilt like a mother fucking square bitch built like a square with four sides bitch built like a house bitch built in a complete w bich that's the tu the number of completion i can not believe that this ho guy is going

on camera doing a shit i just i just can't believe believe it bitch what fuck and do about it whatre you going to fuk and do about it what you fucking do about it what you fucking do about it what you fuking do about it except see and frocking c you fucking loser i cant believe what ha is doing better you better fuck and believe it because it sounds like you don't get it it sounds like you just keep bitching

whym i so big why do i got this big following why isn't it just me you're coping about me folk are you how do you explain my following how do you explain my viewers how do you splay my sonbs how do you felkn explain anything how do you splay my success if you're so critical of me how do you explain my success god i'll give you time

how the fuck you explain my success gohead i'll give you time how do you explain my fucking success right is it that so many see it differently than you ho my a thing in the first place you stupid bk you want to fuck and through criticism against me how you explain why it is i have a following explain

gohead my pucket b c right now in my fuk and b c your bucket hater you're going to get to my b c and you're going to explain why i'm a thing in the first placed in my b c mods cr band god time if the p out in pitch out manhood is forfeit

and this focking music sucks and is disgusting

as i was saying as i was mother fucking sying

that

every one is scared to debate me notice they're fucking scared to debate me and you know these jensey dong pieces a shit you know these fucking jensey dong pieces a shit you know that they sided with dilon burns in our debate

the

you ensy dong sided with dylan burns in our debate about taiwan yeah you know about that yeah ensy dong side with lon burns against me the communists the marxist leninist the pro china ang comes angs

that genda doincide with dyan burns you don't know what that that's how you know these mother fuckers were the true allegiance of right

differences are not based in ideology thn you edk they're based in class it's all class warfare when their collective class interest is fucking threatened they all fucking get in line together how do you explain why m ls are uniting with people like diylon burns against me how do you falking ex that

explain in terms of ideology go ahead

i am the destroyer of libs i am the nightmare of leftist i'm the destroyer of libs the nightmare of leftist they all suck my cock they all suck my cock and bow before me every single one of them they all suck my cock before me

thank you oidburn

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give me ten extra minutes give me ten extra minutes i'm so scared sound scared you sound fuck and scared buck in time waster any

body who comes after me regrets it

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where's the debate ok guys there's a lot of critigue in debate about forad right where's the debate show me the debate show me the criticism where's the debating criticism show me show me show me the shit the talk on toitter go ahead show me what the sent on show me what con sent on toter go ahed with a warrior what they say

you talk shit about me only talk shit about me shoulder what do you got to say what you got to say the truth is i'm being penalized i'm being faulted i'm a visionary the truth is i'm a visionary i'm just a man in love

love that's why they penalize me because i'm a romantic i'm a man in love it's just it's just it's just it's just i'm in love with the vision i'm in love with a vision

all they have is hatred

truth is

they hate me why

they hate me because they hate beauty they hate beauty itself what is infrared do except produce beautiful things beautiful works of art name one ugly thing i've ever produced name one ugly thing

name one ugly thing i've ever produced name one ugly thing i've ever done one ugly thing you can say you disagreed me but name one ugly thing i've ever done one ugly thing a single ugly thing i've ever done go ahead

s the sumple some sle stigmize yourself

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going to finish we're going to finish this at least finish we wanted to finish and then we're going to get right back into our funkins wing to watch the communist party shi wen i we're going to watch more of this

i've fll in love with when carried on the see he called

i feel like

im

as i become less nobody

i

benefit less financially

from each conversation we have

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which gives you less control

over me in a career way

like i will like i hop i'm i i am becoming

more

so like i said

i

there's some weird nerd jedi mind tricks going on

and to us it seems like nothing's going on it's like ok why would you say that

but in destiny's mind he's like

oh

hold out the nobody's cards

it is like some jedi mines trick shit

nerds only nerds understand it ok

only nerds understand it

your esel sufficient

yeah

like that youre

yeahya i don't mean you're equal in terms of size i just mean

in terms of a

h how much i could be using

that that amount that has to be that's decreased significantly

ok

right

do agree on that

uh yeah of course

logically you don't like you don't like being used

room

thisstiny is lu

d g g and destiny

i feel like the're like

wait a second that's brilliant

every time he guy talks to e

i can't take it seriously i'm sorry i cannot take this

to night i'm blowing your bm's back out

i don't care about you

i think

depends on

using me for walk i don't like being used i feel like i'm learning more about

what it must be like

be you

as more and more people

try to use me i'm having that i've never had this experience before but over the last two weeks

uh

everybody is

people are

sending me like oh have you talked to this person bla blah you might be int bob

everybody's doing

i've never i've never had the experience of somebody doing someone else a favor by telling me their name

and this must happen to you all the time

of somebody else doing you a favor someone someone doing someone else a favor someone being like

just just these imagined conversation like you know that this guy you know you're not you you you're not famous by having you know that you know that smalking chickenhg guy

he literally used i'm not exaggerating he would'd get two viewors per stream

and he had five friends who would spam me every day to debate him

that is not hard to get i always get people spamming me to debate fucking people who have zero clout at all i don't know what the fuck this guy's talking about

ya and uh

you're not being used financially

you're being

well at least in my case

combat it

optically

conversation went like yeah i know destiny i'll send him a d m and like

ll i'll mention you and like i'm not sure if he's going to really want to talk to you but we'll see it we'll see what he says

mhm

i don't like it

ok

you knoww this you can tell this guys such a purve

pervert in the clinical sense

he's the only guy who stares at the camera as a live streamer what kind of fucking live streamer stares right into the camera

he doesn't even given the audience any space he don't even give them any space

he just stares right in the fucking camera

the audience don't even have any space to like separate them so like their

you know what i mean

like you know perverts they just want to directly just want to direct thing just directly directly

that's what this is you know

got a peeping tom

uk in streaming set up

i i feel

i

because he always stares at the fucking camera he always has this look on his face

like he's just defeated you intellectually

you j't always got the smog look on its face like you've just got defeated it intellectually

yeah i feel you

increasingly

by more and more

why don't you line it

they don't they're not they don't like me

they' like money

they don't care they don't care about me

that's the fucking internet dude with the fok

listen

this is like the dude

w was like i don't know is she using me for my money or a cloud who gives a fuck brow

just enjoy some head

if you get in head you get in head you know what i mean

hey it don't matter

it don't matter what she really think

i couk care abut you a ten feel like

your attentiony

yet do you feel like you have some way of weeding out those types

people i guess that

contact you or

no because a lot of them also genuinely like

even even some of my friends

they're like really excited

they're excited about the channel in a way that they've never been before

that's like well you're not really excited about the channel

you're excited about

like fame

power

but that's not me

there's nothing to do with me

kind of an inevitable part of

growing

is that your personal relationships could

potentially take on a difent

form

but i mean that's going to be unavoidable

and

in destiny's like sweating right now he's like

there's some jedi mind trick nerd shit we don't even know about like he's sweating

it's like i don't know what's going on bro i just i don't get it

i don't get it

like yeah it sucks

optical

experiments

have you thought at all about how to

i guess divine from people their intentions and associating with you or to figure out

is that possible

i mean yeaes sure i can i can become more i can you're saying just be go scarface and

be more paranoid

i maybe i don't know

about how much about the

bothers me what

well i just assume off the bat

that everyone is an op or a potential op

simple as that

and you don't know how far i take it either when it comes to that you really don't know how far i take that shit

but

i take it very far like even if i meet you in person

and you're right there in person whatever i was still literally not trt

at all i will still literally tell you to your face like i do not trust

and it's not that i say i don't trust you like i have a problem with you i'm more like

you know

we

we're not going to have a relationship here youuned sand like

we

well

ok so in terms of you and me do you do we do we agree that this dynamic is decreasing as i grow or

and so far as the dynamic exp i don't talk to someone at this level of viscerality

unless i'm trying to

get some badshots and i'm not going lie

i don't talk to people with this level of personal

feelings

unless i'm trying to get my shit with you know i mean

bike

what

bro is destiny what do you want from destiny it's

like what do you want from him you know

what do you want from him

a weep

destiny our as our relationship

bro what does that even mean like what do you want

look you should never go meda

with your relationship with another man if it's your best friend if it's your friend

never go medal and just be like

um

what are we

i mean look unless you you sway that way

don't ever be like to your home you be like

ah what are we

bro what's going onro

don't be saveing that ship

you know

anyhow it works you know

that's you only do that shit

when you're trying to get some bagshots in you know

you only do that kind of shit when you trying to hit it whatever

you don't do that shit when you when it's a

you know hom me weever

you don't do that shit bro you don't do that shit you don't go medal with that shit listen y all are either cool or you're not cool shit is good or it's not good

and that's proven by example that is not proven

rute

you talking about

you know

exists and could be observed by some people yeah it's probably decreased

i'm asking you what you think this is an i don't care about this is something i don't care about at all

if there are girls other the want to fuck me for fame or there are people that think they can leach up on thing to be more popular as

ro what the fuck destiny literally was thinking the same thing i was he was like he's like bra this is some ship bitches telling me what is this dude talking about

ro he was literally thinking of the same shut

what thell broth that's how you know this dud is weird that's how you know this dud is is very bizarre

you know

even even destiny was thinking the same shit i was which was like

this is not something

this is not the type of

cucking conversation w you have with another roman

he's like uh what about with us

what about our relations

ro what do you mean

i feel like this dude would just be like

like you just you had a kickback or something and everybody leaves and he just sitting there standing he's like

be friends

he like oh yeah sure and he just like

stay here

friends with each other

you're jus staring right into your eyes

and you're like

thank

i'm might

what do you mean and he's a

you know what i mean like what do you mean by this it what do you mean

you love me

you know what is going on you know i mean like

i this dude might tie you in his biasement

keep you as this rendwor

oh hi friend

thank you would when he be like

i noticed you're tied up

well the reason i tied you up is because

think

if i let you go

we wouldn't be friends again

i didn't like that

you don't have a choice

you'll learn to love

mm

know

bes i'm having a good time i truly don't

so i can be cognizant of any dynamic that exists but

i like

not something that i'm really that

doesn't bother you

because what does it get you what do you mean does it bother you like what does that get you

it bothers you when it's with a woman because

you know

let's be real guys can we be real

what is it going to get you i just what about the feeling what do you mean the feeling bra

grey to god man

pray to god we're on our own in this world we're on our own in this world that's the truth i'm telling you the truth we're on our own in this world

we use each other

what's wrong with using each other

what's wrong with using each other we do use each other as human beings

course we use each other

do use each other

if you're not using each other

what's the point

don't interact with people if there's not going to be any benefit from it

that's what i always say don't don't be interacting with people just for the sake of it

friends

what do you mean are we friends

what you mean by that

what does i mean

mean like are we

maybe it's just because i have love in my heart for all of humanity already that i find it weird

i think people are like

because

the world and i want us

bro i already have love in my heart for all humanity

the default you know

the default is

n let me tell you i'll be rual with you the default is

unless i hate you or something you know

let me tell you the default i ust i must say this

because

there's girls in my life that have gotten upset over this shit

so i'm going to explain like this

my default

even if i don't know you

is if you were in trouble i would help you

i could

if you needed help i would help you

my good

right

if

if there was you know

if

fa

if you needed advice you if you want to meet a good do good things for you

to help you i would you know that's just my default attitude

two

pretty much everyone that i don't have a problem with

if it's within my resources if you need help or something

within limits you know i'm saying because people are abusive about that shit

but yeah like for example if a random girl came up to me she said

you know this dude is giveing me problems can you go

you help me of course i would

i don't have to get gain anything out of that that's just my default

stance

but if you want to have like a personal personal relationship where you're going to get in my head and

we're going to share thoughts and spend time together in shit

yeah i'm sorry like that's just not something i do default

i default i'm going to be my old man

i'm going be reserved to shit and just do my own thing

but

yeah like of course

as human beings we use each other that's what it's about

it's about using each other

but the default is you should be

should you know you should help out your fellow men you that should be your default help out your fellow men

you know if someone's car breaks down by the road

my instincti is to stop

why can't

fix cars but

yeah that is my my instinct is just you know

be a good human being

the people around you in need

is in the disk now

the vibs changed

where's heet

not in v c

what i mean

if people come to me and ask for help

usually i will help

usually i will

so i just consider that

how humans are supposed to be by default i don't have to be your friend

f what do you mean like i don't have to be your personal friend

do you need something from me do you want some what do you need you know

what do you mean are we this is this

this i've al you know i've got into trouble with girls with this shit

because they don't get it they don't falk and understand

because i'll be like

they'll say like

that kind of shit and i'll be like

so what does that mean like what do you want

what do you want right and the'll just be like

oh my god you're so cold hearted you don't get it

what do you mean i don't get it and then i realize that what they're really saying is

do you

are you like um

if i needed help would you help me like

would you

are you someone who's not going to have

are you going to be someone wo i'm not alienated from

on a fundamental level

but my attitude is that i'm not alienated from anyone on a fundamental level like that like

you know i'm a human being i like to be a good human being so

but if like in terms of a special relationship with you specifically like

that entails some

doesn't it like

you know like what do you want specifically from me

you know

behas i just want you to be there

what do you mean you know what i mean

like

there always has to be a reason there has to be a purpose there has to be some kind of h

purpose you know

like what do you mean what's the point

like ok i understand that ok do

i want you to talk to me

okay sure we can talk

i want you to uh

give me some advice or whatever ok fine whatever

i mean

those are all like specific things

right but just in general having like

a friendship with someone in general what does that even fuck it mean

uh okay i guess my view is that it doesn't bother you because you're so paranoid that

trusting people at all just seems like

unthinkable so you're like fucke they're all

all i mean like you said to dr k that all you think all relationships are transaction

or you view them all that way so therefore

if they're all transactional you might as well just say non of them are transactional

because it's not it's no more transactional than any other relationship

if you think they all are

the relationships are kind of transactional

because

what you're talking about when it comes to a relationship is you are inputting energy

you are doing something specific

that doesn't mean you have to be a bad human being on the tth

on the default

when there's no relationship but like yeah a relationship

is

exerting energy

in a specific doing a specific type of action for a specific reason

there are

two ways you can go with this

a

and if you want to do the first way we can do the first way

i

but i

tell you

so

when somebody is in my position there's two possibilities

eith the one

they are incredibly guarded and they shut down some part of them so that they don't associate with people

too deeply because they're so afraid of getting hurt

that they don't want to expose part of themselves yeah which is sounds like what you're as saying of me

the second part and this is the only answer i can give you and you can assume i'm long if you want

but i truly just don't really care that

i have an internal view of myself

i have an internal view of what i want what makes me happy

there are certain people in my life that i can

utilized to achieve those ands that are fun to hang out with

if there' is some mutually beneficial thing that they gain off

me whether it's cloud or

that

i really don't really cat

ok

think about

so your sense of being

use

does not subtract from your sense of being a love

i'm not looking for love from other people i'm usuly just look

positve

very

yeah i'm not i

so

i don't i'm not a utilit destiny's a utilitarian and i find utilitarianism it just

it's like it's a

it's it makes my stomach

six

no

it's just not how i think of the world

i don't think of it like i'm using you for a specific positive experience

because experiences are too ambiguous

like ok i want that i think it's perverted actually i think it's perverse it's like i want this direct outcome i want this direct outcome

you want to know why i'm talking about guys like

let's say

i'm legitimately actually horning right

i'm legitimately actually warning right

i'll give you i'll give you the example like this right

i'm legitimately actually worning

and i'm talking to someone and she's like

and this has happened by the way

she's like

ok you just want to fuck me so fuck me

you know what i'll say

i'll be like

no i mean

like when you put it that way no

you know

whll you put it that way no

oh i

it's too direct

no when you put it that way no i don't it' just a turnoff

it's a big turnof

it's a big fucking turnin

and the reason it's a turnof is because it's the ambiguity of the experience that makes it what it is

like

you don't actually know what you want

before him

you only

you know what i mean by this if you understand this you understand

like what i want from people

like for example

what if i it's not it's not that that's what i want

like

what i want is

um

two

it's the tension it's the building the tension itself i can't fuck and explain it i can't explain it

but it's like yeah when they try to directly give you what you want i'm like n i mean like when you put it that way no you know

will you put it that way no

that's a really vulgar example

but

i can give another example too

um

i think but i do agree that i don't care about this shit

it's just that the way i think of it is it's not that

the things that i want

um

i just want what i want and then i

i just want to achieve what i want it's more like

mm

for me it's more that

i have to work that's how i would put it i have to work

the way i put it is i have work i have to attend to and i have to do my work

that's what it is that's what it is

it's like this

so what do you just say he's like

i don't actually care

about what other people a

i don't actually care like if people i don't want to be loved i just want

specific experiences

the way i am is

i don't care if i'm loved or not i don't care about being loved

i care about

my business i care about my focking work

that's what i care about

i don't care to feel loved i care about my word

and that's a very big philosophical division between me and this for him

he thinks he has these experiences whatever that he wants

and i think that's a false way of life

for me the way of life

you attend

you do your duty

your business your work

and positive experiences

are

things that just come along the way when it comes to that

we are completely given to our work and doesn'ts the same way i argued with him about this in person

no

like he was like

was like what you like to do and he's like these five things

and i'm like you know kind of it's kind of cap

cap because

you don't really know what you want

because

who are you in the first place right

when you enter this world

who are you in the first place what are you

before you can talk about what you want you have to know what you are

right

and to me part of being a human being in general

is

giving yourself to something that's higher than yourself

she's your work

your career

fuck in art

whatever

and that is not

and experience of

pleasure

that's not the reason' is not utilitarian

because it's not about

pleasure

leisures jiust

an incidental thing

it's about a more fundamental like existential life

what am i in the first

when it comes to if you just think of it in terms of pleasure it's like ok i just want these like i like these

points that i'm getting these input points

right

but when you think of it like how i'm putting it

it's more actually a matter of like the fundamental a fundamental necessity that is drawn

from what you are in the first

it about what you are it's like

what is in your nature as a person

are you going to be faithful to that

destiny basically takes his world for granted

but a human being

in reality including him

as to work for their world

in the first place

before you can talk about the things in your world that you enjoy

and you you take pleasure in

you have to talk about

what it is which is

how your world is held together in the first

it's not

something you could take for granted

mean it's kind of basically like

the difference between

the british philosophy and cont right british empiricism is basically like

cases the world and then

we sense the world and we think we gain pleasure from the world and with utilitarianism

we

we do things to maximize our pleasure or the things that we like or enjoy right

and then plato comes along im sorry t comes along and he comes and says

you can't take your world for granted

your world

um

actually

is structured transcendentally

in a way that you are

in terms of your will

responsible for you are responsible for the structure of your world

in the first place

right through the categorical imperative that's what glues your entire world together in the first

doing your duty for con

it's also about doing the thing

that

makes your world coherent

he's in v c now

no he's not

why do the things that pleasure us give us pleasure

that's another very important question you have to ask what actually is pleasure

why do we enjoy the things we enjoy

if you go like

beyond the pleasure principle freud beyond the

the the release of endorphins that's some stupid fucking bullshit

right

that's that's why these people are all fucked up on this s s r is and

fucking psychiatric drugs

and it's not

it's not solving anything

brain chemist

the all it's to take is drugs to alter your brain chemistry forever and that should that should satisfy you on a fundamental level

anyway

what i was trying to say is uh

with freud's beyond the pleasure principle

you basically deal with

the organism

as a kind of like thermodynamic

uh system

where pleasure

is about

a way in which

the

wall sorry the cell let's just say it's some kind of

single celled organism

it is excited

by its

a external stimulius

right

so just in its self consistency of just being what it is

it is somehow gaining pleasure

through the

act of regulating the difference between the inside and the outside

between the internal parts of the cell

and the outside world

in which the organism dwells

right

to here you have a view of pleasure

that is subordinate

to a more fundamental

egg

onantological

status

pleasure is just the way in which your body tells you

that it is indeed on the right path to being what it is

so for example

i take pleasure in smoking cigars

but

do i think of it

in terms of like i like smoking cigars

so i'm going to do what i like

or is it

there is something about smoking cigars that fulfills

who i always was

ah that

i do

because of

because it fulfills a specific

part of who i am

no it's not the first one the first one is wrong you don't do it

burst because i like why do you like it you like it

because

it's it allows you to be yourself

in a certain type of way

no it's not the fucking chemicals in a cigar

that's the most stupid shit i've ever fuck and heard

ye you can get those same chemicals literally i could get them from a vapor

you can get them anywhere else it's not like chemicals in a fucking cigar

that you know listen as somebody who knows shit about cigars i can't believe you said something as stupid as that

then what's the difference between a fucking cohuba cigar

and a foking

piece of shit

what are they focking called

eight hundred seventy five cigar what's the difference then

why do i why do i have a difference what makes one better than the other

what makes one more high quality than another

you don't want love

n i'm not that kind of person no

molina

from alina i probably do

because she's my wife

but

if i thought

w i want love

no

i don't want love

i want people to love what i do

i don't care i don't want you to love me

don't love me

i'll tell you why i don't love me right

don't love me because

before you know it

i'm gone

simple as that

what i mean w that w i mean with that before you know it

listen

me as in like uh

that's that that don't matter it's what i do that matters me specifically man

i'm gone like that

i'm gone like that

no

i

speak

speak

if you don't speak

you get fucking band

you have plen s and pan

do a push up

look at these people say do a push up

when i literally just look like this i literally just fucking look like this

and they say do a fucking push up

when i look like this you look fucking stupid

you look stupid you look fuckn stupid

ose

whate

he get in my fuck and v c how about that huh

push up gy get in my fuck and v c

i can't i can't i can't i can't i can't i

tell these people because they're very sensitive

my mik is still not fixed

i'll tell you i'll fix it for you

then

i' wasting my time

that would probably bother

ok

love fro molina

and

i sam

a couple other family members

ah and my son ya

yeah

i want love

i want people to love me

who the focks is this

i want people to love me

ro

i literally don't even think about women that way

i don't want women to love me

don't

i just want them to take my notes

we some of them

just to take my notes

and then leave

just take

this

problem i have

aways

take what i am made of

yeat take what i am made of it's literally my

well dna d n a is real

jeans are not real

take what i am made of

i am made of something

take it

but being loved

alright

can you stop spreading foking

miss inful

a zirka

is

he's been in the hospital but he's getting another surgery

ok

getting more surgeries you got a surgery and there was there was an issue

and he's getting another surgery

you know don't don't come here and say this fuck and shit you know

don't come and say this walkan

what

though he does not think he just does not falk

i swear he does not

it's not even fuck and funny it's literally not evin

it's not even fucking funny he don't even think

all right he's going back to the hospital and

he's going back to the hospital i don't i don't even know how ana knew that shit

but

yah he's going back to the hospital

and he's going to tex when he gets back

and he's he's with

he's with someone right now that i know

and he's going to take him back

oh man

so

all right let's continue this

let's continue this sh

ok

good

finding that as a content creator is going to be very difficult

it does

people are highly incentivized to present one thing

conceal

their true intention

yeah

yeah

i want people to love i want people who already love me to not stop loving me and use me instead

o

what do you

think about that

it's going to depend from relationship it's so weird this sit is so fucking weird

so'll fucking' weird

that's so fucking

to relationship do you feel how do you

do you feel that

um

you have lost

anything

of that

m i've never really had very many friends not close friends that i care about that much so

growing up a proarlinly really had like two close friends

and then these days i probably have like less than five

maybe

five thousand people watch this

a row

like

ok

so

interesting

people are st obsessed with destinies like privates

yeah

sive

like who he really is and what a

why does it matter i don't know why it matters

i thought he was known as the debaate guy

you know

i thought he was known as the debate guy

even hassan does not get probed at this level you know

really weird

um

are you worried i will betray you somehow

not really but i try to worry about things i don't have much control over it seems like i would just be robbing myself of any like immediate happiness or satisfaction by doing

if it happens in the future it happens but like why would i not enjoy

everything leading up to it

i think i think you could enjoy our relationship

more if you've trusted me more

not

in

what the fuck

what

what is he saying

ro this is just

really because it's not like there's some part of me that you have don't have access to

like jessica

where what

wait

no

what

thoughts

like what

hey this is like

there's just so much innuendo

going on

i'm sorry brother this iss geting weird it's getting weird

a your heart

theo's in up

who is this guy

who the fuck is this guy

is he trolly

it's all for attention

i think he's a fid too i honestly think

he's getting propped up overnight yeah there's some weird shit

yeah i'm going to review the hassan chapel i thought we already watched all of it but apparently there's more

yeah probably

a fed

probably you goly

that's heartner

there is

ok

i you have to admit

i'm i seem like a pretty trustworthy person

probably maybe maybe not i'm not like if they were like if you're going to trust like a streamer

who just random i guess i wasn't a streanm you made me into a streamer

but youre going trust like a guy a content creator that just like showed up iee like i'm a pretty good candidate for someone to trust even though the situation certainly does not lend itself

to trust

look into his history he was definitely recruited or some shit i bet i haven't looked into the history long

that's what i'm that's what i'm i think you know what i think

i think i came i i like i met you and i was like this is great like i he's platforming me but also

i i i like you and like we can talk to each other

and you're helping me ah

and

and

helping me navigate this confusing mess

m

you know what i don't get about destiny

the dude only has what

how much views does he get

he only gets like

three thousand views on twich

and how much on youtube

and yet he like he just creates

apparently he creates people he just like

you get seven k on youtube

so he's a ten k anddy then

right

oh no he's yah he's about five to ten candy

so

how was he able to just like make people like this

and create

isn't that weird

like this is how it is on you know viewers don't even mean that much like for example i have the most powerful chat

and all to which i have the most powerful army i have the most powerful jet

and loyal

community

and yet what i am a six hundred anightiy

right after

um

destiny is not he is by far not the biggest dreamer

but he's the biggest like

creator of other streamers does that make sense he's like

he's the biggest like

networker

he's the biggest character creator he just creates people

and just

his community is um

his community somehow like

there's enough of them to be distributed

in terms of views and subs

and follows

the light

yeah

twenty different people at a given time he like he shares

yeah he's like a twitch streamer incubator

but his community like for example

right now

his viewers are watching this

but i'm actually watching this for mr girl not destiny

but regardless

his viewers are here that's probably why at

and this late

in my usual schedule

have relatively good views right

this late

we have d g g viewers here right

they just flopped

or some in some kind of way they just

what

whenever he's being reviewed on a stream

whenever his face is in the thumbnail for any stream

they just flock

and it's so weird

it's very weird

so you want to you tube and like what you're saying all things wever appreciated

but it's just weird how like

a flock whenever whenever like destiny is anywhere

in the title or he's being reviewed

that's how destiny orbiters make a living their whole living is made

off of that

basically or like watching destiny

um

but the crazy thing is how the subs are all so divided

they get they make a living off a

i

but he's not that famous

he's not as big as a son

and hassan doesn't make that many people or not unmss much streamers make a living off of hassan

but i'm

one of the reasons i want to watch this first is i want to bait more viewers and then go to the communist party stuff

it's basically like i'm using them to

on a lim in to the

my agenda you know

and like i just have to i just have to like show him that i'm like a trustworthy person like of course but now

just two weeks into my own little career i see

uh you can't trust anyone

yeah everyone is everyone is lying

so then it's on then i'd so the i feel embarrassed i feel embarrassed that i

i thought i could

seem

trustworthy enough to you

you because you're probably want you would be somebody that i would have the least trust in for a long period of time

hmm

why's that

yeah so

i approach all of these topics in a very

all say autistic way or inhuman way maybe so this is going to sound a littleit weird but

i think when im

i think when a lot of people look at somebody they trust

they think of like ok

i feel like a

warm connection to this person and they seem like they genuinely care about me so they wouldn't do anything to hurt me does that sound right

i don't think you're not human

we i'm just asking a basic question don't jump ahead of me

i wll know you already said that

sure

well but don't ok i think i'll skip bt the the way that i view trust is yeah does somebody have more to gain or more to lose by i guess like

backstabbing me or betraying

is you yt idea

but as long as somebody has more to lose

than they would then to gain by back

i don't get it though i don't get why destiny form so much drama

i don't know why there's so much drama around here

i've had drama with his orbiters i hate his orbiters

but his orbiters are like

like those streamers that orbit him they're like they're these desperate people they now they're always fucking creating drama and shit

but i don't i don't know if destiny himself is just like

he's like a

he's like an east asian

or darmaic

destiny is like a darmayic cult leader or a

sovereign where he's just like

i am a man of

um in

i will be happy

let my underlings

are you to shred

it's like you go and meet the sovereign and he's like totally normal and chill and calm

but then his underlings were the most of vicious fucking like

it's like how it's like god jeb basals is you know

ick out jeff baslss

but i don't know if that's the case or it's just he doesn't he can't control it or i don't know

but i don't know how he creates so much drama

can anyone explain to me the source of drama

specifically

because of history

but how is there so much fucking drama like based on what

so you're saying it's his so how he beefs with lefties on twitter i do that way more severely than he does

i beef with them

way more intensely than he fuckon does

are you kidding

destiny's twitter beef is fucking a fraction of mine i'm way more intense with that shit

he's sociopathic and can't engage with people in a friendly way

what do you mean by that doll

because if someone just wants to be left alone you have to

you know people don't have an obligation to be friendly

you don't you got to have a business like mentality

no empathy

i don't get it but i just don't get it

i don't

fucking get it

sam hairstyle with some of yours aren't as hard hitting

yeah i tune into his dreams when he's doing the hard hitting shit and literally all i hear about is a bunch of shit that doesn't matter it's like

wellait but that i don't see why that should matters every time i fukn tune in and there's like some debate going on and what is this debate about it again

i don't see the meat in potatoes

gy the thing with anna

m

it is very one sided

and i said this to him to his face is very one sided

because she has not caused

much drama

the community's response to her has caused a drama she doesn't have a big following

she doesn't have a big enough following to cause tdrauma

the response is going to be the source of drama

i mean

that on community space you have a pos have to be a little bit charitable

um

charitable with others

what do you mean by that

i don't know what you mean by that because i think

it don't matter you can't

people don't have an obligation to be friendly or nice it's just period you know

if you don't like it don't interact with them that's how i put it

some of the arguments over dumb shit like height and holes is less impressive to normals than what destiny does

destiny does literally the same shit

he literally just

names on people

it does the same shit i do't the fuck you're talking about

you treat people bad no shit people will not like

yeah but what does it mean to treat people bad if you go up to someone it's like what do you want

what do you mean about treating people bad because that sounds like an entitled mentality are people entitled to be even treated at all

do you understand what i'm saying by this if you get entangled with someone

that's on you

if you go and you ask someone of something that's on you you don't

unless he's forcing himself in others people's business and space like who'se

you know what i mean

would you mean he treat people bad

ox if you like sharedability in is called

going to harass everybody he's got beef with

ok that i understand i do understand like the

harassment thing i guess i understand that because that's yeah that's that's people

going in bothering other people

so yeah that's like an act of aggression whatever

but

we're not going to talk about ana shud he ok maz ben ben any talk of that

i'm talking about

why is there so much drama about

like people are al because he's cold to people

okay

but

if you initial but i don't know why i'm saying this shit i don't know w i'm talk

i even thank you monly

who cares though i don't know why fucking anyone cares you like who gives a fuck

who gives a fucking shitpment

why is it a source of drama

if a dood just wants to be left alone i don't see what the source of drama is

i don't get the discursive

thing that's going on like i don't get like

what is it about

what's the issue and what's the solution what's the issue

at hand

are you saying like he just goes onstream and says controversial shit

and that's the source of the drama

i don't get it bru

i could this that trustworthy pers that's not trust that's literally not the definition of trust trust that's

that r i understand what you're saying yeah

trust would be if i have more to gain by backstabbing you

and you still believe

and and put faith in and behave as though

and still show me the catblly

anyway

because you i don't believe that i don't trust anybody

i don't get it but i still don't get it i think the reason is because ultimately i'm more controversial than this guy i'm more of a dragon than this guy

i'm literally way more fucking like hardcore

like i'm way more antisocial and way more against society than he

and that's why i don't get it because i'm like oh you're talking about

the things destiny has in common with me which is

that he's willing to stand his ground against

the discourse

well but i do that even more than destiny because i don't just do it against the discorses i do it against the whole establishment

so it's like

that's not impressive to me i'm way worse when it comes to that shit

admittedly ninety nine percent of streamers don't do that but it's like

that's why i'm not getting it because i'm taking it for granted

wicked supreme calls your sub number bullshit

yes give me the clip

send it to me and twitch the ms

send me the clip on twitchdm's right now give me that clip

because this is going to make for an interesting

he said my sobs are bullshit

by

you twuo ones or are these subs are bullshits

the money that's being the subscuore

he just went live

ok no no i want to i want to see this i want to see him say that my sobs are both

and that means my payout is bullshit too right

that means twitch does not pay me

monthly but think you read it

red raider from katiy oki guys hold on

i have to show my hands so it updates automatically

or did it already update

thank you red radter from kat

were are the infrared how does how does why does it update every time people saw do i just manually input it

yes can see my hands right

let me know only d m me the clip because i have to check

let me know when you ded mned it to me

or whispered it

b thank you goose appreciate you

'm hands free

but wicked supreme

it takes a few minutes to update it's always taken

s not it never does it in

never done it

t

the

but

but

based based based based based

base

birst

i want to play the video but then i won't be able to have my hands free so i don't know the foot

h fore i

oy

literally all because

someone decided to make up that i fake myself

you have to wait

it's up

but with my hands free we can't even watch the video

you have to wait with my hands free

birth update

can at least listen to music or something

thank you boy

is it every thirty minutes don't tell me is every thirty minutes

don't tell me is everythirty

don't tell me it's everything

infrared had voice uh

think of doing the disney

it i'm think i'm doing the universal stream

but i think we have to call them for permission

what i was told

i am literally just waiting for it update

the islam debate is going to be when they email me

oh my falking god i can't believe how long it

yea how long has it been guys how long has it been

literally how long has it been

that was just the mongel you

it was uploaded to billy billy

in three minutes

it every five minutes

i'm waiting for the fucking subcount to update

because

i'm being accused of having fake subs

by wicked supreme

the streamer

can you also deam me the video

o i'm taking one hand putting it on the mouse

see it i'm on the mose

in a play

butody like that i don't think that's true

well that's

thats the next you don't trust anybody

now there you go there you go

immediately updated thank you anonymous give that anonymous with thank you so much bro what the fock it literally when i put it my hand on the mouse it updated

the second i touched

that's actually fucking weird that's actually fucking weird

walk off

ohkl

walk on

hey i'm going to play the video and not touch it you're going to see it up

oh okay

that's what i was shown and i don't trust

so i think i'm already i already have more to gain by betraying you than i do by

being

friends with you

i't think you of anything a gaine by betray me right now now

i think so

what

people like fights

people like drama

i don't know why did why did vosh and hassan do it

um our son did it because he was

threatened by me a little bit and i think he has self esteem issues

do you think it hurt his career

no he had a lot to gain from it career wise because there was a

a

how was a son threatened by destinyes

it was not

well

what does he mean

brah i'm sorry but

he was not

ok

was

threatened by like the optics of him

like challenging his views or

as a streamer because that just seems a

ond

is a rift growing between our two communities

where there was a genuine thirst in my community for somebody more far left

so he had a lot to gain by severing that connection

and they're working on continue to build his own stuff

and then capitalizing on the exodus of fans from me ok ok ok so p so betraying you now would be premature i have to wait until

wasn't i don't know if that's true wasn't that hassan i mean wasn't that wash

because let's can we just be honest about something

hassan's way too big

to have came from this

and

you know i'm so charitable in good faith and shoitd but i'm being honest

like the fact that hassan became as big as he did proves that the thirst

or that type of streamer

was by no means primarily coming from destniny's community there was a that was much broader than

then d g g that was very much

broader

this is probably what's more likely is that

there was a rift

not because there was a civil war within d g g but because hassan was becoming more

a left wing because of the outside people that were coming in

and there was a lot of pressure

ay on him to like

distance from destiny

thiscus of the burnie thing that was going on it was the burnie movement that made us on

wasn't that destiny it was the burning onar

ho i can define myself against you and i know this because i was there

twenty nineteen

bernie's movement

everyone was watching a sun

br

remember the ok boomer girl ok

bomer

whatever you say boomer

i miss those times i miss those

like i literally know what your twitter account is you fuck a loser there's literally a thirty year old guy on twitter

was constantly making new accounts

to spam omur chat

this guy totally has a life by

odly has a life

you had a following on facebook ont home

he was threatened by destiny

develop a cultivate a thirst for it

and then

force a break

uhhuh

ok

and so

a

so that's why you still trust me

and i say well yeah and you have like very little to lose by

fucking around to like i like

you there's a lot of you on the internet you've been attacked a lot of ways

nw

so i like

i i feel like you could backstep me and you it's not like it's going to hurt you at all so that's why

when i say like do i trust this person like

if that if i'm dealing with a private citizen for instance is not a public internet figure

i would have a high degree of trust that person because they fucked me over

there they publicly their lives can be destroyed

so i feeling is myer im i'm on cancellable and you don't a little a love leverage over me

yeah but what do they mean fuk over does anyone know what that means what do you mean by fuck over do you mean

what does that mean

fok someone over how do you fok someone over

can you explain that to me

expose them what would you expose

is there

i don't know i just feel like there's nothing in my

doxing is something i understand

but beyond that

shit which is like

about the

ittrols to start targeting your real life

what

i don't have any dirt

i don't have dirt

like you're going to find me in person

and you're going to be like

as

is literally a dude

just a guy

he's literally just a guy

someone could tell lies about you when you get more viewers all

that i understand

actually that i understand

that i understand

that i understand

that i understand

when you bucking start talking shit about people

it's just

spinshit about them

when you are col in person i understand that

it hasn't happened to me

actually i

eight

really hasn't

but i get that

i one hundred

basically it comes down to leverage

and i have none of that and i don't think i could ever get that over somebody like

not that it matters by the way i like

i understand why it bothers you because you feel like there's a deeper level of a relationship you can access once that trust part has been established

but it's rely how it works with me i don't really have like that i don't have that level now that i trust you like oh my god we can share in these experiences like i'm about as willing to engage in any experience he wants to

i said i'm not going to give

fucking destroyed or something

like i'm not going to buy a house with you or something but you know basically everything else is on the table

i think that's a great idea

then we would have to trust each other

ok

get a vacation house

yeah what maybe

yeah

let me say for

five years

what

what does he mean

what does that mean

okay

so yeah that i that makes me sad

well i'm sorry don't be sad because i i actually trust you

you should i'm a pretty trustworthy person i have a long history of i don't fuck i over unless they attack me publicly i'm like a pretty he well yeah but it's pretty its it's one way though right

c

i mean

like i trust you and the definition of even if you had a lot to gain by fucking me over

i don't think you would

ya in't think i would i think i'm a pretty trustworthy person you know you know what the problem with your calculation

the fog

why are so many people on insteaf fucking messaging meanshit

where all these fucking instu people coming from

es

what's the problem

you only you

you're assuming everyone

is a sociopath

because now

i wish they were and i said let me let me explain me explain

because you're when you weigh what i have to gain versus what i have to lose

you place nothing on the emotional pain it would cause me to hurt you

you place nothing on me caring about your well being

you place nothing on morality

that is not factored into your calculation it is

ah

subscribers

money i'm in l a

at social standing things going out tonight to

so i don't know how long the streams going to be it's going to be like

we're nowhere near close to ending annout

i am going out

that that is the only thing that factors in

uhhuh so you so i you going out every night

every single night i've been

wake up

jim

stream go out

every day

in your evaluation of who to trust you assume everyone as a

ah

psychopath

i think that

or morality is nothing nobody thinks about morality

they might have like an inttuitive feeling of what might make them feel good or bad but nobody's think

white

morality when i think about fucking somebody over

i think id

i think that i think you can say morality because it's not ethics

rowlely

rllies like more ambiguous

i

i haven't seen vie in a very long time

you know i'm going to hait up vy this saturday

for this saturday

no i haven't been to korea to

um

i think

at one point in time i considered this you might but you'd be the exception

so one point in time i considered how i associated with people because

m

when's the last time

in four

few weeks ago

before i got been

it was before i got ben

wh did i get ban

january

yeah

after i got bind

mm

i was really depressed

not the le

like not depressed in an emotional way but just like

terms of like willpower and like ability to have the energy to go and

run game and shit i just

row i even fougk

so you guys list

but there was this girl i was damning

now i was going to go see her

and i even foxed it up with her

so i was like i'll d m her lif

a'll message youlate

i falked it up

you know what i mean i was like i was like procrastinating

when i associate with people

something that i've learned inrough my twenties i have to kind of make a lot of guesses about the emotional states of people and how that will influence how they make decision

because i think i don't make decisions in the same way sometimes

but a lot of other people seem to

so for a while i think it led me to be a little bit i

i people acted in ways that i didn't expect is like well hold on

how can this person fuck me over like i haven't done anything like that fucked up to here how can a person do this is like really weird to me like i've done so much

but i think what i've kind of learned recently is

when somebody is fucking somebody over

the reason there aren't any bad feelings that they have to deal with

because in everybody else's mind they've always convinced themselves that they're in the right for doing so

so they don't actually have to deal with those types of bad feelings because they're always the hero of their own story

and they always have good justification for the reasons their acts

so i think it's a little bit of a waste of time from the hero of all those people stories

they're all fucking villains on' the fucking he

januine

don't marry a leveanese girl

i don't want to marry a lebanese girl

uh

i just want to like play with

when i say play with them i mean like play with their emotions

whatever and i want my emotions play with too you know

what's wrong what's so wrong with that

me to try to guess like

okay well objectively i've done like a decent amount of shit for you

how the fuck can you do this to me because in their mind they've already convinced themselves

well destiny's a horrible person he's done this horrible show like wy do this and it's actually ok

can you can you give me a real life example of somebody who you think

has no

qualm soashus somebody who only exists on the internet because of me

because i'm willing to talk to smaller creators

because i would

hold on

i'm going to blow in those me

something stuck in my nose i don't know what it is

i don't know how to get it out

but i when i breathe i feel it

i was willing to plug him as much as i could early on because i gave him a big presence on my chat

he was involved in a sexual harassment scandal that i covered up for him kind of i deleted the video off my youtube channel i

i would always tell him like hey like like i did a lot of stuff to help him early on also graphic i'm not too i'm not

' not too picky when it comes to women i just

like you know

all i need them to be is aggressively thick

and

temperamentally hot

not hot in a

attractive sense but like hot temper

that would be somebody that in my mind if i was in his position

i feel like i would always have a debt there there is no possible way

that i could like

turn my back on this other person to like your horrible piece of shit or whatever

but he did because there was more to gain publicly

but i think in his mind i don't think he's thinking like oh god like

you know me and destiny we were kind of friends mad this and i've get this is going to hurt a lot i think in his mind he's already thought like ok

destiny is actually an evil horrible person

i don't even think he likes me at all i think he's actually like an evil fuck and i need to do this because it's the right thing to do

so i might be trying to project on to him some emotional state that he doesn't have

because from his point ofview he's already convinced himself that he's correct in everything that he's doing

so that would be like one out of i can give you like half a dozen other real life examples

of people acting like i might want to couple but do you think

m

you think most people are like osh

in that way

yeah for sure i think it's a pretty normal human

we think of ourselves as like a good person

bosch is the biggest scam of all t

it

he's not even meant to be as streaming

thank

every time he streaming says these like his eyes are always like

shifty because

he's like

they caught me yet

and he still haven't caught he

yeah he's a chatter who just should not be screaming

that's a guy who deserves impostuor syndrome he deserves to have impostuor syndrome

but what does it say about this guy that he created

what who is this guy

is what is he

he's making all these weird streamers

also to be clear because when we have the conversations i'm talking about how other people talk a i'm not a perfect person either like i've made mistakes and i've done bad things

to so i mean like it's not like yeah i saying that like i'm a perfect person ever sure sure and i mean whatever to be clear and whatever when i think of the caviat for the audience

but i understand

vosh

im

i feel like there's some selection by s where

you're taking vosch's public statements

ah

that stuff he says to his friends

might

be early if he has a therapist is probably different

i think

i agree that wasash you guys see how the irish laddie used to portray himself he was always a fraud

oss was always a fraud

he's just some guy indeed

but it's like us is he a sample size of d g g that's the weird question you got to ask

is that

the average d g ear

just presentation is as someone who has

no self doubt or qualms

about anything he does

but we don't

do we know that's actually how he is

i think he has a considerable amount of self doubt

but he conceals

yeah but this might sound like some pop psych bullshit

but the usually when i see somebody that is acting

in a very

alpha

or an incredibly like i need you to know

how confident i am

to me that usually comes across as being a little bit concealing

of some kind of insecurity

i was watch

alpha

and this is but yeah this is

he's right to say this is pop psychae it fucking is pop psychology

that's literally

oh you are the opposite of how you appear

sat down

we're the opposite

that's like saying i like big boody bitches

because deep down

i like flat pancakes

go ahead explain how that makes sense go ahead explain the

so and it's in it scurity that he's aware of

well he's either completely aware of it or he's trying to cover it up and

trying to suppress a but

yeah

ok also another selection bias problem

uhhum

i

bosh

and like most streamers

or all streamers

because became popular because

he seems

to

be very confident in himself and his positions people are very drawn to that

yeah

so i guess i just don't agree that most people

i think most people are more like laurence southern

we're like

part of her is very confident

in her decisions and part of her

is not

and like

sures the so you only wear you only show the confident part you never want people to know the parts are not comf absolutely but the other part is there i feel like i feel like

only in like really crazy that's why i think he

that's why i think you're assuming everybody might be a sociopath because

i don't think people are sociopaths i think people are predictably selfish

just to be clear

you're but you're describing an extreme level of selfishness i think i think it's a totally normal but i might just be very cynical i think i think i was actly ill saying is i think you're very cynical

i mean even a the beginning of the conversation you're like i drop so much fucking wisdom but no one ever listens to it

is it my office

bike

when i hear justin in vos talk i'm like

to

and i say some really smart shit and like no one even appreciates

because

because of the op

max you're talking to people like they're not stupid

yeah but they are talking like a dump

my you can call me cynical but i don't assume everybody is a sociopath i think people are like pretty predictably selfish

what i would

itix your optics

that's why i'm probably taking up the fight

do on

do the anime thing and then that i'll fix every

i my optics will be vindicated

by then just by the new internet three point zero in the new era we're entering into

and the new culture that's going to happen one thousand percent i

guys you want me to make a prophetic prediction

it's goning to come it's going to be one of those that i've seen this so many times

everyone hates me now

but like a year or two down the line they're going to be like you know what

i love that infrared guy

he he was always trolling all the time and

i can't believe how people were so dumb taking the bait and it i've seen it so many fucking times

and i'm never goning to forgive them by the way i'm not forgiving them

yes i know that you don't think that you are assumming everybody's a sociopath i'm just pointing out that

you do not factor the morality

or anybody else caring about you into any of these calculations

well i think people care about you to the extent that you provide some

to them and once you don't provide that thing or i they get something better

somewhere else and they'll

switch

that's how m view

so you this is

this is how i think of others

this is not how i think of myself

it sounds sociomatic when i say it that way but i think the feelings and other no it just sounds like you're

like you

i've been backstabbed to many time

ok

i want to put some sha a butter on your bes how you know you loses when he says ok

back one

that

ok

i

i think that uh

i yeah i'm challenging the way you're thinking about it

because like you think if you became homeless

and

like say you

were involved in some

i don't know so you've been like not paying your taxes and you lost all your money and you got bann and you said the n word on twitch a bunch so you got banned

mhm

uh and and then everybody thought you were neo nazi so your payment processors pulled out and you use is impossible for you to stream or make money

and you became homeless

so at this point i

i have nothing to gain from you

you think that i would just

me and everyone else would just

disappear

um i think we would probably still talk you seem like that kind of person but i could be wrong what kind of person is that

somebody that is interested in talking to me because you think i'm interesting

because i can gain something i'm like s what you my morbid curiosity show me around your box on around your cardboard box i i'm just curious to see what i think that

it's hard to find people with minds that are put together in such a way that you can have an engaging conversation

that goes from like

a fifth level abstraction down to like a first level abstraction

so when you run into those people i think that the conversation is generally like pretty good

so the other person that molina brought up before i had a really friend named byron

he had absolutely nothing to gain by as siating with me ever

but he

really appreciated he liked it a lot because we could have conversations that

he couln have what other people off

so i would assume you're kind of similar ian maybe not but

it seems like

yeah i've heard

ah

people have toalk multiple people including molina have told me that i remind you of him

nyeow

u and i've seen people on your

suparate it

commenting about

of being worried about how sensitive i am

emotionally

ok

does that worry you

what people i don't worry about what people my subar i think no no no no no

my sensitivity

i

a little bit

it doesn't worry about us talking i just think it inhibits some of your conversation

i'm used to talking to some

yeah

m

ok

wait wait what kind of person

was byron or what it what is the cot what is the comparison you're making

he's just like he very much had like a full way of kind of like looking at the world

and if i gave him

there's like a broad way that i can explain people i don't know if this dischotomy fits for every single h being theres a broad thing that people can do

i can give somebody an idea

and there's two ways that they can process

the ninety nine percent of people is i give you an idea

and the first thing you do is you run down every group that you belong to to figure out how you're supposed to respond to it

and then you give me that expected response

this is the vast majority conversation

i'm ignoring this right now everyone go on twitter and like this the trying to ra shio it we're not going to let it happen go go on like this right now

like this fucking tweed right now

this is the one i was fucking talking about

one hundred percent factually true twet tweet they're trying to fuckin

a quote tweet ratio and shit everyone go fucking like this tweet go like this fucking tweedt right now

they'll like it right now oy listen to

i'm so fulking annoyed you know how much it fucking pisses me off

how annoyed i fuckin git

you stupid fucking twitter people

literally

you thought you literally are stupid in your falking head literally stupid in your fucking head

except i get notifications for it

and i literally don't even live on planet earth i don't even live on the same fucking planet as you

how can you be this fucking stupid

how can you be this fucking stupid

and you're trying to force me to live in this stupid fucking planet that you fucking live on

this literally stupid fucking world you live on

where you literally just don't get it

oh yeah you're right guys you're right

you really do have to quote to eat this because

this is such an absurd thing to say

and you're so smart for pointing that out

guys

let me show you the genius of twitter

and

why i'm literal i cannot fucking stay i hate these fucking people so much i actually hate them

personally

if you lie about me and call me five seven i'm going to make sure abouy you to

five eight the only height of dragon energy one hundred percent facts napoleon gangs kan alexander the great

conya west

name anyone

if you say otherwise bet five thousand is money otherwise you can seede

eight

a one hundred percent serious tweet that is one hundred percent

um

the fullest authentic expression of my true self

when i say this this one hundred percent

authent yes i am actually five eight

that's not a joke that part is literally not a joke

i am actually fu

five eight

in five seven i w'll never accept that faulting toin

lightes right

and the smart people of twitter are quote tweeting it because it's so ridiculous

i foak in hate

stupid people i just hate them

i literally just hate them

i literally just hate it

stupid fuck

people

i can't even fok and believe it

i don't what planet do i focking live on

wre these people think they are literally doing something by quote tweeting it

is my chad stupid too by the way

do you guys not get it also

you also not understand

are you also stupid

i cry for the stupid i swear to god i weep tears for them they're so fucking stupid i don't know what to do for them they're literally so fucking stupid

they are literally so fucking stupid i don't even know

what do foalgon tell them

i literally don't even know what to say they're that fucking stupid

they are that fucking stupid i don't even know what to say

they're so fucking stupid i don't know what to say

what

mike

they actually think they're initiating a dialectic

by quote twating it

like can we please snapshot the eighty eight quote week seventy two like thing

and just save it for the future that people are this fucking stupid

how can so many people not get it

and be this fucking stupid

can someone tell me how so many people can be this fucking stupid and not get it

like put ok i'm going to explain to you how it feels to be housed

imagine you're mocking someone

and you like

this is how you sound i'm a little bit

and then they go oh my god that's how he sounds

and everyone just starts

that's how we actually sounds you literally don't get it though you you actually think

like that's the point

that's the fucking point it's called mockery that's what i'm doing i'm mocking you

like the very when i'm mocking them they make the're so fucking stupid they don't see i'm mocking them

they literally don't see that i'm mocking them

they literally have no self awareness at all

and do not fucking sea that a're mocking them

no i'm not asking him to play fair

you know what

i'm at you're gifted you're a gifted sub guy so i was going to ban you but i'll keep you anyway

but

when did i say i'm asking him to play fair

can you just have self awareness

about having self awareness

and not be so fucking stupid

without shoes i'm five eight with shoes i'm fucking

five nine five nine and a half or five ten

with shoes

it's actually criminal how misunderstood i am it's actually fucking criminal

it's actually crimin i'm so fucking sick of stupid

i'm so fucking sick

everyone go fucking like this tweet and i want twitter to know

that everyone agrees with this serious tweet in an army backs this tweet

and does not think it's ridiculous at all

and on ironically one hundred percent backs this to

and there's no jokes involved there's no mockery involved everyone agrees with it

i want them to falking understand that

i want them to understand that

this is an on i one hundred k this is a one thousand percent

there's no irony in this tweet it is one hundred percent a serious thing

a very serious statement

a very serious statement

um

twitters a very serious place not going to lie

witter is like a scroll of scereus

yes

it's life or death

everyone has to like it

you'd better like this or you completely disagree with the infrared in every way

if you don't like this

you don't agree with my ideology you don't agree with any of my fucking talking points

none of this you don't even agree you don't if you don't if you like the infrared vision videos like this

everything serious we do is invest in this

so you have to like it

everyone has to light itim

everyone has to like it

it's that serious you have to like it

this is an ideological truth by the way

it's literally just as much marxism is at stake

all marxism and communism is at stake

we have n p c s in the chat who have no self awareness they have no brain and they literally

just say shit

because they're pussies

they're actually pussies

but i ban them so it's ok

all of marxism is at stake in this sweet

one hundred percent

it's one hundred percent a matter of life and death

if you don't like this tweet

you're destroying the movement

you're destroying the movement

this is one hundred percent serious by the way

that's how important it is

the literal monkey brained stupid folks on the internet

are sitting watching me say this and looking at this tweet and there went b bah

this is not a good look

you're not a good look in my chap by bitch you're never coming back

and they're losing their fucking lines

you know what this is

i'm going to actually tell you what this is i'm going to tell you what this is

you know what i'm doing

i'm like a bully

and there's like a kid and i'm like got your nose and the kids like screaming arguing with me that i haven't got your nose

and i'm just insisting on the right but is to be able to lie

like yeah i got your nose bitch what are you going to do about it

that's your nose

got your nose

i am saying it

that's anouse

it's like i'm going to keep doing it until you realize

this is not a serious or meaningful medium of human expression

period

i'm going to keep doing it until you realize that

andti

youve come to the realization

that's every sense of importance you have ever invested into twitter

is false

i'm going to keep doing it

and by the way

i do it because you falkn bother me

you literally bother me the notification show up on my fucking phone so the more you do this the more i'm going to respond in these fuking ways

i'm not gonna it's not gonna get better it's gonna get worse every fucking time you fucking bother me on twitter

and splore up my fucking notifications

or spread these viral tweets i'm going to keep doubling it's not like i'm going to learn

from your with the lesson you're trying to guse me

s the lesson is

you know you know there's stupid people in my chat who are like hans

come on the more you do this

the more you're going to t you're going to get them

to do this

becuse the more you show that you care about it the more they're going to bother you with

you're a fucking idiot

you don't even know what's going on

ah

the more you try has they're going to keep saying you're five seven

excuse me do you not know

what is actually going on

like you think you're smart when you say that right

and you like you're some master of optics

you actually think you're smart

what if i foxing told you

you missed the entire fucking point

what if i told you you were falking wrong

what if i told you

that's what this is about

is showing these focking people

the infrared is something different

infrared is something different

you understand

you're not going to make tweets about me and and do all this fucking bullshit

you're not going to do all this shit as if like

i'm just one of those content creators i'm just a content creator

no

no i'm not just one of those content creators

i'm not just one of those falking famous people and fucking personalities i am

the antechrist of your story

not here

aes

they can see that it's bothering you so they're going to keep doing it

their existence bothers me what if i told you that

there very the very fact that they exist

mother's

what if i told you

i hate the fact that these people

are you in here

are even around

does no one else get it

therees no one else get it

explain it to you

i'll explain it to

you know everything you see on twitter

you know

you know these these lefty communities you see on twitter you know it's all fake

you know it's all fake

and it means nothing

did you know that

did you know there's not an ounce of serious reality here

it's all fake and means nothing

every sense of community that you think exists on twitter and human interaction is completely fake

did you know that

okay

so if it's all fake

if it's all fake

let me ask you a question

why do you think it bothers me

you think it bothers me

when i do shit like this

do you think it's the fact

that they're saying i'm five seven that bothers me

or is it the very fact

that they thought

saying i'm five seven

has any meaning

what is what is what is what is

it's not a fact

that they say on five seven or talk about holes

that bothers me

but that they attribute any significance to it in the first place

what if it's the fact that they attribute significance to me being five seven

that leads me

to do things

that mark

the way they attribute significance to it

so i'm going to actually break it down for the stupid fox and you're going to feel like shit you're going to throw up in your toilet and cry

because i hate you if i had to explain this to you

no after you you get this explanation

or why i do what i do on twitter

that i personally falking hate you because i said this before

i hate anyone who makes me explain myself and why i do what i do

so i'll explain it to you in a very professional serious

an eloquent

ironic way with no tricks or deception ready

when i make tweets like this

i am marking

the significance

they are giving

to the fact

of the claim that i am five seven

so when i see a tweet

that goes viral

that saying harses five seven

re tweat

if you think hases five seven

what i'm actually doing by saying this

is mocking whatever significance they've given to that

and basically i'm saying

the fact that you made this tweet retweeted and liked it

means you are a stupid fucking idiot dumb bitch dumb as fock

and that

i

like

you think you're saying something meaningful and you're not

and that's what i'm falking do in

the same thing happened with the whull shit on twitter

it was not actually believe it or not

i am revealing the plot

about holes

it was about the fact that they were making a big deal out of it

with that i was mocking

had they not done that

i would have noten

done this

like you spread a mem that hasus five seven has why are you taking it so seriously

why are you taking seriously my response

when the whole point is mocking yours

do not you not fucking git why when you come and tell me

oz you shouldn't be taking twitter so seriously that you sound fucking stupid

because that's the whole point

if you

quote tweat this you are taking it seriously

you're literally a fucking idiot

and i'm not just joking when i do this

i am making a point

you're trying to make something

significant or relevant that's just not

like when you make a tweet

hosses five seven like

in retweet if you're above five seven

do you know what angers me about that

it's the fact that you have some kind of like common sense of community in the like you're all liking it in circle jerking with each other and having a good time

it's your happiness that i that i hate that actually pisses me off the fact that it makes you happy

or you get any satisfaction or pleasure out of it whatsoever

pisses me off i hate stupid people happy

that's why

it's the fact

that you think it's like a fat you are an ugly disgusting nerd

and i hate seeing you happy

the guys we ruded by the way we ruded

beuse i had to fucking explain it because there's dumb masters in my fucking chat who don't get it

the only people who are st have a duty to understand

is my own folk and chat

but i ruined it

beuse i had to explain it and that's why i falckn hate to people that make

walking explained

too so

walking

sh

because you take the joy out of our community

it comes across as if you're bothered by it more than them

why because i'm fucking typed with my thumbs on my phone while i'm in front of the fucking gym waiting for an oober

why because i'm typing on my phone with my thumbs you fucking idiot

no it's you fucking bothering me that does piss me off yes when people bother me i get fucking pissed off when you add me to fucking chats on instagram i get fucking pissed off when you fucking ankle bite me in my fucking chat and type paragraphs thinking you're fucking smart tryinga fucking lecture me i get fucking pissed off when i see your little critical advice comments yes i get fuking pissed off

sut your frocking mouth and know your frocking place

you fuckin idiot i'm here for a fuckin reason

yes

people salking bothering me

does piss me off literally falk off out of my falking space falk off out of my face falk off out of my falking space yes it does

fucking bother me

when people falcking bother me

the ankle bting pieces shit

buckingch

people bothering me

balk off

is my fucking response is fuck off literally falk off

if their ears are deaf

reiterating what you're saying vocally doesn't do anything

so what is the point

you think i'm trying to convince them i am literally making n f ts in real time because in one or two years when there's a cultural shift

of humor and understanding

you're gona look back on it and be so fucked and shocked

this is litly like in twenty fourteen

when you had these trolls

were doing the irony shit and no one could tell if they were being ironic

and

later everyone who took it seriously started they were like shocked like why did everyone take this seriously it was literally a troll

but

people think i'm the same thing

but that was the twenty tens i'm not just trolling

i'm making a deeper fucking point

about how

every fucking sight of meaning that exists in these online communities is fucking meaningless

it's not just irony it's a twenty twenty'es aesthetic fucking revolution

that's upon us

but all the fuck and irony poison millennial chapel people think that we're in the twenty tens where it's about irony

but the twenty twenties is not about fuck and irony

it is about

it is about throwing all of the audio visual visual sensory

um

phenomena that's on the internet into a fuckin heap of chaos

basically reducing it

to a completely meaningless

blank slate

and if you don't focn understand what infrared is about

you always need to go back to this

and if you want to know what fucking aesthetic i'm doing as are you being serious or being ironic i'm doing this and if you get it you get it and if you don't

and shut the fock up

then don't act like you know what i'm doing

just focking dwell in wonder

because it's as simple as this

it's literally as simple as this

hows why do you care so much hows why do you care so much

i care

that you bother me

i'm thinking that i care

what if i told you i don't fucking actually care that much

but when you fucking make it seem like i do that's when it actually starts to fucking piss me off

literally hop off my fucking dick

hop off my forking cark

and stow trying to falckon it in my space

stop trying to get in my fucking space

and read

me and and and and and and

think about my met my emotional and mental states shut the fock up

you hairy

smelly

sweaty fock

get out of my fucking space

get the fock out of my space get the fock out of my space get the fock out of my space stay in your fucking own lane

and focus on what's on the surface what i put on the fucking surface

is what i put on the surface i put it on the surface and that's all you fulking get you do not get my cock

you do not fulking get my intimate fucking

leshley

worldly

walking

existence you get what's on the fucking internet

you git what i put on the surface if i make tweets you git my falking tweets you do not falking gt

the person behind him

you understand

half of my

walking

kay

let us continue

what do you think about like this movie

ok well what did x y z youtube or movie review think about it what are the popular media at the time this is what blah bla blah blah blah and that's how like most people do it

occasionally

very rarely

um you run into a persons like well what do you think about this movie

and you can tell that they have some internal schema

that they're actually like

holding this to to generate some novel thought that's coming directly from them

and wreckel was able to do that with a lot of stuff you seem able to do that a lot of stuff

hopefully i'm able to do a lot of stuff but

yeah those are the more interesting people to talk to

from

because then you're talking to the person and not the the

yeah i don't need to know what society's popular view something is i can just go look at fucking read it or wikipedia or some shit

i don't need you to regurgitate to me

whatever the most popular reviewer or

you know ideas about something

i don't need that

um

i wasn't sure if i wanted to bring up reckfll

ok

ah okay co uh uh

's all tied together i talked to molina

molina talked about you

talked about wreckfel

talked about dr k

i watch your you watch a video about recqkfell and dr k

my

fans

want me to talk to dr k

i don't think dr kay wants to talk to me

it all feels interconnected

oh also

you told melena not to let me mind fuckers

oh that was like a passing joking comment i feel like you read way more into that n know what

yeah it's not true

i'm not just mocking sheet

to be clear

i'm not just foking marking the significance

i am also affirming

something that is one hundred percent

correct

i am

i am falking referring

to a form of truth

that is neither a joke

and neither formally serious it is just falking true i'm on the falcon infrared falking

vision i have infrared fualking vision i'm pushin pe your fuckin anglo box idiot who's lookin for the former logical reasoning behind why i tweet

the way i fuckin do there is none because my petty tweets are more fundamentally fucking true

than the shit you take seriously in your falking life my ridiculous

tweets

are more fundamental

and true

then they shet

you think is serious you take things seriously right

that's what i'm foking mark

my tweets are serious

they're just not formally serious every single tweet

is on i falking ironically falking true

and guess what

if you don't understand this

you don't understand i'm trump conye west

falking energy i am literally not here to falking share

truth

with you

i am falking here

to destroy your universe by pushing p

other falko do not falk in comm

and ask me if my tweets are serious or a joke or not

you're one hundred percent falking serious because your entire life is a joke

my tluts are serious

your world is a joke

i did

and then i told me her and then i told ly situation and i thought it was correct

and you are going to

s it wasn't correct but i thought she was right

i was worried

i think

and operate in waves

you think and operate in boxes

that's why

you're not fucking cut out for twenty twenties

i think in waves and vibes you understand

i think in waves and vibes

and only the

crop of the elite understand artius g

one hundred per cent never had to explain to them anything

they completely fulking understand

what i'm fucking doing

because they're the falking elite

and the peasants don't fuck and get it the peasants don't understand

the peasants don't falk and understand

all the gorillas on twitter the top ones like

ron paul maoist

they literally understand they get it

irch starting to doubt herself because you're pretty good at convincing people otherwise even when yes so you was not really a joke

it's

it's wellh i g tot what you mean by mindfock but yes

well you meant it but it also was funny

oky

best kind of humor

has an element

at all or it is just completely true

um

do you want to jump in and so i've just laid out a

merry go round of

interconnected topics

um do you want to steer clear of all of them or do you want to talk about any of them whatever you want

whatever your heart desire

of course you'll say that

i

let's start with molina

ok

would you think about

h do you think i mind factor

no i don't think so

she's going to like a pretty strong mind general

yeah

um

what the fk is this awkward silence

she's pretty pushy

it can be yeah

but i think if you're dating

me that

the girl is always going to be kind of like that because if you're not that yeh she has all that absolutely to gt really bored really quick

yeah

i think i'm going to attack doctor kay

ok

um

i don't like

what is

doing

yep i remember that part of the conversation

and

after watching

you react to the

guy's video slash

video about

recfull and doctor kay i like what he's doing less but i already wanted to

attack him

i not i'm not attack but

a sale yeah challenge challenge

i

but

do you

what did you think of dr kay's video with molina

fock it's been a while since i've watched it

he tried to convince her to that she wants to have

your

but what

row on twitter

i was like i destroyed all twitter enemies destroyed and some one responded by saying i destroyed your mom last night

and then this guiy responds by saying

band kid humor

that is so unnecessarily savage what i've never seen no one even liked it im goaning to like it

ban gidd you

oh my god bankid

no band kid b a n d these iking people in bandki

they were bandids the fug i didn't even think

that's the biggest own i've ever seen water

band kid humor oh

oh my god but what the fug

mm

what

how does this fucking tweet only get five lakes with the fok

a see

must be a glitch

what

well you know let me show you guys fucking how twitter works against us i swear to god it's rigged

i swear to god i kid you not this is the last twitter shit

but i swear this is the scariest shit i've ever seen

ah

is this

guys

i literally distinctly recall this having a hundred likes

a tough fok

isn't that weird

a thirght four

and why did they do this one

ran from debate what fuck in debate

i'll debaate anyone

the fuck are you talking about new york democrats

what a fucking cock name to

bro what the fuck is that

that's falking weird

ok

the

well this is short version

try to convince her that being n monogamous with you is her sacrificing herself to make you happy

and then the

like got her to cry a few times about it and then basically told her like are you going to keep

living for other people

or are you going to like be your own person

and stand up for yourself basically

i think that when you hit on something that's exceptional in a person's life

being in open relationship

pretty exceptional thing like

i am sok

did not fucking challenge me to a debate

i am sk came in the focking chat

andh said some t o s shit

here's the tweet

he never challenged me to a fucking debate

when did he challenge me to a debate

he said i fucking i'm scared to debate him

because he got fucking banned

he came on an old screensers band on a link account soon this one

he even tried to talk sit about me on one of his alt accounts talking about ger pussy

his name is aama sak

and

how what am i supposed to say that i don't have any fucking all to counts

so i'm just going to accept that accusation a lot of people say i have all acounts

oh you're a hawsault you must be a fucking hawsult

i have zero focking alts

i have zero foking alts

and i literally can't

see i'm going to show you this

does

i can actually prove it to you

so here

i

i have one account that i'm not going to fuck in shorely

o

so these are just two accounts am i going to leak anything

i show you this

the soul

just make sure that nothing will get done

i'm going to literally show you my phone to prove to you i have zerolt

there's one which was my old twitter before i

had infrared

which i'm not going to show you that

there's a seat

although it's not really thatd hort

o

it's going to leak my numberor anything like

this is kind of risky ok see

there you go

they look

there go there you go

i have zero alts zero fucking alts

zero alt

the one that i covered up

is my twitter account before i was infrared

and it's actually a very serious sophisticated account with is no nonsense on

there's no nonsense that's a no nonsense account there's no fucking um

bulls shit on it all

it's all like nerdy whatever fool

intellectual bloss

right

and then the other one was the infrared maine account

which

it was not my account but someone who used my phone

for a second

log the o

i can't wag out of it

as

account got the least

i

exception to the norm

i think it's ok rude question

no

to ninety nine percent of

aguy or ninety

i think it's ok

push into that area to see it's another showrunners account

not my

how they feel about it

and it wouldn surprise me that somebody would ask questions like do you really want to do this how do you feel about this it's causing you problems like

are these problems that you want are you doing this for yourself or somebody else i think it's a fair line of quesion

i think it's wildly inappropriate

wait wait wait a t

how did you feel

how do you feel

how did you feel watching it

whether it's fair or not like do this guy is

shut down your shit you're going to no problem with that

i

if molina decided that she wanted a different type of relationship her decision to make

and if somebody else can talk her out of the one that we're in right now

that means she feels way less strongly about it than i do

so the only thing he could possibly be doing is exposing some fracture

that's just going to grow over time anyway

so he would be shortcutting the process

ok

whether you

ok so you believe he's stress testing molina but it's crazy about these fucking accounts like ozma

is that

stream labs tells me that these are all tocounts

if you get band in my chat

and you come back

it will literally tell me you're a band invader

and he acts like he speaks for everyone

but he's someone who is banned who made a fake account

and that's s

but do do you

you so you're ok with in a way and that's literally kind of my approach to open relationships

that's why i don't care if my partner fucks somebody else because if they do

and then they leave me stress test in the whole relationship yeah i'm like ok well f i guess we're going to work anyway i'm i going to sit here and pretend to be monogamous and the'm like you cheat on me so i't give a fuck about that like

go hap with other people if you like somebody else more than i mean go have a relationshi with them ne about

yeah

if you betray me you betray me

i mean i wouldn't consider to betrayal i mean

what are the chances of seven billion people that i'm the best match for you like if you can find somebody else like don't let me hold sheets but that's what love love is

when you still care about somebody and still want to be with them even if they're not the best match

or even if they can't provide you with anything

you known i don't never want to be that person in somebody else's life so i wouldn't want

that person to expect me of them as well

i think there is like a certain don you won't be in anybody's f

one

but nowadays it might be the case that

thank you so much jan i appreciate you

i'm a sock

is named i am soch

nobody fucking dodged anyone

i literally have like five people dear me i am soxed you're dodging

i then foking on band him and have m come in fuck and v c

if you fuck and care so much you stupid folx but once i'm done debating him i'm banning everyone who fuck and d m

and whispered me to waste my fucking time with this guy

you're getting banned to

that's the thing i'm not just going to destroy him you're getting destroyed

with

same thing for anyone in my chap who told me to fight dillon burns

if when that is all done

you're getting fucked

you're you're done in this community you're fucking done you're not you're not enjoying any of the glory or the spoils of war

you're fucking don

nowadays it might be

so this is another useless d g g orbiter talking shit about me an original fucking content creator

's the case that parts of detroit are clean its fuck because like nobody fucking lives there anymore

like a ton of people have

left detroit but even then holy shit i was there not that what a pauses and shit

it looked like fallout three they were like completely entire blocks of completely k

i was talking about downtown detroit

and we're comparing it to downtown l so shut the fock up with a stupid fucking cok

what imagine reacting to this

and actually like being intellectual react

w it's a fucking iyrow

holy shit

is this what people do when i'm going to start streaming with normies and stuff and like

have a norm and they're going to

i'm actually a minute shut the fuck obra

rop off my fuck and dick while won't you

so i see you got like a lot of viewers nw there like usch poppin and all you never heard of me i mean i've watched your i've watched a lot of your debates but i mean i don't know like i i don't really watch wwitch so i don't know how bothered you arehch i'm like six hundred average ok what jackson

what out jackson

i'm probably going to teke text me what's going on

but i'm probably going to head over in like

or head whatever

thirty minutes

forty minutes

i don't know fifteen minutes

but i'm doing this because i'm i haven't streamed well i'ven't a been neglecting streaming this is probably going it's going to leave i say this is probably going to leaves probably not going to come back over here noos

why did you leave l a and in want to be anysra timzon not because it's a shoudll would shit on the street i that's every major u s city and all wt you say what you me know i detroit's clean as wek

what is this

i don't even remember this fucking conversation

i had one hour of sleep i'm going to remember this shi

f

well that's every major city there's shit on the street in every major city not because

technic a pretty fucking shot the fuck up

literally name me a city that's like l dontown i've never seen that in the history of america

it's never does even in third world countries you don't have that

downtown l a

is actually the shittiest and most unclean city in america

easily

true oh yes san francisco n yeah actually

that's true

couple notable exceptions okay i say a lot of good things about charlotte north carolina

a lot of it

come on

liston

the only thing i'm learning about this is that there needs to be exercises you can do for your ankles

this just doesn't look right

it just doesn't look a when you look like this don't comment about

exercise

don't comment about something you have no knowledge of

the stone

because parts of extremists or fundamentalistslam are youre woring so ok so you s it's on and destiny i never said i was he lies

he said you said i was taller than you i never called you sre ok that's q and writer why is this so awkward but you said you're five whaty don't let's go down by sit down yout sit down

i just noticed that that guy said that

holy fuck i didn't pay attention to it

i just noticed he said you said you were five eight

so he was basically trying to insinuate that on camera i wouldn't be five

he literally tilted it on fucking purpose i'm not even kidding that kid twilted it on purpose

i literally was so fucking tired i didn't even fuk near the shit

've got to be honest

my read on the situation i don't really know i don't really know i can't claim to understand the dynamic between haws and destiny that well

talked tohi

these are fucking they're so obsessed they're so obsessed with destiny

you're literally fucking super analyzing it

want to get to the hight sport

one that matter

oh shit

i'm not even sure what i'd follow up with maybe

it's a really fucking streamline that content

it's so weird

how

he's a little closer why would you pause it there

on let me show you

let me show you whaty

the point is i could generate like a fucking list if you gave me like a couple minutes i could probably come up with one hundred titles i value more than g t a two i'm really interested in that theak thk trash

just too was faster pace yeah you get a really fucking streamline that content yeah

yeah we're not even fucking settle and of being in an orange room and with orange catwalks

you're going to stream on that that we're fucking going back and forth between yeah this looks like two inches okay i don't know what the fuck this is

i think it's because i took off my fuck and shoes first this looks like three inches two inches with the fuck is this four hours there that's much better i don't know what the fuck that was

what focking happened

on let me let me see what fuckn happen

we should slow mow that

what was that

we it looked like i was two inches short

we see

a yar

it's a really fuking streamline that ca so this alone looks like i'm two inches shorter

for an inch shorter at leasty this is an inch

then uh

what did i do to become taller

being in an orange room with orange cowalog oh this is the one that they

this is the one they're spreading around

what the focg

this is the one they're spreading around

look t fk what a bunch of falking snakes

this is the this picture they're sharing on the internet

no this isn't even about the till

look watch

ally the streamine content fuking going back and for tow in the same two rooms for four hours

so how do i become taller

this is the one they are sharing around on twitter

what the fuck just happened

what even happened

i even missed it there

so

five forty three

this is weird really

bill twenty eight

going to get it here

she' is so fucking

how does it hap

yeah it looks like i'm an inch shorter than this one

y i want to see what happens that's differult

are we

oh i move up a little bit that's why

he was closer to the camera

yet he was closer to the camera

that wasn't even about the tilt then

and you still have the tilt here

and if you don't believe in the telt

look at the chairs these are supposed to be level why are they fucking tilted

rle

you you not see that its we are the same height but it's tilted

you not fulking see that

i'm un ironically losing my fuck in mind over people denying this

i am iront wise

i swear to god why are people denying the tilt

i'm losing my fucked mind why is anyone losing the tilt you know what

i literally don't i'm losing my fucking it's not even a joke at this point it's one hundred percent serious

look look at this chair

compare to this chair

does anyone deny this

does anyone deny this

just look at the ches

and i know you're saying haws who cares i care

because why did this guy

i literally didn't even hear this guy who had the camera he was dillon byurne's friend he's like

well you said you're five eight

ye literally they i swear to god it's sounding like i'm paranoid i swear to you

that he intentionally tilted it to make destiny look taller

i swear to you

this was intentional

the first thing that happened was that this guy was said well you said you're five and i' even hear him ignored that as a you know does let's come sit down because in' even hear that guy say you said you're five eight

i had an hour of sleep i wasn't paying attention

yet he did that on purpose one thousand percent

they do this shit if you don't think they do this shit

diylon burns admitted on stream that he's talked to people supposedly who know me personally

that i met in real life

who have the inside scoop on my paranoia

but he doesn't want to betray their trust but he already betrayed their trust cause there's a literally only like

one to three people that could have been

cus was really conspiratorial for thinking of this

but you literally do that shit why are you talking to people that i meet in real life

and have close some

it whatever private

why are you talking to them offline

you don't think that's that literally justifies conspiratorial thinking

like why why were you even talking to those people about me who the fuck are you

but you know what i don't go far

pus

distrustful and paranoid in person of course i am

you literally justify why you literally talk to the person

who would have fed you information

about me

that they can't get

because of my paranoia and conspiracy thinking

you literally talk to them

of course i'm going to be fucking paranoid

and distrustful of people when you literally talk to them offline and have group chats

you just justify my fucking stance i'm literally right

and this dude specifically

literally did intend i'm not even meaning he literally did do this on purpose

i'm not even fuck and meaning and that's so fuck and weird

that is so fucking weird

that's so fucking weird

did he actually do that yes he did because he was on my case about it

no this is dylan burne's friend

and they're like a you know what we're going to make cause look shorter than destiny by tilting it

when

do you see this ok am i losing my mind

ok is there a tilt yes or no

is there a tlt of the camera yes or not

ok so i'm not losing my mind by saying i see a tilt

ok

so when you adjust for the tilt is there a height difference

why is he laughing

we're the same

is destiny in on it too

see there's less of a tilt and you just see that i become taller

yeah it's so weird how they tilt it

look how he sets up the till

what the fok is going on

like

you know what

if if there he wasn't he wasn't tilting it why didn't he tilt it in the other direction once then

why does he keep it

if you want to know how drastic this tilt is

this is a this is not a tilted hotel ok this is a level headed floor

just look at these chairs

and you'll see how fucking weird it is

look at the cheirs

what a fock

literally look at these chairs

this is not an upward slanted hotel ok

what the fock

and the soy is laughing look at this

literally look at this face

literally look at this face

yeah look at the distance from the ceiling

i guess this is just because destiny is taller

look at this is a very strange hotel it literally

it's literally there

what a farck

and that's why they did it so this

community can do this

what are you laughing about

first of all

um

you can i start talking about his appearance or that's not a llot on twitch right

that's considered harassment

if you look like this you should not be laughing it's all i got to say

if you look like this you should not be laughing at anything

i would not it's not very wise to laugh

when you look like this

he's so intent with it he's so concerned dude

i literally have one hour of sleep

you guys know i saw some comments on dylan's video

and that's one of the reasons i couldn't sleep because i started to get pissed off that i can't sleep

and how the optics are going to totally change because i get no sleep and they're going to make up so many narratives

when it was just because i couldn't sleep

and it that made me so fundamentally fucking angry i was about to pung through the hotel wall i was so fucking angry i couldn't sleep

and

you know why

i want to dodan burns video

and someone made a comment in their like

why do tenkeys always look so tortured

and like they have all these inner demons when i look at haza's face

i just see this

sense of just

tortured soul

who has so many demons it must be because of their tanky ideology

and the reality is

i am literally

almost up for forty eight hours

and my facking eyes

are strained

and i'm literally about to fucking collapse and faint

and literally just because of that random contingency i had no control over

i get to invite all of these fucking people

making shit up about me

because of something i can't fuck and control which is sleep

you know what this is like

imagine if you god forbid got cancer

and you got a fucking onm

you got a what are they called

you got chemotherapy

so all your hair fell out

and then people started making comments about you let's say you're a woman and you got chemotherapy

and all your hair fell out

and people started making comments about you like

oh

she must have shaved all of her hair

because she got cheated on

and she wasn't good enough for her boyfriend

and she's probably depressed because of how how

ugly she is

and and they just start making up all these narratives about you

when it's literally something happened in your life

you literally have no control over

that's literally the story of my fock and life

does a single person understand this

how much that pisses me off

i got one hour of sleep

stop

finding meaning when there is none

stop imposing meaning when there is none i'm not asking you to fucking say all they do is judge you has no it's not that they're judging me it's that they're finding meaning when there is none

it's just because i got if i got eight hours of sleep

i would not have had that look on my face if i had eight hours of falking sleep

i would not have been that slow in the way i was fucking talking in the debate if i had eight hours of fucking sleep

period i would be more energetic

and that is not rocket science

it's that simple

but everything's fuck and optics and you your fuck and optics are defined

in a way that's not your fault

does it include anything about hagelianism

icause you're trying to find it now right

no

i'm not going to give you hints about finding it i don't want you to find

i don't use it any more

by the way

i don't use it anymore if that's what you're asking i haven't used it since infrared started

i have not used that it's not at all

it was my original account before i was infrared

and i don't fucking use it

i have not used it since a year

well over a year actually

i stopped posting on it i just fucking

you know would reply and stuff

but i haven't used it since infrared started

oh shit back ok

i can funcking container it's so funny look at how concerned he is he's it's like he's fighting for his life right now

i'm fighting for my life

this is like the most you literally paused one millisecond where i look at the camera

on an hour of sleep

the important moment of his life the most important moment of his life

should i challenge this guy to a boxing match

what's the one thing that pisses me off guce

it's when people get on my fucking clock

up off my deck

hop off my fucking dick you don't know who the fuck i am stop fucking projecting and trying to make psychological fucking narratives about who i fucking am you don't fk wh i am stop trying to fuck and find out

he is literally typing paragraphs he is literally writing a fucking essay and delivering a lecture

about how i feel in that moment

when there's nothing there

he literally made a narrative over nothing over literally nothing

and i'm not allowed to call him a forty year old

whatever

because that's considered harassment

but he can do this shit right wwitch

he's it looks like he's fucking staring a semi in the face

like he's a semi is barreling towards him and his life is flashing before his and then ang ay yany theve man then can we measure your testosterone levels

please take a test let's measure your testosterone levels

thyes did why do you laugh like you're about to suck a cock

h

i mean if that's your orientation that's completely fine there's nothing wrong with that

but it is an odd way to laugh

it's just an odd way to laugh like you're about to eat something a

like you're eating

like you're consuming something

he's seeing the light at the end of the tunnel right now oh my god

oh shit

little

early the same age

ga three changed thevervith

it is literally the same

it is literally the same adjusted for the curve

it is literally the same

i mean you would see how drastically different it is

if you adjust for that curve

and tilting your head is not even enough

that's not how fucking cameras and camera angles work

if you adjusted that camera

you would see such it be night in fucking theay holy shit

also imagine if this couch was bigger than this couch

guys if this couch was bigger than this couch who would be taller

if this couch was bigger than this couch taller than this couch and se

if this

is taller than this

you cannot adjust for the curve

unless you take everything into account

everything yeah i think our

you ever get to a point where this couch is bigger than this one

god

o goy

there you go what a snake that fucking kid was

what a fucking snake that kid was

i think we got everything we needed

we're good

what a fuck and snake

holy shit

just literally the same

literally the same

p

that is the ugliest fucking laugh

in the history of human humanity

i have never seen an ugly fucking lab in my life

kt have did literally yeah i think o're good just literally the

saying

literally the same he tried to he tried to pause it like where my face looked concerned

but he couldn't

because he can't run his focking narrative

the eyes of the windo to the soul the ey see was trying to look at my face

and analyze like a

what my face looked like when i said that

and he's just h

sy hes just projecting all this fucking bullshit out of nothing

out of literally nothing

its a the fucking wind he's trying to get into my soul

no to the soul you guys know how the saying goes

what is

yeah what what does this what does this face mean

clearly

there's so much to read here

look through his eyes at this moment his chat oh no o

yeah guys look at my eyes at this moment

what do you see in my eyes

no oh my god what a falcking freak

what a fuck and weirdo

you what the

what kind of fucking laugh is that

oh my god

shoes were off guys after bit we ing of your debate thirty minutes we're not going to watch it so you're going to nap bill is going to crush you af you know this you ready he's going to crush whys a fiful taiwan facts so's go the got to study man it will i

why do i have to to be you in the audience ok i really hear destiny you're not you don't have to take a nap you got eight hours of sleep i sidmit you lost the debate again let's go look at it i already did nothing destiny in person you talk a lot less shit

all the same shit we know you don't brow your piece of shit what you said hairess you're weird about your towo whole far whight why don't you look me in the eyes and see that because you're not looking in the eyes ok i'm a piece of shit for keep looking at me why you gt chat i get your piece of shit for the discord shit with what discordhit when you're constantly grow on us be sold on on taboard talking shit about me i'm suppos to just take that

you started by talking shit about his entireness that's i tell i came on and he called me a bit

i didn't say a word he just called me but he started attacking his n f l career

so what is are the same you so if you start war with me i can't retaliate is that war you just you just you just you just engaged in a body language sign of submission when you bowed

he ruined the fucking joke by laughing

that was the most soy laugh i've ever fucken her

hee

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life you're saying it's like you're saying you only deserve to have love

or friendship

if you are the best person

or if you at least it feels like it's some aritalk or now things that can build into the best can be things that are hard for other you push and p in the club tonight

i don't know if it's going to be a club

debate me right now the get in my fucking v

and if you're not ready to be in my v c right now

then you're going to have to wait un till tomorrow

getn in sohoke you literally right now

oh oh you need time to join the discord and set up your fucking mike then why didn't you fucking that before you came my fuck and chat

i'm giving you thirty seconds to get in the show q

thirty seconds

twenty nine

twenty eight

twenty seven

twenty six

twenty five

twenty four

twenty three

twenty two

twenty one

warning

ninth

eighteen

seventh

six

fifth

or two

thirt

well

eleven

then

nine

ey

seven

six

five

war

three

two

one

conjx

i'm

yeah that guy bitchs out

this both satisfies custom hazes going hard on me right now listen i will never care about that i'm sorry

i dealt with enough like macho fuckin like napoleon complex dudes

that's just want to project masculinity to cover their own insecurities in my young life

i have no room in my life for that right now i don't care like

i don't there's no way that you could motivate me to

babysit somebody else through their insecurities

and like entertain their

macho cod in the barbarian fantasy

mmhmm

mhm

mmhmm

and

is be

can you tell me where you're giving a fuck about being

over six foot comes from

i mean where that fuccing comes from it's an american thing isn't it

it's in internet thing i should say

it's an internet thing

i cannot believe you have

py boys

w on the interviot

wh has your short

and they talk like this

i'm has your shore

and they look like that

what is going on

so they feel empowered

i'm just trying to say if you are sorey in every fucky aspect of your being

but you're taller than

you think you're more of a man than me

but how come in person you people bow before me you grovel before my feet

it's weird how that works isn't it

it's really weird how that works

you guys

i gota go

go want to meet up

i don't know who the folking is

didn't i raid that maighty girl yesterday

i already rad it's a rator too right

i

and

we're already rated forgm

oh nobody's on line oka guys i got to go i'm meeting up with jackon

by that