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What's up, everyone? I'm going to talk in a professional way today

because i'm a very serious person um what's up everybody as you can see i'm'm in my... John Brown.

What's going on, John Brown?

So I've...

You know, sometimes, guys, I'm sitting like this.

Like, you know...

I'm a king.

I said I'm on my throne, you know?

Anyway, guys, I'm going to talk professional today

because I'm serious but um

we have a really interesting stream planned for tonight if you're missing out on this one i

really feel bad for you i know these streams are late. I have

been, I don't know if I'm sick.

I don't think I'm sick. It's just

here's a theory I have.

I think yesterday I had a Chipotle.

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really doing a shitty job

at picking up my voice. I had

some Chipotle

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and I couldn't

get it out. Blackback

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it was just chilling there.

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had to like decompose into mucus

or whatever and it's really disgusting

and uncomfortable. And I guess

that my immune system attacked me because

of that. And so

that's what I've been dealing with. Um, it's honestly pretty bad.

Uh, it's not fun to experience, to say the least. But here we are. Here we are, my friends.

One second. Speak of the devil. But here we are. Here we are, my friends.

One second.

Speak of the devil.

Because I'm talking for the first time. Anyway Anyway We have a lot to talk about today

All right

I keep getting told

That we're about to go to war with Iran

or Trump is about to go to war with Iran or Trump is about to go to war.

America is.

And he's certainly threatening that much.

But I always, I don't know if it's a bluff or I don't know what it is.

Because I always hear that every fucking day, it's the same thing that it's going

to happen imminently and wars

coming in hours. And I'd like

to go on a rant for a second and I know the

RTSG guys have already been doing this

but I'd like to second the sentiment.

Ben Ghazi,

what's up?

So look, we're a party. We have diverse

whatever, you know? I've never

talked to Scott Ritter in my life

and I don't think I will ever, not just because

of his scandalous or gross

past, but

because he's just the biggest fucking bullshitter on alt media or whatever you call it.

Scott Ritter and Douglas McGregor are the, they are bullshit.

They spew bullshit like a machine gun.'re always just lying about everything they've never

actually had a correct prediction ever and they're always just making shit up all the time and i'm

fucking sick of it i'm just sick of how much shit they make up and how much fake news we're always getting from them.

And that's just kind of the whole, you know, Bangalore India, Bitcoin scam, Alt media, always on X.

Now, look, I'm going to push back a little on the pessimism against multi-polarity, though.

Because Jackson told me this, and I was like, you know, you're actually so true.

So far, neither China, Iran, or Russia have broken ranks as far as their alliance on the contrary

they are actually getting closer together and although you know it seems like is trump

playing them against each other it kind of seems like they're playing Trump at this point.

Putin and Russia are not going and snaking Iran. Iran is not snaking them.

There's nothing going on causing a rift between Russia and China relations so far.

I don't think they're begging for America's

approval anymore. I don't think that it's like how it was 10 years ago. Many of us wanted to be

pessimistic and cynical, including myself to a certain extent, but it just doesn't seem like it's

panning out to be the case.

Does not at all seem to be the case uh when it comes to that

guys i am like i don't know why i can i could barely fucking talk because my sinuses are all

fucked up it's actually so bad.

Uh, give me a second.

Give me a damn second. Let me, let me try to take care of this problem.

All right. Let's see.

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I'm Yeah, I had a little, little, oh, yeah, I had to cut it bill off, yeah, but if we'd be real though, yeah, now I would never feel none, I said to jump in the gun, and I feel like I do it before. all right all right all right my bed

all right my bed um

um um All right, my bad.

Um,

My bad.

Yeah, my bad.

Anyway, yeah.

Also, guys, I have some news.

I am going to be

traveling, not abroad

domestically. All right. Chill.

Party stuff.

I don't know though. I haven't decided, you know.

But the confronted chairman space

might actually be earlier than our usual Thursday.

We might have it on Wednesday.

And I'll let you guys know, but I'm just putting it out there.

We might have it on Wednesday this week.

Not Thursday.

Although the confronted chairman spaces

have been lacking

to be generous,

the quality is shit,

and just no one wants to debate me.

No one wants to fucking debate me.

And I honestly, guys, I'll tell you why they don't want to debate me,

all right?

Uh, we know right wingers don't

debate me

like wow, right?

For seemingly different reasons.

But leftists don't want to debate me either because debating me would acknowledge that I

you know it would be like a kin for them to recognize

recognizing that I exist

these people don't even want to do that you know

and you know.

And, you know, their whole thing from the very jump was that I was a clown.

I wasn't worth taking seriously. I'm just this loud Arab guy. I have nothing to say. I can't possibly be articulate and have a unique, interesting perspective. So that was what they tried from the get-go. And as time moved on, they saw

that this movement clearly did become something

that they do take seriously.

It does catch their attention because they're always

fucking talking about it.

But they still will never go back to the source

and admit that they were originally wrong

and debate the source, which is me.

They'll never fucking do it because that is akin to

admitting that they were originally wrong and arrogant and made a big fucking mistake overlooking me

from the get-go, right? So it's a very sad situation. Not for me, not for them, but overall, it's a very sad situation not for me not for them but overall it's a very sad situation

because um they will never do it and and is it because they're scared i don't mean to be

a like a ridiculous you know i don't know what I would call it.

But in this specific case, I am not being unreasonable when I say that they don't debate me because they are scared.

They are definitely intimidated by me and they don't want to debate me because they are genuinely afraid.

Granted, a lot of them are afraid of any kind of confrontation in general because it gives

them anxiety or whatever, but in this specific case, they absolutely will not debate me because

they know I have my shit together.

They know that I know what I'm talking about. And, you know, they would prefer to just laugh at me and dismiss me

to cope. But that's the front they put on in public. And in private, that's not actually how they feel.

How they feel in private is that they fear me.

You know, you'd think if they talk about us so much...

I've been saying the same...

I'm getting sick of it, all right?

It's been four years of me saying you'd think that for

people who talk about us all the time that they're at least will debate me i've been saying it for

four years and i always punch myself in the head because i'm like get, man. It's been four years.

You know, you should know better by now.

You should, and I do.

But then I see when they get 1%, they get 1% of this situation they've tried to put us in.

They can never fucking handle it.

They're always complaining about how unfair

they're being treated or whatever,

this and that, about how, and they lose

their mind. And then I'm like, I feel

less bad about myself in terms of how

I reacted to things over

the years. Because the truth is this shit is just designed to make people go crazy.

And it's not that I'm exceptionally sane that I was able to resist a lot of the things that they are intended to push people towards, which is like schizophrenia or just total insanity.

No, it's because I was crazy to begin with, is the truth, in some kind of way.

And I'm using crazy in a refined sense.

But like, the whole point was to drive you crazy, right?

They couldn't do that to me because from the get-go I was fucking crazy, right?

And so it just, like, did not work.

And I was just like, the bullets bounced off of me, you know, because it's like, what are you doing?

You know, I'm already, you know, I'm already, you know, on the crazy train for a long time.

What is, What is this?

You know?

No, the things that really do affect me are very metaphysical.

They're very transcendent.

It's things that don't make sense on a a at the level of personal subjectivity or ego

but it is shit that is like that that that um i see as cosmological agony that i feel I am very sensitive toward, you know?

And again, that itself is a crazy thing to say, but whatever, right?

And what I mean by that is that I always think of injustice and unfairness in metaphysical terms. I'm not talking about this

in the pejorative sense that dialectics regards metaphysics as, but I mean it in the sense that

I don't consider it at the level of personal subjectivity, woe unto me why is it so unfair to me

me it's not about me this says something about the nature of our existence it says something

about the nature the order of the stars so speak, that it's this way, right? And attempting to understand that

is agonizing sometimes. But when you commit yourself to that perspective, you avoid a lot of the

pitfalls of the narcissists who really just...

The default of every single human being is that they're a narcissist under capitalism or whatever, right?

You always think it's about you it's not true right oh one sec oh no phone you I don't put you at all No I won't pick it because I

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that's why I live So guys today I'm going to basically have you be my therapist.

Because I'm just such a lonely person that I need someone to talk to.

Anyway, what was I saying?

The way I see it

is that,

like,

pretend I'm sitting on the couch

and you guys are like

the therapist, right?

I don't want your

fucking feedback,

though,

because you're all retarded,

right?

But I'll, uh uh i'll definitely just put this out

there so i actually very much find it easy to like be at peace with how fucked up it is and how

unjust the empire

of lies is and how fucking dirty

they do me and all my friends and

comrades how dirty they do

Jackson of just like Hassan fed

jacketing him in front of 30,000

all these people fed jacketing him and the double standards and all that twisted sick shit.

But you know what really gets to me is that when I make peace with it and I rationalize it and I'm like, this is just how it is, it's normal, it's natural, I can be calm about it,

totally impersonal, totally objective, and it's chill, right? But what really drives me crazy

and what really causes anger for me is when I see 1% of that injustice

get done to our perpetrators, right?

Oftentimes, it's the perpetrators.

Whenever I see them react to 1% of what we deal with on a daily basis and how they can't handle it,

something about that triggers something.

I don't know if it's MK Ultra.

I don't know what it is.

It triggers something in me that makes me feel like I should be really overreacting to this shit. Like I am way too calm. Why am I putting up with this? Why should I? But like, those feelings are exactly what the feds want to be evoked in you they want you to crash out

they want you to do something fucking crazy because you're taking it personally on a subjective level

and but but it's it's when you're aware of the fact that they're trying really hard to make it so unfair that you can't help but feel like it's actually personal, right? Like, it's how unfair it is that feels like it's personal right but it's really not

personal is the trick and that's the really hard thing to understand is it's it's

really isn't personal right but they really try to make you feel that way because of how they rub it

in your face how unfair it is we can do all this shit to you and you're supposed to just take that

but one percent of it happens to them

and they fucking lose their mind.

And I'm always seeing them soy out

and crash out and

and just go full psycho

and talk about how much

they're distressed

and it's causing them so much agony and shit. And I'm

like, wow, that's one percent of what you put us through. One percent of it. One percent of your

own fucking medicine. If the injustice that was done against Jackson, one percent of it was done against Hassan, the Guardian one run articles about it, the shocking double standards of how the fucking New York Times, all these journalists, there'd be a whole discourse about it.

And like, I get really, really triggered by that.

I get really triggered when the discourse pretends like they have morality.

It really fucking bothers me.

Like, sure, it's a jungle.

Let it be survival of the fittest.

Whatever.

Let's just, it's war, right?

There's no morals, there's no nothing.

It's a fucking forest.

It's a wilderness.

I can make peace with that in a Darmic way.

Just like those fucking crazy Buddhdhists in ancient history that would tell the king

they would say it's all just win just slaughter everyone it doesn't even matter like i can make peace

with it right but when the discourse starts talking about morality, like, oh, it's kind of unfair how we're

treating Hassan.

Hassan deserves more credit.

Oh, it's more, it's kind of unfair how we're treating I don't know this this other

internet celebrity we're moral

when they pretend to have morals

it really really

triggers the fuck out of me

you don't have any

fucking morals you don't have any

consistency you don't have any fucking morals you don't have any consistency you don't have

any fucking humanity you're a literal piece of shit with nothing

you have you i mean how does that even fucking work how does that hypocrisy even work

where they don't even see it themselves.

They pretend to have a semblance of principles and morals, and that is what triggers me, you know?

It's not the fact that they lack those things that triggers me it's the fact that they pretend to have them

really does actually trigger the shit out of me you know i fucking hate hypocrites and they should be whipped

in the street all right it's disgusting um the charity with which they treat people within their discourse

for crimes that are much worse than the ones they even the worst ones they make up that the

accuse of us.

It's meant to feel personal. Like, it's fucking crazy, you know?

No, there's no morality there. There's nothing.

And people call us brutal and they call us toxic and they call us cruel.

All we're doing is holding up a fucking mirror in front of you, you know?

We just are guilty of defending ourselves because most people are just supposed to be

get trampled over and

take it, you know, they're supposed to get trampled over

and not say a fucking thing about it.

And

we're just defending ourselves

and look how toxic and brutal

we are and shit. Well,

it's a reflection of what's being

thrown at us.

I can't tell you how many people

would relentlessly talk shit about

us in the most abusive,

disturbing, fucked up ways, such bad faith, such

lack of charity, constantly fucking talking shit about us. Then the guerrillas mobbed them and

swarm them and they act like fucking victims how are you a fucking victim you bitch

we're just giving you what you're just giving you what you

it's a reflection of you

you know what you're an innocent bystander

oh the guerrillas are so toxic

you guys are not you're so charitable every time

a person even jokes about joining us I'm always seeing gorillas be like, no, you should join us.

Like, that's the energy we should have.

You guys are super charitable, you know, always.

Every time people just show a hint, a hint of critical thinking and like push back even just a little bit

on the stupid attacks on us.

You guys always overlook all of their like sins and you're willing to like lend out your hand

and be like, yo, just join us.

Like that's how you got to be, right?

I'm proud of that.

That's so true.

People need to understand the people that are at the receiving end of the wrath of this community truly and really do fucking deserve it and we're begging for it that's just like objectively how can anyone who researches it or or studies our interactions with others disagree with that every single person that fucks with us

every single person that receives the wrath of the guerrilla army was begging for it and was given

multiple opportunities to fuck off and didn't it's

just the truth um it's just the truth you know and uh no I mean I think that uh

it's hard to be like a a Darmic Buddhist or whatever it's hard to be like a Darmic Buddhist or whatever.

It's really hard to be that.

And, you know, can I, I don't want to insult traditional religions, so I won't.

But I really want to say something about, like, can I say something about Tibetan Buddhism?

You know what? I will because they're not even going to get offended because they're so out of it.

They don't even give a fuck, right?

You know why I don't fuck with like the Buddhism where like they're they have the robes and they're skinny and they're just sitting on their

their legs crossed and shit.

Because as a licentquist, I'm like, yo, sleeper with the 10, what's up?

Because as a licentuist

here's my take

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you know

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but I straight up

don't want to look like that

like that sounds stupid

but it's like

I don't want to look like that i don't want to have the orange robe

and be like starving and skinny like i'm not trying to follow that as a role model like if

i start having those thoughts and see the world that they see it, I will start looking

like that shit.

I don't want to look like that.

Like, that's not goals for me.

You know what I mean?

So that's my criticism.

Like, I don't, I don't, I'm not trying to, like, end up like that, you know.

And they're like, no, this is the way.

I'm like, how is that the way?

How is that the way?

You know, you go in nature, you see a lion a lion is healthy is active it's it's

hunting and i ain't never seen a lion you know looking famished and and oh this is the way i mean

ain't the way sorry i don't want to sound ignorant,

but it's just,

that's just my take.

And I'm not talking about Buddhism as a whole.

I'm talking about something very specific, you know.

I'm talking about that.

Yeah, I guess that's Thai Buddhism or whatever.

Like, I don't know.

There's a lot of things about asceticism I don't like.

But the problem with Buddhism,

this could be very...

I don't think this is true, by the way.

The problem with Western Buddhism

to go the safe route,

because that's what Jesus is always says,

Western Buddhism.

The problem with western buddhism is that

sometimes you do got to notice shit like sometimes you do got to pay some shit like sometimes you do got to get angry sometimes you do got to just like huh do do a do a double check whatever they call it a double take like you could just sometimes

i'm sitting and i just let shit pass my...

It's my...

Did you just hear them say that?

I'm like...

Don't make a difference.

I wasn't even paying attention,

but then it's like...

No, you got to notice that shit, you know?

I always used to be like that on Twitch when I was like debating, you know, sometimes I would be tuned out and I would not be listening to what they're saying.

And they're being really passive aggressive and like, oh, I wasn't even paying attention.

Like, did you just notice that shit? And I'm like, well, it means nothing to me. Like, we're all just fucking floating in the void or whatever, right?

No, you got to notice it, you know, because that's where all the communication is happening.

I felt really good.

You can't, yeah, you can't ignore bullshit all the time, you know?

And I feel like the Darmic religions are saying, ignore the bullshit.

Just be chill, you know.

I can't do it.

I can't.

I try to ignore bullshit.

You can't ignore all of it you know it's a bad idea

you got a things have to be intelligible you know can we react to jacks interviewing Ron Paul

if I was a good streamer i would say yes like if i was an

effective good live streamer if i was like hasan piker credit where credits do he's clearly

talented at what he does if he's

retaining all that, whatever. But the reason I'm not going to do that is because we're just

going to be nodding our head the whole time. And there's, we're not going to make fun of anything.

We're not going to laugh at anything.

We're not, I'm not going to get angry at anything.

We're just going to be like, oh, that, you know, that do be true, you know.

It's like, okay.

It's true, like, it's true. Like, it's true. Um, that stuff I think is meant for,

like, like, actual people who are on, like, not necessarily on our plane. Like, those...

It's like for people that actually,

they're getting new information from it,

which we're probably not for a Ron Paul interview, right?

And, um...

So that's the thing you know Jackson is always surprised that sometimes

I just don't see the interviews he does

I'm like yo did you watch that interview and I was like

bro I don't even watch my own shit I don't watch anything i i that's true by the way i don't watch

my own shit i really don't watch my own shit i don't watch anything man i just i um, I do not watch my own shit.

I don't watch anyone's shit, you know, unless it's an extraordinary thing and it's like important information.

But if I want information, I just call up.

I'll call Jackson. I'll call Eddie. I'll call whatever. I'll be, yo, it's good. And those just tell me. The thing is, I'm not a good content creator, maybe, because I'm not, I don't enjoy consuming content on the internet like sometimes I'll put on YouTube on my TV upstairs my big ass TV you know, my 85 inch.

I'll put on YouTube and I'll just like I'll put on like those

those

4K

you know, this island and 4K

stunning quality. And I just like, I got to get my you know, this island in 4K, uh,

stunning quality.

And I just like,

I got to get my money's worth for this fucking TV.

Because I went to Best Buy or whatever.

And I was looking at them previews they do on Best Buy.

Whoa!

I watched a single fucking movie or a TV show or anything that matched the quality that

Best Buy sold to me, you know?

So sometimes I go on YouTube and I want to...

I want to see what I'm paying for.

I want to remind myself why I fucking spent this money

on this fucking TV, which I bought like three years ago,

but nevertheless.

You know?

They make you think that

you're going to be

so you go to best buy

you look at the TVs

they make you think

that's what it's going to be like

they make it think like

oh that's what it's going to look like right

ain't nothing in the fucking world

looks like that all right even real life don't look that good even motherfucking real life don't look as good as those 4k HD tourists best buy videos. Even fucking

even Xenna

don't look that good.

You understand?

Even heaven above don't look that good.

There's nothing in the world that looks as good

as when they're showing some Italian city in the 4K HD Best Buy TV. There's nothing in

existence that looks that good. All right. And it's just an illusion

it's Satan's tricks

it's literally Lucifer

trying to trick you

low key

I don't give a fuck

you know

I'm going to hell for that,

I deserve it, because I've done much worse.

I said much worse.

You know, the way they show the ocean and shit,

I mean, nothing in the world looks that good.

Okay?

I shan, the world looks that good okay I shit until it burns in I don't know what the hell that even means

all right I don't know why I sound retarded tonight I sound like Theo Vaughan

I know about Theo Vaughan I sound like a fucking dumb ass like him right now um i'm gonna try to put it out get get a little smart here.

Marvin Beak.

Oh man.

Now I'm a serious person, everyone, please. Just let me find that song can i find the song This is the story of Marvin Bick! This is the story of Marvin Big!

This is the story of Marvin Big!

The Eagle Town in 82.

Shit goes hard.

That shit goes hard knock on line

this is the story of

Marvin B

all right can I just like full disclosure or something?

I have nothing planned for tonight's stream.

I have nothing planned.

I straight up was super busy all day. I hit the live button thinking I'll come up with some shit off the top of my head. Looks like we're going to have to get a little creative here. Full disclosure, I ain't got nothing planned. Zapatismo. Can I Let me tell you

Let you let you guys in on a little secret

All right

Every time

I start the stream saying

Hey what's up guys

We got a lot of

Important things to talk about

That's me improvising

Because I got nothing to talk about

I ain't got a fucking thing to talk about. I'm, I'm wishing it into existence. I'm hyping it up. I'm casting it out there so that I'm inspired to talk about something important. But in that moment, I don't have anything.

And that's the truth, you know?

That's really the truth.

I want to talk about what's on my mind.

No, I don't want to fucking play a video game.

I'm not going to just shit up the stream with nonsense and fucking trolling

I want to talk

about some deep thoughts

I've been having

which is

this is too high level

I don't know

I don't know

this is like

if I talk about this

it's gonna really seem like this is a cult,

and it's not my intention.

Because it's just like me, you know?

And it's going to make it seem like I'm like encouraging cult-like things, like isolating yourself and shit.

I'm straight up not.

I'm just talking about me, like, which is this whole thing about receptivity, you know, like just how some people are just addicted to receptivity like if they are starved of social

interaction it's like a fish out of the water and they need to immediately latch onto something

and i think about that a lot because i don't have that but i I did have that at a certain point in my life, but I don't have that. And it is natural, it seems, but I also think it's also a source of corruption sometimes because it allows people to get pulled in every kind of direction

just through social engineering and manipulation and it makes people lose their principles

just because it's because they're getting that fulfillment from that that that

receptivity that they crave and need and it literally like a physical need they need the receptivity

like like food you know so like they can be pulled and manipulated in any kind of fucking way just to have that,

even if it's coming at the expense of principle and they know what's right.

And I kind of feel like for a long period of my life, I always try to sabotage all of the circuits of receptivity that I've ever had.

You know, like relationships, friendships,

friendships, anything really. I always just want to break it, break out of it, you know?

Because the way I see it is like

this is just some this is this is not where the truth is you know but it's not I don't recommend that at all I'm just saying like

um

and people don't get it

they think I'm like narcissistic

I'm an asshole something like that

but it's like

um

I do I will say this I think to be um i do

i will say this

i think to be a revolutionary

and i hate using that word sometimes

because it feels like larp

but like to be a revolutionary

in some sense, you do have to absolutely violently abstract yourself from a warm, familial and um how should i put it like you need to lose a sense of belonging you have you need to

lose a sense of embeddedness and groundedness you have and just completely embrace something very alienating, you know?

And that is very hard for people to do, you know? And that is very hard for people to do, you know, but...

It's like...

The key is that I think is the best is like to balance it where you know what you're living for

but you don't you also know like the material realities of, you know,

various different relationships you have and obligations,

social obligations you have, whatever.

And as long as you can, in a sense,

not confuse the two,

one being like the ultimate source of logos for you, right?

This is like the ultimate source of the entire meaningfulness of life.

And what it, like what you live and die by basically right there's that

and then there's the reality of your social and familial obligations and they're not they're related

but they're not the same you can can't, you shouldn't mess them

together. You shouldn't blend them and you shouldn't, you shouldn't sacrifice your principles and

allow your principles to be socially engineered. You shouldn't allow the twists and turns in your

friend groups and your, your and your personal life to define your actual honor and your principles, you know?

And one religion that's super big on that is Islam, to be fair, super big on that, right?

Islam basically, honor includes certain levels of obligation to your family.

Of course, it's definitely making sense of the existing systems of kinship and honor

relationships and codes that existed before, and it's making those coherent and giving them

an ultimate sense of meaningfulness. But when all is said and done,

what you ultimately live and die by is God, right?

And God in the form of a community of believers. And sometimes the community of believers can actually cut through kinship systems.

So they say, for example, in times of the prophet, you had father and son fighting each other, for example, right?

And obviously there are disturbing variations of that

in in terrorism and shit um

although

you know some people will say like that has nothing to do Islam

I agree it has nothing to do with Islam. I agree, it has nothing to do with Islam.

But it's definitely trying to exploit and weaponize aspects of Islam.

For evil ends, of course, but, you know.

That's why they're able to do it you know um but uh what was i saying yeah Yeah, I don't know.

I don't know. But the circuits of receptivity that you are embedded in or that you're used to in your life, you basically think of it this way. What are circuits of receptivity?

Like, what do I mean by that?

Right.

I feel like everybody has a definite pattern of social interaction.

Like, for example, you go to work.

Like your workplace, right? At your workplace, you may hate someone. You may, out of principle, say this person's the worst, whatever. But it's like you are just so used to like talking to them in, I don't know, in the break room.

And that specific person, you're just, you can't even fucking help it.

You're always talking to them, right?

And it's like you have friends, you know, you don't even like them that much, but like,

you're always just used to hanging out with them every Saturday or something, right?

Like, just for the sake of it, right?

Then, of course, like, you know, there's so many different examples of this where it's like there's just these patterns and cycles and circuits of receptivity.

What that means is like you need the feedback. You know it may not be right for you. You know it's like not necessarily good for you or it's um it's like totally meaningless right but you just need

the feedback like a fish needs to be in water like you fucking fucking need it. Right. Like you need confirmation that you exist as a human

being. Right. And what ends up happening is that people in their head will be like, I hate this person.

I hate these friends I have.

I hate this.

I hate my social life.

And I find it meaningless and vapid and useless.

They'll tell themselves that in private.

And precisely because on this rational conscious level, they totally repudiate and rejected, they fall into these habitual circuits of receptivity where they're getting their social feedback from sources in a purely pathological way just because they need the oxygen, the social oxygen, right? And I think that the solution to that is to actually, well, I don't think I have a solution to it.

That's the problem.

Like, I don't think I have a solution to it because my fucking solution is just like I straight up just don't talk to anyone, which is fucked up. But it's like, I don't. And I don't, it's not that I, it's not that it bothers me. It just kind of bothers me that it doesn't bother me. Because it's very alienating. Like, no, I straight up don't like having vapid, fucking meaningless

conversations just for the sake of it. But on the other hand, it's like,

is that, am I a monster

for like,

you know, I don't know.

You see what I'm getting at here? It's's like I don't necessarily have good advice about this problem

because it's it's tragic I just want to tell you the truth the tragedy is

we just well to me for me right i just don't think um we it's not about society it's like if there was a huge

massive communist party where like everybody was always talking about interesting things and there's a whole school of thought and it's like it's really interesting and like, I could be very social.

Like I could see myself as a social person talking all the time and shit, right?

But it's like, I think in this society we live in, a lot of people just live for themselves and are stuck in that.

And they can't get past the whole thing about like personal subjectivity and like there, the center.

Everything is for them.

So it's like it's super alienating as a communist to live in a capitalist society, if that makes sense, in a lot of ways.

It's super alienating because I'm not saying a communist are better on a moral level, but it is very fucking different.

Like, it is very fucking different. Like, it is very fucking different.

Like, what you, how you understand what a problem is and how you comprehend your place in the cosmos is very different if you're actually a communist versus

if you're like a normie

under capitalism, right?

And I'm saying under capitalism, not to

be pretentious.

I'm saying that because most

people just

most most people just most people

just see the point of living

this is put it this way right

a lot of people have this ideal of like what it means to live a good

life right 99.999% of people will fail to get this ideal but it's always like i get a good

career and i have a good salary and i have my family and it's a normal life, you know, and, you know, it's like,

and I want to say I agree, but in my heart of hearts, I don't. Like, I find, I, it's not for me.

If, if, if that's working for people, I don't want to be the source of distress and turbulence and trouble. But it's like, for me, the ideal, right, is like something grand on a historical level, like something really grand, something really new, something that is not before, something that is the whole collective society and nation marching in a direction of history like something like that

you know that to me is like the point of life in a way, right?

And it's hard that that is not a given for the overwhelming majority of people.

That's not what's given.

Like that is something extraordinary and exceptional and like, oh you you must be exceptionally a morally good person

I am not an exceptionally morally good person I am not an exceptionally virtuous person I'm just a communist

and it makes me really fucking different, you know, from the majority of people in the society I live in.

Not morally better, just literally different, you know?

Like in the sense that it is qualitatively a different version of what it means to be human.

And you know what's fucked up is like when I go to Russia,

although Russia is not a communist country,

I do not feel this alienation in Russia at all.

I straight up do not.

In Russia, it really feels like the people who are really embracing the Western consumeristic Gucci bag lifestyle. Like, they're really like going

out of their way to be extra, it feels like. feels like the default which a lot of people are trying to escape and whatever but the default is how i already feel like which is that our place in the cosmos is about you know know, the bigness of humanity.

And it's like to walk in the embrace of a future together, you know?

I don't know.

Sounds stupid when I vocalize it, but it's like,

that seems very like much to give it, you know? And here it's not. And here, it's not that I

have resentment or I blame people for that, which I don't. It's just that's how people are raised and they don't know any alternative.

Like here, the way people are socialized is that their version of communism is a fantasy where they are the subject themselves

and they are going to attain this future where they're like smiling in the sun and like happiness i'm on the beach on my vacation like

that is still uh this remote it's like it's like communistic in the sense like it's a utopia it's not real

in the utopian sense of communism, right? But the

difference is like they are the center of that fantasy. It's about them. And at no point do they

just risk suspending that fantasy of what the good life is in something impersonal and something

unconditionally social like in the sense that it's like it's out there and it's the whole people

right um and it's not just

you. It's something

speaking

in the

void by itself.

And it's not your voice,

but your voice is from that

voice. Sorry, guys,

this sounds crazy, but I hope you get

it a little bit.

And and like i have you know like sometimes people it's fucked up of me i don't know like this is fucked up, but like sometimes people will come up to you.

And it's so innocent because it's, you know, they'll talk about some mundane, vapid thing that

means nothing. And I'm like, I could tell that you're making me part of like your own narcissistic fantasy where you're the center

and like I don't it's making, I don't want to fucking talk to you.

Like even when the elder, I'm going to shit on the elderly for one second.

Jimmy, what's up?

So fucked up.

But the elderly do this all the time, and I'm always on to them. I'm like, you are a narcissist. Straight up. You're a narcissist. I would never see. I'm not, I'm not a crazy person. I I'm not fucked up I'd never like say that to them but I'm gonna confess that's how I feel a lot of the time

like you just can't get over the fact that you're not the center

and so what what to me does it mean to have social

interactions that are communistic, as weird as that sounds, right? Does it mean that you're always

talking about politics and social issues and science? No, it doesn but it's it's a way of speaking about things

where like in a way that's natural you're not making yourself the subject if that makes sense like

you know like i don't know you could it's like um you could be talking about the fucking weather and it's like there's like there's different ways of talking about the weather you'd be like yeah i mean

this is a crazy storm um i don't think there's been a storm like this in decades you know like to me

that's the communistic way but but the, the capitalistic way would be like,

would be like, this was a really crazy storm and I am the center of it and it's about me and the

storm happened for me and it was just all about me.

And it's like, I don't care.

You know, like, I don't know you like that.

I don't want to talk to you about when you go to the bathroom and take a dump.

And sometimes I feel like people are crossing a line when they make themselves the fucking subject of every conversation.

Is that fucked up with me?

And look, I make myself the subject of conversation all the time.

There's nothing wrong with that.

But I don't...

How do I explain this? It's's like it's in a way where um that is not the most important thing about that I'm talking about like Like, that's not the point. If you talk about yourself,

that's fine. But when people make that the point of what they're talking about, it rubs me the

way. Sometimes I'll talk about myself to try and illustrate an example of like a bigger point.

I'm not saying this has to be like a deep point.

I'm not saying it has to be virtuous.

I'm not saying it has to be moral or political or ideological or anything like that.

That's why it's fucked up because

actually being a communist

is not about ideology.

It's just a very different form

of humanity.

And it's not necessarily more moral

or less moral.

It's just fundamentally, qualitatively, different, you know?

Um, do I sound fucking crazy?

Yeah, like if someone says, are you instead of saying good they like actively

explain their problems

yeah that's kind of

that's

kind of no you guys don't

get it or I don't know um that's kind of... No, you guys don't get it.

Or I don't know.

That's kind of what I'm talking about.

Yeah, like, oh, how are you doing?

Oh, I'll tell you

I had the worst day.

Why does that piss me off?

I'm like, dude, I have bad

fucking days all the time.

I don't fucking talk about them.

Why do I have to fucking hear about

shit that should just be

we all go through bad days?

Like, why?

It's, I don't know.

Like, I'm venting to you guys about that,

but I would never do this in real life

because I know it's fucked up and weird.

But I'm just like venting it to you guys

because it's how I feel, honestly.

Like... guys because it's how I feel honestly like versus you know okay

there's two ways like someone comes with you

I had the worst

day I couldn't believe it

I was held up

I don't like that but versus versus believe it. I was held up.

I don't like that. But versus this. And this is, by the way,

if you have to force this consciously,

ignore what I'm saying.

Because I'm talking about something very

unconscious, like a very unconscious difference

in how people communicate.

Communistic versus, you know, I don't know, liberal capitalism.

Versus like, you're talking about the event itself and you're centering that, like, oh, you know,

I had a pretty bad day. um apparently they're holding up everybody

at the line it's pretty crazy like that is totally fine to me because it's like you're talking

about something that actually has that's worth talking about using speech to communicate to another person.

But when you make yourself the ultimate and sole exclusive subject of what you're talking about.

It's a very subtle distinction.

I hope you guys have the intelligence to, like, comprehend this very subtle distinction.

Like, one is like, you're talking about how you were like, I had a really bad day.

Like, as if it fucking matters that you had a bad day.

It doesn't.

Versus, I had a pretty bad day. Here's what happened. It's pretty shocking.

Because in the second case, you're not making the fact that you had a bad day the most important thing.

You're making the fact that this is happening in general and could possibly happen to people in general

as the subject of what you're talking about it's a very subtle distinction a very subtle

distinction um and a very subtle, subtle distinction.

And the elderly are the biggest,

they are the most guilty of the narcissism I'm talking about.

And I hate saying that because I love the elderly,

and they're sweet and they're great.

But they came from a generation where the individual subject was sovereign and intact.

And we are in a generation now where individual subjectivity is being ripped apart by TikTok and the acceleration of cybernetic forms of socialization.

And like, once you see the boomers from that perspective, they look pretty fucking ridiculous and insufferably narcissistic.

They look insufferably narcissistic from that perspective.

Because they genuinely live in this fantasy where they are the center of existence. Um, I like the elderly and I'm not here to shit on them.

I'm just here to say something, uh, that bothers me about them that I would never say in any other setting.

Because I don't blame them. I find it a tragedy. Because they can't help it. It's not their fault.

And if you could see past it, then you're chill because you're like, oh, that's just how they were raised.

Like, at that point, the resentment disappears.

You know, it's like, it's chill.

And you even see something, if you have the mercy, you can even see it as very enduring but if you actually take

it seriously on an intersubjective level and acquiesce and like submit to their terms of communication,

that could be a source of huge resentment, you know,

if you're not coming from that generation. I feel like this was also in a lot of ways.

I don't want to get into that actually it's fucking crazy um no i'll get into it this is why when it happened, when the Me Too movement happened, I instantly sided with the victims. And I was like, fuck these disgusting boomers. And there were so many people, you know, they were making, well, some of the victims are like over exaggerating and I'm like, but you don't get it. Like these boomer people that are in a position of power are taking way too many liberties because they literally are too fucking narcissistic to understand

that they're not at the fucking center and they are too

you know some you know jizek was so like outspokenly against it against the Me Too thing

and it's the same boomer shit

where they're like, no, it's a destruction of culture

that we can't just

fulfill our addiction to our circuits of receptivity.

And it's like, no, sleeper, I don't fucking believe that.

I think women are just as bad as men.

And that, you know, they could be just as evil.

There's nothing about women that make them better than men.

Anything men can do by way of deceit and lying and whatever.

Women are the fucking same way, you know.

But in general, the dictatorship, I resent the dictatorship of these like boomers that force everyone to be part of their personal fantasy and a victim of their addiction to receptivity

even though the young victims or whatever whether they're victims of sexual harassment or any kind of

harassment, they are only

there to make money and they're there because

they're in an institution and yet

the boomer bosses will be like

no, it's because we're all here as

friends and we're all

here and you have to be a fucking

a reflection

or an outlet for receptivity for me.

I was always on some Squidward shit

where I'm like,

if we are here to get our bag,

if we are here

to make money,

right?

Then be Squidward, then fuck you, we're not friends.

Because if we were friends, I would be getting benefits, I would be getting a decent wage.

This would be a good job in general.

Like, it would be fair.

You wouldn't be wasting my time all the time.

You would...

Shit would be a lot different.

If I'm just here to make money,

fuck you, I don't owe you a fucking thing

except what's in the contract

and nothing else.

You know?

Some boomers had it rough. No, I'm not attacking all boomers don't get me wrong i'm not attacking

all boomers i'm attacking a specific tendency among boomers that i blame for the worst thing

which is millennials the worst generation by far are millennials like

it's not even close millennials as someone who is kind of a millennial myself take it from me when

they are the worst generation of all time of all modern i'm not even

kidding the entire modern history of mankind the entire modern history of mankind, beginning, let's say in the 1750s, there isn't a single

generation since the 1750s, worse than millennials.

They were the worst the worst by far and what terrifies me is the idea that they're actually going to take power because you know how it is the people who turn 50 are usually the ones that take power if you look at the bolshevik revolution the bolsheviks were about 50 years old when they took power. The French Revolution,

I think it was the same, wasn't it?

Or I don't know.

I could be making that up.

Usually it's like that generation,

40 years old,

that takes power.

Usually it's 40 to 50 that take power, right?

And if there's no revolution you get a gerontocracy usually absent revolution the tendency always goes to gerontocracy right it's always

like people in their 80s and 90s who rule but if if there's a revolution, it's always people in their like 40s and their 50s that rise up and take power, you know?

So basically, we need to dump all the millennials into the ocean

before that. I'm just kidding. It's a joke.

But that does need to not happen.

You know, like it needs to be prevented

from happening. I won't let

it happen.

I'm ashamed to be a millennial.

Look, I'm a fucking millennial, all right?

Yeah, I mean, I think I am.

You know, the thing is, is that I am a millennial.

I'll tell you why.

When I go on a millennial stream i understand it like i can speak the language like i can actually communicate but if i were to go

on aden ross's stream and if i were to go on a stream hosted by a zoomer, I couldn't fit in.

Like, I would not understand it.

I would not be able to, like, be normal, you know?

At all.

So, like, I guess that does make me a millennial because, like, I understand zoomers from a distance, but I don't really, like, know how to talk to zoomers.

I'm very strange to zoomers. I don't really know how to talk to them.

They're always like very fidgety and like, you know,

antsy and like I don't,

I don't understand.

Gen Z got the most aura.

You know, it's really not true, okay?

And I'm shitting on millennials,

but that doesn't mean I think Gen Z is great.

All right, Gen Z,

Gen Z, like, the people with the carrot top, whatever, like, they're so autistic.

They're just, like, autistic in a delusian sense.

They're like autistic in a rhizomatic sense.

Like they're, they're...

Millennials are the type that'll like fucking...

Let me... I'm try to think of a meme

trying to think of one of those fucking memes

that are on TikTok

though yeah those looks like pop in

uh you know you'll be

live streaming like in public they'll pop

only in Ohio,

and they'll run away. Like, that's the Gen Z fucking vibe.

They are like, they can't, they're fidgety,

and they're like, they can't commit to a line of thought. They can't commit to a line of conscious thinking.

It's just all like partial objects and

partial drives and these fragmented forms of communication and enunciation.

And every time they are called upon to commit to a conscious line of thinking,

they turn into like SpongeBob where they like start shaking.

It's like you caught them.

I don't know.

I didn't mean to.

You're free.

Let loose.

So that is something I don't, uh, that's fucked up about millennials.

I'm sorry about Gen Z.

The problem with millennials is that they can come they can think

uh formally i guess but I guess. But... I don't know.

The problem with millennials is that they have the capacity to be extremely serious and concentrate when it comes to thinking but they need i hate adorno so much but they need, I hate Adorno so much, but they need something Adorno called, what is it called? Is it called repressive desublimation? They need something like repressive desublimation, where they can commit to like a formalism and serious thinking, but they need that, like, cringe

outlet to be, like, free and spontaneous. Whether it's like they have a punk rock band or some other fucking cringe thing.

I can finally be myself!

Like, they need some shit like that

or else they go crazy

and I

and it's disgusting

it's really disgusting

um

like Ben Norton

precisely like Ben Norton

precise precisely like Ben Norton. Precisely like Ben Norton.

Precisely.

Precisely. Precisely.

Precisely

fucking Ben, that Ben-Noran shit.

It's exactly what I'm fucking talking about.

Look, I imagine Fiorella and her like mean girl trio.

They probably like, when they get together, they probably like have like scarves like around

their shoulders and they have like wine glasses. Come on guys, let's loosen up.

And they just like do these like cringe and they're like spinning and they're like, oh, we're so crazy.

You need to understand the level of hate I'm on. Like, I actually think about these disgusting cringe things that my enemies do

on a very visceral level, and I get angry about it.

Like, it's super tame. They're not doing anything like scandalous, but it's super tame.

They're not doing anything like scandalous, but it's like,

Woo!

We work for the news, but we could get down a little bit.

We can be a little bit, we can be a little bit spontaneous.

Uh-huh.

I'm an advanced level hater.

I'm not going, I'm not going to lie.

You know, like, shit.

I could, you know what they need to make me,

you know what they need to put me in charge of

put me in charge of white lotus i i don't just i i can't justify white lotus like i hate it

but me a leh ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha my dream all right, I'll tell you my narcissistic dream.

Me and Logo, direct and write White Lotus Season 4.

Let us do it. Let us do it let us do it

me and I know for a fact

logo will be more savage than me

and logo won't even laugh about it

like he'll be dead serious

we put me and logo in charge of white logo won't even laugh about it. Like he'll be dead serious.

We put me and Logo in charge of White Lotus season four.

I guarantee you we make the best thing in the world.

It'll be so good.

It'd be,

you guys would cry,

tears of laughter and joy if we made that.

But they'll never do that.

They'll never fucking do it.

Oh my God.

I really, I could excel. I could excel

I could really

I could really I could really

do that

um

what would you do i would just know how to like really make you hate and cringe at a character

and logo knows how to do that as well.

Like Logo understands this, like, subtle reality of, like, the true dark depths of psychology, which is just how pathetic fucking, how pathetic people are in their attempt to enact and fulfill their retarded, meaningless narcissistic fantasies.

You know, South Park, South Park does that as well.

Like, South Park does that really well, too.

Fair.

South Park usually victimizes Randy as, like, the,

for some reason, Randy is always, always like the exemplary

case of like

the White Lotus character

who is being like a ridiculous retard

but that's why it's so funny

you know

well I'm so worried

about the next season of South Park I hope they don't talk about palestine at

all i don't want them to um but i could see them like making randy into like a hardcore zionist

where like randy's just on the computer and he's like

what's this and like no Randy like goes to like some local thing

and like there's like some Zionist IDF recruitment thing

and they're like and oh they take Randy on a

birth what is it called

what is it called where they bring people to Israel

quote unquote

what is that called birthright

they take Randy on a birthright, even though he's not Jewish.

He like sneaks in or something.

And he like becomes this like narcissistic Zionist, like, larping as if he's Jewish and he's not.

And I could see that.

Like, I could really see that.

But they wouldn't do that.

They would, because they're, I think they themselves.

I don't actually, I don't know if there's sinus.

I don't know.

Maybe they're not.

I always assume that anything that's allowed on TV well you know and do the opposite so i don't know

i whatever but south park that's why i don't want them to do it at all but's um see south park

does that very well that it's so interesting like white lotus is like south park if it was a

live action show honestly it's like such an accurate description

of what that show is

it's so fundamentally like cynical

about the nature of human beings

and it depicts them in the most

humiliating ways.

Any public ACP announcements and updates?

Guys, we really need you to RSVP for the May events.

You really got to get on that.

Like, at this point, it's no fucking joke, all right? You really, really got to get on that like at this point it's no fucking joke all right you really really

got to get in on that shit so stop waiting and just fucking do it all right um so we are the reason there there hasn't been a ton of new announcements when it comes to the party is because our big, big thing is coming up on May 2nd, which is going to be the confirmation of our central committee. It's going to fundamentally change the dynamic within our party big time. We're going to have real democracy. And it's going to change the nature of party work. It's going to change the nature of what the party does

and it's going to really bring a lot of life into the party i predict right and we are made we are

preparations are underway for that most of all but that said, there are a lot of things related to the Newark Port going on,

with myself included,

that are happening this month.

Very, very big developments when it comes to that will you post

about halali at the border yes peak time tomorrow we're going to be posting we already have a

video of it i i kind of want to show it to you guys now but I don't know if they'll let me

I'll show you a preview

I'll show you a preview

they won't mind

Can I can I

Can I just show my Can I why am I telling you guys this?

Let me see.

It might take too long to respond.

My name is Christopher.

Sorry.

No, forget it.

We'll just wait.

Because I can't open it on web.

That's the problem.

Halaleigh. I don't, because I can't open it on web. That's the problem. I can't open it on web.

That's kind of an issue.

I would like to.

Just wait, yeah. just wait yeah um no he'll talk about how like this is actually a regular occurrence for him but he never talks about it and yeah I have some other news I'm dieting again

I weighed myself I'm 180 and I'm usually sitting at like 175, 174.

So I gained some weight over Ramadan.

Ramadan.

I was eating a lot of junk food and fucking bad food.

I think I gained like eight pounds, like a month.

So I'm back on my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my,

my,

my,

my,

uh,

aren't you

supposed to be fasting?

Uh,

are you talking about

during Ramadan

because of,

uh, iftar,

dude,

you don't know how it is if dar people go fucking crazy they go

it's kind of even defeats the purpose but it's the true truth um it's the truth. Isn't gluttony as sin?

Of course. you know i've been i've been uh i ate that uh they got that duby chocolate with with strawberries

okay i've seen a lot of things if with strawberries.

I've seen a lot of things.

Iftar, 2025, I've seen a lot of things, all right?

I've seen a lot of things.

Got them.

Chocolate croissants.

Chocolate croissants, Chocolate croissants.

What the hell is that?

You know?

I've been seeing a lot of things, you know?

No, for real.

The thing that I really made me gain weight is the Cheeseman-Eche.

You don't know what that is. You're missing it's you know what's fucking weird is that it's like

it's such a distinctly y'all don't have that nobody has it no other culture has it.

But then I learn in Lebanon, only one village has it.

Even other villages don't have that shit.

It's like a bread with a lot of butter and cheese in it but it's a bread it's not like the turkish version

even the turkish what do they call it?

The Turkish pied?

The pied.

Turkish pides usually do not have a lot of, uh, butter.

And they're not as savory.

And they're not as like, yeah, they don't have the butter.

Kineffa, oh yeah, I'm going to eat a lot of shit.

I need a shit.

I don't know what a thine pie.

I'm going to look that up.

Yeah, I recommended y'all a place when you came to Dearborn.

That's exactly.

Yeah, I think, wait, is that a thime?

I don't know what a thine pie is, bro.

I don't know what that is.

That felt good yeah

but you know

but you know

come to think of it

the month of March

I've been eating

chicken tenders

burgers,

fries every fucking day

I've been eating bad shit.

Like, every fucking day I've been eating, like, terribly.

Cheese pies, just shit food fucking McDonald's.

You name it.

I'm surprised I didn't gain like 20 pounds, you know.

But it's easy for me to cut.

So I'm doing that now.

It's probably going to take me

two to three weeks to get back to where I was.

Eating all that junk food doesn't upset.

No, it don't.

It don't.

Are you thinking any better?

I have a lot of distractions.

I have a lot of distractions.

That has nothing to do with food. Jackson would have you see that the Jackson um this dude does not eat good. Like he eats, like, um...

He eats good, like, steaks, good quality,

but he doesn't eat, like, fun.

He doesn't like...

You know, Jackson will not have any drink that has flavor like orange juice be breakfast i bet yo try

this orange juice is super good i don't do that what he doesn't ever have soda.

He doesn't have milkshake, nothing.

He's like, I only have water.

I'm like, bro, that was me, that was me like six years ago.

Okay, grow up.

You only live once.

You know?

In Russia, they got a coffee.

And it's like, it's called, what the hell is it called?

What the fuck is it called what the fuck is it called it's like it's like got milk and sugar it's called they call it um fuck

what the fuck is it called they have sometimes it's raff raf raff. So look it up. It's just called Raff. Okay. I like Raff. You know, every time I get coffee, I'd be like, let me get that raff.

You get that raff.

Jackson, he's always a, I'll just get an Americano or some black coffee.

Try and be a tough guy.

And then I'm like, yo, what, what's, why don't you get some good coffee, you know, because this tastes good.

He goes, that's for girls.

I'm like, bro, we only live once.

We only live once.

I live the disciplined disciplined ascetic food life to be a tough guy for like eight years then when i actually when i first after i started streaming when i finally got into a long-term relationship, I just said, fuck it.

I'm going to eat good.

I'm going to have juice.

I'm going to have soda.

Let me try them desserts. You got to eat Claire. Let me try them desserts.

Oh, you gotta eat Claire.

Let me try that E. Claire.

I mean, you got some cake.

Oh, I'm, you know, the waiter comes, you know.

See, when you got a woman, you start eating good.

You know, the waiter comes

would you guys like any dessert you know back in the day hell no i'm batman you know i'm back in the day

but then

you know you want some dessert

you know what I will see that dessert

I will see that dessert menu

I will see that dessert menu I will see that deserve many.

Let me...

Oh, you got a strawberry,

chocolate,

you know,

uh,

ice cream.

Interesting.

Interesting.

So, uh, you know, I learned to, I'm not crazy like I, you know, I got to 200 pounds.

And this was the worst was, I was, it was like, it was like December 23 through February 24.

I was big.

I was like 200 pounds.

And I had a wake-up call.

I was like, I got to lose weight.

So I lost 20 pounds after a few months.

And I lost 20 pounds after a few months.

And but still re but the thing is i mean i have in moderation still i i don't i don't skip sweets all the time you know if i sometimes you know here and there i will have you know and I like having good food that tastes good

sue me you know Jackson he when Jackson

he needs four more years to understand where I am

because I was just like him when I was his age you know

once he gets to my age,

he'll understand what I'm talking about. Because right now he's like, oh, only, he's like,

I don't drink soda. I don't like juice. I don't like, see, every time I go to a restaurant

I want to see the select especially if I'm abroad

I want to see what kind of juice y'all have sweet drinks

I like it sweet you know and

sue me.

Because I only live once.

And shit tastes good.

You know, so sue me.

And this dude Jackson,

he only have water.

That don't make you a tough guy. That don't make you a tough guy.

That don't make you a tough guy.

Only have water, black coffee,

American. That don't make you a tough guy.

You know, tough guy, no, you know,

imprison the real tough guys, they're sipping on juice boxes.

They're smuggling Capri Sun in that shit.

And they got cookies and crackers and everything.

Oreos, they kill for some fucking Oreos. They kill for for some fucking Oreos

in prison.

They're killing motherfuckers

for a goddamn Twinkie.

We want to talk about

a real tough guy. Real tough guy is a

Wagner soldier in the Sahel

Desert.

With a fucking Pkm machine gun in one hand he got a twinkie in the other hand because life's too short to be skipping all the sweet shit

because I don't give a fuck how tough you are. Life is too

short to be skipping

the sweet stuff.

You know what I mean?

It's too short.

You know?

The Wagner soldiers

they got an RPG in one hand.

They got a bagel with strawberry cream cheese

toasted in the other hand.

Cinnamon raisin.

You know what?

This is literally true.

I'm not even fucking kidding.

Let me tell you guys something.

I visited one of the battalions in Donbass.

Real fucking hardcore.

Tough. Tough soldiers soldiers like killers.

Right?

These guys

This is where I shot my PKM

by the way.

But these guys

Um

These guys had a professional chef as part of their battalion who is regularly making banger ass good like food like um this time he made us uh he had these jimmy johns like sandwiches

that were wrapped they i love the presentation they were wrapped the right way.

That makes a big impression on me, you know, because it's effort.

Very good, they're like better than Jimmy Johns, right?

And then he had cake, and then he had, had like this sweet tea hot drink.

This is what the killers, hardcore killers in Donbass, are eating.

And this dude Jackson, he's going to look me in the eyes.

He's here.

That's for girls.

Man, get the hell out of here.

You only live once.

You know?

And they know that.

I mean, if they know that, you know, these dudes are tough.

These ain't, you know, I mean, ain't, ain anything, nothing wrong with being a woman, you know, but I'm trying to say, like, these are tough dudes.

And this is what they eat.

Eat good.

You're only on earth once.

You know?

If Jackson was at that battalion, you know, he would tell the chef, he would go, I only have steak and water.

I don't have cake.

And the chef would be like, oh, you are tough guy.

Hey, Vladimir, we have tough guy here.

Everyone, he is tough guy.

And they're going to make Jackson do drills on nails and shit. He's going be explosions you see how tough you are jackson we'll see how tough you are that's just he's not here to defend himself we'll bring him on i'm gonna confront him this in public next time right

because uh he thinks he's too good for that shit oh ain't nobody's too good for that shit.

He ain't nobody's too good for that.

It's the truth.

Ice cream and shit.

What would light be without that? best ice cream flavor chocolate i mean how is that a question?

You know, some people are, I like vanilla.

Yeah, you're just trying to be different for no fucking reason.

You know?

Trying to be different for no reason chocolate what is this

cherry and strawberry.

You know, if you want strawberry, go have a fucking smoothie.

You fucking idiot.

I like strawberry ice cream.

Why? Go have a fucking smoothie.

Fruit smoothie.

This is a dairy. This is a dairy situation.

You know, mint, I understand.

There's only three real legitimate flavors.

Mint, vanilla, chocolate.

Cookies and cream. Go have a fucking cookie stop stop trying to mix it go have a damn

cookie butter pecan you just y'all doing too much. It's just like pecan, a fucking nut, a nut?

You want your ice cream to taste like a dry nut?

The fuck is that?

It doesn't even make sense.

You know, like, I like almond-flavored ice cream.

Almonds?

Pistachio.

What the hell is this, man?

Just want shit to taste like, like, I don't know.

It's like wood-flavored ice cream.

You know, Rocky Road.

Listen, y'all can talk about whatever you want.

Chocolate.

Okay?

It's just chocolate.

Make it simple.

Chocolate is the best.

Overcomplicated by calling it all these different ass fucking names.

I guarantee you if you had a blindfold, you wouldn't be able to tell a difference.

And they scamming the world, creating these new flavors that it's just, listen, you're overcomplicating

it. It's chocolate, is vanilla, it's mint. Everything is going to be which way in between.

Variations, sure, but that's what it is.

In other day.

With Ben and Jerry, they do too much.

Moose tracks.

I don't know.

You know,

you know,

I will say ASTA ice cream is pretty good.

I don't know what it is,

but it's pretty good.

Ashta ice cream is. It's not bad.

It's not bad.

It's all right. treatlerites you know i know i know that's a stupid retarded ass term because nowhere but in the

third world do they like their treats the most go to a third world country they savor and

value and cherish their treats.

They love the desserts.

That shit matters in third world countries.

It matters way in Sweden.

The ultimate first world country is Sweden.

Swedish people, they eat blocks of ice.

They're minimalistic and their IKEA.

Shut up.

You go to a real third world country And the treats are life

And people will shoot each other over treats

Are you fucking kidding?

In Lebanon?

The Baklava fucking bakery

The Baklava store? The Baclava store

That dude will grab an RPG and blow everyone up

If they fucking

They don't mess with that shit

You know me Jackson and Chris

We went to these beautiful

I don't know what to call it.

It's like a restaurant with music.

Very late, you know.

Man, they're bringing us fruits and they're bringing us whatever.

And this was not in a rich part of the city.

And it's like everyone here where normal Lebanese people

fruits and snacks

and you fucking name it

desserts

that's culture man

but there's

these self-hating white people who live in America, they go, you're the treatlerites.

You know who fucking invented that was Chapo.

People like their treats too much.

Yeah, go to Mexico.

You don't think people in Mexico like their treats.

You know, go to El Salvador. You don't think they like their treats in Nicaragua and El Salvador and Cuba and Mexico and African countries and shit. Everyone likes it. It's a human universal. We all

like, they like it more over

there in third world countries that's the thing No, you have to be a wear glasses and be a virtuous ascetic.

Yeah, but that's a sign you're a rich fuck living in a first world country by the way the only good ice cream is chocolate like i don't know

what to tell you guys he's still arguing about this we thought we moved past it i thought we moved past it. I thought we moved past it. is it true that dutch people as well like they i saw saw something on TikTok where they're like, I went to my Dutch friend's house in, in Netherlands.

And they, you know, they offered me coffee or something.

And then they sent me a Zelle later in the day saying,

oh, I, give me like $2 for this coffee I gave you.

Or like,

like,

one time they let someone come home for dinner,

and then the day after they charged them

through, like,

their cash app,

like,

like,

$15.

Like,

oh,

we fed you.

Give us money.

And I saw that on TikTok.

I was like,

what the fuck is that?

That's reasonable,

though.

Bro,

that's reasonable. I know it's not a white thing either because you know jackson

you know me and jackson will always say like we'll pay you back later

we never pay each other back but i'm pretty sure the balance is equal

like um sometimes I'm pretty sure the balance is equal. Like,

um, sometimes,

um,

one of us left our card,

something,

what are we going to have cash on?

Like me and Jackson,

equal balance of payments,

but we never actually pay each other back.

But it's just because like, and it's not even intentional.

Like, oh, you know, it's your turn to pay for whatever, cigars, anything.

It's just that it always balances itself out.

That's how it has to be, you know?

But Dutch people, it's like, really?

Y'all do that?

Or you were referencing what?

Kanye West

with his interview with academics.

Did you guys see that

um

what does he want man at this point

uh he's just his whole brand

his whole thing

he just wants to be shocking. It's pretty ridiculous.

Oh, my God. Hey, he wants attention.

I don't care.

I owe Jackson

I don't owe Jackson

600 are you kidding

I don't know where the hell you got that I'll see you guys I'll tell you guys the funny story.

So we were getting me, what was it?

Um, I borrowed some money from jackson to get my tims because i uh i didn't have i didn't have the

exchange i uh cur i had the cash like the, but I didn't have the currency, right?

So, because it was winter out there.

I was like, yo, I'll pay you back.

Let me just, let me grab it, right?

I ended up forgetting to pay him back.

And he forgot to ask me, right?

I think I did over Apple or whatever, though.

I don't know.

Apple pay.

But anyway, he calls me after I come home and he's like, yo, those are, because I left them there, I didn't even bring them with me.

He's like, yo, those are, these are left them there. I didn't even bring them with me. He's like, yo, those are, these are really great boots.

I wear them all the time.

I was like, oh yeah, bro, don't worry about it.

You know, you can wear them, no problem.

I was just being like, yeah, go ahead.

I wear them, you know?

He's like, he's like's like bro are you fucking kidding

of course I'm gonna wear them I fucking paid

for them

oh man

shit's so funny

I was like oh yeah yeah, I forgot.

I'll buy me a pair of those.

I like those.

The thing is that I would never wear them here because I go to the gym so often.

I'm not going to wear Tim's.

I even said, I was like, yo, can I wear these to the gym?

Like, is that normal?

He's like, bro, everyone will think you're retarded if you wear this shit to the gym.

I'm like, all right.

See, I'm autistic and sometimes I've got to ask Jackson, like, what's normal, right?

You know?

So, I love those shoes, but I don't know if I would get them because I can can't wear them to the gym like well you know what

where would i go i don't even go anywhere and i don't have a social life i don't even i don't even

go outside those black tims it's the move i'm a i'm gonna get them next winter for next winter you know

and wear thames when you work out outside i mean who the fuck is working out outside?

Like, I got a fucking smit machine in my

driveway. What the fuck are you talking about, man?

Working out

outside. You go,

how? In Michigan?

I can do it in the summer. I got to

dismantle the equipment in the winter and be a big

hassle and it costs thousands and thousands of dollars. I mean, what are you talking about? in the winter if you got high tea yeah sometimes you would just make shit up like you know

there's some people that are like you know the vikings could be outside and shit so So they got a time machine.

They went back to the Viking times,

to Sweden or whatever.

And the Vikings are inside with their fire.

The news reporter, he's like,

so y'all chill with the cold, right?

I mean, go outside.

Hell, no, it's cold as hell.

What are you talking about?

And that's what the Vikings said.

Like, what, you think we're just walking around outside and we're embracing the cold?

You go, hell no, we wear 10 layers and we got hats and

nobody's, you know how then they have it in the

TV shows and the movies that these Vikings are

running around shirtless or they're just

like Conan the Barbarian.

In reality, then nobody's doing that.

Nobody. Look at the Eskam.

Is it politically incorrect now to call them, Inuits?

Look at the Inuits.

Look at the Inuits.

Look at the Inuits.

I mean,

they're used to the cold.

They don't, you know, they're wearing them,

those things they have, like 20 layers.

And those igloos are very warm.

Igloos are very warm Igloos are very warm and how do I know this

have I been to an igloo

no

but I watch some shit on YouTube

because I got curious

because it's like

how does that shit work

like how the fuck It's like, how does that shit work?

Like, how the fuck are these igloos warm?

It don't even make sense.

And I'm like, if they are warm, why don't they melt? so I wanted to understand it

so they have the fire in the igloos

and the fire rises right

and the heat it just rises

and it just gets trapped into the igloo just from that small fire and it warms the

whole thing up and the reason i'll tell you why it doesn't melt because it's hitting the ceiling

but the cold from outside it's like negative ceiling, but the cold from outside,

it's like negative 1,000 degrees.

The cold from outside,

the wind is keeping that shit frozen.

Because the fire is not hot enough

to melt the coldness that's coming from outside.

So the whole thing balances out.

And those Inuits, they're chilling.

I was worried about them.

I was thinking, I got to figure this out because those igloos seem like they're going to melt.

And then I saw the YouTube video.

I'm like, it's all right.

They're chilling.

It's all right.

They're going to be fine.

They're going to be all right.

It's all good i was worried because that that it didn't seem sustainable you know it didn't seem sustainable you know they got polar bears out there and

those those uh hungry uh lion seals and shit i was saying it don't look good it don't seem

they're living in ice with fires in them i mean it's the whole shell the whole thing is

going to be blown up melt away and the polar bear army will come and kill everyone you know but i i checked with youtube and i made sure it was all right it's all right we're all going to be good you know they're going to be good, more specifically. Um. you know who's going wild now sabine hosen fender

sabine going wild on youtube every time I see a Sabine video,

she's always like,

she's always going way out of bounds of her expertise now.

She's like,

she's like,

tell me,

was Paul Pot justified?

Like,

what the fuck are you talking about?

What are the ethics of Doge?

She's like getting into politics now and shit.

Like, bitch, who asked you?

Sabine is like, she got all her hands in every cookie jar, every wish way.

She's like getting into all these profound topics.

Like, should we ban Sharia law?

Shall we ban Sharia law? Should we ban

Sharia law?

What do we do

about Islam?

No, no, the thing that

I made me like, what the

hell? Sabine was like

weighing in on the Israel Palestine palestine i think what is going on in

palestine sabine what are you talking about sabine what do you know about that

sabine is like, um, like going crazy.

No, Chris, no fucking way she talked to Zizek.

Seven. she talked to Zijek. Sabine is like,

she got that reach.

No,

she didn't talk to him.

Oh my. She talked...

Where the fuck is that? Isn't because my

I don't go to fucking stupid guy with glasses

I mean Sabine is not confronting Zhizek anywhere

in any direct capacity

but I think he was sneak-dissing her talking shit about her behind her back

just cowardly but we're gonna see what he said where should I locate a person who is now

mega popular at least in Europe

Sabine Hosenfelder?

Sabine is in Germany.

Oh my God, she's popular in Europe.

You know, I declared her my arch enemy, like, years ago.

Because I knew that she was no good, man.

She's like, trust me.

I know, but he's she.

It's like the new face of Hitler.

Chris, what's quite?

She's the new Hitler.

Purely, really also a scientist or more popularize him.

No, but she, as Sabina has a different history. also a scientist or more popularizing?

No. Now she,

now Sabina has a different history. Sabina is an

elementary particle theorist

who works on the phenomenology.

And what we say, phenomenology, we don't mean

what you mean by it.

We mean studies of the collisions of elementary particles

sufficient to get the results of the collisions and so forth.

So they stand between the theoretical physicist

in particle physics and the observer.

Now, Sabina

was always very

correct. She always

Why did you say

RFK's brother, bro.

Get out of it.

Found errors in other people's work

and criticized them

and this is the only way I can interpret it

after many years of postdocs

also some preference established because of her family situation

as wanting not to live across Europe from her family.

She ended up without a job.

So she invented...

I think Zizek is regretting asking this question

because it's taking this guy 20 years to fucking...

Other thing.

And she is...

Okay, I don't give a fuck.

I just wanted to know what Zizek thought.

She studies Hitler particles in the Ukraine, Zelensky.

I mean, Sabine is like,

something's going on.

Like, Hitler's shit. Do you guys like how I was willing to sacrifice?

How do you got,

should I go back to this?

Look.

Damn,

I used to be dirty as hell, man.

I didn't even wash my beer.

I mean, I washed it in the shower,

but I didn't use beard wash.

When I looked like this,

do you guys miss when I looked like this?

You know, just a...

Just a more chill.

Got the beater. got to be professional, but professional is boring.

Professional is boring. You know, I'm hungry, but I need something healthy. uh okay

i think i'm going to stream tomorrow because thursday i may not be able to stream

so hopefully tomorrow will be an early stream is what i'm trying to say

um do you ever eat before the stream uh is what I'm trying to say.

Do you ever eat before the stream?

Like hours before.

Usually. I'm going to talk to Jackson see if he can do a space tomorrow.

And we'll do that for some content we'll see crime time hours max

viewer ship we're gonna yeah we'll stream it like nine or eight i streamed at 12 a.m. today is not good

what do you think of the Star Ship Troopers discourse?

I think everyone involved in it is a fucking

retard.

Um...

I want to be like the movie.

What a way of it?

It's embarrassing enough that people are like using movie fantasies to articulate serious politics.

It's another thing to have debates and discourse about it.

Like, like, no, this is out about it. Like, like...

No, this is...

No, this is the Star Wars.

No, Anakin would like me.

No, the Luke Skywalker would be on my side.

You set the fuck up.

It's like

it's bad enough people

are admitting

like that these fundamental fantasies are so

important for their understanding of the world and politics but it's like it's another thing to start debating about it. No, the Dar-War with Obama.

No, the Star War was over Trump. No, the Star Wars with Obama.

How fucking retarded.

No, Star-Cup Troopers is critiquing fascism.

No, no, it is fascist.

It's a fucking movie.

It's a fucking movie.

Shut the fuck up!

Really? Like... It's a fucking movie.

I think the point...

It's not...

Movies don't always have a directly political message.

Sometimes the goal is just to get you thinking about different relationships and...

...ways in which things work,

not necessarily that it's good or bad,

but like, hey, this is making me think about

how morale and armies and ideologies

and how all these things interact sometimes.

In a fact, like, it's not always about the... ideologies and how all these things interact sometimes in a vac.

It's not always about the morality of it or whether it's good or bad or we're endorsing it or we're not endorsing it.

There's not always a form of commentary.

Sometimes they're not making that commentary. Sometimes they're leaving it

up to the audience to figure that out.

But they're just trying to give expression

to phenomena that they perceive

and that

reflects reality

in some kind of way.

And it's never not necessarily always a statement about whether that's good or bad or whether that should be encouraged or discouraged.

Um... Um...

I think...

Here's my take on Starship Troopers.

I think Starship Troopers...

is trying to draw upon the paradoxes and dynamic and you know just these subtleties of collective solidarity and collectivism but with doses of irony there, with respect to, like, you know, all these bugs are actually sapien and this whole fucking war is, like, completely unjust.

And they're supposed to be irony about that kind of stuff.

But that doesn't mean every aspect of the aesthetics of the starship troopers engaging in you know a collective you know Heinleyn said that was fascism but every hollywood live george lucas said darth vader was fascism, you know, like...

They're clearly projecting onto fascism, these things about humanity they find fascinating in general, you know?

So, yeah, that's my take. Anyway,'re gonna we're gonna we're gonna we're gonna we're gonna we're gonna we're gonna we're gonna we're gonna we're gonna we're gonna

we're gonna wrap it up northern gorilla Northern Gorilla!

Wow! With the 10! What a great way to conclude the stream.

Excellent.

All right, guys. Excellent.

All right, guys.

We're going to wrap it up.

Goodbye.