A SINGLE DROPLET OF FIRE [2021-06-28]

three hours of my stream is gone

three hours of the whole stream is gone

for the second [ __ ] time

second [ __ ] time

because of you

you stupid [ __ ] people in the chat

you stupid [ __ ] people

every single [ __ ] day

and there's no progress none i grind

every [ __ ] day and you make me delete

it

250 concluded out of the [ __ ] door

who the [ __ ] approved that huh

we're not checking the rest of the

reddit

no people say [ __ ] in the [ __ ] chat

trying to act like they're [ __ ]

helping me

you [ __ ] idiot you [ __ ] idiot

you just [ __ ] wasted two hours of my

time

i've been trying to grind every [ __ ]

day to build this channel

i'm so sick of doing this

the whole [ __ ] thing is gone now

all that [ __ ] i said is gone forever

what i said about dialectical

materialism when i said all this [ __ ] i

said is [ __ ] gone because you're so

[ __ ] stupid in the chat

so [ __ ] stupid

but you act like you're my friend

you know what

is that guy in our [ __ ] discord too

he's not thank god he's out of the

[ __ ] discord

should have been [ __ ] gone from our

[ __ ] chat

so sick of this [ __ ] man so [ __ ] sick

of it

ask me how i'm doing chad please please

that's what i'm [ __ ] doing every

[ __ ] day i'm depressed every [ __ ]

day i'm suffering every [ __ ] day it's

hard to get out of [ __ ] bed this is

all i [ __ ] do

this is all i [ __ ] have right now

this that's it

you know what i treated it so [ __ ]

late cause i have no motivation

none

but every [ __ ] day on they try to

sabotage me every [ __ ] day i'm

walking on eggshells and i have my

so-called supporters sabotaging me every

[ __ ] day

everything's [ __ ] gone there was no

stream yesterday today's stream is gone

thank you chris morlock

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mirror underscore test underscore andy

donated five dollars

keep up the good work [ __ ] happens

thank you mirror test andy but the only

problem is that this is the second time

in a [ __ ] role this week

based

i started an early stream today because

i had them i didn't even have the

[ __ ] motivation i just [ __ ] did it

i woke up at [ __ ] three

depressed as [ __ ] now i wanted to

[ __ ] do anything

no it was my chat it was my [ __ ] chat

my [ __ ] chat

multiple people

thank you so

much

thank you poppy chulo i mean thank you

marshall scientist

appreciate it thank you

thank you

so much

thank you rosso thank you

thank you so much

thank you drama thank you guys i

appreciate it so much but

please just

i appreciate all your subs appreciate

all your gifted subs

but

thank you so much

you know i try to stream for five hours

every day at least

you please appreciate it so much thank

you

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blaze donated 25

ladies thank you appreciate it so much

and every day i don't [ __ ] know if

i'm gonna be able to

i don't know if i'm gonna be able to

sleep

and being real with you chad

i'm somebody who has no one in this

world no one

no one

so it's not like when i'm not streaming

i could just talk to somebody i have

nobody

nobody

and i try to stream five hours a day

every day

i'm trying to turn my life around

i've been waking up at 3 p.m

and i've been streaming at 8 00 p.m or 6

p.m or 7 p.m i've been trying to get

four hour streams and because today i

could do a a stream at 4pm i was so

[ __ ] proud of myself

it's so tough not to lose motivation

what little of that motivation i have

what little of it i have because i don't

have a lot i don't have a lot

and being real

you want to know why i don't [ __ ]

give up

because i just don't want to let you

guys down

i don't want to let you guys down

because what kind of example would i be

setting

i'm perfectly fine

uh resigning and just living my life

that way i can do that

what kind of message would i be sending

to you guys then huh

because ultimately i believe

that's not the way people should be

living in this world

even though that's how i live

and that's how my life is

i don't believe it should be like that

if this was just about me i would have

quit a long time ago because it's easier

to do what i've been doing for the past

three four years but what kills me

is

what's out there

that's what [ __ ] kills me

what kills me the most

is when my own [ __ ] people are

against me when my own [ __ ] people

are working against me

i'm trying so hard

but it's my own chat that's against me

i don't want to give up hope i don't

it's the only thing that keeps me going

but if my chat is the one who stops this

and ends this and [ __ ] this all up

that might be my tipping point to just

[ __ ] give up on all of you

i tried so hard so [ __ ] hard

this is nothing but an uphill [ __ ]

battle

everyone is against us everyone is

against us we have literally no friends

literally none

how do bigger streamers prevent this

from happening

they don't have the whole [ __ ] world

working against them that's how

they don't have the whole [ __ ] world

wishing death upon them and wishing

nothing but destruction upon them that's

how they [ __ ] do it

there's not a single streamer

who has a tougher time than me

every single [ __ ] person is working

against me

sometimes i wonder if this is even

possible like is this meant to be

should i even exist

like this

should i even exist

doing what i'm doing

or is america just going to learn its

lesson in a different way

will there just be some kind of collapse

and then people will get it

that i'm just too early and they'll

never understand

you guys keep me going

only you guys

but every time you sabotage me like this

you give me second thoughts

you make me doubt it you make me doubt

what if all of you are just not [ __ ]

ready for this [ __ ] huh

there's not a single person

there's not a single person who has as

much

hatred towards them as i do

nobody [ __ ] hates

ninja or xqc or even hassan as much as

my haters hate me

as much as they hate me

and tell me what my crime is

what's my crime

what really is my crime

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milk donated twenty dollars i've been

around for four months and have learned

more from the stream in the community

than i have in ages thank you for what

you've been doing awesome thanks to all

the real gorillas holding it down every

day thank you so much milk thank you so

much for the 20 appreciate it a lot

what have i done to these people what

have i [ __ ] done

what have i done for my to my haters to

make them hate me as much as they do

what have i done

i just exist

genuine

hatred

is what they have of humanity

nobody faces what i face

nobody dodges as much [ __ ] bullets as

i have to because people are so [ __ ]

conniving

they come up with [ __ ]

to bring me down

no streamer in history ever had to face

[ __ ] that i couldn't even imagine or

think of

nobody's face this nobody

nobody could give me tips or advice

because nobody's faced what i faced

if i asked [ __ ] xqc how do you deal

with it he would have no advice because

he's never had to deal with what i deal

with

and i know that for a fact

don't [ __ ] ask what's happening

just know the lengths people go to to

try to bring me down

and i have to delete four hour vods

because of it

four hours of content

there's no leniency towards me

the smallest thing will bring me down

i gotta take a piss

i'm gonna announce something

i can't announce it

on the discord

you're saying you see something on the

[ __ ] stream

then why point it out

why not dm me on discord or something if

you're my friend

why do you draw attention

to mistakes completely outside of my

control completely outside my control

there was literally nothing anyone could

have done nothing anyone could have done

we lose everything

every piece of content from that vod is

gone every single thing

should i just have stayed in bed all day

oh yeah and the stalin content

that's all gone forever all gone forever

all [ __ ] gone forever

remember when i showed the cia documents

remember when i talked about stalin's

significance for the soviet union

well that's all gone forever

forever there's no way of getting it

back either it's gone forever

remember my announcement about the video

that's coming soon

that ed's making

well that's gone forever

and this is the second time in a row

this week

so tomorrow am i gonna have motivation

to do an early stream you tell me

am i gonna even sleep tonight

the only reason i can [ __ ] sleep is

because of how [ __ ] depressed i am

honestly

but i fight anyway i keep on fighting

anyway every single [ __ ] day

do i expect my enemies to give a [ __ ]

no

do i expect random [ __ ] people to

give a [ __ ] no when it comes from my own

chat

who am i doing this for

i just don't want to let you guys down

it'd be easy for me to quit

what do i lose

i live my life the same way that i've

always lived it

alone i've always been alone

i've never cried about it i've never

complained about it

but with that comes

days that gets stretched out doing

[ __ ] nothing staring at the wall for

five hours not getting out of bed until

5 p.m

you know how much motivation it takes

for me to to wake up and stream even at

4 pm now

i'm not going back to youtube guys

i hated my life every single day on

youtube

i hated it

it wasn't just that i was depressed i

hated my [ __ ] life every day on

youtube

there's no second chances no more you

understand

there's no second chances i cannot make

one mistake not one mistake

i cannot make one human mistake

not one human mistake

i don't need your [ __ ] advice

lazul i don't need your [ __ ] advice

stop trying to [ __ ] moderate the

[ __ ] stream if i wanted to mod you

i'd [ __ ] mod you shut the [ __ ] up

it's because of the people like you

that i delete the vod you [ __ ] idiot

i don't [ __ ] need your advice

i need you to stop [ __ ] me over

because i can't tell what's going on if

this is just the minority or if everyone

is like this i can't tell anymore

okay

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and it just kills my [ __ ] mood too

it kills my [ __ ] mood

thank you so much

thank you so much

oh gee thank you so much appreciate it

appreciate it so much thank you

all right guys let's try to move on i

was gonna cover something pretty

light-hearted but

thank you carpathian slaughter thank you

it's fine if you have to take a break

from twitch no pressure

so [ __ ] stupid so [ __ ] stupid

so [ __ ] stupid

fighting an uphill back battle to

[ __ ] grow the stream every single

[ __ ] day

you think i stream just because i want

to

i stream on days i don't want to

which is a lot of them by the way but i

force myself to do it because i'm trying

to grow the [ __ ] channel

it's a form of work

it's okay

for me to take a break

but i'm gonna lose all the viewers it's

okay for me to take a break but i'm

gonna wither into a relevance it's okay

for me to take a break

but infrared which is only at 3k

followers or 4k followers on twitch

right now

will die

we only have

what 5k subs on youtube

4k 4k followers on twitch

it's almost july

by the way is hassan taking a break

is wash taking a break

does dylan burns take a break

it's summer right now

i have law school in august

i haven't even decided if i'm going to

be able to go full time

and drop out

because my classes are in person classes

all the online ones are taken

so that means if i go to law school

we're not going to have any uh regular

streams anymore maybe we'll have a

stream twice a week maybe at most which

is not not gonna work

obviously

so no i can't take a [ __ ] break you

know what i can take a break from too

though i can take a break from backseat

modders trying to [ __ ] give me advice

when the only [ __ ] problem is you

need to stop

stop doing things that undermine me

i'm not asking you to do something

i've never asked you to do anything i'm

ask you to shut the [ __ ] up and stop

[ __ ] undermining me

and it's as simple as that

the more you act like a policeman for me

the more you [ __ ] me over

there are a lot of people

who would prefer if i never existed at

all

there are a lot of people who would

sleep better knowing i do not exist

and i think they hate me more than

you like me

if you like me they hate me

and are trying harder to just

anonymous donated 50 dollars

thank you so much anonymous appreciate

it so much thank you so much

shin

thank you so much

according to materialism your existence

doesn't mean [ __ ]

so yeah i don't yeah

exactly get that [ __ ] guy out of here

what a [ __ ] idiot

such a [ __ ] idiot

would he be saying that if the vod was

still up when i was talking about what

materialism was

i know you guys aren't against me okay

i'm doing it for you

honestly i'm just doing it for you at

this point

i'm doing it

because i couldn't stand

letting you guys down

because i started something and there's

no getting out of it now

because i know it's tough

trust me i know

i knew what it was like when i first

started

even just watching streamers in general

i lost all my friends

every single one

i had no social circle i had no friends

no one

and i turned my back on all of them

why because they were shitty friends who

betrayed me

and i would rather be

completely isolated than lose my dignity

so i lost all my friends

all of them

and yet i was so proud of what i did

i still have so much hope for my future

for the future

it was like a new chapter of my life

friends i had for 10 years

i completely got rid of them

and i focused on this new chapter in my

life

completely uncertain about the future

i had nobody i didn't know anybody i

thought am i gonna go insane because i'm

literally living every single day in

silence

not even speaking

am i gonna forget how to speak am i

gonna forget how to talk so i looked up

things like solitary confinement it

turns out it's not so bad they're not

people don't you know forget how to

speak or anything

but one of the things that helped me

was watching streamers

some streamers

every once in a while

just to get a sense

of something out there

and it made me feel like

it filled that hole that was left behind

you know

but i didn't have any illusions

like the parasocial type of thing where

all the streamers my friend

but just the ability to

watch someone in real time and a little

bit be able to interact with them

really helped me a lot

streamers like pokemane no

not at all

i watched zerka back then because to me

he was he was an example of a like a

real person you know

sometimes i watch slicker but

you know uh

mostly zurich mostly i would watch zerka

because that was an example of somebody

that i could actually be friends with in

real life and i could tell was a real

person

but i no i didn't have like a parasocial

mentality but

remember what they said about dialectic

dialectics

it's a tit for tat

if you're just stuck in your own

perspective

you're not experiencing life as a human

being you need another perspective

through the screen or through whatever

that can bounce back

something you know somewhere you're not

looking

circa's comedy no he wasn't only comedy

yeah he was coming he was funny as [ __ ]

but guess what dude was also real as

[ __ ]

dude is also super relatable

he was super real dude

and really wise too

a lot of wisdom

i'm talking about practical wisdom from

experience

everybody treats him like a clown i'm

gonna be real with you

that ain't it

but you know

everybody's their own person

everybody's uh

i'm just saying

destiny's like that too

yeah i'm sure personally he's probably a

real guy too personally

but i'm just saying it was an example of

like uh

what i'm talking what i'm trying to get

at is that

i understand

why people watch streams

because i was there too in a point in my

life

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you know i was there too

thank you so much anonymous for the

future

thank you so much dude appreciate it so

much

appreciate it so much

i don't have any friends either so i

know what you mean

yeah

streaming doesn't replace having friends

but it at least replaces something you

know or watching streams it replaces

something

especially when the streamer's small

enough

especially when it's a small enough

streamer that you're able to interact

with them

you know

i mean guys i'm not your friend i'll

never be your friend

because i don't know you i'll never know

you

but i am a human being

you know

i am a human being

maybe there's a thing or two

you'll learn from me

yeah it helps maintain sanity honestly

that's the biggest thing

is it helps maintain sanity

especially during quarantine and all of

that stuff but guys let me be real with

you i was living the quarantined life

before quarantine so when everyone was

quarantined it was nothing new to me it

was nothing new to me

i was living that quarantined life

before it even happened

you know i was at the gym last night

like a not the apartment gym but uh

because i'm starting to go to an actual

gym now instead

and i was alone at the gym 2 30 a.m and

i realized something how

i haven't changed

being a streamer

having some following

has not changed my overall

way of life it's just that i'm just

always alone not in a sad way but just

that's just how i am nothing changed my

mentality my psych nothing changed

absolutely nothing changed i didn't

become less alone streaming

oz you want to be my friend

being real i'm going to be real with you

not even trying to be mean to you i

don't want to be your friend

i'm not looking for friends

the truth is

it's very difficult for somebody to

understand what kind of person i am

very difficult

very very difficult

i'm a tough pill to swallow a very tough

pill to swallow

because if you're friends with me

you're friends with somebody who's going

against your whole world

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you're somebody who

is gonna [ __ ] on everything from your

social media everything that you know

and is normal to you

i'm gonna defy that

every sense of normal you have i will

defy

somehow

all society will be against you

if you stick with me

and honestly i don't know what it is

i make people feel like [ __ ] about

themselves

yeah real friendship is fake and what

people call friendship

is a burden

it's work it's so much work

it's so much work are you happy the way

you live right now

no but i don't care yeah i'm happy in a

sense

i'm not happy on a personal level but

i'm happy on a spiritual level i'm happy

but personally no i'm not [ __ ] happy

yeah that's what i think too happiness

doesn't matter there's things more

important than happiness

you know

is the work not worth what friendship

no it's not it's most of the time it's

not

it's not

the truth is guys i'm gonna be real with

you

you're not gonna agree with me you're

not gonna like what i have to say the

only thing that's gonna make you

personally happy is if you find that

special someone

that's it

if you don't have that you're not gonna

be really happy you're not gonna be

really happy that's the truth

that's really the truth

not only as you get older

in general

you don't need friends you just need one

special

someone mean that's not the only thing

you need

but that's such a basic need in terms of

so-called happiness

i mean you can live without it you can

definitely live without it and you can

have good times without it

but

if you're talking about happiness it's

very simple it's literally that

that's the foundation like for example

if you have a special someone

every your whole life becomes good

everything you do is you go to the beach

it's great you go on vacation you're

having a great time

you go um you're eating food great time

you go to walk in the park great time

you have a great time

can't that special someone be yourself

no it can't or god

first of all it can't be yourself

second of all

the whole thing about god is completely

different it doesn't

no it can't that's completely different

how do you know god

how do you remember god

how do you keep that

how do you keep that presence uh close

to you

if not through another person

what if you can't get girls

i don't know i literally don't know what

to tell you

i don't know what to tell you you know

um

i'm definitely somebody who just

believes in some kind of faith

like you should never just try to get

girls it'll just come to you somehow

somewhere and if it doesn't it doesn't

but if it is going to it's just going to

come to you somehow in a way you don't

expect

you know

it's gonna be like uh

an accident you know

yeah it's falling in love not coming

into love exactly it's always some kind

of accident

it's always some kind of accident

making a relationship happen versus it

falling into place was the difference

between stress and happiness for me yeah

exactly

you are my circa right now well he's

back on twitch so

i recommend you know if

i'm not

i don't have as much personal experience

or wisdom practical wisdom that zerka

does

so

you know

if you ever need life advice or

something he's probably a lot

going to help you a lot more than i

could

doing youtube full time now

what

oh he's not

what do you mean

he streams on youtube

oh he's gonna do a podcast nice

yeah i don't know

with a youtuber

nice

that's super cool

but anyway

i guess what i'm trying to say is

if you have no social interactions how

will you need some how will you meet

someone

you're right that's something i ask

myself all the time too

but i just think of it in terms of this

is how it's meant to be for me you know

i live with that

but you're right

i i i you know i can't

you should never go looking for

something you know

that's what is what i think

i couldn't do that i could never go look

for someone personally you know

i could never do that personally

um

yeah

sounds like you're punishing yourself

i'm not dude

i'm not punishing myself

you're not gonna know what you're

missing until you lose it so if you're

just missing out on that kind of

experience don't worry about it

it's only when you lose it

that you that it's really gonna hurt you

it's gonna only hurt you when you lose

it

when you have it and then you lose it

that's when it's going to hurt you

that's when it's going to matter you

know right now it doesn't matter if you

just don't have it it just doesn't

[ __ ] matter

you know

or when you think you're close when you

think like you're close

right

but then you turn out to be wrong

that's so painful

when you have something going on in your

head and it's not actually what's going

on in reality that's really painful

that's super painful

that's learning though too

yeah but

it comes to a point where like it's

it comes to a point where like if it

happens once then it's learning it

happens twice

i don't know you know

at that point it's like it's hard not to

like be black-pilled you know

like

it's hard not to be like [ __ ]

like is anything [ __ ] real you know

is is everything just in your head you

know i always think i'm close my head is

[ __ ] yeah dude

it's like

it's because like you know what you know

why it's cause like

um you have an idea in your head and

it's like everything falls into place

but it was literally just in your head

you know

but you set up everything to be

different like you set everything up to

fall in place and be a certain way

and it's like it's all set up

but it was actually just in your head

you know

but you you prepared for it to be

something else too fast

you know you made too many assumptions

too fast

and it's it's hard not to make those

assumptions because why else would you

be motivated

to spend time and effort on someone you

know

it's only those expectations that

motivate you to actually try

and

pursue something with someone you know

i try to think less and less and have

less expectations but let me tell you

something else dude

i've had a kind of like a relationship

where like i was pretty much completely

passive like i had zero expectations i

do not give a [ __ ]

i'm completely not giving a [ __ ] the

whole time

and all it was was just passing time you

know there was nothing

there was nothing about it that was like

you you don't it's like gambling right

if you don't risk anything you don't

gain nothing you know

and that's how it was

i gained nothing

because i didn't give a [ __ ] because i

was too scared to give a [ __ ] i mean not

i was too scared to give a [ __ ] but

i was unwilling to give a [ __ ] about

anybody you know

how do you feel about twitch streaming

it helps me a lot it helps me a lot

personally you know

but

when

things get ugly like for example

what just happened

like the vod has to be deleted and [ __ ]

it is so [ __ ]

tough do you think that relationship

should be based purely on romantic

interest or social utility

oh god what a tough question

what a tough

question honestly such a hard question

because

it's both in it it is some kind of

combination of both

but there's literally nothing like

making something work in terms of the

utility you know

like

but let me tell you the truth

pure romance is great

but pure social utility is [ __ ] hell

you know what i mean like romance

without any social utility is still

something just [ __ ]

crazy you know

but pure social utility without any

romance is just so [ __ ] miserable

have you ever been in a really toxic or

bad relationship

yeah

all of them have been like that

that mattered i mean would you feel

ashamed to meet us in real life

what do you mean like would i be

personally ashamed of myself no but i

think it would be awkward a little bit

i'll tell you something some toxic [ __ ]

i've experienced

when i was really young

it's when

you do nothing wrong

and suddenly

you just start getting ignored

and you you just ask like why like for

an answer and you're still just getting

ignored so you know it's not like a

thing where it's like oh yeah

they just want like to [ __ ] um

they're just not interested because

maybe they're not but

they're they don't just tell you like

yeah i'm not interested you know

so it's almost like they're playing

games and [ __ ] you know

like

where you're just not certain you know

you're just not certain about what's

going on

and why it's happening

and like you think did i do something

wrong

and you get [ __ ] gaslighted because

eventually you get upset

and then when you get upset they'll be

like this is why

like what the [ __ ]

like you'll get upset

a little bit upset i'm not talking about

abu like

verbal abuse but a little bit you'll get

a little bit upset about it this is like

high school [ __ ] right so i don't

experience this now because i'm a

[ __ ] grown man but this is like high

school [ __ ]

you're like they'll they'll just start

ignoring you for no reason whatsoever

whatsoever no reason at all and then

you'll get a little bit upset

and then

you kept asking for a reason this whole

time and it's when you get a little

upset like okay this is the reason

what

the [ __ ] does that make sense

you know

it's like a [ __ ] form of gaslighting

ignoring for how long like a week or two

for example you know

i'm not even talking about ghosting you

know because

ghosting is when you actually like

you get removed and blocked

but

i'm talking about when they won't e when

they won't do that and they will make it

clear to you that they're like

receiving everything you're saying you

know

people need to engineer conflicts to

have an excuse to end relationships true

i think that's the case too

which is

you know which is sad because i think

that people should not be ashamed of

just not being interested in someone

like

i'm a very straight up person and i will

just always be very frank and honest

with everyone if i'm not interested in

someone

i will tell them straight up like hey

you know

i'm sorry i'm just not interested you

know i'll literally always be very

direct and frank

but the thing is is that most people

don't want to do that because

if you give people that peace of mind

they're going to like

they're going to be let me tell you why

people do play these games right

because if you tell people straight up

what's going on and the truth

you're going to give them some kind of

measure of peace

and you're gonna allow them to move on

in life but when they move on they're

not gonna be thinking about you anymore

and they might be with other people and

that's gonna bother you if you're like a

narcissistic type of person you're like

oh no like uh it's gonna like you're

gonna feel like it somehow hurts you

that this person

has gotten over you you know

that's why they don't want to give you

any [ __ ] peace of mind or just tell

you straight up the truth because they

want you to always be thinking about

them and obsessing over them

forever you know um because they're

scared of this i they're scared of the

thought

of being forgotten or being uh

moved on from you know

people are afraid of confrontation no i

don't think that's true at all because

you can literally just send a text or

send a message

people just don't want to work out their

problems in some relationships easier to

jump out even though it seems like a

dedicated person to their studies or

work but with relationships

easier for them to dip because there are

other people

i don't know dude i don't know i'm just

trying to say

i want to be forgotten it's the fact

that people still hold a grudge after so

many years that bothers me

well frankly that's a problem i don't

have

that's a problem i don't have

because i genuinely am in the right in

all of my social conflicts

i am genuinely in the right

people are ashamed

to speak to me because

they're scared to speak to me because

they literally know i'm right and they

they're ashamed of how wrong they are

you know they're ashamed of how much

they like made a mistake

and did a bad thing you know

that's the type of person i am

are you like your father

um

in terms of

decisiveness

no we have like a very different

decision making process different

mentality

different way of looking at the world

but in terms of like subtle things right

like in terms of

temperament and [ __ ]

things like more under the radar yes

very similar but in terms of like

in terms of like um

ways of looking at things no but in

terms of like

underlying

temperament yes do you think your

ideology attracts weirdos in real life

i think ml does but i'm hoping infrared

does not

that makes sense like western ml does

attract a lot of weirdos in real life

but i've always hoped that

you know ideology

or

the way i'm presenting it doesn't

because a lot of those people hate me

you know a lot of those larping type of

people really do not they're not fans of

me at all

why does left-wing stuff attract so many

weirdos because let me tell you the

truth guys

i'm speaking to you and you can clearly

see i have a lot of pain in me right

well one of the ways people deal with

that pain is instead of soberly

confronting it as its own thing

they just

they they project it all onto their

personal politics and

social justice or politics becomes the

bandage that they speak the language it

becomes the language that they speak

their very personal pain through

so they have some kind of personal pain

insecurity whatever and the politics

becomes the language that they use to

speak that

you know let me tell you something you

know those austin red guards who are

marching on the street

what's their motivation what motivates a

person to do that

or when they attack those random people

i mean to to actually attack someone to

assault someone

what is your personal motivation to do

that well i'll tell you what it is it's

a very deep intimate personal pain

and it's a personal pain that doesn't

isn't connected to the politics

for example

some people are

when are you voxing bosh ask him he's

the one who hasn't responded to any of

my dm's

you [ __ ] idiot

um

sorry urban mazda i just got your

discord message

um yeah i might have you on if you're

still awake in a few

uh

maybe 10 15 minutes

from now but um what i'm trying to say

is that

um

what was i saying

oh yeah yeah what motivates you to do

that

well i'll tell you what

it's something

very personal

for example maybe you're insecure that

you're a little bit ugly maybe you're

insecure but you're dissatisfied with

your sex life

or

maybe you

are dissatisfied with your social life

maybe you resent your social peers

there's so many things

do you think

that based on ideological disagreement

alone i could ever

be

mean to someone that i could ever try to

hurt someone i can't

i can't not based on ideology alone

but for some people they are going to

use ideology as an excuse

because what they're really dealing with

is some kind of deep internal pain

that they're trying to express in some

kind of way

but i've always been someone who is

cognizant of the difference between

look despite how much

the ideology

hits so close to home for me

and matters

is literally the meaning of my life is

what i'd you know dedicate my life to

even when i was in high school i always

knew

it's not going to save you it's not

going to bail you out from confronting

your personal problems

i always know those are two separate

things you know

two completely separate things

if anything ideology is what

allowed me to

helped not allow but helped

have a more clear

way of being at peace personally

like

ideology was my jordan peterson you know

like in a way like um

not ideology i don't know what the word

is but like

this idea that there's a force beyond us

all

history all that kind of stuff

and being able to like relate that to my

personal pain

really allowed me to be at peace with it

and just kind of

be at peace with the fact that

there's a bigger meaning that you know

there's there's there's a higher meaning

than

my limited personal perspective

you know

but i don't con i don't turn politics

into the language of my personal

issues or perspective

if that makes sense like

i don't see politics as or

ideology as a parable with which i sort

out my personal issues

you know

so it's two completely different things

but you know one thing i do appreciate

about marxism leninism so much

i appreciate so much about marxism

leninism

that it appreciates the fact that it is

an etiology

every ideology has limitations

there's a difference between reality and

ideology

marxism leninism helps us relate to

reality but it's not the same as reality

itself

that's something i appreciate a lot that

it's just very cognizant of the fact it

is an ideology marxist leninism doesn't

say oh this is just

the plain

transparent

you know on ideological substantive

reality marxism leninism says

it's an ideology

it admits it's an ideology that's

something i really appreciate liberalism

doesn't do that

democratic socialism doesn't do that

so i really appreciate the this

cognizance of it being an ideology

because if you can recognize that you

have an ideology

you can be free from many of the biases

and prejudices that you would otherwise

have based on ideology

you know

you can recognize well etiology is one

thing and then you know

reality might be a different thing

what do you think about eastern

religions like buddhism taoism

i'm a very

eclectic syncretic person so buddhism

has never helped me but

buddhist perspectives could help me like

for example a buddhist aesthetic like

for example when i was in a really dark

point in my life

after i took you know like lsd or

whatever

the idea of

just floating through the void

is something that could resonate with me

a lot

but

it alone is not enough for me it's not

enough for me

it's not just that but like from an

aesthetic kind of

perspective

you can yeah

i guess it could help in a way but

especially the depersonalization aspect

the depersonalization aspect that you're

just kind of like floating through the

void

you lose a sense of self

selfhood

this thing's uh very much

helped me are you muslim

um i'm not really interested in repping

that because muslims will come to me and

just judge me and be like oh you're not

a true muslim

and i'm just not interested in it you

know it's

i am whatever you know i don't really

care

this is weird hold on one second

one set guys

okay i'm back

okay i'm back sorry i just had food

i am muslim and i completely understand

where you are coming from yeah

but i think ultimately i consider myself

a muslim basically

but

i don't like explaining it to people you

know

huh

the live stream phil's post has

a hundred upvotes and 90 comments

let me see what are you talking about

holy [ __ ]

wow

discount destiny versus discount zerka

i still don't know why people

say this [ __ ] dude

i don't think i'm like zerka i don't

think i am

we're both loud and that's it you know

it is kind of stereotyping yeah

it is kind of stereotyping

is circa a communist

no

but he's very open-minded but here's the

thing

don't bother normal people with politics

you know

don't bother like uh

most self-proclaimed communists

are scumbags okay

most

good people do not call themselves

communists

especially

in the english-speaking world you know

jesus christ why is ella sev being

brigaded by tankies and genocide deniers

this is the new thing they're trying to

slander us with

[ __ ] reddit lingo over genocide

deniers if the un doesn't recognize it

as a genocide

then it's clearly up in the air at least

you have to admit at least that no one

really knows

so if i refuse to take your hardcore

unsubstantiated position that doesn't

[ __ ] make me a genocide denier

they have to find something to smear me

with and make me a bad person

disguise the clout chaser and barely

gets 200 views

really because i'm pretty sure

i barely get 300 is what you should say

who's brigading

this is their evidence that we're

brigading

i literally told my audience not to

brigade

and by the way we banned this guy by the

way

we banned this guy this was one [ __ ]

guy

boo hoo it's one [ __ ] guy we're new

to this whole thing and we banned him

anyway

you're really a liar

why is he using air they're talking

about boxing and voss is lying because

he was too afraid yeah

yeah look at that

yeah the image is from april i know it's

pretty [ __ ] pathetic

it's pretty [ __ ] holy [ __ ]

the clip has 3k views

holy [ __ ] it has 3k views

wow

that is [ __ ] insane

that is literally insane

looks like the fight is on

yeah this might pressure him into

actually having to accept it

something good came out of this right

no that happened anyway you know nothing

good came out of what happened

honestly nothing good came out of what

just happened

basha says [ __ ] lol62

yeah

we found a photo

can someone in the discord link me the

photo of voshmin62

allegedly when he's next to a 6-2 guy

and his boss looks like he's three

inches shorter

someone sent me that in the discord

[Music]

waffle underscore falafel underscore a

donated 20

bosch has a large memory glands

thank you waffle appreciate it

appreciate it so much thank you

if you do box you're gonna need that

dirty bulk

no because it's gonna be in a few weeks

or a month from now it's not gonna be

like something

that's gonna like be like six months

from now it's gonna be very soon

you know you can't talk [ __ ]

about boxing no it's gonna be like who

we are now what is our [ __ ]

you know

what are we now

you know

okay

so let me show you guys something about

wash

and his claims about being 6-2 ready

this guy claims

right here on the right

this guy says he's 6-2

this guy says he's 6-2

like someone asked him in the

instagram like how tall he was and what

he got was that this guy was 6-2

and let me show you the evidence of that

okay

so eternal kim il-sung goes

how tall are you

i'm the height of a chad

6-2

that's correct

okay

so

someone's lying someone's lying

someone's gotta be lying here you know

that's that's the conclusion i've come

to

someone really has to be lying about

this

he has such a

terrible posture that he could actually

be six too

no

he does have bad posture

this looks like a four or three inch

difference to me

he could be five eleven or maybe six

foot max

six 6-2 is not

something i would expect

i remember coming here in a while ago

and said that infrared seemed like john

zurka of left twitch politics a lot of

people were triggered by the truth

who's [ __ ] triggered dude

uh yeah i don't know what you're talking

about

okay let's watch world star karen

version

world star the karen version

which is what i was gonna get into

let's check the hub up shall we

an explosive loudoun county virginia

school board meeting over proposals

including requiring school staff to use

students prefer

oh [ __ ] waffle falafel

i didn't even notice that was you

what up dude how you doing

waffle falafel makes literally the most

based videos

bird gender

waffle falafel and durham operations

they make crazy edited videos crazy

pronouns and names

two parents later arrested for allegedly

refusing to leave the building after

fierce public comments watch

today instead of focusing on the hate

that seems to be dripping off the

followers of jesus in their room in this

room and from their kids in our schools

i wanted to take the time

oh wait

i can wait

i've noticed a pattern

here in world star

treat your bosses most of us like

children you treat the woke mob your

employees and teachers unions like the

boss and you treat

i can't tell who's soy

i can't tell who's left-wing or who's

right-wing anymore everyone just seems

soy to me

a lot of right-wingers are soy honestly

let me tell you what

right-wingers who care about what the

left thinks

are soy

like the quillette

like right wingers who are like always

focused on what like

like woke trends and [ __ ] they tend to

be like this guy they tend to be soy

now right wingers who

focus on themselves and focus on like

their own

realities and like just don't give a

[ __ ] what the liberals think and just

say [ __ ] the libs they tend to be more

chad they tend to be more chat

children who have not harmed you like

pawns in your leftist social experiment

when you give us a timeout like this

guy's internet poison he's on the

internet too much that's his issue he

knows all about

leftism and whoa and he's just too

focused on it and that's why he's so soy

you know

that's the issue you know

for clapping uh we hear you saying look

at me i am the captain now you're not

the captain we're your bosses and god

willing will return most of you to the

private sector very soon you're teaching

children

to hate others because of their skin

color

and you're forcing them to lie about

other kids gender

i am disgusted by your bigotry

madam chair i moved to end public

comment

[Applause]

there's been a motion to end public

comment is there a second thank you the

motion carries 9-0 public comment is now

ended we will move to our next agenda

[Applause]

missing perspective here

what what the schools teach children

does not matter

i mean this doesn't matter for two

reasons right

first reason

nobody pays attention

second reason

school is already so politicized

that students in the classroom

are filtering the information they're

getting according to

internet politics

so like for example

you're noticing a lot of students who

speak up against their teachers now

telling them hey that's you know

colonialist [ __ ]

so

or in the reverse if you have a liberal

teacher the conservative guy is going to

speak and say no

that's liberal [ __ ]

so

schools are already politicized no one

actually considers

or

experiences primary school education is

some kind of like neutral

learning of truth you know

[Applause]

wow it's literally almost all the

parents

are here

protesting critical race theory

[Applause]

[Music]

based on what transactions what did i do

wrong just put your hands behind your

back for me sir please

joe concha i tell you uh that the thing

that really stands out there though is

when they shut that mic off shut the

people down freedom of speech obviously

well above the national average so as i

was watching connecticut decisions made

about what

the parents were actually arrested

apparently they were arrested at that

place schools in loudoun county virginia

like so many schools in this country

have gone insane in the last year

they've essentially stopped teaching

instead they're indoctrinating children

with creepy and poisonous racial

theories master race stuff

scary

in loudoun county kids are not allowed

to read to kill a mockingbird anymore

instead they're what is that true

was was to kill a mockingbird a racist

book

i don't remember i thought

sorry

i thought to kill a mockingbird was like

uh

against racism right

i mean i hated that book she was so

boring oh it says the n-word a lot okay

okay

that's you

they're assigned pornographic novels and

told that america is an evil racist

place

so apparently it kind of i could get

wise black students do not want to deal

with

having to read about the [ __ ] n-word

and [ __ ] so i understand that

but

there's also the aspect of them

sanitizing [ __ ] history and like

you know there's also with them trying

to be like yeah back then everyone was

woke and it's just not true like

but i don't give a [ __ ] about tickling

mockingbird i actually didn't like that

book

funny how it's been under the radar for

decades and no one cared about it until

now crt is not i know here's the thing

crt is like the new boogeyman word just

like cultural marxism

just like

[ __ ] what else was it social justice

warriors and all that kind of [ __ ] it's

pretty much like the new buzzword

do you know that china and india consume

more soy than any other countries on

earth

i don't care

branson aladdin the original one was

protocol i don't think so dude i just

think

i don't think that this is inherently

anti-semitic i just think that

it's a type of [ __ ] fear-mongering

over

weird liberal [ __ ]

have been revolting against this not

just right wingers by the way not just

politically active people people with

kids in the schools why would you want

your kids taught some bizarro poisonous

racial theory

it's disgusting

so last night the school board met in

london county and agreed to solicit

public comments

they didn't take that many but those

they heard weren't very positive

the western culture and values that

brought

oh

you could tell this guy's like

this guy's like a neo-reaction twitter

type of guy like he's like

he reads mold bug and [ __ ]

he's like one of those people

you know what i mean

like

fourth christianity and the founding

documents are being called evil and

racist you're not the captain we're your

bosses and god willing will return most

of you to the private sector very soon

i'm reminded of the tyranny of communist

china where your money is legally stolen

and then used in government schools

not public schools these are not public

schools these are government schools

like here to indoctrinate children

against their parents

what

i'm going to tell you guys the truth

the truth ready

i know i can't talk about the stalin

[ __ ] because the vods gone

and i can't repeat everything i said

the damn truth is this

america's very backward when it comes to

what happened in the soviet union in

china what i mean by that is that

even during the 30s

the ussr was a very mysterious and

enigmatic country to americans

yo you know uh you guys know who huey

long is huey long

okay um

one of the one of the people

one of the like smear tactics they would

use they'd be like

one of the newspapers would be like

huey long is repeating the same criminal

tactics

as the band of oriental fanatics led by

nikolai lenin

just extremely [ __ ]

like

it's [ __ ] that you would stereotype

people living in [ __ ] bull rats

kazakhstan

which is a fake country like borax

version of it would be thinking about

the west this is what americans have

always thought about

communist countries

during world war ii a shift of

perspective happened but it was still

very mysterious then there was a

complete shift u-turn you had the red

scare

and there's just been this overwhelming

ignorance

and it persists to this day when it

comes to china

americans believe very fantastical

ridiculous things

about china

they believe very strange things about

china

well you have to have patience you have

to have patience and you know it's not

these people that are a problem the

problem is the people who pretend to be

informed and educated and who are also

smearing china and all this [ __ ] like

that's really the issue here the issue

is not

conservatives who think that ah china's

run by nikolai lenin

and you know they're eating that's not

the issue because those people are just

uninformed

the issue is the [ __ ] liberals

on twitch who are trying to spread

defamation and lies about china

based on a false [ __ ] pretense to

being

educated my child is not oppressed and

don't assume that

as long as you marxist push your

unconstitutional agenda

on my child

she will not be returning back to

mountain county schools

[Applause]

it is kind of telling though like we are

seeing the rise of china as the new

civilizational

example for the world and at the other

hand people are losing their [ __ ] in

america and other countries about

the specter of marxism and communism

so it's a two-fold type of thing and

it's an example of why american liberal

democracy is collapsing i mean

let me ask you a

question if liberal democracy is doing

so fine

why all of a sudden has a marxist

boogeyman been created

you know

why does liberal democracy need marxism

as its boogeyman

to distract from its own internal

contradictions

what does marxism have to do with any of

this nothing

so the school board didn't want to hear

it there was out of touch and ufos i

guess so yeah such as most of our

institutions they didn't want to hear it

so they had the meeting declared an

unlawful assembly

one parent called judd tigus a man from

the community was arrested watch this

and the county

taxpayer pays your salary

you guys are actually supporting the

suppression

so this is what i love about board

meetings and [ __ ] city hall meetings

every person

gets their own internet education

separately

and what they'll [ __ ] do is that

they'll um

they'll just like use it as a [ __ ]

platform to like spout their own

individual eccentric views

like you'll be at a [ __ ] traffic

commission meeting

and they'll be like 50 people in the

audience and one by one the first

and one of the thing

is that

you know you really gotta stop

you know i heard about the atlantic

triangle ufos

from ancient babylon

and like everyone gets their own [ __ ]

education from the internet and they

just use it as an opportunity

to express what they personally learned

you know

like at this school like everyone gets

their 10 minutes of fame they get on the

podium and be like

and this leftist marxist agenda which is

undermining the constant like some

talking point they heard from stephen

crowder or something

and check out destiny's latest tweet is

it relevant

uh

let me see is it about me

it's not about me

it's not about me at all

yeah it's not about me at all

oh yeah guys

some breaking news

by the way

breaking news

guess what just got censored on youtube

so these are actually big proponents of

censorship look what happened right wing

watch

a leftist anti-right-wing

project

just got censored on youtube

please let me see the left

cry victim

thank you

xkvte thank you so much yeah please let

me see them cry victim when they've been

peddling this [ __ ] um

censorship [ __ ] for so [ __ ] long you

know let them really let them cry victim

i mean how could they [ __ ] cry victim

when they were the ones who are pushing

censorship

for so [ __ ] long

it is gonna come back and be used

against them that's what we've been

saying for years

people got really mad at your tweet

about the chinese internet being less

censored

than the american internet yeah because

people are stupid and they don't you

know here's the thing

a tweet is always supposed to be

ambiguous if someone says something

that's counterintuitive the point is

you're supposed to make you think

why would i say that america's internet

is more censored than china's internet

despite the fact that we know

china has laws about speech on the

internet china has the great firewall

china

has actual systems explicit systems of

censorship

that are in place certain sites are

blocked

certain words are you know we all know

about this everyone knows that why would

i say american internet is more censored

here's why

because despite all of those things that

exist in china they're just official

that is not how people actually

experience where they get their

information from china everyone has a

[ __ ] built-in vpn in their smartphone

to access the outside internet they just

choose not too often because

chinese internet is better for them

because it's in the chinese language and

it's what everyone in china uses they've

created their own internet ecosystem

separate from the american-based

companies

but second of all

the subtle level of manipulations that

go on to manipulate social media

to

decide what kind of information we do

and do not get

is at a much higher level in america

than in china

and another thing too

there is a lot of subjective

chaos in the way in which censorship

happens in the us so in china this is

how censorship happens you've said

something that's not allowed and they

just that's it you know uh you broke the

rules and it's just you broke the rules

but in america

they unite arbitrary whimsical

highly subjective

discretionary forms of censorship with

all sorts of more like it's not just

that you're censored it's also that

you're morally a bad person you know

what i mean

in america there are so many minutes

small stupid little things you have to

watch out for you're gonna get censored

where in china

it's very like explicit

transparent things that are like certain

words will be banned in china right

certain

very formal things will be banned but in

america

you're going to be censored on facebook

on twitch elsewhere for very like

ambiguous unclear

subjective reasons

and you're going to have to focus more

on like this kind of like

walking on eggshells all the [ __ ]

time

which is at the and this is why there's

ultimately more censorship on the us

internet

than on the chinese internet this is

gonna like be what's gonna pack the

punch if you guys wanna clip this and

send it to the people on twitter be my

guest this was gonna pack the punch

ultimately

the chinese people need to be censored

less than the american people do the

american people are more naturally

disposed to breaking the rules

that big tech social media companies set

for them then chinese people are because

chinese censorship does not come at the

expense of the authentic feelings

sentiments attitudes

and forms of expression of the chinese

people if you're being censored on

chinese internet

it's because you're you're going out of

your way to you know do bad [ __ ]

but in america the authentic sentiments

of the people are censored that's the

difference there's more censorship in

america

because

americans need to be censored more than

chinese people do

that's the

that's ultimately my [ __ ] point

john are you refusing to leave at this

time

yes i'm refusing my kids too deputies

please arrest this individual for trump

exactly chris morlock you literally have

it exactly the truth

chinese people do not express political

beliefs without a reason they always

think about what they're gonna say

before they say it

they always [ __ ]

give

time and attention

to their political opinions

whereas americans just [ __ ] out the

first thing that comes to their mind

like without a filter at all

trespassing

so they handcuffed him and dragged him

away didn't want to hear from him yeah

buy souls will unfortunately never get

it

apparently

john yeah american people do not fit

silicon valley's ideal human joins us

now to explain what happened john thanks

so much for coming on if it feels like

this is in loudoun county is the place

and this is the moment where people are

just finally just had it with these

scary racial theories

tell us what happened to you

why did they arrest you

that's a good question tucker

because

as best i understand it i was in a place

that where free speech has to happen

if you want to redress your grief here's

what i actually think these parents

don't really give a [ __ ] about what the

kids are being taught

they just are a bit hyped up by the

political atmosphere and all the [ __ ]

they're learning from the internet

and they want a place to vent all of

that

they basically want to larp

what people want to do is larp they want

to larp because they're reading one

thing on the internet

and they're seeing another thing

in reality what's up grungieros07

you're seeing another thing in reality

and there's a discretion so they want a

way to event that they want to wait to

be able to

like vent that discretion you know

grievances about a school board there's

no other place you can do it than in a

school board meeting

and in this case we went on to public

land went into a public auditorium

we were there for a public forum

that we were invited to and i was signed

up to give public

comment

and at the end of all that every

single person there all 500 parents had

their first amendment rights trampled on

by the loudoun county school board and

its superintendent

if they keep acting like this they're

going to get a revolution i mean this is

this is what happens when you ignore oh

[ __ ] you know something i thought about

is is people get rap

hassan covers lsf a lot so hassan might

actually see the [ __ ]

oh if that happens dude

like if hassan's community sees like

that clip

i think the boxing match will happen i

definitely think it's gonna happen

because they're at that point there

would be a lot of pressure to [ __ ]

guys remember the rules do not brigade

don't

don't you know don't let it let

everything happen organically whatever

happens to our channel happens naturally

you know

but

yeah

radical and i hope it doesn't happen but

you could see how it could so in this

case these are the people who pay for

loudoun

the right-wing faction of the u.s ruling

class is much more effective at

mobilizing the people

true

yes

but i would be here's the thing

conversely is that believe it or not

the right wing in america is not top

down

it is not top down

it is bottom up

these right wing leaders in congress are

so terrified of their constituencies

that they move to the right because it's

what's popular not because they're

forcing it top down because it's

literally what's wildly popular

um what right wing think tanks and

institutions and uh with a lot of money

like prageru and others do is they

shape that underlying discontent in a

certain way

to lead it to a certain

form

but just think of the example of trump

most of the republicans i think were not

fans of trump the leaders of the

republicans but they have to follow

trump otherwise their constituency is

gonna vote him out

so you've got this kind of situation

i don't think it's top down you want to

look at top down look at people like

mitt romney and george bush

those are

that's the top down and they're

completely

it's more convenient for

people in let me tell you something guys

the democrats are the party of

washington political elites

it is much more convenient for you as a

political elite

to be a democrat than it is a republican

if you're a republican you're going to

be like ted cruz

who's this vague kind of populist

going against the grain of their own

profession

county schools

the building was reserved and open until

7 00 pm they arrested you before seven

as i understand ultimately they have the

same donors yes they do

they really do yeah because that's what

i'm saying the republicans

what they will do is they will define

the form of that discontent in a certain

way

and you know when it comes to the oil

lobby and it comes to

these special economic interests

it's very convenient to frame things in

terms of capitalism versus socialism

and all that kind of stuff

like the tea party because that's a way

to secure

republican policies

while at the same time

tapping into popular discontent against

elites

who are associated with marxism and

socialism and stuff and and by the way

aoc does not help

aoc doesn't help people see her as a

kind of very elitist

marie antoinette type figure

who's from you know new york and is

completely separate from the american

people

i understand

yeah actually it was closer to about 5

45

um and we were supposed to go until

seven until the school board heard

something they didn't like if both

parties are not much different and they

have the same donors why do they

drastically different voting records

um

well it depends on what's being voted on

a lot of this is about constituencies

and it's all about conning the

constituency because voting

let me tell you something about american

politics

voting is not really about

implementing a certain policy

voting is mostly about

sending a message to your constituency

so you can get re-elected

politics is a business in america like

any other type of business you do things

to get re-elected not for the better of

the country but to get reelected

and which was ironically applause for

yeah like kamala's record

one of the people that we were

supporting senator dick black and the

net result was

they shut it down

but there was not violence there wasn't

crazy going on people stayed there they

actually started singing and then

we just encouraged folks that if the

school board didn't want to hear it we

were going to hear from one another and

we allowed a very orderly peaceful

process of allowing people to actually

start speaking and they did that they

lined up and peacefully started

presenting there 90 percent of votes in

congress are apolitical

perspectives and we allow the other side

to do the same

and then suddenly it was declared an

unlawful assembly after the thing that

you're showing right now occurred which

as best i can tell was a complete

leftist diversionary tactic that was

pre-planned

because i want to know what county this

is for the the leaders of the school

board to be so left-wing

i'm just wondering what [ __ ] county

is this you know

but wow that's like

the what's blowing up

let me check lsf is it like at the top

this is like the first time we've been

on lsf

i think

no we're still not that high up

oh guys you know what i'm so excited for

this wednesday

this [ __ ] wednesday is gonna be the

roast of hassan

i want in on that so badly

i want in on that so [ __ ] badly

the [ __ ] roast of hassan

who's hosting it it's gonna be the

austin show but i think it's gonna be in

real life so it's like it's it's going

to be irl and it's like people are going

to like talk [ __ ]

to his face

i i wish i could be a part of that dude

i would love to be a part of the roast

i would love to be a part of that roast

so badly

i mean

that's a dream dude that is literally a

dream

just roast him on your stream i mean

we're gonna watch it we're gonna

definitely watch it together

so i will be here to do that

i will definitely be here to do that

okay it's not fair for me to skip

everything on the reddit so i'm gonna

carefully

because durham operations has a cool

thing too

so let's watch the durham operations

thing he put on the reddit because it's

not fair that i have to lose everything

but i'm just gonna carefully

select

okay what is this this is the pokemane

oh no

you look very submissive and breathable

you need a new master i'll be in touch

what

he's watching it

hassan clicked it

no [ __ ] way

no [ __ ] way dude what did he say

oh there's an ad

there's an ad

oh my god

i'm hold on

oh my god

i just mean a lot of surprise surprises

i didn't like gamba stats ftds 593 first

time depositors means total people that

actually use the thing from weeks of

gamba combined

i missed dozens of thousands turns out

it was 593 people hey it's hard to

explain them in a significant effort to

make this stream exactly like a normal

gambler stream

except with a link in the chat nothing

else i got paid

for

it i missed this except

uh the sponsor part was only one hour

every time even though i gave him a six

to eight hour

let me try to find

let me try to find the [ __ ] clip hold

on let me try i'm gonna i'm looking at

the vod right now

who's derma

what's derma

see

the moment that they added on to the

scam and asked for

more money boom meat grinder

okay

all right

um i'm gonna

i can't show the chat because it's not

allowed but

i can show you this

let me see okay

bosh lies about infrared wanting to meet

up with him and not box them why is this

on lss

oh my god what is that

oh my god

what the [ __ ] dude hassan's like why is

this on lsf i thought we all agreed to

blacklist taz i thought infrared was

gonna be blacklisted i thought we were

gonna stop his growth and completely

blacklist him from everything and close

all doors from everything why is this on

lsf i thought lsf was my pool kids club

that only cool people like me could be

on who let has on infrared who led

infrared

who led infrared on

on on live stream fails live stream

fairs only for me i have the monopoly on

being a leftist i have the monopoly on

being uh a twitch leftist shut up hassan

i'm way cooler than you i'm more

entertaining than you i'm more likable

than you i'm more relatable to you i'm

look better than you i'm more handsome

than you i'm more beautiful than you uh

i'm more wide than you as well

hassan please keep coping

please keep coping

hassan's yesterday's guy i'm the future

dude this is all dg [ __ ]

no shot i'm watching

what is this chat saying no shot i'm

watching this

[Music]

i don't give a [ __ ]

not because of vosh but i i i don't know

what the [ __ ] this infrared thing is

but i think it's like somehow related to

durham operations

and i'm not touching that with a 10-foot

pole

[Laughter]

what the [ __ ] how does he know dude how

does he know

that durham operations is collab with

collabing with us

oh my god dude that it's the [ __ ]

highlight of the night dude highlight of

the day

how does he [ __ ] know that we're

associated with uh

durham

nope no shot

xqc in his offline chat

oh [ __ ]

all right no shot but we got what we

needed we got the uh attention we got

the free clouds remember how sonic says

no free clout got the [ __ ] clout for

free gotcha all right this is durham

operations

another banger from durham operations

let's watch it it's about pokemane

durham

i'm warning you

be nice to our queen pokeman okay

i don't want to make an enemy of you

durham

pokeman is my queen

i'll ban anyone in the chat who talks

[ __ ] about pokemon

how are we connected to durham and who

are they

they're people who make very

cool

and confusing videos

yeah

nobody can talk [ __ ] about pokeman in my

chat

and hassan you better stay away from

pokeman

pokeman is mine has back off

come back in three minutes

[ __ ]

excuse me

excuse me okay let's watch it

[Music]

i'll [ __ ] debate this guy who the

[ __ ] is this guy huh because i told him

i said hassan you better stay away from

my queen pokeman i have no funny because

i've been hearing some funny business

you better stay away hassan

you better stay away

first of all cpusa gorilla that's gonna

be one day goodbye come back in one day

[ __ ] weirdo

his chat started spamming pepe laughs

when infrared is mentioned

no i think it was because the boss was

mentioned it's probably because boss was

mentioned

wait this is why hassan doesn't pay

attention to her no more because he got

the message from me loud and clear and i

thought he basically knows to back off

now he's a character communist

ban hassan

not yet

a lot of the wealth that you are

accumulating

is from other people's pockets typically

people that make less money than you

yeah

is your character linked with religion

are you disrespecting

my queen pokeman this sounds like

disrespect to me wait this is the guy

[ __ ] this guy dude [ __ ] this guy

i'll [ __ ] debate this guy who the

[ __ ] is this guy huh step away from

hassan

[ __ ] idiot this gives done he had his

chance

it's my turn

to be on the podcast you're using strong

language who cares if it's a foreign

country who cares what their intentions

were this is the liberal internet we're

talking about where there's free speech

they were doing that after the collapse

of the soviet union they were [ __ ]

doing that the cia was coming in the

post-soviet uh all of the support

they're still [ __ ] doing it man don't

bring me that [ __ ]

[Music]

hold on

it's [ __ ] circa what the [ __ ] he's

finally unbanned so durham could feature

shut up i'm talking shut up i'm talking

shut up i'm talking

based video

i voted

i voted

um

i just got featured in a video by pierre

true dank

let me check it out

it's

really uh it's really a matter of um

repeating everything the democrats say

but then adding a punctuation mark that

says that actually i'm a democratic

socialist so i'm absolved of having to

take any responsibility of the people

that i'm chilling for and defending and

uh

it's a son

it's a song guys

so it's a win-win situation my goal is

to

um

nice let me check some more

there's a cool documentary called we

already live in socials i'm super cool

uh

what is this

citizens of prc have so much to be proud

of here's to 100 years of more success

to the cpc

[Music]

why are people on live stream fails

saying that infrared's discord is

brigading lsf

i don't know i saw a post where someone

said that and they linked

one guy in a dm in april

trying to brigade destiny's subreddit

but we banned him and that was in a dm

that wasn't on our server

which is so stupid

[Music]

oh yeah guys but vos is real communism

not this

[Music]

and to to to immediately preempt the

claim that oh communism is just when you

have hammer and sickle and red flag

aesthetics that's not my point actually

my point is

if you've gone to this level where

you're [ __ ] projecting this symbol

on [ __ ]

buildings maybe maybe

these people have a say in what this

means like if you get to this [ __ ]

level

maybe this says something about the

meaning of these words and symbols

you're using maybe you should just

humble yourself because this doesn't

look like some kind of like cynical

vestige of the past to me it seems like

these symbols have real meaning for

it's they're on [ __ ] skyscrapers okay

it's like clearly there's something

going on here

it's like if you have a whole

civilization projecting this symbol on

its skyscrapers and cities

maybe that means something i don't know

[Music]

like they're going to such great lengths

to appear this way maybe they're doing

it for a reason maybe it's not just

appearance

[Music]

[Music]

so

[Music]

wow

pretty cool

beta male sleepy joel coping that his

empire is declining

you need f-15s and nukes to fight the

government f-15 we just launched ieds

and rockets

ieds and rockets we just had punji pits

and aks

you guys had automatic nice

nice pretty cool

pretty cool

we have a soyu post

socialism in quotation marks canon put

ai cameras in its chinese offices

that only lets smiling workers inside

what does that have to do with socialism

that's one company called canon who

you know uh do you do not realize that

in china there's private

companies that dictate how their

workplaces are run

that's more of a cultural issue it has

says nothing about its actual mode of

production

how workplaces are run fyi

is not the essence of a mode of

production that's a cultural workspace

issue

okay

um

i don't know why you think i mean uh

what's your point is this like some act

of the con the communist party is not

responsible for this

what do you like what do you want

if the communist party started raining

down and restricting what canon's

allowed to do

then the west is gonna scream and cry

about you know communist

authoritarianism so what do you [ __ ]

want no matter what china does you're

always gonna [ __ ] blame china and

hate china no matter what it [ __ ]

does

so shut the [ __ ] up and yes believe it

or not

this horrible

cultural uh workspace arrangement

is perfectly compatible with the

socialist economy this can exist under

socialism yes it can nobody said

socialism solves the problem of culture

because it doesn't

like holy [ __ ]

uh

anything else

new name for infrared just dropped

a new name for infrared just dropped

guys this is literally what left us say

what

i don't understand i don't understand

like

what the [ __ ] is this

stupid [ __ ] chat stupid [ __ ] chat

stupid [ __ ] chat

[ __ ] stupid

how long did i spend talking about this

how long did i spread talking about this

[Music]

thank you chris morlock

here's a new rule

if you do anything remotely tos in my

chat you are getting permabanned from

chat and discord

and if you make an alt we'll know about

it too no second chances anymore if i

don't have second chances neither are

you

if you do one [ __ ] thing

that additively gets me in trouble you

are permaban you're not getting timed

out you're getting permaben

and from the discord

you are banned from reddit from

everything you will be gone forever

no there's not going to be any ban

appeals

from here forward no ban appeals

i never want to [ __ ] see you in my

chat again

you are not getting a second chance

you think you're cute and you're trying

to be funny

well you know what's funny me

permabanning you forever that's pretty

funny to me

that's pretty cute and pretty funny to

me if i permaban you forever and you're

gone forever

i find that pretty funny

stupid [ __ ]

this is what people do they take

advantage that we're a small tight-knit

community

and they think they're safe to say

whatever they want if they said anything

in hassan's chat they get banned like

this

right but they're comfortable because

we're a small tight-knit community

that they do this [ __ ] that's why they

feel so comfortable

if they do it in anyone else's chat

they're gone immediately but they think

i'm gonna give them a chance i'm gonna

show them leniency

you're not gonna get any [ __ ] special

leniency i'm gonna be just like hassan's

moderators in chat you're gonna be

[ __ ] banned forever permabed

you try that stupid [ __ ] here

[ __ ] if i don't get second chances

you're not getting second chances either

absolutely no mercy

and we have to make sure we're going to

get you on discord too because you're

going to be gone from the infrared

community for the rest of your life you

will never have a place here ever for

the rest of your life and i'll make sure

of that i will make sure you are never

ever in any of our reddits none of our

discords none of our twitch none of our

youtube i'm gonna ban you on the youtube

as well so you can't even comment

you'll be [ __ ] gone

[ __ ] gone forever because that's the

sort of democracy

that's hanging over me

every [ __ ] day that's the standard

i'm being put under

all you have to do

is not type stupid [ __ ] things

i have to make sure the content is safe

for stream

i have to make sure i watch my mouth the

easiest part the easiest part

but it's even harder because typing

takes more effort than speaking it's

harder

to watch your mouth and to watch what

you [ __ ] type

but even then it's easy for me the

hardest thing is making sure the content

is not going to be the os

i have to do all of that all you have to

[ __ ] do is not use your [ __ ]

fingers you pipe stupid [ __ ] [ __ ] in

my chat

that's all you have to [ __ ] do you

[ __ ] idiot

before you type in my [ __ ] chat think

in your head is there any way in which

this could meaningfully be toss

if you don't use that thought

i am going to [ __ ] ban you

off everything

i'm not gonna [ __ ] let you little

shits ruin it for everyone and i know

that's what you're trying to do i'm not

gonna let you little shits [ __ ] ruin

it for everyone

mobs remember what i said

mods i need you to be

very flexible in how you're going to

start banning people on our twitch

if they do anything remotely remotely

possibly tos do not time them out

permaban them

no mercy at all

no mercy no leniency

yeah no more the minimum timeout has to

be 10 minutes

if you if we ever time out anyone for

anything it's got to be at least 10

minutes i love doing it for about four

days

minimum that's what i do

but we need at least 10 minutes

at least

can't be tolerating this [ __ ] no

more

you can't be tolerating that [ __ ]

okay

now here's what we're gonna do

we're gonna check lsf

we're gonna actually check the real lsf

xqc on why he moved out

we

we were getting raided

by uh the police station

uh at rates that made absolutely [ __ ]

no sense

uh almost every day

uh the the police came to our house uh

with the full squad

uh because of you know

[ __ ] idiots okay swatting

there's people who are swatting

and by the way it's actually super

[ __ ] dangerous

it's i think personally that someone who

swats another person

should go to like life in prison because

that's literally attempted murder you're

literally trying to murder people

my view is someone who does that should

be locked behind bars for life

a lot of people have been killed by it

to my knowledge swatting is very

dangerous

kids have been killed yes they have and

if not killed gravely anger gravely

gravely uh

injured

but you're a [ __ ] [ __ ] behind the

keyboard

and you're trying to play with people's

lives

how sick disgusting and nihilistic what

a [ __ ] what kind of [ __ ] loser do

you have to be to do that

you're really a [ __ ] loser if you do

that

yeah i saw the

gambling thing one at a time

but you really gotta be a [ __ ] loser

to do that

something that [ __ ] disgusting

because guess what guys

n a police

have a lot of budget discretion

and when they're getting ready to go

because they think there's a hostage

situation

a lot of the people have a mentality

that they have to do something they have

to use their new toys in some kind of

way

they have to use their toys in some kind

of way

otherwise it's a waste

okay and i was jealous i was generally

scared that i was going to die

if we still if corporal punishment was

more widespread i think

it would warrant that kind of legal

punishment if you swat someone that's

what i think

like in china if you do that [ __ ] that's

probably what [ __ ] happens you

probably will get

executed legally

and then

uh it didn't make sense to me and i got

so scared i just said i just want to go

home i want to go back to canada so i

started reaching out to all my friends

in austin and i i tell you about what

was

he had to deal with it every single day

you know guys i was watching an old

youtube video it's gonna make you really

sober up about how this streaming [ __ ]

works

and i saw a certain streamer it was i

was watching youtube this guy's banned

now

i think you guys might know who it is

i'm not gonna mention them but

while they were getting swatted i saw

how the chat was going fast it was such

a nihilistic revelation like the chat

was laughing and having a good time and

joking and memeing and this guy was

getting [ __ ] swatted

and the chat was going so fast

it's so nihilistic dude to see that [ __ ]

it's so nihilistic that's why i say you

know we're not friends guys we're not

friends

i'm a real human being behind the screen

it was so dark and like just depressing

to see that

it was so dark and depressing to see

that dude because there is literally

such a [ __ ]

huge barrier to other people's humanity

on the [ __ ] internet there's such a

huge barrier dude because i know most

people would not be able to do that

in real life

but just because it's behind the screen

people think it's fake like just because

i'm behind the screen people think like

this is some kind of like

hollywood set or something like i'm not

a [ __ ] human being you know

twitch is kind of you know that's why i

always let me tell you guys something

that guy i'm talking about

started everything when it comes to

non-gaming variety streams on twitch

he started it all so all of these

wholesome streamers that you see now i

got nothing against them xqc miss gif

whoever hassan whoever else

i don't necessarily have nothing against

them but never forget their roots never

forget where they came from because they

came from that

that's where they came from

this wholesome type of [ __ ] that's going

on now on twitch

that's only it's kind of like fake to me

you know i just see it as fake

there is some kind of radical alienation

between streamers and their chat that

just cannot be bridged and i feel like

wholesome

is just a cope i feel like there's a

fundamental alienation going on and i've

always felt that dude

like

when i would watch miss kiffin [ __ ] i

would be like there's something dark

about this even though miss kip's like a

good guy it seems

and his community seems wholesome

i would watch and i'd be like there's

something really dark about this because

there's just this alienation going on

and people don't realize the alienation

they just they're trying so desperately

to like bridge the gap and become

friends with the streamer and they're so

lonely and they're just

you know i always want to tell you guys

there is a [ __ ] barrier between us

that will never fall down you know

there's a barrier between us

like so many desperate lonely people

just like

trying to [ __ ] bridge the [ __ ] gap

to make it wholesome well it'll never be

wholesome because we will never be whole

right i'm one guy

you're the chat

we're always gonna be separate

you know

it would give me like a very sick

feeling in my stomach you know but when

you are aware of it

there is a way to watch twitch and be

aware of this you know because that's

how i used to do it

i don't know depends on if you think the

discord community is different

you know what you mean

discord is very different because it's

like all text it's not streamers

so do pop and ask a question

you know why personally do not care

about

not because i have anything against them

they just i don't find them content i

don't care about any of their content

i find them super boring

nim

nym plow

nmp lao

and soda poppin

i do not care about them they're very

boring to me

xqc maybe there's something interesting

that he felt pressured into leaking

information about like you know police

raids and [ __ ] because they're the ogs

like for example i i kind of like miss

kit i think miss kip's pretty watchable

when i see mischief on lsf or maya or

russell

or uh

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darion i don't know what happened to him

though like people in mischievous house

rob

i'm kind of interested but they just are

not content to me i just find them super

boring people just kept accusing him of

going to canada for gambling

you know like that [ __ ] yeah he gets

almost all the [ __ ] lsf happening

behind the scenes and i really didn't

even want it on the internet i didn't

want people to know about it i truly did

not because the more people know about

it the more people are going to try and

do it you know and i wanted to keep it

under wraps but you know he felt

pressured by you know

whoever

to uh you know

spill the beans

but it is what it is but i'm curious

about like how the [ __ ] did people even

find out about that this is what it is

you know it's a

it's an awkward situation it really is

and i'll be honest like i've been like

we've been doing some fun content out

here in l.a super i think that's because

the po boxes people send out they send

out like mail

and people i don't know

indie fox has been banned

um

xqc i don't give a [ __ ] this is nsfw but

it's on twitch

is that allowed can i even show you guys

that

it's a twitch clip i don't know if i can

show you

um

will neff save the life today

what the [ __ ] is this dude

what is this [ __ ]

hold on

scary moment right at the end of stream

today real mischief started choking on

pizza

what the [ __ ] is this dude

what the [ __ ]

dude why oh my god dude this is why i'll

never be friends with these people

because i will never [ __ ]

be caught dead

doing these kinds of shenanigans dude

i'm just sorry dude i just you will not

catch me dead doing that kind of [ __ ]

i'm sorry dude

like

will never

hilarious and he's content but i could

not be friends with this these people

you know because

ah that's just

could not do that

um

xqc's response to gambling is literally

longer

than like [ __ ] discord essays in our

[ __ ] discord

like dude are you are you [ __ ]

writing an essay about

[ __ ] uh

enver hoja in albania

are you writing a [ __ ] essay about

like um

[ __ ] lacan or something like what is

so important that it has to be this long

you know

what is so important that it has to be

this long a [ __ ] discord post you

know

hey it's me

5 000 views

how the [ __ ] do i have 5 000 views dude

holy literal shh this is the most views

i've ever had on a clip

huh i don't have thousands of viewers

how am i supposed to defend myself

he can literally say whatever the [ __ ]

he wants lie to his viewers

i can't [ __ ] believe this

please guys spread this around please

spread this around spread this around as

far and wide as you [ __ ] can

what was the lie let repeat what he just

said look what he just said i'm going to

show you what he just said look at this

did you respond to infrared's dm about

boxing yet he claims he sent you one

last night actually like i was worrying

about that he didn't send me dms about

boxing he sent me dms about like meeting

up but it was like

i didn't send him dms about boxing

i didn't see him send him a dm about

boxing i didn't send him a dm about

boxing right

i know he's a lying piece of [ __ ]

dude

yeah dude he's a known liar he's

admitted that he's willing to lie to his

chat

so yeah it's he's a known [ __ ] liar

dude i'm just glad

we got justice done dude because this

happened before actually one time we

were on stream and i messaged lost like

after he debated fellow traveler i was

like so debate me now

about what you're talking about and he

told his chat that oh infrared just sent

me a message offering me 500 to debate

him

and i had to show the dms on stream

to show you he was lying

he always [ __ ] lies

uh about where you uh about [ __ ] the

dms were you a popular kid in high

school uh

not particularly no not really

i mean like not per i wasn't you know i

knew people but

i was not like particularly

popular

oh i remember this we're gonna watch

this actually

we're gonna watch [ __ ] ordinary

gamers video about right scum and faze

clan

yeah we're gonna watch that guys we're

gonna watch that

pokeman responds to xqc's take on gamble

sponsorships

that is literally the point dude [ __ ]

xqc

watch out xqc do not disrespect

my queen pokeman

hey circa

what the [ __ ] that is literally the

point

shows up in the most unexpected places

oh no no the reason people say that's

not the point is because i think you cut

me off my point was that

once

you're a multi-millionaire streamer you

have so many potential sources of income

that you can

opt to choose the ones that are

less ethically ambiguous than promoting

gambling sites so true so correct

pokeman so correct

does that make sense

perfect it makes perfect sense to me

perfect sense

like you literally have so many options

you can promo a game make this money it

doesn't really hurt anybody very true

versus

making money in sketchier ways sketchier

more negatively impactful ways

profoundly true very true

very true queen pokeman

i agree with you

112 percent

um

oh god guys

one day

one day

guys

one day

hold on

hold on

so

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this is too much hold on

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gary now i know

i was wrong i

[Music]

when is pokemon gonna notice me

[Music]

every night

i go to bed crying pokemane

please

i've been in tier three

for too many years

[Music]

guys

you ever think pokemans gonna notice me

one of these days

[Music]

i just

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all right let's watch this some ordinary

gamer video

um

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soda popping gives me bad vibes honestly

does

i don't know why give me bad vibes

did we already watch the train wreck

[ __ ] i think we did the pokemon response

to train wrecks wow it's so hard to

choose because like we're trying to get

unscuffed but that pokeman is our queen

so we have to cycle pokemon

um

let's

check it out

face clan and rice gum

should be

investigated

by the feds

what

what are they doing

oh [ __ ] he's already protecting himself

rice comes hard to figure out i can't

tell if he's like a good guy or like a

completely nihilistic

hello guys and gals me mutahora and i am

angry

oh meg

ladies and gentlemen if i despise

something it's when an influencer

uses their position to basically

influence a lot of younger individuals

in their audience and potentially get

them to lose their money okay i feel

like when you have a lot of followers

and subscribers that you should probably

not this is definitely about gambling

tweet things out that could potentially

screw someone over financially right now

i'm not here to explicitly state that

anybody mentioned in this video or any

group in this video is necessarily a

scam or a deceptive practice or an

organization performing deceptive deeds

what we're about to see here will look

very circumstantial okay but in my

opinion i am opinion i am looking at

something that i feel is

the dots are connecting to god damn well

now in this situation this is a token

called save the kids if you don't know

what a token is welcome to the world of

crypto okay where pump and dumps happen

on an hourly basis so this is the save

the kids token on a mission to build a

better word for kids world sorry for

kids

giving a future worth oh this is not

about gambling this is about crypto

yeah it's about crypto i'm actually

interested in

knowing what's going on with this

living when a kid's token is traded one

percent of the three percent tax on that

transaction is donated to the binance

charity wallet to help with projects

that help children with the resources

they need to live need they need live a

long and healthy life blockchain

verified not english verified join us on

our trip to the moon while helping kids

around anytime you see trip to the moon

it's not believable now because i'm in

the literally [ __ ] true let me tell

you guys the truth

99 of crypto coins are [ __ ] coins i

barely can with a good clean conscious

tell people to invest in litecoin

ethereum and bitcoin which are the three

ones that actually are real

every other [ __ ] crypto coin is a

[ __ ] scam

it's aetherium litecoin and bitcoin

those are the ones

i just want to see haas and zirco argue

oh god

i don't know what did he start streaming

yet

yeah i don't want to be a leech you know

i don't want to leech

but one day one day we might have a

debate about flat earth

we might one day have a debate about

flattery i can't promise nothing can't

promise nothing

one day

one day we'll have a flat earth debate

which i don't know if i told you guys

this before

i'm super scared to debate about flat

earth not because i don't think i could

form like a convincing compelling case

but because

i don't want to are like

tonally you're arguing for the cuck side

if you're like pro science

because it's like

you be you know what i mean

you basically have to be like

well if you know what i mean i don't

know

you have to be like a science oid and i

hate those type of people

but you know what i'm gonna okay you

know what here's what i'm gonna [ __ ]

do if i debate zurich about flat earth

i'm actually going to research

renaissance astronomy when it all took

off

i'm gonna like research the origins of

heliocentrism and how in the renaissance

they calculated

that the i'm gonna like do

a defense that the earth is spherical

without talking about nasa without

talking about pictures in space fish

fisheye lens

the [ __ ] airplane event horizon none

of that we're gonna just pretend we're

in the 1500s and i'm going to try and

retrace the steps of like the people

from the renaissance like galileo kepler

go to the roots you know that's what i'm

gonna do

so i'm actually gonna prepare for that

debate if we debate

i'll actually [ __ ] and you know what

i might dress up like from the 1500s and

like talk like a 1500s guy

just like to make it more funny

[Laughter]

oh dude this would be compton

oh my god

oh dude that would literally be

hilarious

dude we would have to make like an event

we would have to make it like an event

because we need to pull like a lot of

viewers a lot of hype and we'll [ __ ]

make it an event

dude it'll be sick as [ __ ]

middle of a big move right now i really

don't want to deal with any false

copyright strike nonsense i'm not in the

mood for that kind of stress right now

uh i'm actually just gonna play well

within fair use but i wanna know this is

what i'll do why did

the renaissance astronomers conclude

that the earth was spherical

and that the earth rotates around the

sun

it goes to a rats athens and others i

don't know i'm not that informed about

it i'm gonna be honest

screenshots of their primer video which

is well available on the actual website

for anybody to go and check and it

consists of the ambassadors who are

pushing this coin uh notably face k

regardless of iraq so themes or whatever

most people i think

so there was tolnik tolmi's astronomy

which was basically

[ __ ] um

about fixed orbits

i don't know for certain but i think

people used to think it was a snow globe

like the earth was spherical but it was

like a snow globe you know i think

that's what they used to think

right

that it was like thick the earth was

fixed stationary and it was like a glo a

snow globe basically is what they used

to think

a phase jarvis pretty high ranking

members if you don't know who jarvis is

he's the person that cried when they got

banned off a fortnight for running uh

third party hacks uh which that's gonna

happen and you've also got rice gum in

this case who is not shy from any

controversy regarding shady oh i hate

how he's playing video games while he's

covering this

sponsorship we'll get to that one in a

bit then you've got the actual uh

tokenomics of this coin too which i

guess i'll read out real quick uh a bep

20 token redistributing wealth to both

toddlers and charities one billion

supply three percent fees and dollar

kids that's that's their ticker kids so

you can buy some kids that's you know it

just rolls off the tongue so well right

oh would you look at that redistribute

hold on one sec guys

gotta do something

um one sec

i got a dm on one side

some piece of [ __ ] scumbag

was doing something

let me see something

actually

um

hold on

a sec

there's this there's that

that

okay i think we got it

you literally

i think the vod is gone isn't it

um

should be gone

yeah it's gone

okay yeah it's gone

okay yeah it's gone

okay yeah it's gone

okay got it sorry about that guys

opening wealth and helping children out

god bless now you could imagine did

these did these guys tweet about this to

their audience you bet you can see that

face k tweeted extremely excited to

announce that i am an ambassador for a

project that is coming very soon in fact

let's go to the people that we've seen

faze jarvis it's about time excited to

announce that save the kids bay sa

launches tomorrow at 3 p.m pacific

standard time this project oh yeah uh

sorry let me get back to i also got your

dm urban amazon

all right

it is going to change lives be a part of

this project join the telegram yeah so

telegram is basically where everyone

here convenes to talk about the [ __ ]

coin or [ __ ]

no it's the real urban maoism because i

have him here on discord

so it's not a fake he's not fake

it's the real one

let's go look at what our boy ricegum is

saying oh guys super excited to be an

ambassador for save the kids bsc is

gonna be one of the biggest charity

tokens ever on the bsc network launches

on june 5th at 3 p.m pacific standard

time tap in all right now wow they

really gave their support here well

let's go look at what these people have

been talking about now if we look at a

website known as trend maps you can see

that this tweet right here ricegum ao

guys the one that we just read had

apparently 5 000 likes to 5

213 likes 235 retweets right you can't

access that page anymore the page i just

showed you was a google cache version

meaning that google cached it google

captured these guys in 4k hdr see if you

go hit view on twitter you'd be

surprised to wonder ah tweet has been

deleted

wow well it seems like ricegum may have

deleted his tweet what about jarvis

surely jarvis wouldn't delete that tweet

faze jarvis saved the kids token is

locked

they basically all participated in this

like scam apparently

now if you click on that oh 400 today's

vod is still up yeah you don't see

deleted vods because they're deleted

that's why you don't see them

let me make sure though to just be safe

double checking

um

[Music]

just to be safe

creator

dashboard content video

yeah it's gone

the [ __ ]

i literally had a vod that was

broadcasting after 70 hours it was a

glitched vod

70 hour long vod

that was just broadcasting just what the

[ __ ] in my creator dashboard

what the [ __ ] was that

that is insane

before not found well let's go look at

the google cast version to see what

google has ah save the kids token is

live right now this is gonna be the

biggest charity coin ever save the kids

not financial advice i'm glad he

mentioned that okay

i'm actually really glad they said not

financial advice for some reason a lot

of these people think that by saying

those three magic words you're totally

exempt from a potentially uh damning

lawsuit but uh let me just tell you this

much do you honestly believe when the

sec the security exchange commission the

federal government of the united states

comes down clamping that a judge is

going to look at those three magic words

oh they said not financial advice that's

cool guys that's cool it's okay it's

okay we can't we can't do anything you

think the sec is gonna make sure that

holds weight no not in the slightest

when the hammer comes down those three

magic words are not gonna save debate

destiny i actually am gonna debate

destiny this friday on a panel

and the topics are going to range from

palestine

imperialism

to communism something like that so this

friday it's actually going to happen

any of these coin chillers when due

process comes june 5th 2021 roughly the

dates are matching more than they

[ __ ] should all right june 4th

it's going to be on hans a guy named

hans is panel

and it's going to be at 8 00 pm est it's

going to be 8 est on friday

and then june 5th let's view on twitter

for a second and it's been deleted

wow

it's like after the rug has been pulled

so to speak all these tweets magically

delete themselves thank god for google's

cash to be capturing all of this if you

guys have any questions about google

cash all right leave it up with the

billionaire tech overlords that we have

capturing everything in 4k now i would

argue deleted tweet to sort of that

first discovery moment for considering

something to be just a little dubious a

little shady ricegum deleting certain

tweets would ricegum be part of

something shady this is the same guy who

made videos titled how i got air pots

for four dollars all right you know

airpods you know these [ __ ] from

apple they cost over 100 something 200

depending on where you live premium

apple headphones all right

for four dollars

okay i've covered this video back when

it came out and i laughed at it then

yeah so this is the uh website full

context mystery brand where you could

stick centenarios rolls royces and these

mystery boxes and i'm sure these cars

delivered right i'm sure there was no

shenanigans right like jesus christ it

doesn't get more painfully obvious that

this is just complete nonsense i won

both vapormax and the 97 off ah dude

ricegum oh my god you know i've always

thought of ricegum as a guy who's just

like does not respect his audience at

all

like i always thought it was a guy who

just doesn't give a [ __ ] about his

[ __ ] audience

is it stream effing or something

okay good it's not okay

[ __ ]

you guys [ __ ] scare me like you're so

[ __ ] quiet all the time

white it just didn't show me win do most

influencers give a [ __ ] about their

audience

that's such a tough question

honestly i'm gonna be real with you guys

sometimes i get pissed off at all of you

i get pissed off at all of you

you know

but i don't know if i could do this

i feel like ricegum is just conning the

world you know he's just conning the

world i don't yeah i don't know if i

could do

yes

i don't i don't know if i could do this

though you know like i don't know if i

could ever be fake to you guys

i i you guys do piss me off a lot

but i don't know if i could ever like

con you and just be fake just be like

hey guys

i'm uh playing rage shadow legends it's

my favorite game i love it it's so much

fun

please go get rage shadow legends it's

such a fun game like i don't know if i

could

do that it's just like not my

personality to be able to

do that you know

winning it but they hooked it up all

right i guess all right i can only

tolerate less than 10 seconds let's go

to the actual meat and potatoes so he

was basically on a website where he was

on boxing [ __ ] like this so for

instance he unboxed these sneakers off

white vulture or whatever the [ __ ] it

was uh low white and he won this

apparently right apparently he got this

and that's pretty much what it came down

to so he was just unboxing this [ __ ] in

front of his kids fans right dude stop

talking about manlets

you might be wondering this respectable

website that he was unboxing all these

crazy products on where are they now

well he has the link right here mystery

brand thanks mystery brand for

partnering with me dude straight up just

admitted everything where does mystery

brand go to it's [ __ ] dead okay this

scam that mystery brand was running has

been [ __ ] gone it is dead this was a

website where lamborghinis were opened

in [ __ ] unboxings all right if you

don't if you have any reason to question

it you are absolutely right you are sane

okay so now that we've got good

old-fashioned a line of weird dubious

behavior let's whittle on back to good

old-fashioned save the kit coins okay so

this is a coin that tries to build a

better world for kids right so let's go

to the tokenomic section all right total

supply save the kids launches on june

5th lining up with the date of their of

of all these ambassadors coming together

to basically uh shill out this coin

liquidity lock transaction tax so here

they show you how there's an automatic

three percent transaction tax which is

then divided to one percent back to lock

liquidity one percent back to holders

and then one percent goes to charity

right now if you look at all these guys

they have basically their idea of

pre-launching so social media channels

launched the ambassadors are promoting

the token then they launch on june 5th 3

p.m as we've seen before then one week

listings for c

they pre-launch

they launch then in one week there's

listings and then there's what the [ __ ]

is everything is like this now you ever

notice that there's no more products

no more products are ever finished or

released they just get plans

that's what people sell nowadays is a

[ __ ] plan nobody just gives you the

[ __ ] game they give you a [ __ ]

road map

nobody you know you know what i mean

everything's a [ __ ] plan

buy into my plan

dmc and coin gecko releasing new

ambassadors then two to four weeks where

they're updating the road maps

continuing with marketing and planning

promotions it's been a good solid two

weeks so two to three weeks is roughly

where we're looking at in my timeline

right now if you look at their actual uh

do you look at their actual promoters

they have them listed right here on the

website they're not hiding it they've

got face tico face k phase rice oh sorry

enough phase rice rice gum phase jarvis

phase nikon and then you've got these

developers lucas and tam now lucas who's

the developer of this coin has a twitter

account that you can access right here

which takes you to

what mischief is at universal

hold on

sorry guys i don't mean to cut into this

very engaging video

but let me check this out dude this is

that

dude this was my idea is he in florida

this was my idea dude my [ __ ] idea

was to [ __ ]

stream at like you know like florida

didn't whatever

universal what is this

this looks so cool

they're at the shitty one in california

that sucks

the best one is in [ __ ] florida dude

there's one in california sucks

but this is the jurassic park ride right

let's see i want to see this ride again

did they change it

yay thank you

[Applause]

oh they just finished it

they just finished it wow

who are all these people

why are we

it's raj

so why isn't hasan with them

or it's austin why isn't hassan with

them

why is hassan sitting at home

like a [ __ ]

couch cell

he's too tired

that's so lame dude

he's with him

no he's not he's sitting at home on his

[ __ ] computer

how would you not go hang out with your

friends at [ __ ] universal

me

i hate that

i don't like you

stop biting

have a very we're very similar we

both is it dry

27 on band requests never going to be

looked at

during the descent

no no

no my screen was right in your ear too

yeah and you bit

oh that's lucky because i felt myself

maybe i just sunk into your shirt

but i found myself chomping

i thought it was skin

oh my god it's stream snipers

dude how could you have like these how

could you have a lack of shame

to stream snipe you know

and also where's pokeman why isn't she

here is this doesn't she live in uh

california with all these people

they know me well

does china have an answer to disney

hegemony yes it's called growing up

it's a really powerful answer

my name's nick

dude everyone's a [ __ ] man lit in the

streaming world

like everyone's just [ __ ] short in

the streaming world why is that

what's up with that dude i'm right at

home in this [ __ ] community

it's just me normal every day yeah

why weren't you here

do you want me to take it

i can take it

oh

dude if hassan was with him it would

literally look like a [ __ ] dad with

all of his kids

it literally looked like that what the

[ __ ]

are you in it what are we doing

it literally is way more important in

america than other countries very true

have you loved me we know where's your

lips where's your cloak

my clothes you look cooler in your

clothes

wait where's my bag i chose i have a bag

this stream is not mine all right

everybody's stream you're in for the

ride this is like behind the scenes

don't

if it's ever absolutely gone

dude if these people can [ __ ] go

become famous i could become famous um

dude me and evan's irl stream was way

cooler than these people we were so much

more cooler

so much more entertaining

so much better but you guys you didn't

really like it only got 120 views that's

okay

but we were literally way more content

than these guys way more content

with the big prize

is this what you want to be no dude i'm

[ __ ] more entertaining than this

these guys are awkward dude they're just

standing around like talking about being

awkward and [ __ ]

i would be doing funny [ __ ] like

at this moment i would literally be

talking to random people

about [ __ ] destiny and boss and [ __ ]

i would literally be talking to that guy

with the stroller about [ __ ]

wash

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like i would be having i would be

[ __ ]

doing actual content

these are super awkward people dude

let's go do stuff so then if ludwig

wants to go on the ride then he can just

come meet up afterwards maybe you want

okay but you know that there's an hour

left regardless yeah let's go how did

the the day went by so far i can't call

on the mommy no shot chat you can't hit

f it would just be dark

no way let's do an ass of our version

[Music]

don't worry we're going to treat them

today

is this my did he bring it back my bag

yeah

no no

dude it's like snow white in the seven

dwarves

dude i would fit right into this crowd i

would literally like

i would fit in here so well where i live

is like a bunch of giants dude

michigan's like full of like

german and swedish

descended people so everyone's like 6'5

here dude here i would fit right in

i would fit right in here dude right in

if you want you want to go in there

really isn't that crazy it's really good

it's better than this one

but we can't take the backpack on most

rounds all right so

do you like california now

no but i did hear about the heat waves

and i'm kind of jealous because i need a

tan but i'm not gonna go to california

actually no way it wouldn't dude

california on the one hand

i would get a bump because

it's literally land of the manlets

you're right so i would like

not have an issue with but i don't have

an issue with height here

my biggest insecurities are my hair

and

yeah just my hair honestly nothing else

no

i'm not

doing the club

they're waiting

hello oh no all right here's my call

we're gonna go on the mommy did you ever

have long hair not really

i mean earlier this year my hair was

pretty long

mommy

little nap is like the only funny one

among this group

he's the only like

uh

content

beer

dude i'm gonna go to florida and do this

i'm not going to go to [ __ ]

california and do this dumb [ __ ] i'll go

to florida are you kidding

me

okay

they're going mummy is that your beer

okay

all right

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dude i need a vacation holy [ __ ] i need

to be sipping on a [ __ ]

drink that looks like this in a [ __ ]

tropical place

[ __ ] dude i need a vacation

i haven't been on a vacation in like

seven years not even kidding

so i told my mom hey be safe

sleep with one eye open enjoy yourself

she got very mad at me with that joke i

haven't talked to her since i'm very

upset

it's apparently very very

normal at the age of 60.

mom literally

chill

nice hey have you heard

everybody which one

either one of them nick you are

literally the biggest [ __ ] i've met

dude okay the only thing you lift is

amazon boxes for chance that's true

dude literally

lifting and going to the gym just makes

you happier i could just tell these

people are less happy than they

otherwise would be

if they were lifting on the daily you

know

i feel like only people with great jobs

take vacations true

vacation stream after vacs i mean i can

go on vacation whenever but

just

i don't i don't have anyone to go with

that's honestly the only thing stopping

me

and no chat i'm not gonna [ __ ] take

you so

that is not a [ __ ] uh that is not a

request it's not a [ __ ] offer

that is not an offer is that pokemane

it's pokemane

no it's not pokemon [ __ ]

yeah the first one

dude imagine having

166 000 viewers and like no one

recognizes you isn't that kind of sad

like how famous are you really if like

you just go out in public and no one

knows who you are

he's literally just like me dude

mischief is the same as me dude when i

go out in public no one

no one recognizes me and he you know

he's out in public no one recognizes him

but he deserves the recognition because

look at him he's got 66 000 views he has

more views than soldier boy he's got

more views than t-pain he's got more

views than a lot of people

but no one recognizes him

i'm going to talk to them about your

mom's retina you'll be fine yeah just

hurry

i'll be back in the field

twitch normies are not the same as real

life normal people i know oh it's the

mommy

come on go stream the mummy

what are you [ __ ] doing

i want to see it dude the mummy is my

that's a childhood

serious childhood dude the mummy that's

[ __ ]

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oh god it's an ad

i don't want to watch an ad

well they can't bring anything on that

ride one of six

miss kiff is a businessman

he is just about that money you know

get your jab shut up

what do i have to stop right the watch

[ __ ] uh

four minutes of ads straight

what the [ __ ] is this

hey fine i'll [ __ ] sub he literally

is extorting me

literal extortion dude literal extortion

holy [ __ ]

okay i sucked him i'll [ __ ] get rid

of this ad

okay i'm subbed

[ __ ] extortion dude all right now we

can watch

he does that's not a [ __ ] i guess all

right you know what you're another man

well i don't don't need another

dude let me tell you why the [ __ ]

california one's way worse than the

florida one because in florida

like um

the universal studios is all themed like

there's different segments of the park

that all look different

but here

the whole park looks the same and

there's just different rides that's why

this one [ __ ] sucks

i've been to this one dude when i was

young i've been to it it [ __ ] sucks

the one in florida i've been to it when

they opened up harry potter

and i hate harry potter you know me but

an amusement park is a different story

you know like amusement parks are

[ __ ] fun

and dude it's actually super cool in

[ __ ] florida in florida it's actually

[ __ ] cool

yeah california does have weirder people

you're right

walk away

dude but you know what you're right i

would be better in california because

it's the land of shorter people you know

like i would be very

i would be above average height among

like

this is like a [ __ ] land of oompa

loompas dude everyone's so small in

california

it's literally dude no wonder you guys

love hassan

no wonder girls go crazy about hassan

because this is actually like the

because here

peop there's so many tall guys

everywhere no one cares it's like

whatever you're tall doesn't even matter

but like being tall is so exotic to

these people it's like crazy

it's like they've never seen a tall

person in their life

chat i spy a kid in a wagon

what

what

oh wagon

they didn't see it

oh my god they start oh they got it they

got it dude

dude this is what i want to be this is

how famous i want to be i want to be

able to comfortably stream

a [ __ ] sidewalk

and have no stress

and maintain 66 000 viewers

she's not showing any rides there's no

content going on and yet 66 000 people

are watching are you kidding dude when i

was irl with evan

i was so anxious to like make sure that

chad is not bored all the time

imagine if i could just sit here and

just do nothing and film a sidewalk

and have

66 000 people

and it went up to 72.

the [ __ ] i've got i've got ads

you want to know the inequality as soon

as i started watching this the viewers

went down

72 000 people are watching this i'm

showing you the same content and yet i

only have 170 people

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double standards

or vips

wow they filmed all of the line

my head's drunk it's because i'm drunk

idiots

babies can't hear okay foggy if you keep

talking about manlets i'm just gonna

[ __ ] time you out for five days

please shut the [ __ ] up you've literally

typed [ __ ] essays and paragraphs

about it yes i get it manlets are big

and [ __ ] communism no i didn't start

it

want you guys to have a good time we

have content

oh

oh

we're gonna watch the ride this way are

we are you taking us on the ride

you should go to disneyland and stream

it i want to dude i just literally have

no one to [ __ ] go with

literally have no one to go with

oh

it's just it's the same thing i showed

you it's just darkness really

yeah it's fine just pretend like it's

not

there is a

you can hear him screaming that's kind

of fun oh look there's something wait

can you go this is flip it the other way

like we'll go bigger

this is what gets 70 000 views on twitch

god help me dude

this is what gets 70 000

and they're doing nothing

there is literally no rhyme or rhythm to

streaming dude there's like [ __ ] no

secret formula there's no like [ __ ]

secret sauce

it's literally all just dumb [ __ ]

[ __ ] completely arbitrary

[ __ ] dumb [ __ ] basically

i around look how much [ __ ]

effort i did in my irls

and i didn't get anywhere near this

i'm just kidding

you know what problem i mentality i have

an entitled mentality that's the issue

that's the issue that's going on here

i'm just too entitled

the [ __ ] clip

has 6.4 k views by the way

holy

sh literally holy [ __ ] wow like holy

actual

what the [ __ ] holy [ __ ]

holy [ __ ]

jesus dude

actual pogba's

actual [ __ ] powers dude

i wish you can turn back time

to the good old days

wish you could turn back time

to the good old days

oh they're doing that this is the harry

potter [ __ ] [ __ ] soyu

dude harry potter's cringe and it's

stupid and whatever

but in real life

it's kind of cool

miss give had 300 viewers for like one

year and a half

for one wow dude i thought i was doing

bad because like i'm not at 500 yet

why do you want to avoid fans at

twitchcon

i don't know dude

i'm a very private person

i can't picture it

okay this looks cringe i would not dress

up like this

dude he looks like hagrid

he looks like hagrid what's social blade

is that social blade

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what is that

infrared show

social

blade we have the youtube and the twitch

the twitch is a b minus

a b minus

wow

a b minus

total channel views weekly

yeah may oh god look at my social blade

guys i'm gonna show it to you

let me show you the social blade

emma watson or pokey pokey dude

kind of [ __ ] question is that

dude pokeman who the [ __ ] is emma watson

what the [ __ ]

easily pokeman dude easily

are you kidding

what kind of [ __ ] question is that

emma watson has what

let's look at this

um

[ __ ] damn

so this is what happened

so i was here

april and i was rising rising rising

and i was going down why was i oh

because it was the [ __ ] like okay so

here's where i got banned this is where

i got banned

after this i'm banned

banned for one month

came back like this we have to push so

this is like a direct parabola we have

to push this up

so this week i'm going to make sure this

goes up

total followers weekly

how were people following me when i was

banned

oh yeah this one

this is what [ __ ] really kind of

spooks me is how did i gain 1.4 follower

1.4 000 followers like so fast

i have no idea how i gained all these

followers

yeah and then now it's pretty consistent

about 150 followers

a week which is not that much

but it's way more than what i used to

have

right

oh no wait

from april 26 to may 2nd i had 269.

i was gaining like 200 whatever

um

video views

this is today

three six six six

see live follower account i gained 20

followers today

well lsf didn't even give me a boost

monthly gained followers for infrared

show

wow look at that this is only two months

and this is the month i was banned

so this looks bad

but the reason is because i was banned

like this is all was banned yeah this is

this period is a banned period this

doesn't even count i was banned for 30

days

so this doesn't even count

let's check the youtube we're going like

full mask off dude full mask off let's

check the youtube

um

no wait i'll just do this

social blade

youtube let's check the youtube

see how youtube's doing

b minus

estimated yearly earlings 2k okay it's

not gonna be full time

total subscribers weekly yeah this one's

kind of abysmal this is

if there's one thing that worries me the

only thing that worries me about growth

it's not subs and it's not views

it's [ __ ] subscribers

and

[ __ ] uh it's subscribers and

followers which is just

we just do not get a lot of subscribers

or followers relative to our infamy and

relative

to our

views so we have about

yeah see we just need to pump out more

videos but

yeah this

why did i gain so many here

370 370 i don't know yeah what would

happen here but it went down in may just

pretty much went down

total video views weekly

it's been pretty consistent but it's

gone down

this month yeah this month the video

views have not been doing too good

um

monthly gained video views

it's pretty good

month yeah this is the issue look at the

subscribers

we're just getting less subscribers i

don't know why

it doesn't even make any sense to me

dude i swear to god professor you just

forgot jumping in the end listen listen

to me listen

you're an idiot

why don't you put post clips from

streams onto youtube more often

because the thumbnails take so much time

to make

relative to the time i have it's

literally just thumbnails dude otherwise

i post them all the time i would post

[ __ ] clips all the time if it wasn't

for [ __ ] thumbnails in the process of

thumbnail making

are you gonna upload kantbot yes i am i

just have to make the thumbnail i'm not

immediately clear

guys

i know the vod doesn't look like it

but i've been streaming for

uh

what is it at least six hours now

and i only stream for five hours dude i

just did this extra [ __ ] because

[ __ ] the vod had to get deleted but

yeah dude i can't keep streaming i'm so

tired

but the vods gone guys and this is all

we have is this three hour vod

i'm gonna save this

stream links say that

i'm super tired guys

thoughts on radical islam

oh my [ __ ] is radically in your mom's

[ __ ]

okay

all right guys don't forget the lessons

we learned today

because from here on out we're gonna

start getting super strict on the chat

super strict no second chances

okay i don't get second chances neither

do you

alright guys

i barely got sleep last night holy [ __ ]

okay guys bye bye